"What am I going to do Sam? He's already found another guy. I could hear it in his voice how much he liked him. I wouldn't be surprised if by tomorrow morning we all get on Facebook and see that Kurt and whoever this Adam guy is are in a relationship. How was he able to move on so fast? Did what we have together not mean enough to him? Or is this guy just so fantastic that Kurt totally forgot about me? Did Kurt ever really love me? " I want to be angry at Kurt. I want to scream and punch and kick. But all I can do is cry. All I can do is think about how I fucked up the greatest thing that I'd ever had.

"Kurt loved you as much as you loved him dude. You know that. But people change Blaine. Kurt has been away from Lima and living in New York for long enough to change himself. The high-school Kurt is gone and you have to let him go. Kurt was able to leave his old self behind, and now look at him. He's happy again. I know you want to be happy again, but in order to do that, you have to leave the past in the past and start looking at your own future. And who cares if he found someone else? You'll find your own Adam too. Maybe you already have, but you never noticed it."

I wasn't sure exactly what Sam meant by that. I know what he was trying to say, but what did he mean that I may have already found him? Surely he wasn't talking about himself, was he? No, he's just trying to make me feel better so he's saying the cliche things that you say when a friend is down about a broken relationship. He didn't love me. But Sam did have a point. The Kurt that I knew was gone and he's changed into an adult. I have to do the same thing. I have to leave my past with Kurt and play the cards that I'm being dealt.

Sam's arms were still wrapped around me, pulling me into his body. I normally wasn't a crier, but in Sam's arms, I knew that I could let it out. Crying actually made me feel better. Sam would always help me feel better, even if he just listened. He helped me a lot this weekend and I wish there had been someway that I could have repayed him.

"Sam," I sniffed back my tears so I could try and form a coherent sentence, "what did you mean earlier when you said that I already helped you?"

Sam smiled that smile that would make anybody swoon. "Blaine, when you told me about your father, something that you had never shared with anybody else, I respected you so much more. I'd been struggling with my sexuality for years and kept it to myself. Seeing you open up about something so personal like that, and then seeing everyone accept you for it, it made me realize that the same thing would be true for me if I came out. You gave me the courage to finally be true to myself and stop trying to be something that I just wasn't. Had it not been for hearing your story, I never would have been able to accept myself. You were able to do it, and that gave me the strength to do it. And you have to do the same thing right now Blaine. Kurt was able to move on and be happy, and I know that you can do it too."

Sam's story was amazing. I had no idea that one act of friendship was enough to give someone else the courage to open up. I wanted to kiss Sam right there, but I know that I couldn't. His face after our kiss last night was still burned to the inside of my eyelids. And before I could even think about doing that again, I had to think about if I was really ready to move on from Kurt. Saying it was one thing, but meaning it and doing it were completely different entities.

"Now let's go Blaine. Let's get out of here and finish watching some movies. There's a pizza back at your house that I'm sure will make you feel better." Sam pushed me out of his truck and we shared a laugh. It was good having a friend like Sam, he always knew exactly how to bring me back to reality.

I walked across the parking lot and climbed into my car. After I started the car, I flipped through the radio to try and find something good to listen to on the way home. On the third try, I found it.

BLAINE

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a boy and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess he gave you things I didn't give to you
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I thought of Kurt showing up to Grease. How he couldn't look at me, how I couldn't look at him. The aftermath that followed.

How could you turn up out of the blue, uninvited?
You couldn't stay away, you couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

I thought of all the great memories I had with Kurt. Our first duet, his winning Prom Queen and the dance that we shared, his audition for NYADA, and him finally getting to New York to live his dream.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

I looked in my mirror and saw Sam's truck behind me.

Never mind, I found someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

I pulled in front of my house and parked my car. Sam parked behind me. As he stepped out of his car and I saw his beautiful blonde hair, I knew what I needed to do. I couldn't keep fighting it anymore. I got out of the car and walked up to Sam. My heart was racing, but I had to take a risk that I normally would have never taken.

"Sam, you're absolutely right. I can't keep living in the past. Kurt moved on, I can too. I need to think about what I want. Its our senior year and I want to enjoy it as much as possible."

"And I will be with you the whole way Blaine. Let's make the most of it. Come on, I'm starv-"

Sam could hardly finished his sentence before I wrapped my hands around his waist, pulled him in close and kissed him. Sam was the one. In that moment, I knew it. He was the only person that I needed.

I pulled away from the kiss and looked at Sam, waiting for a reaction. At first I was worried that he wasn't going to say anything, but then he smiled.

"I love you Blaine." He picked me up and carried me back into my house. Hearing the words come out of his mouth almost didn't seem real.

"I love you too Sam."

AN: Up next, the exciting Season Finale. :P And yes, I did change the lyrics on purpose. I'll probably do that more in the future. I know I wanted to use this song, but I had to change it a little bit to fit the situation.