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Kat :)
We stayed huddled in my bed for hours. Eventually, my sobs subsided, but I stayed pressed against Jacob.
"Jacky?" he asked hesitantly, "What happened?"
I looked up at him, feeling as though I was going to cry, but I couldn't, I was drained of tears. "My, my parents. They, they're dead."
His face went black, he was shocked.
"Are you sure?" he said, disbelieving.
I nodded into his chest as more tears began falling down my face. Jacob held me tightly, rocking me back and forth, and whispering soothing words in my ear.
When I calmed down again, I turned my head to look up at him. Jacob was staring intently down at me. I smiled weakly at him. He handed me a tissue, and I blew my nose. I started to get up to throw it away, but he pulled me back to him, snatching the tissue from my hand. Jacob aimed at the trashcan, and threw it, smiling as it landed neatly in the bottom of the trashcan.
"Jacky?" Jacob said softly.
I looked up into his serious eyes, "Yes?"
"I have a question to ask you, you don't have to answer now, but I need to know."
"What is it?"
"How did you find out? About your parents I mean."
"Can I tell you later? I don't think that I'm up to it right now." I said hesitantly, biting my lip.
"Of course." Jacob said, as he ran his finger under my eyes, wiping away tears.
"I just wish that I hadn't left. Maybe if I had stayed, they would still be alive. And I wish that," I sniffled, "I could have apologized. That we would have made up before they died."
Jacob nodded and I sighed into his chest, closing my eyes. We stayed curled together until I started yawning. The sun had gone down, and I was exhausted from crying so much. Aunt Emily had offered some soup earlier in the day, but I had denied. I wasn't hungry.
Jacob got up, sliding me off of his lap, I started to protest, missing his warmth, but he put a finger to my lips.
"You should change." he said, finding my pj drawer and flinging a shirt, and a pair of flannel pants my way. I caught them, and he smiled.
"I'll be back in a second." he assured my before walking back downstairs. I heard the front door slam, and a russet colored wolf appeared in the backyard, it sped off into the trees, and I turned away from the window sighing.
I washed as much of the red rims that circled my eyes away, and pulled my hair into a messy bun on the top of my head. I grabbed my pjs and slipped into them before jumping into my bed. I had just started to get comfy, when there was a light rapping sound at my window. I propped myself up onto my elbows and smiled when I saw Jacob perched on my windowsill. I signaled to him that it was unlocked, and he nodded, slipping inside.
"Where'd you go?" I asked, once he has shut the window, and was sitting on my bed.
"I had to change." he said, and I blushed when I realized that he wasn't wearing a shirt. I averted my eyes from his chest, grabbing his hand to pull him closer. I threw my bed covers off and Jacob's eyes lit up, as he realized that I had changed my pjs from what he had originally given me. I had decided to wear some very short shorts, and an old school t-shirt that was a bit tight. I hadn't realized that this was any different from my other outfit, but Jake apparently thought otherwise. I could feel a hard bulge growing next to my right thigh. I blushed, ducking my head. Jacob flipped me over effortlessly so that I was facing him.
"I love you Jacky. I love you so much that my heart hurts whenever I'm away from you, and I would do anything to keep you happy. I would die for you. I love you so much." he said, and he kissed me. I gasped when I felt his tounge trace my lips, and I cautiously let him in. Our tounges danced, and I tangled my hands in his hair.
When we pulled back, we were both panting, and my cheeks were flushed. I hadn't realized until now that I was straddling Jacob, but sure enough, my hips were pressed together, and there was a bulge pressing against my crotch.
"You are so goddamn sexy." Jacob growled between kisses. I blushed again, my breathing heavy. Jacob's finger stayed, tracing along my back, and down my legs.
"Are you sure that you want to do this?" he asked, his voice husky, and I nodded, my face reddening furiously. "I love you so much." he said.
"I love you too." I murmured, and sealed it with a kiss.
