*STORY WARNINGS: LEMONS, SPANKING, AND RAPE.*

Every chapter I will give warnings about what happens in the chapter. So if you see in the warnings spank, lemons, or rape. And you don't want to read it then don't.

So simply don't like don't read.

Edward's Point of View

I watched my Isabella's beautiful face as I lay with her on the bed. As much as I wanted to hold her, I didn't want to wake her from her peaceful sleep. She will need it.

She was so amazing. So strong. So full of life. So utterly beautiful, inside and out. And all mine.

I was the luckiest man to have ever existed. The people and the things from my past no longer matter. For the rest of the eternity it will only be her.

For some reason I was not able to read her mind. Not even a little and I wasn't sure if this was a blessing or a curse. This was the first time that I could be near someone and not hear their thoughts and it was pleasantly quiet, something I never had before. But I would never hear the beauty of her thoughts, only what she shows on the outside. This will always be difficult but something I will have to learn to accept.

I'm sad that for the time being we can't be intimate, especially that at the moment she was naked, but her transformation will make her so weak. I will need to take care of her. But in a couple of months when it is all over she will be all mine.

The transformation period for a human mate is very complex. If a vampire chooses to keep their mate human than the female will go through a transformation. This is where the mate's body alters to be able to survive forever. The human cells shift and change to support living for an eternity, so the will become immortal. Human needs stay intact but will survive through any event that could cause death as well as heal rapidly. The body shifts to prepare for impregnation to keep body from changing to much during the actual pregnancy. Other female appearances change into a more voluptuous figure, a truly unexplainable anomaly. The transformation changes the body so rapidly that it causes severe fatigue causing the human to be completely reliant on the vampire mate.

A ringing from across the room interrupted my thoughts.

I was at my phone in a flash, not wanting to wake my angel. Without bothering to look at the caller id, I answered.

"Cullen." That was always my greeting. Cold, distant, and right to the point.

"Well. Well. Well. Mr. Cullen finally you have graced me with your voice." A long chuckle was heard from over the phone.

"Garrett." I replied.

"So you remember me?" He laughed.

Garrett was my left hand man in my business. He was a hard worker, charismatic, and a two hundred year old vampire with a sense of humor that I find amusing as well as irritating.

"I assume you are calling about my sabbatical" I said, getting right to the point. As much as I care for the man, today is one of those days where I do not care for his personality.

"You are correct. I'm guessing it will be a while." His voice changed, he was shifting into business mode.

"Yes, I'll be gone for awhile."

"And exactly how long are you planning on being gone." Garrett asked.

"I don't know for how long."

"Could I atleast have some type estimate." He pushed.

"The transformation period should be no longer than six weeks to two months." I explained.

"Then will you come back?"

"No. I would work from my home office so I can be with Isabella for the first few months." Yes, I want to spend a few glorious months of just Isabella and I before going back to the real world.

"The rumor has it she doesn't want you to be with her. So what is the point in wasting your time, when you could be doing better things, like running your business?"

""Are you forgetting who I am?" I seethed.

"No sir." He stuttered, utterly surprised by the anger I was showing him.

"Do best to remember that!" I roared.

When I didn't receive an answer I knew he was at least smart enough to know when a line was crossed. No one is allowed to speak of her that way or even critique our relationship, friend or not.

I heard a whimper come from my angel across the room.

"I have to go." I snapped and hung up the phone.

I quickly sat next to her, "Hi beautiful."

Her eyes were hazy and she seemed mystified by something.

"I'm sorry I woke you." I whispered while stroking her face.

As she looked up at me, I smiled and stroked her face.

This was one of the greatest moments of my life. My mate looking up at me like this, in our home, in our bed. Wonderous.

But way too soon our spell was broken as she started to fight. It was a weak attempt of her in this state but it still infuriated me.

As I shouted her name I grabbed her arms and pinned them above her head

"Isabella stop this this instant!" I roared and I saw in her eyes that she wanted to obey, but she wouldn't let herself.

Isabella's eyes started to glaze over and flutter close as her skin turned red.

"Goddammit" I roared.

I pulled her onto my lap so she was straddling me. Her head rolled back because she was to weak to hold it up herself. So, I held her head up with one hand and clamped my other hand over her left thigh.

I glared at her as I looked into her eyes searching to see any remnants of emotions, there was something I just couldn't figure it out. She stared back with exhausted angry eyes.

"If you weren't so weak and delicate right now you would be over my knee with a spanking," I threatened causing her to let out a whimper, then she quickly composed herself.

I was so mesmerized by this woman that I found myself speaking allowed my thoughts.

"You are stronger than I anticipated. I'm not sure to either be happy or angry about that. " I mused. Isabella is definitely filled with surprises.

Leaning forward, I pressed a gentle kiss to her lips. How wonderful it is to kiss her.

"I underestimated you." I whispered against her amazing lips. Then I leaned back and made a vow to her I intend to keep, "I won't make that mistake again."

Being this close to her was doing things to me, making we want to do things to her currently naked body. No! I can't not during the transformation. She can't.

Lifting her into my arms, I carried her into the bathroom. She must need to go, it has been quite awhile since her last trip. I really need to study up on human needs, I am going to need to know for the rest of eternity.

When I placed her on the toilet I held her sides so she wouldn't fall.

A blush creeped up her cheeks. Whether it was from her needing my assistance or the fact she was going the bathroom in front of me I wasn't sure. Then when she was done I reached for the toilet paper but she beat me to it. Oh Isabella some things you just won't let go of.

She sagged forward so I quickly lifted her and sat her on my lap while sitting on the bench, and held her close. My poor girl was so tired but I could tell she had alot going through her mind.

"Even though you're weak you have so much going on in your head don't you?" I asked.

When she didn't give me a reaction I continued, "Kind of like a comatose person. The body can't respond yet the mind still works."

Oh fuck! Did I really just compare her to someone who is comatose. Nice Edward, nice. She looks mad again.

"Obviously your not in a coma but you are in weak form. But never will I ever let anything happen to you. I love you and will care for you forever." I whispered lovingly to her.

"Remember that," I paused as I gazed into her eyes, "for next time you have a tantrum." I might not be able to read her mind but I know a little of what goes on the pretty head of hers.

Now it is time to take care of my mate.

"Now lets give you a bath and after that I will dress you, then you can eat something, then I promise you can go back to bed." Explaining what will happen tonight.

She looked down and finally noticed that she was naked. I sighed. Well it was good while it last.

"Don't worry I will give you some clothes soon." I said. I'm such a good mate.

I held her close to my body as I walked towards the bathtub and turned it on. Sitting back on the bench I held her close to my body and stroked her hair. I didn't speak just basking in the sound of her breathing and the blessed sound of her heartbeat. Holding her until the bathtub was filled.

When the tub was filled I gently placed her in the warm tub. A surge of lust coursed through me when she groaned in pleasure. She didn't seem to notice she even let out a sound.

Quickly, I flashed towards the sink, grabbing a cup before placing myself next to the large tub. I used the cup to wet her long beautiful hair and watched as the water droplets dripped down from her into the tub.

Now was time for the most enjoyable part. With a loofah I started to wash her wondrous body very slowly and sensually. Oh how enjoyable this was, so enjoyable that I had to adjust myself in my pants multiple times.

The best part was when I washed her luscious breasts and the sweet heaven between her legs. Unfortunately, I had to go as quick as possible before it went too far. It was a very difficult thing to do. At least I got to wash her hair slowly and it was something that I found enjoyable without physically pleasuring her.

After drying her with a soft towel I layed her on the bed so her body was sideways on the bed. When she was placed comfortable I walked into the closet to pick out an outfit for her. Picking out something that I would definitely enjoy.

Looking at the contents of the closet, I picked out a red silk baby doll with black lace trim and black panties. I quickly put the outfit on her enjoying the view of her body wrapped in silk.

I read the mind of the chef from the kitchen and heard that her dinner was ready. Before leaving I turned her body so her head was resting on the large fluffy pillow.

When I left I closed the door but didn't bother locking it. There is no way at the moment that she could escape the room.

I flashed into the state of the art kitchen just in time for the chef to put Isabella's food on the silver platter. The second he was done I grabbed the tray away. When he saw me he froze in fear but I didn't bother letting him know I was aware of his presence, I pay him enough anyway.

When I entered the room I placed the food next to her on the bed before placing her in my lap so she was in between my legs. I maneuvered my arm around her to feed her, her food. It Pleased me that she ate without a fight. It was not unnoticed by me that the chef had followed my orders and cut the food into small pieces. I will not risk my Isabella choking.

She was clearly unhappy that I made her eat the vegetables first. I guess it is true humans do not like vegetables, even though it was one of the healthiest foods they could eat. I will have to work on feeding Isabella more vegetables, my mate must be healthy.

I made sure to alter between feeding her food and water to make sure that she was both fed and had a decent amount of fluid. When she was done I briskly walked toward the door and dropped the tray outside. One of the staff will clean it up later.

It was time for Isabella to rest so I pulled her towards me and held her as close as I could, not ever wanting to let go and I never will.

Two months later

The transformation period should end any day now and as much as I like caring for Isabella's every need I was ready for the next part of our relationship.

Some parts of it had been amazing but it was clear that her mind was on autopilot and she shut everything off. She never really spoke and mostly slept only awaking for me to take care of her. It had bothered me a little but I just focused on her and spent every second close to her.

The changes in her were amazing. Her breasts and hips have grown larger preparing for the children of mine that she will sometime bare. Other female aspects of her's have also changed to make her more appealing to the mate. In my mind she was equally as beautiful as before just enhanced. Enhanced for me.

I was currently in the kitchen waiting for Isabella's food, angry that it wasn't ready yet.

The chef was shaking out of control as I growled at him, and when the food was finally ready I ripped it out of his hand. That was when I heard a scream, Isabella's scream.

I threw the food to the ground and ran as fast as I could to Isabella, When I got into the room she was no where in sight but I was able to track her scent to the bathroom.

When I reached her she was standing in front of the large mirror in the bathroom staring at herself in horror.

She's awake.

Author's Note Important

Hey guys! So I decided to give you this chapter. I was having trouble writing after this chapter and I guess it is because this was sorta the end to part one of the story. It felt like I needed to post this chapter for you guys as well as to start a new part of the story. My plan is still to write then post many chapters at a time so there will be gaps between posts. Thank you for reading and I hoped you enjoyed some of Edward's point of view.