A/N: Hey there gorgeus! Guess what? Chapter 14 is up! Once again, there will be Seiko x Sakutaro in this chapter. PLZ ENJOY ;3

Chapter 14

AYUMI POV

November 1st at school

«I told you, I don't want anything particular!» Yoshiki stated for the 100th time. I sighed frustrately. Now I kinda understand how he felt when he asked me what I wanted for my birthday. I have one week! Just one. Fricking. Week!

«Not any guitar stuff either?» I asked him. He shaked his head. «I have everything I need», he said. «Um…Okay then», I said and sat back down on my seat. These past two months have been hectic. About a week after Seiko and Morishige-kun got together, I heard Mayu collapsed at home. She wasn't eating properly, which caused her to completely lose strength. I wouldn't be surprised if the cause was the love troubles she's been through. But when I asked her about it, she simply denied it and said that she's gotten over it. It's obvious that she still likes him, though.

«What did he say?» Seiko asked. «Nothing. He didn't want anything», I said. «Really? That's too bad. But you're still gonna get him something, right?» Seiko asked. I nodded. «Do you have any suggestions?» I asked her. She thought for a while and smirked. «You could by some lingerie and show it to him…huehuehue», she giggled.

My cheeks heated up. «N-no! Something else…», I mumbled. «Fine, you no-fashion class rep. You could give him a cologne or something. I mean, he smells kinda wierd. Kinda like a grandma wearing carmex as body-lotion», Seiko said. «Really? He doesn't need that. I think he smells wonderful», I said. Seiko shrugged her shoulders and mumbled: «Suit yourself». Then she just sat down and rested her head into her hand. Hm? Is it just me, or is Seiko a bit under the weather today? Did something happen between her and Morishige?

SEIKO POV

*LUNCHTIME*

I didn't sit with Morishige-kun today. It was a wierd feeling. Maybe…maybe I'm the cause of Mayu being like this. He must be troubled by this too. Maybe we should just…break up? What?! No! I want to stay with him! But I feel like I'm asking too much of him. He even said so himself! He said that he may not be the perfect boyfriend, yet I'm doing all this just to charm him! I sighed, trying to distract my tears from streaming down.

«Seiko. Talk to me please», Ayumi said and patted me on the shoulder. That's her. That's exactly who Ayumi is. I'm just not worthy of someone like her.«Hmmm…so you noticed me acting wierd?» I asked. She nodded. I looked down on my box lunch and sighed. «Fine…let's go outside», I said and led her to the hallway. «Whenever you're ready», she said. I took a deep breath and said:

«I've been with Morishige-kun for almost 2 months now, yet we still call eachother by our last names, we only hold hands and he hasn't even kissed me yet. Heck, we haven't even as much as hugged! So…yesterday when we were together, I wanted to do something that I thought would make him want to kiss or hug me. Seduce him».

I blushed and looked down on my shoes. I couldn't look into Ayumi's eyes anymore. This was just too embarrasing. But, I continued:

«I bought a sexy, red lingerie and I wore a black, see-through top with a short, checkered skirt. Obviously, I wanted to show him as much skin as possible. The shocking thing was that he didn't react to it at all! He just played it cool, which frustrated me. Then, he asked me if I wanted to visit him. That made me get some hope back. Maybe he got seduced and now wants to seduce me in his room! But…I was wrong».

I took a breath just to massage my temples. Then, I continued:

«He just wanted me to meet his parents. They were nice people and they seemed to approve of me, though. When he led me to his room, he only showed me a couple of cool books. Nothing else. I was almost furious. Did this mean that he isn't physically attracted to me at all? Didn't he even as much as daydreamed about fondling my breasts or me wearing nothing or a sexy lingerie? Then, I got so angry that I literally attacked him. I pinned him by his shoulders and brought his hand to my breast, forcing him to squeeze it. He looked extremely shocked and embarrased as I moaned out loud at his touch. I got a bit caught up in the moment, so I even went as far as leading his other hand to my panties. For a brief moment, I almost felt like I was in heaven. That's when Morishige-kun yelled: «THAT'S ENOUGH!»

I stopped and closed my eyes. I still could clearly remember his angry face as he faced me with those ice-cold eyes. I opened them and looked at Ayumi She looked surprise dyet understanding at the same time. «Can you continue?» she asked patiently. I nodded and said:

«After that, he just gently pushed me off him and nonchalantly asked me to leave. Tears streamed down my face at his statement as I ran the fastest I could out the door. I haven't spoken to him since then».

I coughed and casually crossed my arms. Ayumi gently hugged me and said: «I know how you feel. I often felt like that too in the beginning. I thought that Yoshiki wasn't attracted to me in a sexually way. It turned out that he didn't really care about that. But even if he wasn't, he still loves me for the girl I am». Love, huh? How can I be sure? How can I be certain that Morishige-kun even loves me in the first place?!

Ayumi patted me on the shoulder. «It's just like you said. You can't read eachother's minds. You have to be honest about your needs», she said. I nodded and smiled. «Thanks Ayumi. I'll talk to him after school», I said and went back to the classroom. Now, I just have to wait for this lesson to end.

*SCHOOL IS OVER*

«Morishige-kuuuuuuun!» I yelled and waved after him. He reacted by turning around with widened eyes after noticing me. «Shinohara-san…hi», he said. When I catched up with him, I asked: «Can I talk to you for a moment?» He looked at me for a while and then he nodded. «Of course», he answered with a slight smile. I coughed and blushed a bit. This is a bit better than confessing to him all over again, but I'm still nervous. Fuck it. I'm doing it anyway. I took a deep breath and said:

«I…Please, just hear me out! I'm really sorry for yesterday and for acting a bit desperate towards you. It's just that…I want you to notice just how much I try to look good for you. I want us to do intimate things together like cuddling, kissing and maybe even…you know…Anyways, the whole point is…I'm never certain if you really love me or just doing this for fun!»

Morishige-kun looked a bit angry at me. At first I got a bit scared, but then he pulled me in for a powerful hug. «Huh? M-morishi-..». «Be quiet», he said and held me even closer. My heart is beating so fast! I don't know what to do!

«Do you really think that I'm dating you just for fun?» he asked me in a serious tone. «Uh…», I was at loss for words. He let go and smiled at me. «What's so fun when you're dating a girl you don't even love anyway?» he asked me. Kyaaaaa, I'm going to squeal out in happiness. He put his hands on my shoulders and whispered while blushing a bit:

«I love you, Seiko Shinohara».

My cheeks heated up as he said the words that no other boy had ever said to me before. Tears were building up at the corner of my eyes as I hugged him one more time. «I love you too, Sakutaro Morishige. So much…», I said in a shaky voice. I'm so happy… If only this moment could last forever…

«Do you want to sleep with me that badly?» he asked me. I blushed and nodded a bit. He looked at me seriously, and slowly neared his face to mine.

Before I knew it, his lips were softly melting into mine.

I thought my heart was going to burst right out of my chest. My boiling blood, heated up my lips as he kissed me. When he broke it, I was completely out of breath.

«That will do for now, won't it?» he asked shyly. «Absoulutely…», I whispered. He reached out his hand and said: «Come on. I'll take you home». I nodded and let him lead me to my house that cold afternoon November 1st.

Even though it was cold, I was warm.

A/N: Hope you enjoyed! PLZZZZZ review and tell me what you think about the series so far! UNTIL NEXT TIME ;3