Ok anwsering some questions and comments. Ok grammer and spelling issues. I don't have to time to correct them I'm sorry. I don't spend a lot of time on these chapters. I had went to cedar point this week and I have to practice for the play at school. So I don't look for mistakes. Again sorry. Characters. Ok I forgot to dive into there characteristics. I will do that soon promise. And the thing about Bella not caring if she caught her parents killer. Okay Bella doesn't really care because she has a different attitude and her past will be brought up more. And she acts more like a teenager because... well that part will come later. I'll post more frequently and try to make the chapters longer. Promise. Thank you for the reviews they were great.

P.S. I'm sorry for the mistake about Skrillex being a group I know that he is not a group. It was late and I was tired so yeah. Thanks for catching that for me.

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"Hey B!" Seth yelled from across the beach.

"Hey Seth, how are you doing?" I asked.

"Great! You?" He asked while cocking his head to the side.

"I fucked up," I said glumly.

"What's the story," he then sat down in the sand and I copied him.

"Well, It starts like this..."


"You're fucked Bella. You should tell the truth." Seth said.

"Nope not going to do it." I said stubbornly.

"Bella fuck your pride. Just tell them that you're not gay." He yelled.

"That's the problem, I think I am now." I whispered.

"Well tell everyone at your work the whole story. And for my sister, I'm gonna kick your ass. Why the fuck would you do that!" He yelled.

"Lower your fucking voice. I was drunk and so was she." I said growled.

"Go talk to her now!" He ordered.

"Your not-" He glared at me and I shrunk back. I then got up and started toward Leah's house.


"Are you done avoiding me," Leah asked as she opened her door. I nodded.

"Look Leah, I'm sorry we were both drunk and I don't want this to mess up or friendship." I said honestly. She sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose.

"What the hell am I going to do with you Bella," she asked.

"I don't know. Send me of to China to work as a prostitute so that you can make some cash of me." I said and then gave her a hesitant smile.

"I'm tempted; but, you'd enjoy that to much. Besides your right it wasn't just your fault it was mine too." She then gave me a hug and I sighed in relief.


After spending a week in Washington I had to go back to work. I guess I'm going to take Seth's advice or order and tell them the truth. And get my ass kicked probably. And then I'll go get shit faced. I boarded the plane and Packed my shit in the top compartment.

"Hi there I'm Taylor," said a stunning raven haired girl. She reminded me of Alice. Short, petit, and dark haired. But her eyes were a deep green color. I smiled back and stuck out my hand.

"My name's Bella. Are you going to be sitting next to me on this dreadfully long trip to New York?" I asked. She chuckled and nodded yes.

"This should be fun," She said as she took the window seat.

"Yeah It should be," I agreed.


Taylor is amazing. She's an author of a couple of books that aren't large yet and gave me a copy of one.

"So Miss Detective, what are you doing this weekend?" she asked and then cocked her head in a cute fashion.

"Either working or most likely trying to get my friends to talk to me." I said glumly.

"Why is that?" she said as she turned around and stopped me in my tracks.

"I lied to them from the begining. And I'm gonna tell them the truth." I shrugged and sighed.

"They'll forgive you Bella. Just be true to yourself and let it all go. It's better that way anyways. Listen I got to go. See you later Bella!" She then ran down the street. That chick is something else.


"You did what?!" All the woman in the room yelled together. Fuck! They are not taking this well. Come on Bella bullshit your way through this. Wait don't. That's what got you into this shit in the begining of this mess. Okay Stoic face go.

"Look guys, I told you the truth and I'm sorry. Do I regret it? Well, some it I do and some of it I don't." I then took a deep breath.

"What do you regret and what don't you regret?" Alice asked.

"Well first off, telling you I was gay. I did it because I didn't want Jane to kick my ass. Although now I don't regret it because I've come to terms with my inner lesbian. Second regret is Jane getting hurt-"

"I'm going to stop you right there Miss Swan. That was a very well thought out plan. Very logical and it saved a life and many others." Aro said. Many other people nodded in agreement incliuding Alice and Jane.

"Okay then, the true second regret is causing trouble between Jane and Alice. You guys are great together and shouldn't fight about me. Jane you're my friend I may accept my inner lesbian; but I don't want you in that way. You're like a sister to me. And Alice you're one crazy bitch," I paused and then chuckled. "I can't believe you had the balls to kiss me in front of Jane like that. And to be truthful... That is what made me think about my sexual orientation. You basically turned me gay. My third mistake is sleeping with Leah; but that has nothing to do with this so I'll stop there."

"Oh no! You're going to tell us you crazy bitch. I might be a little hurt that you lied to us; but were still cool. I mean who else is stupid enough to pick a fight with me or Rosie?" Emmet said. I smiled and he made a motion for me to hug him. I did hug him and he squeezed the shit out of me.

"You... Punk ass... Bitch... That hurt." I weezed. Edward laughed and I glared at him.

"I forgive you to Bella. I just knew it you were hitting on me that day." He then winked at me.

"Fuck off Mason." I winced because my sides still hurt from Emmet.


"Hey Bella!" I saw Alice chasing after me. I stopped and waited for her to catch up.

"Hey Alice, what's up?" I asked.

"I just wanted to ask if what you said earlier is true." I thought for a second. Damn what is she talking about.

"Which part?" I asked.

"The part that I turned you gay." she asked.

"Oh yeah, I was coming clean today. My friend Seth said I should. That and the next time I sleep with his sister he was going to cut my tits off and sell them on the black market." We both laughed. She grabbed my hand and my heart began to race. Fuck when did she have this effect on me? I took a deep breath. My phone began to ring.

"Hello." I said.

"Bella it's me Aro,"

"Oh, what is it?" I asked.

"I booked you a therapist."

"What?! Why?!" I shouted into the phone. Alice winced and I mouthed an apology.

"Because you have some serious demons to get passed and therapy will help. I got you the best in New York. His name is Dr. Cullen, Alice's father in fact. He also works part time as a therapist and said he would be delighted to take you as his patient. That is all good-bye." This bitch just hung up on me.

"Who was that?" Alice asked.

"You'll find out later, promise." I said she nodded.

"Hey Bella, do you think you could take me to my apartment?" she asked.

"I thought you lived with Jane," I said.

"Not anymore... we broke up." She said while turning her head away from me. I stopped and took both of her hands in mine.

"I'm sorry Alice this is all my fault. Shit I screwed up." I groaned. I leaned back against the wall and pulled her with me.

"It's alright Bella, we've been growing distance for awhile now." She said as she pulled out one of her hands from my limp grasped and cradled my face in her hand.

"It doesn't matter." I looked down. She tilted my chin up and plant a soft kiss on my lips. I responded quickly and pulled her closer. She tasted like cherries and her scent was surrounding me. I started to feel dizzy. I pulled back and leaned my head on shoulder. Taking deep breaths. Damn that was a hot kiss. I could tape that and sell that shit and make millions.


The car ride was silent. Not a tension filled silence, a comfortable one. Alice's hand was in my right one and every once in awhile I would bring it up to my lips and kiss her hand. I wasn't thinking straight. I couldn't think straight. My mind was just humming Alice's name like a praise. She's got me fucked up in the head quicker than quick sand for lack of a better anology.

"Turn right at the next light," Alice said quietly.

"Okay," I then continued to drive the dark streets of New york. I turned on the radio and 'One More Night' by Maroon 5 was playing. I turned it up and began to sing along with Adam Levine's voice. Alice soon joined in. At one point I stopped to hear her voice. She's like Calypso. Giving me all these things and I'm not sure I want to get of her Island.

"This red building is where I live," She said. I pulled over and turned of my car. She unbuckled her seatbelt and sat her chair back. I gave her a curious look. "We need to talk Bella," She whispered. Damn I'm not ready for this shit.

"Okay," Damn why did I say that.

"Bella, I like you. Maybe even love you and I need to know if you feel this attraction, no need towards me to." I grabbed me hand and she sat up. I put her hand over my heart.

"You feel that shit? That wasn't there before. My heart speed up around you. At first I thought it was anger; but Alice I can't deny this... this feeling. You fuck me up in a good way." I then grabbed the back of her head and pulled her into a searing kiss. Tongues tangling in a huge mess, teeth mashing, and hands are groping. Alice pulled away and put her head on my chest. She laughed for about 2 minutes.

"You're such a fucking ladykiller. You know that? You can sweet talk your way to any girls heart." She said.

"Even a certain girl named Alice's," I asked in a goofy way. She chuckled again.

"Defiantly 'a certain girl named Alice's'" I grinned. "Can you pick me up for work tomorrow?"

"Yeah what time?" I asked.

"6:30 would be good," She said as she began getting out. I gave her quick peck and waved at her. I drove for awhile.

"I'm one lucky bastard!" I shouted happily. I love this day. Thank you Seth!