BPOV

i screamed. it was the only thing i could do. i mean, how could i get this little nudger out?

i fell. fell into a world of pain. is this the end?

the pain was taken away, but i felt empty..

i held it. in my arms. it was amazing. beautiful...

it plays with the other one. it loved the other one. it didn't want to admit it. it had a crush. how sweet.

but the sweet was jerked away. the hands of paper steel will steal them away. and never give the sweet little nudger back...

but in the hands of a bird, one single bird. one single feather. one single decision. can you save it...

it. that is not a very good name, is it? it should have a better name. it's name should show its fiery attitude. it's behavior. it's breathtaking blond hair. it will have a better name, when i meet it.

but first, i must take it's fate away from the paper handed ones. no, i should take it's crush, too. must take them back. must have my it, and my it's lover, future lover. my little its.

my it. my child. my daughter.

i jerked up from my dream. i had no idea what it meant. and i didn't really dream of anything. i was just saying things. like i was talking to myself. a little nudger... what does that mean. and paper handed ones. hands of paper steel? hands of paper steel... like a vampire? kind of? vampires are like steel. but paper steel... like thin maybe? no that couldn't be it. it... like a person. a child.. my daughter.. my daughter? wait, i have a daughter? i will have a daughter? what?

Jacob's hand fell on my shoulder and i turned to him. he smiled at me. "bad dream?"

"um, i was just talking. i said somethings, but i don't understand them. help me?"

he nodded. i decided to start with the beginning. "okay so first i said. 'i screamed. it was the only thing i could do'"

"in some situations, you can't think. you can only do one thing. you just screamed,"

i nodded. "okay, but next i said. 'i mean, how could i get this little nudger out?'"

"little nudger sounds like a word you would make up, thus i have no idea," Jacob chuckled lightly. But the chuckle didn't sound happy.

"okay, well, then i said 'i fell. fell into a world of pain. is this the end?',"

Jacob frowned. "a world of pain. like going through a change. turning into something, that your not at first. i went through two changes, both were worlds of pain,"

i gulped at that. "okay, so i turn into a vampire, most likely," Jacob nodded. "okay, that's not the end. 'the pain was taken away, but i felt empty... i held it. in my arms. it was amazing. beautiful...',"

"when the pain was taken away, it was such a relief, but i did fell kind of empty. i got so used to having the pain burn the inside of me. but the most part of being empty was that i was no longer human. my heart stopped beating and my lungs were useless. holding something in your arms... that was beautiful. i don't know that. like a child?"

i gulped, and just said everything else to him. "'it plays with the other one. it loved the other one, it didn't want to admit it. it had a crush. how sweet. but the sweet was jerked away. the hands of paper steel will steal them away. and never give the sweet Little nudger back... but in the hands of a bird, one single bird. one single feather. one single decision. can you save it...it is not a very good name, is it? it should have a better name. it's name should show its fiery attitude. it's behavior. it's breathtaking blond hair. it will have a better name, when i meet it. but first, i must take it away from the paper handed ones. no, i should take it's crush, too. must take them back. must have my it, and my it's lover, future lover. my little its. my it. my child. my daughter.',"

Jacobs mouth was wide open. he shook his head, "Bella, did you hear what i said before you fell asleep?"

i twiddled with my fingers. "um, no,"

Jacob looked up into my eyes. "Mae's pregnant, Bella. i was using my power and i didn't even know it. she's pregnant and she will have a child by the end of the month. Bella, your dream could be about Mae's child... and yours,"

JPOV

i was making reservations at the drive through chapel. okay, i didn't have to but i wanted to. i made sure that they had the perfect flowers and the Elvis guy wasn't drunk... okay, yeah, I've been here before. it was with Emmett and Rosalie. and... lets just say it wasn't pretty.

i wonder when i should change Bella? i mean, should i do it right after the wedding or should i let her get drunk first? yeah, lets let her get drunk first. plus, she's going to be horny as fuck. and we have to have our wedding night, right?

hell, yeah. Bella and i are going to make love for the first time. Bella wanted me in forks can't wait till she's married to me. then when she gets drunk... fuck ya!

i reentered the bar and Emmett was on stage with Rosalie. both of them were singing girlfriend. i wanted to crawl under the rock part of the building outside.

"hey, hey, you, you! i don't like you're girlfriend!" Emmett sang on the top of his lungs.

"Emmett!" i yelled, not to loud but still. he turned to me as Rosalie happily sang her part. "this is why you sing backup!" Emmett stuck his tongue out at me and sang with Rosalie. the screaming in this room was going to kill my vampire ears.

Laurent was laughing, he was sitting at the bar counter with Mae sitting behind him, smiling like an idiot. i went to the counter and said fuck it. "pour me some vodka, will you Mae?"

Mae nodded while laughing. "wait till Jacob comes back and you could taste it,"

i smiled at the golden eyed girl. "you took in Carlisle's way of life," I said pointing to her eyes with my pinky before I took a drink.

Mae nodded. "Jacob can't drink human blood. he tried and said he was sick afterward. he was throwing up for days. since he wasn't drinking blood, he was becoming weaker. one day in training in wolf form, he just attacked a bird that was in the back. he drank the blood and felt so much more better," Mae smiled, causing he golden eyes to sparkle. "he unturned from being a wolf and attacked a deer. he drank that blood and it didn't make him sick. we figured that he was meant to drink Animal blood. i started drink animal blood with him and it felt right to me,"

i nodded. "when you start your life out, you think your a monster. but when you realize that you don't have to eat humans, the monster part goes away,"

Mae shook her head. "i never thought of myself or any vampire as a monster. Laurent is not a monster, he saved my life," she reached over and took his hand. "and he still saves my life. every day i thank him for it. because here i am, living a dream come true. never dying, living with my best friend and future husband. not to mention my best friend future wife!"

i turned to Laurent who glared daggers at Mae. "your not supposed to say anything, Mae. what if Irena heard you? then i couldn't ask her!"

"congrats man," i said with a smirk. "shes crazy for you,"

he sighed. "i am one lucky man,"

i turned to the managers office. Bella still hasn't come out of there with Jacob. i wonder what they are doing?

speak of the devil...

Bella burst through the door and ran strait to my arms. she held me tight and i held her back. she whispered. "pregnant," and i figured the worst.

"Bella?" i asked, hell i was scared for my life! what were they doing in there!

Bella lifted her head up to Mae. Mae's eyes flashed with understanding. "it's okay Bella. I'm quite happy about it," What?

Bella was shaking. "it's not that," she whispered. Mae was confused. "it's just," a tear fell from Bella's face.

"Bella? what happened?" i was pissed know. i wanted to know what the hell happened!

Bella looked up at me for the first time, all i felt was love. it made me fell better, but not completely. she ask. "are there vampires with hands of Paper steel?"

i froze. Laurent stood strait up. Mae was more confused. Emmett and Rosalie where next to us in a second. Bella got confused then. i had to tell her. "the Volturi. their skin looks like paper. in the old days, they didn't have a name. they were called the paper handed ones,"

Bella's head quickly shot over to Mae. "they will take it!"

"w-what?" Mae was so confused. she sounded like she was going to faint.

Bella jumped over the counter, she almost hit the glass bottles but Mae caught her. Bella was flipping out. "the Volturi is going to take it away!"

"who are the Voltuir?" Mae asked fraticly. she was confused and worried, but about what?

"the vampire kings or something like that. they make the laws for vampires and if you don't fallow the laws then they will fix them themselves!"

"i didn't break a law! did i?" she asked herself. she was panting.

Jacob was in the room now. he ran to Mae and rapped his arms around her. he made he sit on the floor with him as she cried... WHAT! she was crying! holly fuck!

"what did you do, Mae," Laurent asked. he sounded worried and commanding at the same time.

Mae cried out, "I'm pregnant!" she fainted and the whole bar went silent...