** Just wanted to say thank you to demonicseer, amroberts17, and Kassey4221 for the Reviews they are MUCH appreciated! Also wanted to issue a WARNING….

**WARNING: THIS CHAPTER DOES HAVE A SOME SEXUAL CONTENT AND SOME FORCED SEXUAL CONTENT (RAPE) IN IT, IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH EITHER OF THESE TOPICS, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER. THERE ISN'T A LOT BUT THERE IS SOME.**

"Wanna see my room?" Juice asked as they came up for air and something to drink. Things were heating up between them, and he was ready to show her some of his best work.

"Love to." Gia said as she grabbed her shot that had been waiting for her on the bar and slammed it. Juice smiled at her and took her hand and lead her back to the rooms. He walked to the end of the hall and on the left, next to where she had napped earlier, he opened a door and waited for her to go in first.

"This is your room? Who's room was I in?" She asked wanting to know if she should make an emergency appointment to get vaccinated for everything possible or not.

"That was Jax's room, it was the only other decent room besides mine, and I took the time while you rested to clean my up a little." Juice said ushering him into his. It was nothing like she expected. There were a few girlie pics up on the wall, the bed was made, the floor was clean and he had a couple of older pictures on his night stand. Very plain and very neat.

"Well I will be damned…I clean biker?" Gia said giving juice a dose of the giggles. She took off her jacket and laid it neatly along the arm chair he had sitting by the window.

"Trust me; I catch a lot of shit for it too." Juice said as he opened his small fridge and handed her a beer. Gia gladly took it and took her first drink.

"I bet, but it's a nice change for once." She said winking at him and taking another drink.

"Gia…is there a last name?" Juice asked wanting to know everything she would tell him about her. She seemed very private and normally he would be asking to report back to Clay but this time it was intel he wanted for himself.

"Now that Mr. Juice is privileged information, if I told you, I would definitely have to kill you, and I could think of so much more exciting ways to spend time together." She said as she licked hi lips then ran her tongue around the rim of the bottle.

"Okay, then tell me something about you, other than you are family with Ronnie, we can all see that, tell me something else…" He asked, almost begged he had to know something other than that he was attracted to her, and that there was something about her that he was drawn to.

"Do you like Games Juice?" Gia asked getting a wicked idea in her head.

"I am great games." Juice said smiling getting bigger and bigger.

"Here's a game for you, I will tell you things about me, and you tell me if what I am telling your is truth or fake, you guess right, I lose a article of clothing. You guess wrong, you take something off…what do you say?" Gia said already mentally undressing Juice a little at a time.

"Will you just look at me?" Jax begged as we got outside and I walked way to the end of the porch and stared out at the night sky. The stars were out in full force and they were the only thing that could destract me from Jax and his charm.

"Can you just say what you need to so we can move on?" I said less than thrilled about being roped into talking with him alone. Ever since we were little Jax always had this unspoken power over me.

"Move on? I ain't trying to move nowhere." Jax said cutting off my view in front of me. He would never admit it, but he was just as if not more stubborn than I am.

"Jax…" I started to say as Jax cut me off.

"No, this isn't the talking part yet, you just said a whole lot in there and it's my turn, you listen." He said taking control of the conversation and I wasn't sure why but I was going to humor him. I wasn't trying to use time to talk to Jax about all of this, but it was not too late for all that. I took a deep breath and tried to prepare myself for what I was about to hear.

"Yes, you saw me with Tara, but it's not what you think. After she gave me the news that Abel's surgery went well and said he was going to make a full recovery, I was headed out to meet up here, with the rest of you, She asked me for a ride home." He said pausing, as if he was searching for something else to say, somehow to break the next part to me.

"You can spare me the rest of the details I get it. Are we done?" I said agitated and done with this conversation, the more I felt myself becoming vulnerable and getting angry because of it. I hated showing my weakness, I had only showed it to two people ever in my life and I wasn't proud of it.

"I didn't sleep with her, if that is what you are thinking." He said smiling from ear to ear. I am was now even more infuriated with the fact that he thought all of this was funny.

"Right. Cause everytime I am alone with my first love and the person I am barely over I am just able to hang out…please Jax…spare me the fucking speech. Regardless of what the fuck really happened, it's no concern of mine anymore." I said with more truth then I had intended but I was upset and when I was upset the truth came out like it normally did for someone who was drunk.

"Okay, what do you want to hear, the details? Yeah she kissed me, and I kissed her back, but I stopped it, I am the one who pushed her away, you know why I did it?" He asked me as he grabbed my elbow and whipped me around. I tried to pull myself free but he had a good grip.

"I don't care Jax; I no longer care why you do what you do. We were better off as friends; we never should have taken this leap. Do me a favor would you, just leave me alone." I said I finally pulled myself from his grip and started to walk back towards the entrance to the club when he grabbed me again only this time when he turned me he pinned my back to the wall of the club. "Jax…let me go and get out of my way." I warned as I was done with the conversation and I was done listening to him and all her had to say for right now.

"Bullshit. Your scared. Every time you get scared or rattled you look for the first and easy way out, you have been that was since we were little. Why are you so scared of what we could be together? I…" He started to say and my blood boiled as I realized what he was going to say.

"Don't you dare…" I warned him as I knew what those words meant to me, but I still had no idea what exactly they meant to me. I had been longing to hear those words when we were younger, but we were adults now and we had also been away from one another for so long, I didn't understand the feelings that were coring through my veins any and every time I was around him. And I sure as hell wasn't understanding the physical contact we had the other night, everything about it felt more right than anything I had ever felt in my life, but what and where did that leave me and him? He would always be Jax, the prince and vice president of the SAMCRO, biker royalty and next to carry on the legacy of the club that had been his everything since he was five years old, and I would always be me, who the hell that was to anyone who wasn't me I had no idea.

"I love you Veronica Eileen Seglar. I love you more than I know what to do with, now I lost you once, and I was helpless and couldn't do anything about that, but you have to be some kind of crazy to think that I will let you slip again. Yes, there are some feelings still there with Tara, but they aren't anything like what I feel for you." He said with intensity in his eyes and felt the wind from his breath on my face and I was hoping this was a dream, that this wasn't happening and I wouldn't have to deal with this.

"Jax, you don't love me…you don't know how to love me, hell you don't even know me…you need someone, someone who will be there for you, someone who will hold you when you need it, and fuck you silly when you have the urge. You want someone to take comfort in being at home while you run free. Trust me, I am not the old lady type. I have been outside of the club for along time, and whether you believe it or not, there are people out there who had committed relationships and don't fuck other women while they are away from home." I screamed at him as I back him up a little, it wasn't much but I felt like I had to do something to get some ground back.

"That's what you are worried about? Me fucking around on the road?" He asked now starting to see what he thought was the problem.

"I have been around bikers and this club my whole life, and now I am SAMCRO, don't stand there and pretend like that is the worst your ass could do to me. Don't play me like I am some Crow Eater or sweet butt." I hissed back, I tried to push passed him but before I could think let alone react, he grabbed my face in both hands and planted a kiss on my lips. I struggled beneath his soft warm lips at first but then I couldn't resist any more, I kissed him back with power and passion behind it, I had no idea what I was doing but something inside me snapped and I just lost myself in the feeling, the moment and the passion that was there with Jax in that moment. It was exactly what I was trying not to do.

Gia reached out and ran her finger along his jaw to his lips and that laid in his bed, they were full and hard, he had a man's mouth, but the skin was surprisingly soft she leaned back down and pressed her mouth back on his.

Juice slipped his hands up her back and unhooked her bra and slipped it off her and dropped it to the floor. In an instant he cupped her breasts with both hands and rubbed his thumbs over her nipples. Juice pulled Gia on top of him. She braced her hands on his shoulders and found his mouth with hers. Juice's hands moved between them to feel her folds. Gia gasped a little when she felt him touch her, Juice circled her softly and nothing else mattered in that moment except how good he made her feel.

Gia closed her eyes and rocked against him. As the pleasurable sensations mounted, she wanted nothing more to feel Juice inside of her. He must have sensed her haste because he drew her hands away from her to reach into his pocket.

"I was hoping I would get a chance to use this tonight." He said pulling out a condom.

"I should be offended but right now I want you too much to care." Gia said quickly before her mouth returned to his.

Juice quickly pulled down his boxers and rolled down the condom over his length. He shifted between her legs and she felt the tips of his thick, hard member pressing against her. He entered her in one thrust, using his grip on her ass to push her down onto him. She felt completely surrounded by him and as he urged her to move, she did slowly at first but then more and more she picked up the pace. Juice moaned and Gia felt her orgasm teasing her.

"You feel so good." Juice said in a low growl. His deep voice sent her body into shock waves of pleasure as her peak hit her. She felt Juice tense up underneath her and pleasure hit him too.

Gia collapsed on top of him as they both tried to catch their breath.

"That was…wow…" Juice said still breathing a little heavy.

"Only the beginning." Gia said as she kissed him deeply again and things started to head back towards where they had just been.

Jax rolled over as his body woke him up and reached for Ronnie but found and empty space, he opened his eyes to see if she was somewhere else in the room and it was empty just like his bed. He grabbed his boxers from the floor and put them on and noticed amongst the mess of clothes on the floor hers were gone as well as he cut and her boots.

He quickly got dressed and went out to the main bar area and found everyone just starting to move around. Uncle Jury was at the bar brewing coffee.

"Hey Jury, you seen Ronnie this morning?" He asked leaning in as not to set any alarms off before he knew any were needed.

"No, but I only got up a few minutes ago." Jury said as he popped a couple of aspirin and washed them down with a beer. Jax started to look around the club house for her, he checked in rooms, he checked the office, she was no where to be seen. There was one last place.

"JUICE! OPEN UP!" Jax yelled as he banged on the door. He would have just opened it himself, but Juice has locked the door.

"Do you know what time it is?" Juice asked wrapped in his sheets and barely able to open one eye.

"Ronnie in there with you?" Jax asked knowing if she was upset about what happened between them last night, she would hide anywhere from him.

"Nope, I thought she slept in your room last night?" Juice said rubbing his eyes.

"What's wrong?" Gia asked as she swung the door open wrapped in a towel. Jax saw the appeal of her to Juice, she was a knock out, but his heart belonged to Ronnie, no matter how much she was scared of it.

"I can't find Ronnie, get dressed, both of you." Gia was already getting dressed before Jax issued his order, Juice nodded and closed the door.

"What's up brother?" Opie asked as he slipped on his cut and followed his friend out to the front doors.

"I can't find Ronnie and no one has seen her, not even Gia." Jax said as he pushed open the doors, the moment Opie heard Ronnie's name he was worried. He knew she was upset about the whole Tara thing, and he also knew her soft spot for Jax, he saw the two of them disappear together last night and if she slept with Jax without being okay with Jax and Tara, Ronnie could be in more trouble than any of them realized.

"Shit!" Jax cursed as they got outside and Ronnie bike was gone.

"Come on, let's go get Clay." Op said as he had to pull Jax back in the club house. When they got back through the doors Clay was coming out putting on his cut and Gia and Juice were right behind him.

"We got a problem." Jax said as he quickly approached Clay.

"It's 9:00." Clay said wanting just once to be able to wake up and not have to hear with words 'problem' or 'drama'.

"It's Ronnie." Opie interjected hoping to bring some urgency in the conversation.

"What about Ronnie?" Gia said pushing her way to the front of the circle of men, as soon as she heard her friends name; she was all in no matter what.

"She's missing." Opie said knowing Jax has emotion motivating him.

"What the Fuck do you mean she is missing?" Clay said beating Gia to the punch.

"I woke up this morning and she was gone, her bike is missing from out front." Jax said filling in the details that he could remember. At the moment all he could think about was getting on his bike and finding her.

"Damn it. I told her to wait or take someone with her." Clay cursed his 'daughters' inpatients…they were almost as bad as Jax's.

"What?" Was the general response from everyone, including Jury who had now joined their circle. He heard Ronnie's name and came right over.

"She wanted to go back last night; I told her she had to wait until this morning, but that she HAD to take Gia and Juice with her. Damn that girl!" Clay said rubbing the back of his neck. "Call Gemma, have her head over to her place, see if she made it back yet." Clay ordered Opie and he pulled out the pre-paid and speed dialed Gemma.

"Clay, I'm worried, this is Mayan Territory…if she was riding alone and came across them, there's no way…" Jury started to tell them when Clay cut him off.

"I know." Clay said as he hated to think about what if they got a hold of her.

"Clay, if they have her, you know Alvarez had eyes for her, what if he…" Jax started to say and couldn't finish the sentence as the thought sickened him to the core and his blood started to boil.

"That's it, I can't just sit here." Gia said as she stormed for the front door.

"Juice, stop her." Jax said, there was no way anyone was going anywhere now. They had to locate Ronnie and pray the if Mayans had her she was one still alive and in one piece.

"Stop me? You can't keep me here, I am not SAMCRO." Gia hissed at the thought od Jax giving Juice to hold her back. Ronnie was like a sister to her, there was no way some guy was going to stop her from looking for her.

"You are not the ONLY one who cares about her, we all do. Ronnie is VERY special to this club and every single member here. Now we will find her, but we can't worry about where you are and what you are doing and look for her. You wanna help; just sit tight until we have a plan." Jax explained as calmly as he could, He knew that Ronnie and Gia were close but if they let her go and something happened to her, Ronnie would never forgive any of them.

Gia was pissed but she knew they had a point, she just wanted to be out there doing something. And it was ONLY because she knew Jax loved Ronnie that she allowed him to talk to her. After this was all over she would issue her warning to him, if he ever talked to her like that again, Abel would be the only child he would ever be able to have.

"Gemma was headed over to her place now, she was gonna stop at the shop and Jax's on the way. She said she would call when she knows something." Opie reported back giving the pre-paid back to Jax.

"Okay. Trigg, Juice, Gia, and Chibbs, go out and look for her, but stay within 10 miles of here. If they have her she wouldn't have gotten any further than that. Report back asap." Clay said as they all headed for the door, Jax knew he had to stay with Clay and figure out what they were going to do if suspious were right and they had to deal with Alvarez. It would be easy and depending on what Alavarez had done to Ronnie would and could start a war, one they would have to fight no matter how prepared or not they were.

"Everybody! Church! Now!" Clay and Jury both yelled as everyone headed for the room.

As I came to, the room was dark and my head was throbbing in the front. I slowly opened my eyes and felt the sting in my arms. As I started to wake up I realized that I was hanging from a wooden post. Everything hurt, my ribs, my legs and I could feel blood all over my face. I couldn't remember anything. The last thing I could recall was riding down the highway.

I tried to pull myself up to see if I could tell where I was, or if there was a way out of cuffs they put her in, but they were over the pole and her hands on each side. She wasn't going anywhere without the key. As I tried to pull up on the pole again, hoping to maybe break the links or the actual cuffs, I heard a door open and boots coming down stairs. My heart rate picked up and fear started to build up.

"You're awake…" I heard in a voice that was familiar, but the accent I knew who it was. He came into the limited light that crept into the room from a cracked board the covered a window.

"What do you want?" I was able to mumble as my mouth hurt to talk, they must have worked me over pretty good.

"You know you were beautiful when I met you the first time, and even all beat up and bloody you are still muy bonita." He said as he came towards me and it was then that I realized I was naked except for my underwear and bra. He reached out and stroked the lace on the top of my boy shorts. It took all the strength I had but I brought my leg up to kick him, but he caught my leg and held in place.

"Don't touch me." I spat at him and he smiled.

"I was gonna tell you what I want, but since you are all feisty, I think I am gonna have some fun with you first." He smiled and ordered his goons to pull me down and chain me back up to the bed, which was a dirty flat mattress on the dirt floor. I screamed kicked and yelled until I felt something hit the back of my head and my world went back to black again.

"CLAY! JAX!" Opie bellowed from across the room as he had just hung up the pre-pay. When he had both of their attention he filled them in. "I just heard back from Gemma and she didn't find her at Jax's, the shop, or her place. She's flipping her shit and threatening to come here." Opie said knowing that would piss off Clay and Jax both, but Opie never lied to either of them and he wouldn't start now.

"It's Alvarez, it has to be." Jax spoke up as if he was in a trance, he could only see one thing and one thing only and there was no way anyone was going to tell him different, the scary thing was that everyone else was starting to think that was as well.

"WE FOUND HER BIKE!" Juice yelled as He, Trigg, Chibbs and Gia came back into the club.

"Where?" Jax asked as a rush of hope flooded him throughout his body.

"About 15 miles south of here, no sign of her, bunch of boots and tire marks, but nothing else." Gia reported not liking the turn this was taking. She knew the longer Ronnie was in the wrong hands the more damage was being done.

"Fuck!" Clay hissed as Jax just swallowed his anger inward.

"So what's our move?" Opie wanted to know just exactly how they were going to get her back, he saw the look Alvarez had at the meeting when he saw Ronnie and knew that he would do anything and everything to have her, whether she wanted him or not.

"I'll Alvarez, he co-operates we end this with minimal violence, he doesn't play, we kill him." Clay said as Opie handed him the pre pay.

Amidst the my blackness, I had no sense of time or space, but when I felt a pain in my rear I came to violently. I felt like I was being ripped apart from the inside out. I began to scream and try and fight back, but he had men holding down my every limb, the louder I screamed the harder he rammed inside of me, I thought I would pass out from the pain, but unfortunately I wasn't able to and I lived through it even if I was praying for death at that moment.

He kept saying things in Spanish, things I could comprehend. When he was done he kicked my in the stomach and ordered that I be hung back up. I think I was mentally and physically in shock, because things started to go numb. I wasn't a religious person by any means, but all I wanted was for this to be over, all I wanted was to not feel anymore.

"Don't worry, we are almost done." He smirked and he and his goons left me alone again, this time there was total darkness.

I wasn't sure how much time had passed, but I passed out again, I wasn't sure for how long but when I heard them come back I began screaming, kicking and yelling with all my might, I couldn't let them do this to me, not again. When the pinned my legs and tied up my arms I tried biting, doing anything I could to get loose, to get them to drop me, I wasn't sure if my legs would even work if they did put me down, but I would die trying.

Once I was down from the pole, I felt something go around me as I tried to fight, but I hadn't eaten or drank anything in hours and my strength from the beatings and rapings was near to nothing, I was hoisted over a shoulder and carried out.

When we got into the sun, and it pierced my eyes I quickly winced and shoved my head into the blanket. Everything that went numb before was now starting to burn and the pain was overwhelming, my eyes were heavy and they started to close, but not before I heard Alvarez on the phone.

"I heard you lost something…"

"Where is she?" Was all the guys heard from Clay as he was on the pre-paid, you could cut the tension and anticipation in the room with a knife. Everyone wanted answers and wasn't going to wait much longer before they took justice into their own hands.

"Oh you mean your little sweet butt…yeah we found her, on the side of the road, I think she was lost…" Alvarez said as he watched Ronnie being put into a van.

"What do you want?" Clay said with a clenched jaw.

"That's the funny thing about it homes, I got what I wanted already." Alzavez knew he had hit a button and he could hear Clay squeezing the phone and the smile on Alvarez's face widened.

"Where is she, you make me ask again and I swear to god I will skin you alive." Clay almost yelled his voice was no longer calm and he was losing the calm he had that was helping to keep everybody sane. If Clay lost it then everyone would fall apart and things would happen that couldn't be taken back and could have be what ends them.

"I will call you back in twenty minutes and let you know where you can pick up this…wonderful little treat you gave me…and by the way, I catch SAMCRO in my territory again, I don't care if she is the queen of England, wearing a SAMCRO CUT or not, I won't be as….tender." Alvarez said as he hung up on Clay and got on his bike and followed after the van.

As much as Clay wanted to smash the pre-pay he knew he couldn't, if he did Alvarez couldn't call back and whether it was a trick or not, he couldn't risk not getting the location of where they said Ronnie was, it was all they had to go on.

"What happened? Clay, what the hell did he say?" Jax asked chomping at the bit, he had to know what was said.

"He confirmed he had her, supposed to call us back where we can pick her up." Clay said as he threw the phone on the bar, he couldn't hold it anymore before he broke it by crushing it in his hand.

"Jesus…" Opie said as he sighed knowing that it wouldn't be this easy.

"We need a plan, and we need one now." Jax said as he looked to Happy, Chibbs and Trig. He knew out of everyone that they would be the ones that would have no problem pulling the trigger and ending the Mayans if needed.

"Jury, can you take intel on what ammo we are working with? If we are doing this, we ain't doing it without an insurance policy." Clay said taking a deep breath and walked over to the front door.

"Done, boys, let's go." Jury said taking his guys in the back to see what they had and how much of it.

"We gotta be smart about this, trust me no ones emotions are more vested in this than ours, so we gotta make sure that when we walk into this, whether it's an ambush, set up or whatever we need to be sure we get in, get Ronnie and get the hell out of there." Clay said as he gathered the Charming chapter together, they were the ones that were the ones this would fall back on after they got Ronnie back.

"We get it. But Alvarez will get his for this." Jax said making sure that while he was supposed to remain smart, that the sight of revenge was not lost amongst the wits.

"Oh you can be sure of that." Opie said placing a supportive hand on Jax's shoulder; Clay gave him a agreence nod.

As the minutes passed, it felt like hours, everyone was starting to get antsy, people were pacing, twitching, doing whatever they could besides watch the clock, which was hard enough not to do. Finally after a several hours, it was night and the pre-paid began to ring and Clay ran to pick it up.

"Where?" Clay said as he was more than anxious about where the address was.

"Is that anyway to answer a phone? Especially since I brought the beloved package all the way home for you." Alvarez said as he watched his guys pull Ronnie's motionless body from the van and drop her in front of the club house door.

That was all Clay needed and he hung up.

"He brought her back to Charming, let's go!" Clay said as there was a mad dash for the front door. Jax, Opie, Gia and Juice were out right after him, the sound of Harley motors Roaring to life and before anyone could Blink Clay Jax and Opie lead the train back to Charming.

The ride back to Charming felt like it took hours. No matter how much they pushed on their throttles it felt like it took forever.

It was dawn and the sun was starting peak over the horizon making the sky all kinda of purples and oranges, as they all pulled into the Teller-Morrow garage. As soon as they all pulled in they all dumped their bikes and started looking for her.

"Where is she?" Jax yelled as she wasn't in the back of the garage, and she wasn't in the front of the garage or behind any of the customers cars parked out front.

"Oh My fucking god…" They all heard Gia cry as she was racing over to the club house door. None of them took a second thought but raced over to where she was too.

Gia got to her first and kneeled down beside her, she could barely see Ronnie through the tears that were pouring out of her eyes. Ronnie was naked, bloody everywhere and busied all over her body. Jax and Clay were made it over to where the crowd was and Trig and Chibbs had to push them away, there was no way that neither of them could see her like this.

Gia faintly heard the screams of Jax and Clay screaming to be let go, Jax kept screaming the word "no" over and over again.

Gia didn't know how to pick her up, there was blood everywhere, and where they wasn't blood, there were cuts and bruises.

"Somebody get the god damn van!" Juice yelled as Bobby ran for the van. Gia began to slowly pick her best friend up into her arms. Juice came over as Ronnie's limp body began to slip from her from all the blood.

"No! Don't touch her!" Gia screamed through her tears. Juice was a little alarmed but knew it was out of love and attachment; it had nothing to do with Juice.

"Gia, let me help you, we have to get her to St. Thomas, I promise I won't hurt her, just let me help you." Juice said softly and carefully. He saw her hesitation at first but then she looked down at her friends and slowly nodded to allow him to help her.

As they got to their feet with her body the screeching to tires was heard as they started walking.

"Baby? Oh my god….RONNIE!" Clay and Jax ran over as Gemma got there in time to see them carrying Ronnie's limp and bloody body to the van that Bobby pulled up.

"It's okay ma, she's gonna be okay." Jax said trying to comfort his mother, even though he himself was falling apart inside.

"I gotta ride with." Jax told Clay and Gemma. Gemma was too busy falling apart but Clay heard him and nodded, pushing him in the direction of the van. As soon as he was in Bobby took off for St. Thomas.

Gia took off her jacket and placed it over Ronnie's naked body. Jax cradled Ronnie head in his lap, stroking his hand over her blood soaked hair all the way to the hospital. Gia just cradled her hand in hers and cried.