Chapter 14- Thoughts

Edward comes back from thinking.

R & R

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BPOV

I heard the door slam but that was hours ago. I didn't know where he was going to think but I knew it wouldn't be the meadow. I didn't even know if he was going to leave me or not. No one had come up to check on me but I knew they probably felt the same about what I had done. Even if they didn't know about me not being a full vegetarian, they would hate me for everything that happened with James. I had to brave the rest of the Cullen's sooner or later, so I choose sooner. I got up and took a deep breath in. I got changed and put on one of Edward's T-Shirts. It smelled of him. The scent was strong and sweet. I inhaled again and opened the door.

"What do you think he'll do?" I heard Rosalie say. I couldn't see her but I guessed she would be smirking.

"Rosalie, don't say it like that." Emmett growled although I don't think he could ever be in a mood with her when Jasper was around.

"What?" She replied, "The worst he's going to do her is dump her."

"He won't." Alice argued.

"Did it say so in your crystal ball?" Rosalie laughed; it sent a shiver down my spine.

"Ha, ha very funny." Alice said coldly. "Seriously, I haven't seen it but I know that no matter what Bella does, Edward won't blame her for it."

"I don't know Alice." Emmett interrupted probably because he felt left out, "You saw how angry he was when he left."

"Are you gonna bet against me?" Alice joked but there was a hint of doubt in her voice.

I stepped slowly on the first stair. I knew that they could hear me if I stepped further but decided it was time to show my face.

"Bella!" Alice called as soon as she heard me. She ran to me and gave me a hug.

"Alice," I managed my voice sounded hoarse.

"He hasn't come back yet." She said letting me go and staring down at her feet.

"Oh Alice." I cried. "It's all my fault, he's not coming back."

"He will, Bella." Alice soothed looking back to me. "Sit down."

"Bella, Edward's crazy 'bout you." Emmett said walking back into the room. "I mean who wouldn't." Emmett winked and Rosalie hit him hard in the stomach in the same second.

"Ow…" Emmett joked before trying to kiss Rosalie. She pushed him away and sat down on the couch opposite us.

"He's coming back." Rosalie attempted to reassure me but it wasn't as truthful as I wanted.

The door opened behind me. Alice turned. I remained facing Rosalie and Emmett they had looked up too. No one spoke for a moment not even Alice which surprised me.

"Bella, can I talk to you?" His soft velvety voice lingered in the air as I responded.

"Sure." I said emotionless. I had to turn to him then and once again his beauty astounded me. He nodded in the direction of the door. I followed him outside and expected him to talk there but he started running so I followed. My eyes didn't focus on where we were headed. I was surprised when he stopped in the middle of nowhere.

"Bella, Why?" He said slowly.

"I don't know." I said looking down holding back sobs.

"What was going on in your head?" He said pulling my face up to look into his eyes.

"Without you I felt reckless. I'm sorry." I pleaded trying to look down but his hands trapped me there staring into his eyes. I was mildly surprised when he pulled me up to him and kissed me. It was long but it seemed rushed.

"Bella, I need a break." He said releasing me.

"We can do that, Edward. Together." I said trying to read his expression.

"No I need a break from you." He said stepping back from me. "Bye Bella."

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