Dear lord, I cannot believe I'm managing to post today, I graduated yesterday hectic, check out's and finals all of last week, hectic, and finally I need to vacate my dorm room (and I've accumulated a load of crap not even going to lie) so all of today has been packing, packing, packing, snack, packing x) It's so real, and now I'm supposed to go out into society and use my skills (say what?) lol. Anyhow just like last time I appreciate you all and I didn't want to leave you chapter-less so I sit here in the middle of boxes updating this. And this chapter comes with a little surprise for you all, I've been so excited to post I can barely contain myself. Once again, it's a little long but who cares right?

Rating: M So...the rating is finally legit...*blushes* (Hope it's been worth the wait)

Warning: This is Yaoi, that means male/male, you have been warned don't like don't read (*cough* g.o.d. *cough*)

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or any of its characters Masashi Kishimoto does

Chapter 14: The Heart Knows Before You Do

Day 66 (Wed Cont.)

Naruto's P.O.V

"I think you should do it" Gaara said as I looked at the brochure and applications Anko had given to both me and Gaara. She told us that she had sent some pictures of our work to a professor on Suna's Art Insitute and he'd loved them. That if Gaara and I applied and filled out the scholarship forms we could probably get a full ride. Art as a major...I've always loved working on my projects but doing it as profession? I wasn't completely sure about that.

"You think?" I asked

"You won't lose anything by applying and getting the scholarship, if you don't get it you tried, if you get it you get to choose if you want to do it or not. Isn't that how these things work you have various options and then settle for the one that works?"

"What about you?" I asked, he shrugged, "I haven't been told if I'm going straight to work, art is just a hobby for me"

"That sucks"

"We talked about it already, it's not that bad" He laughed.

I looked up to see Sasuke walking towards us, "What's was the meeting about?" He asked as he said hello to Gaara.

"Anko thinks Naruto should apply to Suna's Art Intitute" Sasuke gave me a look, "You're that good?" I flushed, Suna was after all one of the best Art Institutes available. I hadn't told Sasuke about my love for art or shown him any of my pieces yet. There were some drawings around my room but nothing that would really give it away.

"You haven't seen any of his work?" Gaara said sounding a bit surprised.

"As a matter of fact I haven't " Sasuke said looking a bit upset. "You should, you'll understand then, well I gotta go I'll see you guys later" He said as he walked past us and ruffled my hair.

Sasuke looked at me and I rolled my eyes at him, "It's not such a big deal" I mumbled as I grabbed his hand and led him towards the classroom and looked for my portfolio. "Don't have high expectations" I said quietly as I snapped it open and moved aside so he could look through my work.

He spread it across the table, his gaze serious as he looked at some of the stuff I had in there since freshmen year. He stopped as he gazed at the picture of the man walking away in the middle of the rain. He stared at it for a long time and I knew what he was thinking, he knew where that on had come from.

"Naruto, your work is beautiful" He said in a quiet voice "How come you didn't tell me you were this good?"

"I didn't think it was such a big deal, it's just something I like doing"

"Apply." He said and I nodded my head at him "I will"

"And I want to know about you, everything. Even if you think it's something silly" He put my work back in order and snapped my portfolio closed before he leaned in and gave me a peck on the lips.

Day 68 (Fri)

Sasuke's P.O.V

We had gone to see a movie with the crew earlier afterschool, everyone was going crazy waiting to hear from Universities. Most applications had been submitted earlier during the Semseter. But Suna Art Institute said they would make an exception for Naruto and Gaara. But Naruto had applied to other Universities as well. Where did he find all the time to hang out with his friends and myself and still be on top of it? I had no idea. Now it was time for Scholarships to be submitted. The whole crew was in a frenzy to get all that and then keep up with upcoming exams. But they decided that they needed to have at least one 'chill day' each week to keep the stress at bay.

Naruto had just gotten out of the shower and was wearing my black sweat pants, and a grey t-shirt. He said they were comfortable, I think he only wore them to drive me crazy, they rode too damn low on his hips. And all I could think about was pulling them off. He climbed over the bed and practically laid on top of me. "Hey handsome" he said with a small smile.

"Hey sunshine" I said back at him as I circled my hands around him.

"Sasuke, I want to ask you something" He said looking serious.

"What is it?"

"We are a month or so away from graduation. What happens after that?" My eyes bore into his blue ones.

"I'm not sure" I said honestly.

"Gaara says he hasn't been told if he will be going straight to work. Is your case the same?" He asked quietly.

"I am already taking University courses online I'm close to finishing my Bachelor's in Business Administration" His eyes widened and he got off me and sat on the bed. Here it comes.

"You what?" He said his voice dangerously quiet. I sat up "And when were you going to let me in on this information?" He asked as he crossed his arms.

"I figured we would end up talking about it eventually" I kind of muttered.

"Just how?" He asked me

"Like Gaara said we've been schooled our whole life, they placed us in online and personal tutoring since they had a chance"

"Why even go to High School?"

"Just for the experience, and they can't really have us officially working before that you know, people would not be able to take a 16-17 year old seriously in an enterprise such as the one our parents run. Basically it's all about waiting for the right time to introduce us to the world of business" Naruto exhaled, trying to keep his shit together.

"A Bachelor's? Not even an Associate's you're close to a Bachelor's, on Business too and here I am contemplating a Major in Art" He scoffed as he laid on the bed looking at the ceiling. I leaned in so he could see my face.

"This isn't about comparing who's better or who has achieved more Naruto you know that right? I've been held to a different set of expectations my whole life and I've also had the means to do it." He looked at me as he bit his lip.

"I can't help but compare" He said angrily.

"Well don't there is a whole class of Seniors graduating with no Bachelor's the odd one here is me"

Naruto made a face "I hate you and your rational reasoning, and your Bachelor's degree" But then he seemed to think about something " Is that what you wanted?" He asked quietly

"I'm really good at it, watch wait until I take over a position, I'm going to be blow everyone's minds" He smiled at me "As long as you like it"

I nodded at him, I knew Naruto worried about Gaara and I. The way we had been raised so differently, and while the way we lived had made us miserable at some point it had also given us many advantages. I was good at Business, I had confidence in myself and while it had been chosen for me the ability to excel really fueled me. I would show Naruto that at some point and it would give him some real peace of mind.

Naruto grew really quiet, and his eyes started tearing up, I pulled him towards me and his back met my chest as he leaned into me. My arms went around his waist. "What's wrong?"

"I don't want to break up" He said brokenly. I felt the air leave my lungs just hearing that, why would he even...

"Naruto, why are you thinking about that?" I asked.

"What are the possibilities that you will stay here, or in Suna? What if you go back to Europe in the end, what happens then?" My grasp on him tightened. "And don't say we can talk about it when it gets to that, we know that more likely than not that's what's going to happen and I just can't imagine" My heart beat faster as he stopped.

"I can't imagine being without you anymore" he said sounding heartbroken already.

It wasn't rational, it really wasn't, it made no sense, no matter how I looked at it.

"I love you" My eyes widened in shock, that was me? Naruto slowly turned around there was a tear running down his cheek and his eyes were wide with shock.

"What did you say?"

Those words meant a lot, did I even know what those words meant? What was I doing?

"I love you, Naruto" I repeated but my brain wasn't catching up with whatever was making me say this out loud. I wiped Naruto's tear away as he gaped at me. And he jumped me and hugged me so strongly he almost knocked the air out of me.

"I love you too" He whispered brokenly into my ear. Fuck logic.

Naruto's P.O.V.

I hugged Sasuke as I felt myself letting go of any doubts about what this had turned into, in such a short period of time. We had said we liked each other plenty of times. But I had never dared say I love you. I didn't want to think about that word before because I found it too dangerous. It held too many promises attached to it. But to think he had beat me to it, the lord of pride admitting to love of all things.

And then everything blew out of control, it's like we unleashed something we had kept in check for the longest time. Sasuke's lips were on mine and he was kissing me like his life depended on it. I felt the heat pool in my belly as I grabbed his neck and kissed back. His hands slid to my waist then down towards my hips and ended up squeezing my ass firmly. I moaned into the kiss as I spread apart for air. Sasuke pushed me into the bed, one of his hands slipping under my shirt and pulling it up easily, I did the same and swiftly pulled his shirt up. My hands skimmed his ivory skin as he caressed my sides and his lips attached to my neck. Alternating between soft kisses and bites here and there on his way down.

"Sasuke" I whispered and it seemed to drive him on as he bit a little harder and I moaned, my hands went from his lower back to his shoulders and back down again, my nails scratching him softly. I pulled him back up to my lips and I just couldn't get enough of his kisses, I threw my head back as he ground his erection on mine. "Shit" He gasped way too close to my ear. I felt shivers everywhere.

"Pants off" I whispered. He smirked at me as he moved to get out of the bed, I tried not to stare at his flexing muscles as he did so, he easily slipped his sweatpants off. I got off the bed walked up to him and played with the elastic of his boxers, I could see the outline of his manhood through them. My hand softly caressed it "I think this should come off as well" I could feel the blood rushing to my face as I said it. Whenever I was with Sasuke I swear my shame went out the window and I pulled phrases out of who knows what part of my brain.

His eyes grew darker with lust he grabbed my lower back and pulled me flush against him "You know" His hands went under my waistband "I've been dying to take my pants off of you for the longest time" He bit my earlobe and I moaned softly as he kneeled in front of me and pulled my pants down. He placed butterfly kisses along my lower abs and my navel as his eyes looked up at me for permission, my legs were shaky from the anticipation and I just slipped my fingers through his black hair as I nodded and he pulled my last garment of clothing off.

Sasuke's P.O.V.

Naruto's need was right in front of me, standing to attention, he was flushed a lovely pink color that you could even see through his tan skin. He stood there awkwardly for a second, we've never gone further than this so I was a little nervous about pushing it. Still he had nodded in consent and looked at me with a needy glance as he bit his lip. Damn it, it drove me crazy when he bit his lip like that.

I went up and bit his lip and sucked on it lightly and then pushed him so he could sit on the corner of the bed. I kneeled back down again and spread his tan legs, one of my hands hovered over his erection and he begged me with his eyes, I finally started pumping his need and enjoyed the view as he threw his head back in pleasure and I nipped at his inner tight, I sucked hard enough to leave a mark and I smirked in delight. "Mine" I whispered and I could hear him chuckling. So he was still holding on to his five senses? I'd have to fix that. I slowed my movements as he complained.

"Sasuke don't-" I felt myself straining at the neediness in his voice. I hovered over his dick wetting my lips as I threw him a look. His eyes widened "You're not going to-Holy fuck" His hands grasped the bed as I licked his dick from base to top. Before proceeding to place the whole thing through my lips. The only thing Naruto could do was speak gibberish at this point, now that was more like it. I alternated between slow and fast and licking here and there and soon his breathing grew short and he chanted my name like a mantra as his back hit the sheets and he squirmed under my ministrations. I fucking loved it. But I wasn't ready for this to end so I let go of his shaft.

"Ah, no why? You asshole!" He sat back up and I smirked at him. "Get the fuck over here" He said angrily with a promise of revenge as he scooted on the bed and pulled me over. He climbed on top of me and leaned down for a kiss I battled with him and had him moaning soon enough, but he then kissed my chin and scraped it with his teeth before he kissed his way down my chest and navel. Then proceeded to pull down my briefs. He stared at my length and I smirked at him, "Naruto you don't have to" I said, not really meaning it because I fucking wanted it but I didn't want him to do it just because he knew I wanted it.

"Like hell I don't" he muttered as he stared at my length. And once again bit his lip as he probably tried to remember what I had just done to pleasure him.

Naruto's P.O.V

I looked at Sasuke's length trying to figure out how that could fit anywhere. We hadn't talked about who was bottoming but I had a slight, very secure guess that it was going to be me. But if the little asshole thought that because he was the most experienced one he was going to reduce me to a puddle of goo without a fight he was so wrong. Fucking tease.

I imitated his movements and tentatively licked his length and I heard a deep throaty groan come from the back of his throat. I felt myself stir, shit so that's how that felt. I placed my hand at his base and pumped slowly as I sucked the upper part of his dick in motion with my hand movements. "Naruto" He groaned, I could feel my pre-cum sliding down my dick his voice was fucking sexy. I sped up as I felt him stiffen but when he was about to find release I stopped my motions. And sat back on my hunches as he threw me a stare that could kill "Payback is a bitch" I told him smugly. Glad to be able to breathe normally again, why was it so hard to breathe while giving a blowjob?

He got on his knees and pulled me close again "You're going to regret that" he said as his hand went to the back of my head and grabbed my hair pulling me towards him, all while he grabbed both our erections and started pumping them at the same time.

"Oh God" I moaned as he relieved us both, his teeth grazing a sensitive spot on my neck, "You're going to leave a mark" I moaned, "Good" he said back. As I felt myself reaching my peak and moaned loudly as I finally reached completion. I fell back on the bed trying to catch my breath. Sasuke's lust was still ever present on his eyes and I felt my body squirm in need despite having just come.

"Naruto I need..." He begun saying but his eyes scanned my naked body in appreciation, "No I want" his hands caressed their way from my upper tight to my nipples as he played with them. "I want you so bad" My nipples hardened at his ministrations.

"What are you waiting for?" I whispered back hoarsely. I knew he was near loosing it as his hands stopped their ministrations and froze in anticipation. "Are you sure?"

"Yes" I moaned softly as his fingers grazed my nipples. Some warmth slipped through his eyes as he kissed my forehead softly. "Just say the word and I'll stop" He whispered.

One of his hands left my nipple and went down to collect our mixed pre-cum from my abdomen. "We don't have lube so this will have to do" He said quietly, he leaned in and kissed me. "I'm going to need you to spread your legs" I could feel myself grow red at that but obeyed nonetheless.

"Good boy" He said "I'm not a do-" I didn't get to finish as he kissed me taking my breath away, he situated himself between my legs smoothly and I jumped startled as one of his fingers rimmed my entrance. He stopped our kiss momentarily and looked at me but I just shook my head and resumed our kiss letting him know that it was ok. He kissed back quickly before moving down and giving some attention to my nipples. He nipped one as the first finger slipped inside. shit I let out a pained grunt and he doubled his ministrations on my nipples his free hand pinching one while his mouth sucked on the other and soon enough I couldn't feel the pain from the first finger anymore. I squirmed under him as he pulled it inside and out slowly, his eyes looked up at me as he kissed his way down my abs and without notice a second finger slipped inside and I gasped stiffening at the intrusion.

"It's ok" He said to me as his hand started pumping my dick and I felt the pleasure mix with the slight uncomfortable burning on my lower half. And then his lips were back on my now fully erect dick again he added a third finger and now his fingers went inside and out at a faster pace and the burning turned into slight pleasure, he started a scissoring motion and I moaned softly.

He moved his fingers once again and he hit something and holy shit I saw stars "Sasuke!"

Sasuke's P.O.V

I removed my fingers and he groaned, Naruto was near tears and I skimmed his body as I pumped my erection and lubricated it with my own pre-cum. I was at my wits end, Naruto's soft moans were driving me to insanity and I just couldn't wait anymore and as I had prepared him his entrance had been ever so tight. I opened his legs once again and positioned myself in place, Naruto was gasping still suffering from the lost of his incoming orgasm.

"It's going to hurt for a bit, but I promise I'm going to make it worth your while" I said to him as I started pushing in, his hands grabbed the sheets and a couple of tears ran down his cheeks. "Damn that hurts" he complained as he bit his lip.

Fuck he was so tight. I stopped all movement completely as I finally entered him, taking deep breaths to keep myself from both coming and from hurting Naruto, because God help me I just wanted to pound into him at the moment.

"Damn, I'm sorry I just-" It took all my willpower to stay put but after a little while Naruto relaxed a bit. He squirmed under me and I moaned while he flinched.

"It's ok Sasuke, just move" I slid outside his tightness and back in ever so slowly the first couple of times trying not to lose myself in the pleasure of it. I ministered Narutos dying erection with some attention. He moaned softly as he bit his lip pretty hard. I hadn't noticed he'd drawn blood, I leaned in to suck on his lip while rocking lightly into him looking for that one spot and "Ah" found it. Naruto moaned into the kiss as I rocked a little harder into his sweet spot.

"Oh, wow" He gasped-I would make sure he enjoyed this. Finally finding that spot I put a little more strength on my thrusts as I started hitting the spot repeatedly in a moderate tempo. Soon Naruto was squirming under me, cursing like there was no tomorrow.

"Shit you're so tight Naruto"

"You need to go faster" he said as he pushed his hips up to meet with my trusts and not expecting it I felt a shivers run down my body, I trusted harder and he moaned loudly. He begun to meet my trusts with more speed as he settled on a pace that was driving us both into insanity but addicted to his expressions I slowed down and his hands reached up towards me "Sasuke, please, please, please" I leaned down towards him allowing his arms to slip around my neck "Please what?"

"you fucking tease" He gasped as he felt my length go deeper into him the closer I got. What I didn't expect was his legs hugging my lower back and pulling me even deeper "Shit Naruto"

"Stop playing around and let me fucking come" and I just lost it, I started thrusting into him basking in his moans. "More, please, Oh God just like that"

"Damn it Naruto" I speed up as I felt myself reaching my limit, Naruto's nails scratching my back as he held on to me for dear life attempting to meet my thrusts. I reached between our almost glued bodies and started pumping his erection.

"Sasuke!" He said hoarsely into my ear as his body arched up to meet mine, I felt myself tighten up " Naruto!" I moaned into his shoulder as I released into his heat. He shuddered under me and slumped into the bed completely spent. As I slipped out I felt him shudder and gasp and I fell next to him on the bed. Since when had it felt that good? I turned my face to see Naruto dreamily staring at me. It was him, it was all his doing. He was coming down from his high, I moved some hair from his sweaty face.

"I hope I met expectations" I said bemused.

"Not sure" He answered and I stared at him, practically asking him if he was serious.

"I might need a re-do" He smiled.

I chuckled. "I second that motion" He leaned in and kissed me softly completely spent.

"I love you, Sasuke" His eyes nothing short of honest.

"Good, because no matter where I go after this, that means we are just going to have to make it work" I said to him with a soft smile.

My children are no longer innocent T.T what have I done (who am I kidding I loved every minute of it x) and Sasuke wasn't necessarily innocent..) I would have loved to make this a sweet out of a fairy tale love confession but my characters didn't want that, their minds are still working through the relationship, however their hearts know better but it seems like both heart and mind are finally catching up. Also spontaneous-ness is awesome. Great development, lots of excitement! To all my reviewers I know you all want Sasuke's parent's to find out already but I have a reason for not doing that yet (whether I have good or bad intentions, I'm not telling) soon my children, soon... And there was no mention of Karin in this chapter sooooo, you will all have to wait to the next one to see what happens with that muahahahaha. But for now please enjoy the sweetness~

Please review lots and lots, I shall now go back to packing

till next time,

Chio