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Chapter Fourteen: Heart Lockdown

Needless of the desire to flirt with Mr. Sexy I couldn't because I'm tired of boys, the promise I made myself should at least be kept for a week not a couple of hours. Leah threw a blanket at me. Sitting up I stared at her. After the bon fire we all said goodnight to each other, Mr. Green eyed kept stealing glances my way. And since then I couldn't help but think about him.

Now three hours later here I am on Leah's living room floor staring at the ceiling. Even the blanket thrown at my face didn't jolt me from my dreaming.

"So will you lay there the whole night, or our we actually going to watch this movie that you made me pick out?"

"What's his name?" I asked completely blowing off her question. I barley noticed her glare, as I stared continually back up at the ceiling.

"If I tell you will it shake you out of this- she gestured at me-?" Sitting up I pushed my hair back and nodded.

"Jason Ryder." She said in a bored tone while flipping through the channels on her parents beautiful flat screen T.V.

Masking the excitement bubbling in my stomach I jumped next to her, a sweet smile on my face. "Is he single?" Leah laughed at me, but I didn't care, well until her answer hurts my heart and I die all alone.

"If I said yes will the conversation of my idiot cousin drop?"

"He's your cousin!" I asked in shock, all my actress tactics dropped at this not at all expected news.

Leah huffed but nodded. "Sadly he is."

"Why is that an issue?"

She blushed but shook her head. "No reason really…" Confused I pushed her with a toe, reacting like I knew she would she pushed it away disgust on her face. "I hope one day the guy you marry will never have to experience your toe pushing."

Grinning I shrugged glad to have the awkward mood dropped as I grabbed the DVD out of her hands and set it up.

Once the movie started my mind reverted back to Jason Ryder. Not only was he almost as tall as Jacob, which is seriously saying something since Jake is basically a giant. But he was toned, similar to his "brothers" and Leah.

I don't know why but his eyes and smile is the only thing I can focus on. Now that I think about he looked at me in a weird way when he first saw me, confused I tried to ignore him but thought about him while Leah, Paul and a couple of others were throwing rocks into the ocean.

The more I thought the more I realized all the guys and Leah seemed disconcerted the rest of the night, but I didn't think about it to much until now.

Leah got up to go make some more popcorn. Once she was gone I stretched out so I could rush blood to my head.

For what seemed like forever doing this weird method helps me think. I think Jason Ryder is behind attractive. But then again I thought Jacob was really cute a couple weeks back.

My feelings are always fleeting, never deep. After Mason well I stop going for the deep relationships. Hence the fiasco Dean caused.

I really liked him but I don't particularly enjoy telling people I don't trust easily, especially to boys.

Damn you Mason. And I still haven't thought about what I'm going to do about Jason Ryder. "You do realize your face resembles a tomato?"

Getting up I felt my head grow dizzy but it didn't matter, I made up my mind…again.

"I don't care if Jason Ryder is single because, I'm keeping my promise." She gave me a raised eyebrow.

"You told me that already, Alex."

"Yeah well now I mean it." She sat down, a look of pure guilt on her face. "I mean if you like him, then tell him and go from there."

Weird switch of attitude, despite her statement I shook my head a genuine smile on my face.

"While you were gone burning the poor popcorn I had an epiphany. I was sent here to 'repent' my rebellious ways.-

"Which of course you definitely are I mean hanging out with werewolves and playing tricks on people when we do go hang out-

"Shh! No interrupting, anyway I was sent here for a reason. Not to flirt with guys and have summer flings but enjoy a single life while messing around with friends and continuing my rebellious ways."

"So basically Jason doesn't have a chance?" Leah's concern didn't affect me because I assumed she wanted to make sure I wasn't bluffing.

"Ask me in a month." She nodded slowly.

Alex Russo is finally giving up guys for at least a month, if not longer.