"Don't Know What you Got..."
Characters: Buddy
Prompt: Regret
Disclaimer: Based on characters and situations created/owned by NBC Universal, Peter Berg, Jason Katims, Brian Grazer, etc. No harm intended.
A/N: Originally posted 10/24/07.
He hated it. That's why he spent so much time at the dealership. It was more of a home. He was more comfortable there. He was in control there. And always had been.
Blank white walls and so god-damned quiet. He never thought he'd hate quiet. He sure as hell did now.
There was no filling what he'd lost. He'd taken to downing shots of whiskey, bourbon, anything to calm the constant thoughts of worry, regret, sorrow, anger, frustration, hatred… this hole he'd dug for himself, there was no getting out of it. Shit.