DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT…SO GET OFF MY NUTS PEOPLE. (OH WAIT, I DON'T HAVE ANY…)

AN: Another unexpected turn in this story. I just keep throwing curves at you guys, it's unnerving. I watched Not Another Teen Movie on Saturday, while vegging out at my house and I couldn't stop laughing. I found it ironic and when you read this chapter you'll know why. It was so funny, making fun of all those other teen movies that are circulating out there. I just loved it, but then again, that's me. I also saw Rambo with my hubby, you know, the one that came out earlier this year. It wasn't too bad, but I thought the main bad guy got off too easy. He should've been tortured or something…but oh well.

Anywhoo, hope you enjoy this chapter. Not the kissing one you guys are waiting for, but it'll get there, don't worry. I am currently working on that chapter, trying to make it just right. It seems like everyone enjoyed the last chapter, especially Bella and her purple panties. You guys were too funny.

Oh!! And nobody got the name right that Edward was looking at. It's not Rosalie, Alice, Victoria or Bella. I did put a clue out there already, in an earlier chapter, so it's there. Either way, the truth shall be revealed later.

To my bff 4theluvofMary, my smut detective…you are too smart for your own good. It is scary how we are on the same wave length at times. Great minds must think alike huh?

So, let's get to today's chapter…We start off with the much requested Bella's self pleasure. Enjoy…

Song: Bring It On Soundtrack: Are you ready for this (This is for you NYBellaNena to add to that awesome play list your keeping!!)

BPOV

I went home from Edward's lesson thinking about what he had told me. I had no idea I could actually use my vibrator in the shower. Hell, that idea never even occurred to me.

I got to my room quickly and decided I was indeed going to take a shower. I mean, I was alone anyway. I had no idea what mom and dad were up to, but I knew they'd never come into my room, and besides, I could always lock my door.

I quickly grabbed my night gown and a new set of underclothes and made my way to the bathroom to turn on the shower. I went back to my room and took out my toy from its hiding place and ran to my bathroom again, locking the door behind me.

Once I checked the water temperature and realized it was fine, I jumped in. The hot water felt good all along my back, fogging up the bathroom and warming up the stall. I thought about what I was about to do and wasn't sure if I should go about it or not…I mean, do people really do this? Obviously so if they made them water-proof.

I reached over and grabbed the vibrator and stared at it. It really was huge and life like. I wet it up with the water and started running my hand up and down the shaft, feeling the hardness as I felt my pussy start to tingle. I brought it closer to my mouth and stuck my tongue out, licking the head up and down, finally making my way over to the shaft.

I closed my eyes and started to bob my head up and down on it, relishing the feeling it gave me. I thought about James and all the wonderful things that he could do to me…the way he would touch me and I would touch him. How his dick would feel in my mouth, how hard and firm he'd be. That thought it self made me moan.

I took the dick out of my mouth and turned it on. I put it on a rather low speed as I was just starting out. I spread my legs apart, putting one on the edge of the tub and keeping the other secured on the floor. I knew I had to be sure to keep my footing. No need to go to the ER because I slipped and fell while showering and playing with myself. I shuddered at the thought.

When I knew my footing was secure, I lowered the vibrating dick in between my legs. I rubbed it on the outside of my pussy, loving the feeling it was stirring in me. I reached my other hand up and grabbed my tit, massaging it between my fingers as I closed my eyes and thought of James once again.

I thought of riding him, his body underneath mine, as his strong hands and arms gripped my hips and slammed my body into his own, yelling out my name and telling me what a great fuck I was. I imagined my hands, my fingernails raking his chest up and down as I left my mark on him.

I could feel my pussy aching for more so I reached down and put the vibrator as high as it could go. As I did so, I thought of the night I had with Rose and Alice, how their beautiful sexy bodies mingled with one another. My hand gripped my tit and pinched my nipple hard as I had seen the girls do to one another. I thought of the way Alice was sucking and licking Rosalie's pussy and wondered what that must've felt like. And I thought about taking Rosalie's tits in my mouth and how wonderful she felt.

Before I knew it, I had started whimpering, knowing I was getting close to my release. I rubbed the huge cock on my swollen clit as I squeezed my nipple harder, imaging Alice's mouth on me. And as much as that turned me on, it didn't take me over the brink…I was getting frustrated.

I closed my eyes, hoping to concentrate a bit more when my thoughts drifted to the last person I had wanted to think of at that moment…Edward. I thought about his piercing green eyes…the way he looked at me, the smoldering, the want.

My legs started to shake…

I imagined how he must be like an animal in bed…just taking what he wanted. Doing what he was good at…fucking. Fucking the shit out of those other women and wondering what it would feel like to have Edward take me and fuck me senseless.

I stomach started to churn…

I thought about what his dick must look like…how his cock must be so hard and thick for all those girls to be so willing to go with him. I thought about what his cock must feel like in my mouth, his hands tangled in my hair and forcing my mouth on him, taking him in…groaning and moaning my name…

I was breathing heavier…

And then, I thought about our dancing together…how his body was grinding against mine. The feel of his giant hardness rubbing against my ass and how he refused to let me go, using me as a fucking tool to get his pleasure from…and how I was using him for the same thing. Something so raw and powerful…so animalistic.

The sound of my name coming from his lips as he was cumming…

And then, I exploded.

I felt my whole body trembling as my orgasm shook me to the core. I screamed out in pure pleasure as I thought of Edward.

I was breathing hard, trying to recover from cumming hard. After a few moments, I straightened up and finished showering. I realized what I had done…who I had thought of. And while I realized that Edward was a friend, I also realized how sexually attracted to him I was; which scared me.

The only other person I felt that way about was James. But with Edward, it was a sure thing. I knew I'd have sex with him sometime soon and eventually I'll give him a blow job. But I also knew that the girls would not take kindly to that knowledge…to them, Edward was dangerous. A guy who knew the power he had over women, and yet only used it to his advantage.

I could understand their worry though. But I had no idea how it applied to me. I mean, I wanted to fuck him, not marry him. I had no romantic feelings for him whatsoever, but I sure as hell wanted a piece of that ass. And still, I knew that it would be no use to admit that to anyone…I didn't want to hear the warnings that would come with that bit of news.

I dressed myself for bed and climbed in. I had decided not to let anyone know of the sexual feelings I held for Edward, not even Edward himself. If Edward ever found out, he'd hold it over my head, or worse, it would scare him to not teach me anything…and Lord knows I needed those lessons.

I sighed deeply and closed my eyes, willing for sleep to overtake me. I had had a busy day, and was ready for sleep.

Friday morning rolled around and I realized my week had flow by. I wasn't exactly sure why I had begun counting out my weeks, but I think it had something to do with Prom being my deadline. No pressure, really.

Sure.

The day passed like it always did and soon, I was at my locker, grabbing my stuff for Biology. I heard Jess and Lauren behind me talking about the school's captain and co-captain of the cheerleading squad.

Ugh. Just what this school needed. More gossip.

"They are such bitches...the two of them. They always think their too high and mighty to hang out with us." Jessica complained.

"Yeah, tell me about it. At least I wouldn't act like I was better than everyone else if I was captain. I would try to be friends with everyone on my squad." Lauren added.

Yeah right. I mean, who were they kidding, themselves?

But I know that this wasn't the first time they and a couple of other girls had complained about the leaders of the team. Apparently, they were known for their rude and stuck-up ways. I wondered why the squad even bothered with them if they were that bad. They were probably worse than Lauren and Jessica put together…ugh.

No matter. I would find out today after Biology when the whole school would work their way to the gym for the school pep-rally. It was football season, and apparently, we were supposed to show some school spirit.

Yay.

I walked into Biology and sat down next to Edward. Things seemed to be back to normal between us. No more awkwardness or shyness. Now, we were focused on our task. I needed to get laid by James and Edward needed to lay Victoria. Yep. No confusion there.

I wrote my note to Edward as the bell rang.

You ready for your hot date tonight Mr. Cullen? You going to show me how it's done?

He smiled as he read what I wrote.

He answered: Of course I am Bella. I wouldn't be Edward if I wasn't ready with a plan.

I rolled my eyes at his response. Must he always be so callous?

Drop the charade Edward. You're not as confident as you always seem. No person could be that cocky.

He smiled and wrote back: Cocky, Ms. Swan? Hmmm…where is your head at today, I wonder?

I had to blush. That wasn't what I meant, but Edward was always thinking with his other head…hence what happened between us that other night.

Shut up Edward. That's not what I meant and you know it. How is your head always in the gutter?

He let out a small laugh as he read my note. He wrote back:

I'm a guy Bella. My head is always in the gutter. Speaking of heads, did you test out my water-proof idea?

What?! God, sometimes, Edward had no sense of privacy really. I don't go around asking him if he gets off on his own time. Maybe I should…

Yes, I did try if you must know. And you were right, it is water-proof. But since we're sharing here, I must know…do you ever get off?

I hope I didn't sound like an idiot. But he wanted me to be more upfront about sexuality…be a bit more brave than I actually was. The good thing about this was that I wasn't out right asking him face to face. I was just writing it down and waiting for a response.

I didn't hear him making any noises as he slid the paper back to me.

If by getting off you mean jacking-off, well then yes, I do. But not often. There are so many ladies that are willing to do the job for me, I don't really need to.

I couldn't help but make a face. Geez, the way he spoke about women, they really were just pieces of meat to him. I'm glad he respected Alice and Rose enough to leave them alone; either that or he knew what Jasper and Emmett would do to him.

You're such an arrogant moron, you know that? And to think I'm supposed to learn from you. Lord help me.

He started laughing at my response when he shoved the paper back onto my desk. He did something else with his other hand, but was too quick for me to accurately see what he was doing.

I was about to ask him when I heard, "Ms. Swan, would you care to share what you and Mr. Cullen are writing back and forth with one another?"

OH. MY. GOD.

I froze in my seat. How the hell did I not see him looking our way? And then what we were writing about? Jacking –off and getting ourselves off…I was starting to feel dizzy. I could feel my face turning a deep red as I looked over at Edward. He was looking straight ahead, as cool as a cucumber.

Of course he wasn't worried. He had nothing to lose. Always so confident and self-assured. It was during these times that I hated him the most.

Mr. Banner was standing in front of my desk and picked up the paper that was sitting in front of me. If I was smart, I would've torn it up into tiny pieces before he came over, or do what they did in the movies. Crumble it up and stuck it in my mouth until I swallowed it.

But we weren't in the movies and I wasn't quick to think on my feet and now, I was going to get the biggest embarrassment in my whole life. And Edward? Still sitting nice and pretty.

I hate Edward Cullen.

"Let's see here Ms. Swan. It says, 'Edward, can you please check over my homework? I'm not sure if I did it right and I want to get a good grade on this. You know how Biology is my worst subject.' Edward: 'Of course I can. Lucky for you, it's my best subject, so I'd be glad to look over it for you. You just better hope I know what I'm doing, or we're both failing.'"

Mr. Banner looked up from the note to my shocked face and Edward's pleased one. What the hell happened? Where was the note that we had been writing to one another? The note he was holding was yesterday's. I had a particularly hard time with my homework and I was asking Edward for help.

Suddenly, it all made sense. What he had been doing before Banner strode over. He was shoving our letter into his backpack, the way he always had and quickly shoved this one in front of me instead. He had saved both of our hides…and mine was from pure embarrassment.

I loved Edward Cullen.

"Never mind you two, carry on. I seem to have been mistaken. Ms. Swan, it seems to me that you take great pride in my class, making sure you do the work right. It's a good thing you're getting Edward to tutor you…he could be a great teacher."

Didn't I know it?

Edward just smirked.

The bell rang and we gathered our stuff to go. I turned to him. "How did you know? I had no idea he was even coming our way."

He smiled and said, "I've been keeping an eye on him all morning. When I noticed him turning to us more often than usual, I knew he was coming. I just quickly slipped you the other note as he made his way over. It wasn't that hard really."

Well I'll be. He was really watching out for us after all.

"So, you going to the pep rally Cullen?"

"Of course. I always do. Gotta show that school spirit."

I rolled my eyes. "Sure, I guess."

We walked out of class together and he followed me to my locker. "What happened? Did you need something?" I couldn't understand why Edward followed me.

"No, it's just that I didn't want to have to find you again once we made our way to the gym."

I was a bit confused. "Are you sitting with me?"

He looked confused too. "Yeah…everyone else I sit with is on the cheerleading squad. I need to sit with someone."

Figures. All his girlfriends are cheerleaders and he needs someone to sit with. Glad I could be of some use to him.

I shrugged my shoulders as we made our way over to the gym. The whole place was decked out in blue and yellow. Of course, what's a football pep rally without the music as well? The whole place was loud, streamers everywhere and banners proclaiming we were going to kick some ass this evening.

We made our way up the bleachers looking for a spot where we could easily see the gym floor. I was never a big fan of pep rally's but everyone's enthusiasm was a little catchy. I found myself smiling. That is, until I saw people staring at us.

I looked around wondering why they'd be staring at me and realized they weren't just staring at me, they were staring at us. Oh God, I wonder if they think I'm his girlfriend? Wait, scratch that. One of his girlfriends.

I quickly distanced myself from him a bit, not wanting people getting the wrong idea. I mean, sure you couldn't call what we did behind closed doors innocent, but we weren't like that with each other. I sighed. This was getting a bit more complicated than what I had anticipated.

He found us a space that was relatively empty and reached out his hand for mine to help me in, so I wouldn't trip and fall down flights of bleachers and embarrass myself. I noticed, when his sleeve went up, that he was wearing his brown friendship bracelet. I smiled in spite of myself. I was wearing my green one.

"This good?" he asked as we sat down.

"Sure, but make sure you leave room for the others."

"Others?" he asked as he looked at me with confusion.

"Yeah, you know, Rosalie, Alice, Emmett and Jasper."

His eyes widened a bit but then he smiled. "Sure Bella. We'll leave some space open for them, no worries." Then he looked past me and started waving.

I turned and noticed Jasper making his way over to us. "Hey guys, you ready for our first pep-rally of the year?"

I smiled at him. You could see that he was excited.

"I am. I don't really care for this type of stuff, but everyone seems so excited for this."

He nodded as more kids started piling in around us.

"Hey Jazz, don't let people take the area around us. We need to save some spaces for Alice, Rose and Emmett."

He also looked at me funny and was about to say something when he looked past my shoulder. Something else caught his attention. He looked back at me and smiled saying, "Sure Bella. No problem."

I looked over my shoulder and saw Edward looking innocently out into the crowd.

Too innocently.

"What are you hiding Edward?"

"What?" He looked back my way, with big green eyes, portraying his innocence. Too bad Edward lost his innocence so long ago, or else the look might've worked on me.

"You know what. You're hiding something from me. What is it?"

"Nothing Bella. I have no idea what you're talking about."

Before I could pursue the conversation any further, the pep-rally was starting. I turned back to face the front as I heard the beginning notes of Are you ready for this? starting to play.

The cheerleaders came out in all their blue and gold glory, furiously waving their pom-poms up in the air. The suits were all yellow with splashes of dark blue and white dotting the suit. They were looking toward the door they had all come from, waving their poms in that general direction.

"What are they doing?" I asked Edward.

"The captain and co-captain of the squad are about to appear."

Finally. I looked and the door swung open. Out came the most gorgeous women I had ever seen, with their cheerleading outfits all in dark blue with splashes of yellow and white. Opposite of the other girls in the squad. They looked stunning.

Rosalie and Alice.

I should've known.

My mouth dropped as all the girls congregated around them, doing a small number in time with the music. Rose and Alice moved with such precision with one another, they blew all the other girls behind. The others had no hope of ever moving with such grace and it showed.

I was floored. How could I have never picked this up? They never once said they were going to cheer practice and I'd never seen them with any of the other girls from the squad. Which of course was why the other girls were talking bad about them.

I turned to look at Edward. He was smiling as he was looking at the girls performing. I smacked him on his arm.

"Ow!!"

"You knew!"

"Of course I knew Bella." He said as he rubbed his arm.

"Why didn't you tell me? Hell, why didn't they tell me? And why have I never noticed my best friends are part of the cheerleading squad?"

He turned to me, still smiling hugely. "I didn't tell you because it never came up. That's probably why they didn't tell you either. As for you not noticing, that was probably normal. They don't go to practices very often. Hell, they don't need to. The other girls need to practice to be able to catch up to them."

He was right. Alice and Rose could run circles over them. I watched, intrigued at all of them before me.

The football players were next and they busted out of another room, running in wearing their jerseys. They looked rather sexy in jeans and jerseys…I lingered my eyes over all of them until I saw a very familiar body making his way across the gym floor.

Emmett.

What the hell? Another one?

I looked at Edward and said, "Let me guess, Emmett is the captain of the football team, right?"

Edward looked at me like I was stupid. "No, why would he do that? Then he'd have to be in charge of all of those jack-asses. What do you think this is? A teen movie?"

Hmm…the way my life was going, it did rather resemble one of those horrific teen movies. I wouldn't be too surprised if a camera man came out of the blue and told me my life was being made into a movie.

I turned my attention to the gym floor and watched the rest of the pep-rally in silence. It was quite entertaining really. Speeches were made, the squad did a number of booty dances until it was time to go.

I got up and stretched, I had been sitting for a while. While I did so, I lost my balance and started tumbling forward. All I could think of was a broken arm or leg.

But I never fell. A pair of big, strong arms pulled me toward him and I looked up, coming face to face with Edward. His eyes were a piercing dark green that smoldered. I couldn't breathe when he looked at me like that, all of the wetness between my legs pooling in my panties. Looking at him like this, I suddenly understood why girls never told him no. How could you? When Edward Cullen looked at you like he wanted to ravage you, why on earth would you say no to him?

We stood that way for what seemed like ages, when I saw that look fade from his eyes. I was looking back at normal Edward again. Cocky Edward. Arrogant ass Edward.

"You going to keep holding on to me Bella? I don't mind, but I think people might start to wonder about us…" He smiled that half grin of his again.

I scoffed at him as I pushed myself off. "You wish Cullen. If I recall, you put your arms around me, not the other way around."

"Yeah, I did. It was to save your ass from falling over the bleachers."

By this time, Rose, Alice and Emmett had made their way toward us. I turned away from Edward and his confusing mood swings as I glared at my so-called friends.

"Bella! Did you enjoy the pep-rally?" Alice asked, still on a high from being in front of the school and the center of attention.

"Oh yeah, I sure did. I also enjoyed the fact that I was clueless about my two best friends being on the cheerleading squad. Oh and that Emmett is a football player. I wonder, when were you guys going to tell me?"

They looked at me with wide eyes. "Sorry Bella. We just forgot. It's not that big of a deal to us." Rose said. Alice nodded in agreement.

"Fine, I forgive you. Considering you guys were so great out there. I mean, really, where did you learn to do all that stuff?"

Rosalie smiled. "I was a cheerleader at my other school, before moving here. I showed Alice some moves and realized she was just as good. We tried out and soon, we became in charge of the squad. The other girls don't have it though. Pity."

We made our way out of the gym and toward the school parking lot. I remembered my other school and my life there. Walking home alone, eating alone, doing class assignments alone. It wasn't that people hated me. It was just that people didn't notice me. At all.

And now, here I was walking out of the gym with the captain and co-captain of the cheerleading squad, a football player and the best swimmer this school had seen in a while, not to mention his playboy reputation.

Was Edward sure this wasn't a bad teen movie? He could've fooled me.

EPOV

I sat next to Bella and watched her as she enjoyed the pep rally going on all around her. She honestly and truly had no clue the girls were cheerleaders. I would've thought the other two told her, but they really don't think of it as a huge deal.

But then again, that was Rose and Alice for you.

When the football players came out, Bella was eyeing them. I had to hide a smile at that. Looks like James wasn't the only one that interested Bella, but he was the one she had set her hopes on.

She bit her lip subconsciously as she eyed the muscular guys entering the gym. That is, until she saw Emmett. Well, at least she had the sense not to eye him in any way except for confusion. Rosalie didn't strike me as the type to share her men.

After answering all of Bella's questions, we resumed with watching the last of the pep-rally. I had been through enough of these that I really didn't care too much anymore. School rivalry was never a big thing for me. Competition was. Which was probably why my life was full of it. I had to be the first, the best at everything. I knew there was something wrong with me, but I didn't care too much. It's just the way I was.

When it was over, Bella had gotten up to stretch. I mistakenly looked over her way and instantly regretted it. She was arching her back, her ass sticking out in such a way, I just wanted to grab it and squeeze; hell, maybe even smack it a bit. Her arms were above her head which made her tits puff out. My hands were itching to wrap around them and feel her up. Then, to make matters worse, her mouth opened as she tried to stifle a yawn but failed. God, what I would do to her mouth…

My cock hardened and twitched in anticipation.

Then, Bella, being Bella, lost her footing and started falling forward. I quickly reached out and grabbed her, pulling her back in toward my body.

Another big mistake.

I couldn't help but feel every curve of her body against mine. The very body I wanted to grab, squeeze and spank. I looked into her beautiful brown eyes and was stunned to see that she had that same look in her eyes as well. God, if I could just find an empty room I could take her to and bend her over…

Wait.

I couldn't do that. Rosalie and Alice trust me with her. To teach her, protect her. Not to use her as some whore to fuck whenever I pleased. Besides, she was still a virgin…a thought that continued to plague me as I worried about how that night was going to play out, when the time would finally come for me to take her.

I calmed my body down, willing for it to behave. I mean, this was Bella. Not Jessica, Lauren or Victoria. I respected her, the way I did Rosalie and Alice. I needed to show her that; and the best way to do that was by not treating her as one of my many girlfriends.

I sighed a bit as I put up the only defense I had ever known. My arrogance. That threw Bella off, but she came back, as strong and witty as ever.

I smiled as we made our way out toward the parking lot. I mean, it's not like I didn't have anything to look forward to. I had a hot date tonight and I needed to gear all my thoughts towards Victoria. I was going to take Bella's advice and take her to the local amusement park. She might enjoy that. Either way, I had nothing to lose, right?

The gang piled into Emmett's jeep as I got into my Volvo to head home. I had my evening already planned out. I hoped that this time, I was able to break her, and if I did, I could finally add her to my ever growing list.

Thanks to Bella.

AN: So guys, what do you think? Oh, before you ask, Edward's and Victoria's date will not be written out, but Edward will say what happened next chapter. Just so you know…