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Hey guys, may I start off by saying: OMG I AM SO SORRY I AM LIKE A WEEK LATE WITH THIS UPDATE, and I know I can't always blame assignments so I will blame the damn tests that have been coming up out of the random and teachers just telling us to study for them *groan* it is a pain in the ass.

So anyway thanks so much for waiting and I hope that you think this chapter is worth the wait.

Chapter Fourteen.

Clary's eyes fluttered open as the birds outside began to tweet. It had felt like forever since she had woken to the sound of birds outside her window. Clary let out a small yawn as she felt Sebastian's arm holding her close to him.

She loved it, she loved being here with the man she loved, she loved having him hold her close to himself and she loved the fact that this was real and not a movie or a romantic novel. It was real.

Carefully she clim out of bed and walked over to the bathroom so she could take a shower for more than one reason. She opened the bathroom door and gently closed it behind her. She looked straight ahead of herself and looked in the mirror. Her hair was a mess or as some people would say she had sex hair. But she didn't care, it actually looked kind of nice like this.

Forgetting about the mirror, she walked over to the shower. She jumped in and turned the hot water on first. Next she turned on the cold, she then waited until the water was nice and warm before she jumped under.

Clary sighed as the warm water hit her soft body. After letting the warm run over her for a bit she reached over and grabbed some apple scented body wash. She squirted a bit on her hand and rubbed it all over her body.

She loved how the body wash made the subs, sometimes when she was younger she would just go and have a shower or wash her hands just to sit there and place with the suds the body wash made. She smiled at the memory of being a child, it was nice to remember back to her earlier days, to before the war began, and before the all the evil came into her life and wrecked it. But without the evil how would she have found the good?

Just then the shower door slid open and Sebastian came in. "What are you doing in here?" Clary said jokingly, she was kind of clad to see him.

"I wanted to take a shower" he smiled. "you being in here is just a bonus" he winked.

Clary rolled her eyes and continued to wash herself, aware that her older brother was watching her every move. "Didn't Valentine teach you it isn't nice to stare?" Clary asked as a smile spread across her face.

"No" he smiled. "Something's I had to learn on my own" he said as he quickly grabbed Clary by her hips and pulled her against him. He then brought her into a kiss, soft and caring soon turned into hard and lust filled. He opened his mouth and Clary followed allowing his tongue entry, which he took. His tongue danced with hers as the two of them fought for dominance, which Sebastian soon won.

They both broke from the kiss, Clary took in a deep breath in allowing her lungs to fill with air. "I had learnt that on my own" Sebastian smiled at her as he leaned down and began to kiss her neck in her sensitive spot's, which he learned about the previous night.

"Ow…mmm…Sebastian" Clary murmured as she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer. He then backed her up until she was leaning against the cold shower tiles. The new found temperature against her back made her wince.

Sebastian then leaned up and placed his mouth over hers again, kissing her even more lust filled then the last. As they kiss his hands slid down her naked wet body, gliding over her breast, then down her stomach and finally coming to a rest on her round ass, giving her a rough squeeze once he reached his destination.

Clary felt his tongue move with hers as their kiss depend, she kept her arms wrapped around his neck as her fingers winded through his amazing white locks, which where damp from the water. Clary then felt one of his hands travel down her leg. She felt the wet flesh of her leg glide along his as he hitched her leg up against his hip.

Clary then understood what he wanted to do, so she lifted her other leg up and locked them at the ankles around his back, so he was holding her in place.

Sebastian put his lips next to hers and whispered. "Are you ready?" she didn't understand at first, but she soon realised what he meant so she gave him a slight nod. He gave her one last kiss and thrushed into her.

Clary let out one long moan as she felt him thrust himself into her, hard. Last night he was gently, but now he was lust full and rough, and that is how she wanted him to be.

He pulled out of her and thrusted back into her again, receiving another moan from his little sister. Soon he got into a rhythm he would go all the way in and pull all the way out, and repeat. "Fuck, baby, you are so tight" he moaned as he continued to fuck her harder and harder with every thrust.

"God Sebastian…don't stop" Clary panted as she let out another moan, god she felt like she was staring in a porn film where she was begging him to fuck her. "Don't worry baby I'm not gonna stop" he panted as well as he delivered another thrust.

Sebastian could feel himself getting closer and closer with every thrust he gave his little sister and every moan that came from her mouth.

"Fuuuuck" Sebastian moaned. Clary didn't know why but she thought it sounded sexy when he would curse and junk.

After one last thrust they both came screaming each other's names. Sebastian gave her one last kiss before he pulled out of her then placed her down on the ground.

Clary felt her legs wobble a bit as she tried to regain her balance. She then decided to grab onto Sebastian for support.

He slightly laughed and helped her stand. "You ok there, little sister?" he asked as he looked down at her, but he didn't look at her like a lover that just fucked you against a tiled wall but like an older brother who would kick anyone's ass who tried to hurt you. "Yeah" she smiled as the two finished bathing together.

Soon Clary decided she was clean enough, so she jumped out of the shower and wrapped a white towel around herself.

"See you soon" Sebastian winked as she exited the bathroom. Clary smiled back and walked into their bedroom. She then walked over to the walk in wardrobe and had a look around at the clothes.

"Hmm….." she mumbled as she looked around the room. "What shall I wear today?"

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"What, what do you mean you can't locate her?" Jace asked as he ran his right hand through his golden locks. "There is some sort of block on her" Magnus said as he scratched behind chairmen meow's ear.

"Well can't you do anything?" Jace was basically begging at this point. "I am a warlock not a miracle worker" Magnus joked as he continued to pet the cat on his lap. "By the angel" Jace said as he began to pace, trying to think of something, but at this point anything could help.

"Hey where is my boyfriend?" Magnus asked as he looked at Jace through his cat eyes. "At the institute getting healed" Jace said as he continued to pace. "WHAT? Getting healed. Why would he need to be getting healed?" Magnus asked as he got chairmen meow off of his lap and rose from his seat.

"He got….injured" Jace said with only a little hesitation. He really didn't want to be the one to tell him his boyfriend was shot by a mundane cop, considering Magnus was a warlock and could do who knows what to him.

"What? Why didn't you just use one of those rune thingy's?" Magnus asked as he walked over to Jace. "Because…he…ummmm" Jace searched for some lie he could use. "Ok shadowhunter tell me what happened to Alec or else" Jace snickered and rolled his eyes. "Or else what?" a smile grew on Magnus' face.

"Or else I won't help you find Clarissa" Magnus said and he crossed his arms over his chest. Jace's face went from cocky to shocked. Which made Magnus smile, but he was only bluffing he knew how badly it would feel to love someone and to have them be in danger and not be able to help them.

"Fine, Alec got shot so I took him back to the institute to get the bullet taken out" Magnus' eyes widened. "WHAT THE HELL, HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?" Magnus yelled, more from the shock of Alec getting shot, then actually being angry.

"Why don't we go back to the institute and you ask him" Jace said as he began to walk towards the door, and was soon followed by Magnus. They both exited and Magnus locked up as they walked out. "Ow yeah and before I forget" Magnus said as he handed the letter back to Jace.

Jace smiled as he retrieved the letter from Magnus. Then they both headed off in the direction of the institute.

Jace shoved his hands in his jacket pockets as the cold wind hit him. "So are you even going to tell me what happened with Alec, or are you going to make him tell me once we get there?" Magnus asked, as he continued to walk. "I think I will go with option B" Jace said as they passed a bunch of girls along the way, who were looking at them both and giggling. Damn his manly God-ness.

"Hey blondie keep it in your pants, don't you have a girlfriend?" Magnus asked, jokingly as the both of them continued to walk.

It didn't take much longer until they both reached the institute. Jace quickly jogged up and opened the doors for Magnus, with him being a warlock he couldn't enter without a shadowhunter's help. Then Magnus began to walk in. "Hey?" Jace said, drawing Magnus' attention over to him. "I think I am just going to chill out here for a bit. Do you know the way on your own?" Jace asked, already knowing the answer, but he only said it out of a sort of habit get got.

"Yes I do" Magnus said as he turned on his heal and began to walk into the institute, but as Jace looked at him it looked more like Magnus was sped walking.

Closing the door back up, Jace walked down and sat himself on the top of the stairs, with his back facing the institute. He closed his eyes as the cold wind hit his face and blew his blond curls back, what was he going to do? He asked himself over and over again as he sat there.

He didn't know how long passed while he was sitting there seconds, minutes or even hours, but at the moment he couldn't careless, the only thing that crossed his mind right now was Clary. Clary and the way her hair would blow in the wind. The way her lips felt pressed against his. The way her eyes sparkled in the moonlight. Her. And how much he would give to have her back, back in his arms.

"It's a wonderful night" a male voice said from behind him, it didn't sound like Alec, Magnus, Jem or even Robert, but then who was it. The strangest thing was Jace didn't hear the door open or see anyone come out. "I guess" Jace said as he continued to just stare straight out, at the busy New York traffic ahead of him.

"May I sit?" the same voice asked, it sounded familiar. "It's a free country" Jace shrugged, not once taking his eyes from the road. Jace didn't hear anything else, not until the man let out a sigh as he sat down, strange, Jace didn't hear any footsteps or anything except his voice.

Jace now suspicious turns his head to his left, where the man was 'sitting'. Jace's eyes then came to rest on the figure sitting beside him and his eyes widened with shock. "HODGE?" Jace may as well been yelling at the volume he was speaking in. "Ow you remember me, good to know I haven't been forgotten" Hodge said, watching Jace as he began to stand, but Hodge stayed sitting.

"Of course we wouldn't forget the man who basically sold us out to VALENTINE" Jace said, this time in a lower voice, mainly so mundie's wouldn't get suspicious of seeing a weird blond boy sitting out front of an old building and screaming at nothing.

"I am sorry for what I did Jonathan, but you wouldn't know what it would be like day after day of staying trapped inside the institute afraid to leave, scared of the world around you" Hodge said in a more serious voice, sounded like old times when he would tell him, Izzy and Alec to stop talking during lesson's.

"Well you didn't have to, basically, sell us out to Valentine. And don't call me Jonathan, its Jace" Jace rolled his eyes, not wanting to fight with him anymore, it was pointless, he was already dead so what did it matter. Wait. He was dead, so how could he still see and talk to him.

"Wait, how am I exactly talking to you right now, aren't you dead?" Jace questioned, hoping he might have an answer. "Yes, yes I am dead but I wasn't a good man, as you have said, so I didn't ascend to what everyone calls heaven, instead I have to say on earth and 'live'….." he made some hand gestures when he said the word 'live'. "…..like this forever, now. Well that is what I believe" he shrugged as he rested his right arm against his leg.

Jace didn't add anything, even though he had a million things running through his head at the moment of what he could say. But somehow he felt, this man has suffered enough.

"….and the reason you can see me, I wouldn't have a clue. None of the others could when I went up into the infirmary before" Hodge pointed out as he began to stand and walked over to Jace.

"So how has life turned out for you since we last chatted" Hodge asked as he placed a hand on Jace's shoulder. "It could be better, yet it could be worst" Jace's voice showed no emotion, when he spoke. He sounded like he was saying a poem he wrote for a class, blank and with no emotion.

"And where is your sister?" Hodge asked.

Jace was confused, what sister? Then he remembered, Hodge wasn't around when he and Clary found out they weren't brother and sister.

"You mean Clary. Well for one she isn't my sister, she is Valentine's daughter but I am not his son" Jace said in the same flat tone. "….and she was kidnapped by…..someone and I can't find a way to track her" he didn't feel like telling Hodge the part where her evil brother kidnapped her and is probably torturing her.

"So you aren't brother and sister, hmm.. isn't that a twist" Hodge said, probably trying to lighten the mood, but it failed.

"With you tracking problem have you tried everything?" Hodge asked as he took a few steps away from Jace.

Jace turned on his heel, so he was now face to face with the dead, but undead Hodge. "Yes I have gone to Magnus and asked him to track her but…" Jace babbled on.

"Have you tried that new girl, Tessa, her name was. Wasn't it?" Hodge said, as he scratched his cheek.

"You mean the crazy chic? Why would I ask her if she knew where my girlfriend is?" Jace shrugged. "I saw her helping Joslyn and Luke locate her before and I think it worked, I don't know but it is worth a try" Hodge said, it kind of felt like old times when he would sit Jace down and teach him how to read a certain language or what to use when needed.

"Well maybe, but why would she help me?" Jace leaned against the doors of the institute as he spoke. "Well why don't you get your butt up there and ask?" Hodge said as he crossed his arms over his chest.

"By the angel" Jace rolled his eyes and slowly began to walk into the institute. He didn't really believe Hodge, but why would he actually lie about something like that? What would he hope to gain by lying?

Jace's thought's bothered him as he went up in the elevator.

Once the elevator reached the floor he wanted, the doors swung open and on the other side stood Izzy. "Hi Jace" she smiled.

"Hey Iz, do you know where Tessa is?" he asked, he sounded like he was being forced to say it against his will. "Yeah, I think she is sitting in the library, last I saw her…."

"Thanks" Jace ran past her and down the hall towards the library, before she could finish her sentence.

Jace opened the doors of the library all looked around the room. His eyes came to rest on the brunette sitting on one of the small sofas with a book in her hand.

Jace walked into the library, as Tessa flipped to the next page in her book. Jace walked down the stairs and leaned against the railing as he spoke.

"Hey Tessa" Jace said, trying to be polite, but feeling the way he did it was kind of difficult. "Ow hi Jace" she said as she looked up from her book.

"Umm.. What ya reading?" he asked looking at the book in her hands. "Divergent, not something I would usually read but I thought I would give it a try" she smiled as she looked back down at her book.

"Tessa" Jace said, again getting her attention "I was wondering if you could help me with something"

"Sure Jace, what do you need?" she left her book on the sofa and rose to her feet. She then began to walk over to Jace, and he only began to talk again once she was standing only a couple of feet from him.

"I was told by an…..old friend. That you had a power that could help me locate Clary" Jace said as he put this right hand in his pocket and holding the letter in between two fingers.

"Who was this friend?" she asked as she arched an eye brow. "Umm…. His name is Hodge" Jace said.

"Ow okay, sure I can help you" she said.

"Really?" Jace said, not really needing to know a second time more of just out of habit.

"Sure that's what family do" the words slipped out of her mouth before she could stop them.

"What do what?" Jace asked as he pulled the letter from his pocket and looked at her strangely. Did she say family?

She bit her lip and searched for an answer, she couldn't tell him the truth or he would think she was insane. She couldn't think of a lie so she just tried to act as if she never said it. "So pass me something that was dear to her" Tessa said.

Jace eyed her for a minute, trying to see anything weird about her. He then gave her the letter and she took it in her right hand.

"Ok" she said as she held the paper in her hands. She closed her eyes and concentrated really hard.

Jace watched as she closed her eyes, what was she exactly going to do? He wondered. But then his eyes widened at what was happening before him.

Her once brown straight hair, was now bright red and curly. Her skin was now covered in freckles and she got shorter. Not too long later her eyes opened and they were no longer grey like Tessa's they were emerald green, like Clary's.

"By the angel" Jace exclaimed. She was the spitting image of Clary, right from the top of her red head all the way to her small feet. "How?" he asked as he looked at her with amazement.

"It is just a gift" she smiled.

Then she closed her eyes and then when she opened her eyes again she said.

"I know where she is"

Well there it is :)

And may I say again guy's thanks so much for waiting love you all for it :)

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Ps I wanted to make the Clary and Sebastian scene longer but I got so tired I like finished this at 11:11pm, and yes that is the correct time because I am looking at my laptop clock. LOL. But yeah tell me what you think of what I got so far.

So hope you liked it and I hopefully will she yall soon. :)