When we finally stopped at a small dock, I took in the site of the beach. It was amazing how beautiful it all looked. Everything was much lighter under the moon here. To light it seemed like. I wasn't going to complain though. I didn't want to spoil our honey moon as we first arrived. I guess my nerves were just starting to get the better of me.
I looked at Carlisle then. He frowned a bit, then smiled as he remembered something. Alice must've told him something about me liking the gift. I truly did enjoy it. Although it was a bit much. I don't think that Carlisle could get out of this one. I don't think he wanted to return an island no matter how much I'd object to it.
Carlisle was out of sight for a moment before he returned. I noticed the bags were gone already. He must've taken them to the place we were staying at. I didn't see anyone here. So I had to wonder how secluded we really were. I think we really were far enough away from the main land to have our privacy and not have any attention, but close enough that if we really needed to go home we could.
Carlisle reached out for my hand. I placed my hand in his as I was getting ready to get out of the boat. Suddenly, too quickly to even realize what happened, I was in Carlisle's hold standing on my feet at his chest. I looked up at his beautifully golden eyes that matched his golden hair. Everything about him still seemed to glow in the moon light. I didn't know how he did it, but I was loving every second of it. I nearly forgot to breath as I stood there looking at him.
Carlisle smiled his breathtakingly beautiful smile. I smiled back at him. Then Carlisle pulled me along to the little house we would be staying in for the next couple of weeks. I followed as my I stumbled a little behind Carlisle. When we got to the front door of our little island home, Carlisle swept me off my feet. He carried me bridal style over the threshold. He was nothing if not traditional for the way he did things.
Carlisle set me down inside of the door. I looked around inside. It looked so beautiful the way it was decorated. I had been told that Esme loved renovating and redecorating houses. This seemed to be her handy work. She did a wonderful job with it though. Everything was bright and complementary to how the beach must look during the day. I walked a couple steps forward and turned to look at Carlisle.
He smiled his loving smile at me. I felt my face reflecting his. I held my arms open as he walked towards me. Once he walked the few short steps towards me, closing the distance between us, I wrapped my arms around his neck. He placed his arms around my waist lovingly.
I kissed him, happy that we were finally alone together again. It was so nice to not have any disturbances and not have to worry about someone accidentally walk in on us. Carlisle kissed me back. It was a passionate kiss, but careful so he didn't hurt me. I loved how it felt. I knew that I had found my true love. It was comfortable to be in his arms at any moment. Even if I were stressed to the max, Carlisle was there to comfort me.
"I know how excited you must be right now, but let's get our things put away first before we start having too much fun." Carlisle said reluctantly through the kissing.
"Our stuff can wait Carlisle. This is our wedding and first night of our honeymoon. Please, let's worry about it in the morning." I practically begged.
"I know that's what you want to do, but I thought you might want to get freshened up a bit first dear." Carlisle said.
I stopped for a minute to think about what he said. I must look pretty bad right now. I nodded once in agreement. I took my bathroom bags to the bathroom. Carlisle stayed in the bedroom to wait for me. I started combing through my hair and brushing my teeth. I felt my legs to make sure that they weren't too bad. They were still fine. I had also brought in my clothes bag so I could change. I looked through it, knowing Alice had packed for me. I knew she'd probably pack a lot of sexy lingerie for this special time. I was correct in my guessing. I pulled out the sexiest stuff I could find. It was a dark blue set of underwear and bra with a lacy cover to go over it.
Once I was ready. I walked out into the bedroom. Carlisle was standing there looking out at the moon through the open window. It looked like he was wearing nothing but a rode. He knew where tonight was going to go. He was prepared for whatever might happen. I watched him closely for a minute. He finally turned around to look at me.
I tried to bring myself to look at him while I wore this outfit, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I was too shy to do it. I wanted to be and act sexy for him, but I looked down at the floor blushing instead. My face got hot as he stared at me. I looked up to him for a moment. He looked shocked at what I was wearing. I immediately started to feel uneasy.
"This outfit was a bad idea. Oh my gosh! I am so sorry Carlisle. I'll go change." I said as I turned away from him.
I started to walk back into the bathroom as I got more flustered. Before I could move a step farther into the bathroom, his cold hands grabbed onto my waist. Then he started kissing on my neck from behind me. This took me by such a surprise that my heart started racing.
"The outfit was a very good idea actually." Carlisle whispered between the sensual kisses his lips placed. "I just couldn't believe that Alice really saw this working. I must thank her when we get home. But now, you are my focus."
I was even more shocked by this. When I didn't respond, Carlisle stopped what he was doing. I felt him tense up behind me. I didn't know what to say for a minute. I was trying to gather my thoughts for what to say over what just happened.
"Is everything okay Brittlyn?" Carlisle asked.
"Everything is just fine Carlisle. If anything I feel a bit shocked. You aren't taking this as seriously as you usually do. Not that you aren't being careful, but.." I tried thinking of the right words. "you seem more relaxed."
Carlisle smiled at me now. He understood why I had froze like I did. He turned me towards him again. He kissed my forehead. I smiled weakly at him before I placed my hand on his chest and looked where my hands were. I was still hot in the face. I felt the heat radiate from my face. I tried to think of things that would help me to calm down. It was helping a little bit, but I still had a ways to go.
Carlisle chuckled. "Why are you feeling so embarrassed love? We have seen each other naked before. Is there something wrong?" He said as he brought his face down to my level.
I stared at my hands a moment before speaking. "I guess it's just… Well I've never been good at being sexy or flirty. So all this is still so new to me. So I'm trying my best." I explained.
Carlisle smiled in understanding. He knew that I really was trying my best. Although Carlisle knew what he was doing, being a doctor and knowing anatomy pretty well, he was still careful. He placed his cold hand on my cheek and pulled my face to his. He gave me a gentle kiss again. It was full of passion. It was also full of caution.
Carlisle was then pulling me toward the bed. That's when he discarded his robe. I felt all the heat come right back to my face. Not because I was embarrassed, but because I was ready for this. I wanted Carlisle just as much as he wanted me.
As Carlisle sat down on the bed, I sat myself on him. Or over him just a little bit. We kept kissing each other. I was slowly becoming lost in the moment. My hormones were taking over, causing me to forget any embarrassment that I previously felt. It was nice to be in Carlisle's gentle and caring hands. I was used to this, but we almost never had sex. There were the few rare times that we did. I think it was because Carlisle wanted to avoid hurting me, but I couldn't be entirely sure.
In a matter of just a few moments, I heard a ripping sound at my back. Of course Carlisle would rip this off me. He took the see through cover up off after he ripped it. Then he ripped the bra I was wearing off gently with one gentle yet quick tear of his hand. Then He laid me down on my back in another swift movement. He took his teeth and pulled my underwear off slowly as I adjusted my weight for him.
On his way back up my body, he kissed different parts of me. Each place leaving a new sensation that lasted until the new place he left a kiss. His face finally made it up to my breasts. He stayed there for a minute. He kissed each one on the most sensitive parts a couple times each. Then he moved up to my collar bone, lingering there for a minute. When he made it to my neck and jaw, he ran his nose along them. He took in my scent then kissed where his nose had been. After that His face was with mine. He opened his eyes and looked deep into mine. I nodded once ready for him to become one with me.
I put my hands on his face as I kissed him. He entered me, making me gasp. I forgot how big he actually was. My knees bent, my eyes closed… Then he thrusted, making me gasp then breathe into his face again. Carlisle was careful not to put his full weight on me. Especially as he thrusted. We both were lost in the moment. Carlisle looking for things to hold onto so he didn't hurt me. Me looking for a grip on him as my body started losing control of itself.
I was reaching my climax at the same time as Carlisle. We both moaned and said things that were better left unsaid. We lost ourselves in this moment of pure ecstasy. I got louder the closer I got to reaching my climax. Carlisle seemed to get deeper growls as he got closer. Finally as we both climaxed, I screamed out Carlisle's name while he breathed my name in a whisper barely audible next to my ear.
His cool breath felt nice on my neck as we both unloaded on each other and our bodies twitched at the excitement in this moment. When we were both finished, Carlisle slowly pulled out. I felt every inch of him leaving my body. I didn't want him to leave. But I was feeling tired in this moment. Carlisle had finally pulled all the way out, then laid himself next to me on the bed.
He let out a breathe that wasn't completely necessary for him. I conformed my body to his. I liked how cool he was next to me. I was slowly falling asleep. Before being entirely consumed by sleep, I heard Carlisle say 'I love you' into my hair before kissing my head. Then the darkness took over completely.
The next morning I woke up to the sun coming through the windows. It was a bit blinding at first. After my eyes adjusted I remembered what happened last night and where I was at. Next came the smell of fresh air coming in through an open window. Then I noticed how warm it really was. When I looked beside me, Carlisle was gone. I picked up a piece of paper that lay on his pillow. He said he went to feed in case I woke up and he was still gone.
I sat up entirely in bed. I stretched and let myself look around for a minute. Then my stomach growled. I decided that breakfast would be a good idea. Who knew how long Carlisle would be gone for? It would be a good use of my time as I waited for Carlisle. I went to the kitchen and found some of my favorite things stocked in the kitchen.
Around an hour later, I had finished breakfast, cleaned the kitchen and got myself dressed. Carlisle still wasn't back yet. I went to make up the bed and then decided to watch some TV until he got back. I must've fallen asleep again because when I woke up, the TV was off and the sun was in a different place. I felt that I wasn't alone now. So I sat up and looked around. I didn't notice anything out of the ordinary. That's when two cold hands wrapped themselves around me.
I shrieked in surprise. I started falling to the floor after being scared. Two arms quickly tightened around me and I was momentarily confused. When I looked at the face that the arms belonged to, I quickly sighed and put my head on his chest.
"Carlisle Cullen you nearly gave me a heart attack!" I yelled.
"Sorry dear. I didn't mean to scare you so badly." Carlisle said with a smile.
I chuckled at my own over-reaction. I didn't mean to yell or anything. It was a normal response for me. Carlisle understood why. Especially after what happened after our first Christmas together. I looked at Carlisle and smiled.
"I'm sorry for yelling at you. I was just surprised and it was a normal response I guess." I explained.
"It's ok love. I wouldn't hurt you and I understand why you reacted that way." Carlisle said.
"How was your hunting trip this morning?" I asked.
"It was good. I should be good for another couple of weeks. Are you hungry again? Or could you wait a while?" Carlisle asked.
My stomach growled again. I looked at the clock. I wasn't sure what time it was when I got up this morning, but it was now twelve thirty. Carlisle chuckled and went to make me some lunch. He kept it simple with a sandwich, fruit, chips and some water. Carlisle made sure I had a balanced diet. He said it kept my scent clean and it was a small part of me that he loved.
After breakfast, Carlisle and I went to get swimsuits on. We went to lay on the beach and swim for a while. It was fun because we could see the ocean extend for miles. While we sat on the beach, we saw dolphins jumping. I went in to the water a little ways. The water was waist deep on me. The dolphins swam over to me and circled around me. I put my hands out and stayed as calm as possible so they could see I wouldn't hurt them. After they left I went back to Carlisle.
I laid down on the blanket with my back towards the sun. It felt nice to have the sun beating down on me. I felt Carlisle unhook the top part of my bikini. It surprised me a bit. Carlisle usually isn't the type of person who would be like this. I lifted myself up onto my elbows to look at Carlisle. The next thing I know, my entire top is gone.
I see that Carlisle is holding my top. He was teasing me with it. Or he could've wanted me to get an all over tan. I watched him. I finally decided to push myself up on my knees. My breast were exposed to him now. I went to grab my top from him. He still kept it away from me. When I got close enough, Carlisle put his hands on my waist. I was still on my knees, but my back was straight. Carlisle's eyes stayed at my breasts. He leaned forward to suck each one gently. It was very out of the ordinary for him. I still enjoyed it though.
"Is there anything else you'd like to do with your day Mr. Cullen?" I asked him.