Shew I'm finally back with a new chapter for this story. Ive been so busy lately that I have gotten to it but now the wait is over! Here is chapter 14!
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
I reached over and turned my radio off. I couldn't take it anymore. This song reminded me of the pain that was in my heart. Thanks to me Sam hated me. She was everything to me, she was my world and now she's gone. I heard a knock on the door and I looked up. Bridget looked at me and then back down to the ground. "Are you doing any better?" She asked me. Everyday, that was the question I got. Are you okay? or are you better? No. The answer will always be no. It's been four days since our break up and this time it was for good. No matter what I did, I wasn't able to talk to her or see her. When I had to get my stuff from her house, Tom had to go get it cause Chelsea didn't want me in her house.
I walked over to the bed and sat down. I sighed and put my head in my hands. I remember what Tom told me when he came home that day. She looked broken, Bill. Even though Whitley was Sam's best friend, she didn't hate me but she hated Bridget. Her and the whole band blamed Bridget for what happened between me and Sam. I didn't cause I was stupid for not pushing her away when her lips touched mine. Even though she kissed me, it still doesn't change things between me and her. Bridget was just a friend and always will be.
I laid back on the bed and closed my eyes as I felt tears escape. How can I go on without her? Sam was the one I wanted. In my head, she was going to be my wife and the mother of my children. now everything I had planned was ruined. If only knew what she was doing or thinking right now.
"Sam, someone is here to see you!" Chelsea yelled to me. Bill? I got out of bed and walked into the living room. I looked up and I gasped. Andy! "What are you doing here?" I asked him. "I need to talk to you about something, if that's okay with you." Andy told me. "Alright, let's go to my room." I told him and I walked to my room with him following me. I closed the door behind him and we sat on the bed. "What is it?" I asked him. "Is it true about you pregnant Bill's child?" He asked me. I sighed and looked down at the mattress. "Yes. Please don't tell anyone." I told him.
"I promise." He swore to me. "Thank you." I whispered to him. "How come you haven't told him yet?" Andy asked. I looked up at with tears coming out of my eyes. "Oh no. What did I say?" He said, confused and worried. "Nothing it's just that Bill and I broke up." I told him. "Sam, I'm sorry." He told me as he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a hug. "It's alright. I knew it wasn't going to last long anyways." I told him. "So who's going to help you raise this baby?" He asked me. "Me, myself, and I." I said. "Maybe not." Andy told me and I looked up at him. "It could be you and me taking care of this baby." He told me as he laid his chin on top of my head.
What? "You mean still care for me even though I broke your heart?" I asked him. "No." He told me but I guess I deserved it. "I love you not care because it doesn't seem like a strong enough word to express my feelings for you." I looked up at him wide eyed. Did he really just say that? "Where are you getting at?" I asked him. "Sam, I want you to come back to me. If you want I'll help you raise this child and I'll make it feel like it's my child too." Andy told me. Wow, I never knew how much he really loved me. "Andy, I don't know. I mean I just broke up with Bill and right now I don't want to go in another relationship." I told him. "I understand." He told me and hugged me again. Nothing was going to make my heart feel whole again. Without Bill, it was incomplete.
So how was it? Yes I used Incomplete by the Backstreet Boys cause I thought it would be good for this chapter X]