Heyy guys:) Soo this chapter took me a while to type because I had some extreme writers block
But it's done and I tried to make it longer than the last few chapters

sorry if it sucks I did my best :\
Enjoy:)

Chapter 14

::::Dahvies POV::::

It has been a week since Jayy left and I have never been drunker, and Abrielle is on the brink of a mental breakdown. She has been trying to be strong, and trying to keep me from drinking to much. But I can see it in her eyes that she has given up. She is trying to put on a smile and hide her pain but it's not working. I just finished downing a bottle of Jack when I heard Abrielle scream. I walked over to her and she was holding the calendar. "Whats up?" I asked. She looked up and said "Your next show is in a week," Fuck. We haven't found Jayy yet. We haven't even told our fans about this. "What the hell are we going to do?" I can see that Abrielle is drunk off her ass to. She looks like shit. We both do.

I can't go one more day without Jayy. "Abrielle what are we going to fucking do?" I asked as I sat down. She leaned her head on my shoulders and sighed, "Find Jayy," I laughed and said "Yeah that's a perfect plan," a tear rolled down my face. "Well lets see, Jayy is probably in some hotel getting wasted or he has a job somewhere," I sighed and said "If Jayy got a job then our fans would know somthings up. Jayy hasn't said anything online and neither have I." Abrielle got up and paced. "Well isn't he a licensed cosmetic or whatever?" I looked and her and said "Yeah?" she stopped pacing and looked at me. "Maybe he got a job around that,"

I had to get up and leave. All this talk about Jayy is going to make me flip. I went to my room and sobbed. Abrielle literally broke my door so I couldn't close it anymore. I still don't know why Jayy left me. We could have talked about what happened, I wouldn't have gotten that mad at him. I actually wouldn't be mad at him. I would be mad at Abrielle.

Jayy better come home soon. I'm running out of booze and I need my Jayy with me, I'm dying without him. I'm dying to be with him. How could have this happened to me? It's my fault. I should have stayed awake so could have stopped him from leaving. I miss him so much. My tears are coming out like rivers. I can't stop shaking and I feel like I am going to be sick. I don't want to do the next show unless Jayy is by my side. "Where...The fuck...Are...You!" I gasped between my sobbes.

::::Jayys POV::::

I have never felt this horrible. I haven't even left this hotel room since I got here like a fucking week ago. I haven't eaten or slept since I left. Leaving was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I want to go back but I can't. If I go back I think I will have a fucking meltdown. I miss them so much though and I can't even imagine what is happening at the apartment. I hope they are safe. I know Abrielle is taking care of Dahvie but what about her? Dahvie is probably drunk so how is he making sure Abrielle is ok?

I want to get my phone so I can listen to their voice mails. I need to hear their voices. I sat up on the bed and tried to stand up but my legs shook and I collapsed. I'm weak and now I can feel it. I was already thin before but now I look sick and disgusting. I got up and used the walls for support. I feel like if I eat, I'll just fucking vomit.

It took me forever to get to my car. I opened the car to the back seat and the night me and Dahvie got caught by Abrielle flooded my mind. I smiled and cried. I smiled because at least I had that image of Dahvie, and cried because Abrielle was horrified and I almost lost her. I reached for my phone and brought it up to my room. I sat down on my bed and my legs shook from the walking I just did. I plugged it into the charger and turned it on.

"Jayy where the fuck are you! This isn't funny! Please come back you fucking asshole!"

"Jayy answer your fucking phone! We need to talk about this!"

"Jayy it has been five days! Please come home! Me and Dahvie need you! Why would you do this?"

"Jayy you can't do this to us! You know you fucking miss us to!"

I listened to a few messages then threw my phone on the ground and it broke. I can't stop crying. I' m surprised I still have tears left. I know I am hurting them and I feel horrible about it. But they need to move on and forget about me. I wish I could do the same.

::::Dahvie POV::::

I went out of my room to find something that will knock me off my ass and I saw Abrielle on the couch. She looked like she was having a panic attack and I sat down next to her and wrapped my arms around her. She was crying so hard she couldn't breathe and she was shaking. "Abrielle it's ok, calm down," she shook her head and said "No! No it's...not ok! I...can't take it...anymore," Just as she said that, her phone started to ring. Our heads shot up and we off bolted off the couch to find it. "Where the fuck is you phone!" I yelled at her she ran into her room and looked but it stopped ringing. "Damnit all to hell!" she yelled from her room.

"Did you find it?" I asked as she walked over to me. "I think I threw it somewhere after the last time I called him" I looked behind the couch and saw it. I grabbed it and yelled, "It wasn't Jayy!" Abrielle ran towards me and grabbed her phone. "Well who ever it is left a message left a message!" I walked over to her and said "Put it on speaker,"

"Hey Abrielle I am actually glad you didn't pick up your phone. It makes this a lot easier. I know you two miss me, and I miss you to but you need to forget about me. I can't come back, things were not going well. And I know Dahvie will just say I come back and you go but I can't do that because it wouldn't be fair to you, take care of yourselves,I love you both so much. Bye."

I started to cry about halfway through the message. Jayy sounded so weak and sad. This is killing him as much as it is killing us. So why doesn't he just come back to me? Abrielle was smiling a creepy smile and I yelled "why the fuck are you smiling!" she looked at me and said "Because we are dragging his ass back here!" I looked at her with a confused look and said "How the fuck do we do that? He said he is ever coming back!" she gave me a half smile and said "That fucker called from a hotel phone, all I have to do is Google the number, haul our asses there, and beat the ever loving shit out of him," my heart stopped. "Wait why would he do that? Then he knows we could find him," she ran to the computer and said "Jayys mind is probably all over the place, and he probably broke or lost his phone,"

we both ran into our bathrooms to fix our shitty looking faces and hair. We got dressed and met outside. "Ok which one of us is sober enough to drive?" she said. We bother laughed a little so she said "Ok let me rephrase that, who is sober enough not to crash the car?" I laughed and pointed at her. She smiled and got into the car. I got in and couldn't stop smiling. I am finally going to get to see my Jayy. "The hotel is an hour away so why don't you sleep for a little bit. Even with all that make up on you look like shit." I smiled and closed my eyes.

::::Jayys POV::::

It has been about a half an hour since I left Abrielle that message. I already regret it, but it had to be done. As soon as I get to a computer I'll get online and tell my fans I'm done. I can't believe it's over for me, I don't know what I am going to do. I have a lot of money saved up so maybe I could get a new apartment and get a fucking job. I thought doing this would make me feel better but I feel even worse than I did before.

I laid there for an hour till I heard a knock on my door. I tried to get up but I fell again. My legs are shaking and I think I am about to vomit. I tried to use the wall again but my arms can't support my weight. I finally used the bed to get me up and the knocking turned into pounding. "Chill the fuck out I'm coming!" I yelled. I think it's that Mexican women who cleans the rooms, God she creeps me out.

I finally got to the door and opened it. It felt like a fucking bowling ball hit my face, and I fell on my ass.

I think we all know what just happened.

Was it Abrielle? Or Dahvie?
Let me know what you think
Oh and I'm going to start a new story soon. The idea came to while listening to BOTDF.
It's going to mainly focus on Dahvie though.
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