I'm surprised no one guessed what this nightmare was..

Italics- Nightmare Bold/Italicized- Texts or thoughts in nightmare Bold: Text outside of nightmare

WARNING: Rated M!


"Thank you, London!"

All of R5 either put their guitars down on stands or stepped away from their instruments as they ran to center stage. The sound crew was playing the studio version of "Loud" as they all got in place.

They all got in a straight line. If you were facing the stage, the order was Ryland, Rocky, Ross, Riker and Rydel. They all grabbed hands as the crowd cheered as they took their final bow.

The lights went out and the band walked backstage quietly as the audience got up from their seats and began to disperse from the arena.

"That show was probably the best way to end tour," Ross grinned as he took off his ear piece. "Agreed!" Riker, Rydel, Rocky and Ryland agreed as they took off their ear pieces.

Erin walked into the dressing room and smiled. "Amazing finale to the tour! You should all be very proud of yourselves," Erin congratulated.

"Thanks," Rydel smiled.


Hours passed as the band and crew were striking the stage of their equipment. Moving heavy equipment and a heated room don't mix well after a while. "Guys, I'll be back, I really need some air," Ross panted as he put his guitar in it's case and wiped the shiny sweat off his forehead.

"Okay," Riker said. Ross grabbed his phone off the table and walked outside.

Ross sighed of relief as he felt the cool air against his sweaty skin. He closed the door and leaned against the brick wall of the building.

After a moment, he got a text from Riker.

We're pretty much done. We'll meet you out there in about 20 mins

Ross responded to the text and put his phone in his hoodie pocket. He continued to stand in the same spot and just began to hum to himself.

After a few minutes, Ross noticed a tall, large figure in the distance. He squinted his eyes and saw from the streetlight that it was a man.

But he was staring in Ross's direction.

After a moment of watching the man staring at him, Ross felt nervous. He didn't like the way the man was staring at him.

Ross turned around to go back inside the building. He turned the knob, but..

The door was locked.

"Fucking great," Ross muttered to himself. "Guys! Open up!" Ross yelled as he banged on the door. After a moment, he turned his head and saw the man walking towards him. Ross gulped before turning and running away.

He could hear the heavy man's footsteps picking up speed. Ross ran as fast as his legs could carry him.

But it wasn't enough..

After a few moments or running, Ross heard the sound of a metal object hitting him in the head and he fell to the ground. The last thing he felt was the feeling of his body hitting the pavement as everything faded to black.


Ross groaned as he felt the horrible pain in his head returning as he slowly slipped out of his unconscious state. Once his eyes finally managed to open, everything was dizzily blurry. Everything seemed hazy.

Ross's concussed brain thought for a few moments on his background, just to make sure he was somewhat okay.

My name is Ross Shor Lynch, I'm eighteen years old and I'm originally from Colorado. I am the second youngest child in our family and our family band R5. My parents are Stormie and Mark Lynch and I have three brothers and one sister.

That seemed to be enough information to remember about him for now. But he still had no idea where he is. His eyes finally adjusted and he saw that he was in a parked, unfamiliar van.

Suddenly, a curtain that divided the van opened and a heavy, pale man came through the curtain. Ross's eyes widened when he discovered the man was fully unclothed.

"Good, you're awake," he smirked. The way he said that made Ross feel nauseous. He opened his mouth to speak, but he discovered that his mouth was duct taped shut.

Ross felt an uncomfortable breeze. He looked down to find he was unclothed as well and his hands were duct taped together. Ross screamed loudly, but due to the tape, it came out pretty soft.

The man stood Ross up and ripped off the tape over his mouth. Before Ross could yelp in pain, the man's rough lips smothered Ross's. Ross's eyes widened and he tried his hardest to break free. The man had him roughly pinned to the wall so he couldn't get away.

After a while, the man pulled away from Ross's lips and he leaned in to suck on Ross's neck roughly, but Ross used all of his strength to shove him into the side if the van. Once he was finally out of his grip, he ran to the back doors.

"HELP! SOMEONE HELP! I'M BEING SEXUALLY ASSAULTED!" Ross screamed as loud as he possibly could as he whacked the window with his taped hands. He wished desperately that someone could hear his pleads for help.

The man glared at Ross. His piercing grey eyes frightened Ross. His entire persona was just sickening, but there was something about his eyes that sent a numbing chill down Ross's spine.

"You're going to wish you didn't do that," the man grumbled. The man quickly grabbed Ross's belt that was in a pile with his clothes that he was stripped of in his unconscious state.

Ross tried to run, but there was nowhere to go. The man roughly shoved Ross to the floor. Ross cradled into a ball and began to shake in fear. The man raised his hand that held Ross's belt, and...

WHIP!

WHIP!

WHIP!

WHIP!

WHIP!

The man had whipped him four times in his left hip and the last whip was right across his face. Ross was now crying in pain.

"THAT'LL TEACH YOU NOT TO RUN AWAY YOU FUCKING PUSSY!" the man screamed in Ross's face. Ross was crying even harder. He felt as if the van was becoming smaller and smaller as his anxiety grew more and more.

He then felt the pain of a blade against his back. Ross screamed in pain as he felt the blade against him. The man smirked evilly as he carved Ross's back with the blade. Once he was done, he admired what he had carved.

Gay ass faggot

Once the cuts finally finished bleeding, Ross had no warning before he felt two fingers roughly jab in and out of his opening. Ross moaned in agony as the man repeated the action over and over.

Once that was done, the man roughly placed his hands on Ross's shoulders and pushed them against the floor. Ross groaned in pain as the man did that. Ross panicked because he knew what was next. He would try and break away but all of the physical abuse was making it harder to fight back. It hurt almost as bad to fight back than it did to endure the traumatizing event.

Without warning, the man's filthy, hardened cock jammed inside of Ross's opening. Ross yelled in agony as he clenched his fists.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP AND TAKE IT LIKE A MAN, YOU FAG!" the man screamed. Ross gulped as he held back his tears.

Thrust after thrust, Ross felt the last of his innocence shatter. Everything he was just felt like it crumbled in an instant.

He felt ashamed for who he was.

The last little speck of innocence he felt washed away when the man sucked roughly on his cock. That was the last of the Ross Lynch everyone knew and loved.

Cheerful

Carefree

Happy...

That was all of the former character traits that defined Ross Shor Lynch.

He felt the man's mouth finally release his cock and the man slipped on his clothes.

Ross could hear the sound of the van doors open, but he was knocked unconscious by being whipped in the face with the belt he was whipped with earlier before he could see who his savior was.


Ross screamed as he jolted awake from what once was his living nightmare. Ratliff was staring at him in concern. Ross's body was shaking as he buried his face in his hands to try and silence his terrified sobs.

"Shhh... Austin. It's okay. You're safe now. I'm right here," Ratliff assured as he cradled his broken boyfriend in his arms.

"I'm scared," Ross croaked. "I know.. It's okay," Ratliff comforted.

Ratliff wasn't going to tell Ross, but when Ross has nightmares, he talks in his sleep. Ratliff could tell by just a few words that Ross said in his sleep that he was remembering the sick man who stole Ross's virginity.

"Austin.. It's all over. That man is in a completely different continent than you now. He's not going to hurt you again," Ratliff consoled.

From the way Ross was turned, his shirt was lifted up a bit and Ratliff saw a scar on Ross's left hip. Because Ratliff has been abused, he knows exactly what that scar is.

Ross was whipped with a belt.

Ratliff let a few tears fall without Ross noticing. He loathes the man who managed to break Ross like this.

Ross lifted his head and saw a tear fall from Ratliff's eye. Ross felt incredibly guilty. He wiped the tear away with his thumb. Ratliff looked down at Ross. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry," Ross frowned.

"You didn't," Ratliff assured. "The man that managed to break you like this made me cry," Ratliff added.

Ross snuggled into Ratliff's embrace as his watery eyes drooped closed.

Ratliff sighed and half smiled, being happy he managed to help him sleep. Ratliff slowly laid down and dozed off.


Rydel and Erin were going through the last of the fashion choices for the band's next photo shoot, which was in a week, while the other brothers were loading the last of the stuff onto the bus.

Just as they were about to join the boys, Rydel's phone rang. She and Erin stayed in the small room as Rydel answered her phone.

"Ross, what do you need?" Rydel answered. There was silence. "Ross?" Rydel asked confused.

She listened for a few minutes, but there was nothing.

Rydel was about to hang up the phone, but a sound caught her attention and stopped her.

It was the sound of a van door opening.

Rydel's curiosity grew and she kept quiet and listened to the other line. "What's wro-" "Shh!" Rydel cut off.

She heard the sound of Ross hitting the floor of the vehicle he was put into. This wasn't sitting well with Rydel.

"Ross, can you hear me?" Rydel asked concerned.

Silence took over and every now and then she'd hear the sound of clothes being taken off. Rydel furrowed her brows in thought as she tried to guess what Ross was doing.

After a long while, she heard Ross groan. She didn't like the sound one bit. He sounded in pain. A lot of pain.

She felt her heart skip a beat when an unfamiliar voice piped up with "Good. You're awake." The tone of his voice made her nearly shiver in discomfort.

The other line went silent again, until finally she heard the sound of a muffled scream that belonged to her little brother.

Rydel had no idea what was going on on the other line, but she had a strong feeling it wasn't good. She grabbed Erin's wrist and ran out of the building while her phone was held by her shoulder.


Rydel and Erin were currently outside and trying to look for a clue to see where Ross had gone. She had her phone on speaker so she and Erin would be able to hear what was happening on the other line.

They heard the sound of someone hitting what Rydel was going to assume was a wall and running.

They began to hear the sound of someone banging on a window. What they heard next was probably the most nerve wracking sentence Rydel has ever heard in her life..

"HELP! SOMEONE HELP! I'M BEING SEXUALLY ASSAULTED!"

Rydel and Erin stopped in their tracks and had to process what just came out of Ross's mouth. "No.." Rydel croaked after the brief moment of silence. Tears were beginning to spill out of her eyes in an instant. "Rydel, calm down. We need to find him, c'mon," Erin said nervously as she guided Rydel down the alleyway.


"You're going to wish you didn't do that," the unfamiliar, scruffy voice grumbled. Rydel and Erin stared at the phone as the dramatic silence progressed. Rydel's heart was lodged into her throat when she heard..

WHIP!

WHIP!

WHIP!

WHIP!

WHIP!

"Ross, no!" Rydel yelled in fear. She could hear the sound of her brother crying in pain. "THAT'LL TEACH YOU NOT TO RUN AWAY YOU FUCKING PUSSY!" the man screamed. Whoever is hurting Ross was going to pay. She could hear Ross crying even harder.

Erin gasped in shock. No one should ever have to endure that torture.


Rydel and Erin saw a white van parked in the dark alleyway. But the weird thing was..

It was rocking back and forth slowly.

Rydel and Erin both had a suspicion that Ross and the mystery man were in that van. They ran as fast as they could to the van and opened the back door. Rydel gasped as she saw the pale man whip Ross across the face, knocking him unconscious.

Erin had sneaked to the other side of the van to call the cops while Rydel dealt with the rapist.

"How DARE you hurt my brother!" Rydel screamed as she got in the van. She saw the frying pan that the man used to make Ross unconscious on a seat. She quickly grabbed it and knocked the man unconscious before he could do anything.

Erin came around and she and Rydel for into the van and knelt beside Ross. Rydel had tears falling from her face as she and Erin carefully dressed him.

Once he was clothed, the cops and the ambulance came. The van doors opened and two officers guided the unconscious man to the car and two paramedics helped Ross onto a gurney.


Ross's eyes slowly fell open and he saw he wasn't in the van anymore, but a clean, white hospital room. He weakly looked over to see Rydel sobbing in Erin's arms and tears slowly falling from Erin's eyes.

His body was in excruciating pain. Every slight movement hurt him. "D-Don't.. C-C-Cry," Ross stuttered weakly.

Rydel pulled away from the hug and they both stared at Ross happily. "Ross, you're awake!" Rydel gasped as she ran to him and gently embraced him.

"Ross.. The doctor said you luckily didn't fracture or break anything, but you did get pretty bruised. And he said you definitely have a concussion," Rydel explained. Ross nodded once and hissed in pain.

"Look.. I know you aren't ready to tell the guys or mom and dad about this, so I called mom and said that we were feeling homesick and we didn't want to stay in London for the two weeks that we had planned. So she agreed that we could take the private jet whenever we wanted so I said we'd crash at a hotel near the airport for a night or two and then we'd head home," Rydel explained as she motioned to her and Ross's luggage.

"Thank you, Rydel," Ross smiled. "You're welcome," Rydel smiled. Ross thought for a moment and realized that Rydel and Erin weren't around when the incident happened, but they know it happened.

"W-Wait.. You guys w-weren't there when I got r-raped.. How do y-you know about i-it?" Ross stuttered. "Well I'm assuming you were knocked unconscious to be kidnapped and raped, so when you landed on the ground, your phone called me and I heard everything while I was with Erin," Rydel explained.

Ross understood now. "R-Rydel.. I'm sorry I s-scared you.." Ross apologized. "You have NOTHING to apologize for.. You didn't see any of this coming," Rydel whispered. Ross frowned.

"I love you, Ross," Rydel assured. "I love you, too."


Rydel's fell open and she realized it was all just a flashback from London. She frowned as she wiped some escaping tears from her eyes.

Rydel saw it was morning and decided to text Ross..

Hi.. Ross, I know this is really random, but you're such a brave baby brother and I am so thankful to be your sister.. I love you..


Ross hears his phone vibrate since he was already waking up a bit. He reached over to his phone and read Rydel's text. A smile spread across his face as he typed back.

I'm thankful to have you as my big sister. I don't know if I'd be here right now without you. I love you, too..


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