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Did you ever realize when you open your mouth trying in vain to be a smartass, only to come to realize what came out made you nothing more than an ass? Happy realized that when it was too late. He didn't mean to say what he said, it just came out. "Well what do you mean?" Lucy asked trying to get him to talk. He knew he already said too much. Sad part being other than her father he was the only one who knew the truth. She was supposed to be dead. As far as everyone knew, she was. Now, if you asked him she was dead. To Happy, his little sister was dead. She might as well be at least. That was the one and only time he never could pull the trigger. Lucy didn't even realize that he was her uncle. It was a big mess. The entire situation was a big clusterfuck.

That is why Tig let him stay at his house. Sad part is, only three people knew who Lucy's mom really was. Kozik, the idiot, Happy, the brother, and Tig, the star-crossed dumb ass. "Happy?" Lucy snapped. Her cheeks were red with anger. He thought it was the cutest thing he ever saw. "Come on love, let's go." He said and walked out towards the bike. "You sure you want to give up shopping the Chib's to go home and die?" he asked with a smile. "I want to go home and talk about my mother." She snapped and looked up at him. Her blue eyes met his black eyes. "Look, I don't know." He said and shrugged his shoulders. "I ain't your father, and I don't know what you're asking." He said and added, "If you want to go back to the house, fine I will take you, if you want to shop go see Chibs." He pointed to where Chibs was holding keys to the van. "Fine, but we are so not done with this conversation." She said and turned on her heel. "Yeah, like I am afraid." Happy laughed when he watched her walk away.

Lucy got inside the van and they left to go to the mall. He told her one hour, it was going to take one hour to decide on a new bra. He will have to deal with it. She will take him to lunch. When they arrived at the mall, Lucy was so happy. She needed five minutes to herself. She didn't think that was too much to ask for. "Stay out here, I have to go in there." She said and pointed at Victoria's Secret. "Buying something nice for Abel?" He laughed. She was in a bitchy mood. "Yep." She said and it shut him up right quick.

Happy paced back and forth in the living room of Tig and Lucy's house. He called Tig; there was a letter that arrived in the mail today. He didn't want to open it, it was none of his business, but it was addressed to Lucy. That means that whoever sent it didn't want her father to see it, and thought that she would be there. Happy waited for Tig to finally get there, he asked him to bring some of the guys. Deep down he knew who it was from and he figured if the guys were there he wouldn't blow up. There was no return address, and for all they know it is some freak taking naked pictures. Then again, it could be something that wasn't bad. Happy wasn't taking any chances with his niece. He was wished deep down in his cold heart he would ask Tig to mention it to Lucy. It isn't like she will break if she hears that. Sure he isn't always around, but he is when she needs him. He always seems to know when she needs him. He knew she was terrified of him, he couldn't blame her, and he was a killer after all. He lifted his head when he heard the bikes pull up.

"Finally Tig," He muttered to himself and watched as everyone filed inside. He set the envelope down on the table and Tig looked at it. "You didn't open it." Tig asked looking at Happy. "You wanna deal with Lucy?" He asked and looked at his old friend. That was true, last time he opened a letter that was addressed to her, she didn't speak to him for three weeks. "I will." Abel said and snatched the envelope. "She likes me." He said smugly. Tig hated to admit it, but the damn kid was right. He took the envelope and opened it. "Well, let's see..." He said and dumped the contents of the letter.

Lucy looked around deciding on a few new bras and matching panties. Her favorite being a white lace bra and matching thong. She smiled to herself. She was going to show Abel it. See what he thought, maybe model it for him. She hated to admit it, but she was falling hard for him. She didn't know how she felt about that, but she wasn't worried. She would cross that bridge when he arrived there. She also needed to get her dad alone and see what the deal with her mom was. She wanted to know why everyone seemed to be in on the big secret but her.

She paid for her new items and walked out to meet up with Chib's again. She was going to try to pry some information out of him. She didn't know if he knew anything, but he didn't have the ability to say no to her. No matter what she asked for. He followed her throughout the mall; she stopped and walked into Buckle, and started looking at the jean skirts. She walked over to the dressing room and tried it on. She smiled this was going to be a perfect skirt. It was short, shorter than some of the ones she owned at home. It stopped mid-thigh. She took it in her arms and walked out. "You going to get that princess?" Chib's asked looking at her. She smiled and nodded. She took it over to the check out and paid for it, next stop was going to be for a new pair of heels.

Chib's was carrying the bags for her. She stopped and looked at him. "So, Happy said something funny to me today." She said and looked at him. He raised his eye brows and looked at her. "Oh yeah?" he asked. "Yeah something about my mom, what do you know about her?" She questioned, she wasn't going to beat around the bush about this. "Ai, I don't know that much love," He said and followed her into the shoe store. He smiled and she stopped dead and grabbed a pair of black 5 inch stilettos. "Your daddy's going to kill us both if you get those." He said and looked at her. She laughed loudly. "Doesn't matter, I want them." She said running her fingers along the jewels that were on the straps. "You going to get those?" He asked and looked at her. She took them over to the check out and paid for them with the credit card her dad gave her earlier. "What are you getting this new outfit for kiddo?" Chibs asked looking at her. She smiled and looked at him. "Abel is taking me on a date." She said with a wicked smirk. "Ai, and does Abel know this?" He asked looking at her with a smile in his eyes. "Not yet." She laughed and walked towards another store.

She went back to Buckle and bought a black shirt with rhinestones on it. She smiled and looked at Chibs with her best puppy dog eyes. "Fine, you owe me though." He said and reached into his wallet. He handed her the money for the shirt and she paid for it. "Well, it's been three hours." He said and raised his eye brows. "You think we can go home now?" He questioned looking at her. She smiled and said yes as they left the mall.

Abel looked at the contents that fell out of the envelope. He didn't understand what they were. Happy and Tig did though. "What is this shit?" He asked and reached for what he dumped. Inside was a picture of a dark eyed woman holding a baby. Tig next to her smiling wide. Happy was standing beside the woman looking down at the baby. "Is that Lucy's mom?" Abel asked and looked at them. Tig snatched the picture out of his hands. The next item to come out of the envelope was the hospital bracelet that they give to babies. The tag said Lucy Trager. "So that was Lucy's mom?" Abel asked as Happy yanked the bracelet out of his grasp. The next was a letter addressed to Lucy. "You want to read it?" He asked and held it up. Tig took the letter. "Shit." He said and opened it. He read the first line before he wanted to snap. Lucy, if you are reading this, then your dad finally came to terms with the fact that he couldn't kill me and neither could my own brother… "What does it say?" Abel asked looking up at Tig. Jax looked at his son then at Tig, "Is everything ok?" He asked and watched Tig eyes dart back and forth. My only hope is this letter finds you well. I still am not able to go out of this place yet, but sometimes Happy will come and visit me. He tells me stories about you. He showed me a picture of you; you have grown up into a beautiful person. You must have one terrible temper if you are anything like your father. "Tig, you ok?" Jax asked looking at him. "Get rid of this shit, burn it." He said and crumpled the letter. He didn't even want to finish it.

"What the fuck man?" He said and pushed Happy. "We discussed this." Happy snapped and looked at him. "You better start talking, or I will." Happy said a crazed look in his eyes. "No, no one is talking, we know what happened, and that is all that matters." Tig said and grabbed everything and walked outside. He looked like a man possessed. "Burn this shit." He said and looked at Abel, "The fuck you deaf?" He snapped. Abel lit the side of the letter and dropped it on top of the envelope and watched as it ignited in the drive way. "Here comes Lucy." Jax said and Tig shrugged and watched the envelope burn.

The van came to a stop along the road. "What the heck dad?" Lucy said getting out of the van, "We having a bonfire in the driveway?" She said and walked over. Abel stepped in front of her. "What yah buy?" He asked trying to distract her from walking over to where the envelope and its contents burn. She watched as Chibs walked over to where they stood carrying the bags. "Stuff." She said and smiled. "Gonna show me?" He asked stepping next to her. "Take me to dinner." She blurted out. He looked with raised eyebrows at her. "I gotta take you to dinner to see what's in the bag?" He questioned. She nodded. "You do, but I am not going on your bike." She said and took the bags off Chibs and walked inside. "Guess she calls the shots huh?" Juice said and looked at Abel where he stood rooted to the spot. Lucy opened the window from her bed room and called downstairs. "Pick me up at 8." She said and shut the window. Abel took his cell phone out of his pocket, it was six now. Tig turned and looked at him. He opened his mouth to say something but thought against it. If she was happy, even if it was just for now, he was ok with that.

"You are going to miss the party tonight to go to dinner?" Jax asked looking at his son. He realized this was a test. He says no, then Tig gets pissed off, he says yes, and everyone knows that there is something between them. "Don't know, depends on what she is wearing." She said with a smirk and walked over to his bike. "See yah." He called and left.

Lucy set her bags down on her bed she listened as the bikes left. She opened her door and looked down the stairs. "You going to the party tonight dad?" She called down the steps. "Yeah, you and Abel going to show up?" He questioned her. She didn't have any plans on coming home tonight. "Maybe, not too sure yet." She said and turned and opened the bathroom door. "Come say good bye to Happy." Tig yelled up the stairs. "Why where is he going?" She called back up. "Tacoma." Happy answered. She walked down the stairs and hugged him and said her good byes. She was sad to see him go, but happy to be rid of him prying in her business. "Be careful kid, call if yah need me." He said and kissed the top of her head. He turned to talk to Tig and Lucy took that as her cue to leave.

Walking upstairs she jumped in the shower. She let the warm water wash her body. She has no traces left of when she was taken. She still had nightmares of when it happened but she didn't want to tell her dad. There were nights where she would wake up in tears. She knew she should tell someone about this, but she couldn't bring herself to talk about it.

She did her hair and she did her make up and walked over to her bag. She grabbed the new white bra and matching lace thong. She pulled them on and looked at herself in her mirror. They looked perfect with her tan skin. She pulled on the new skirt and admired how her legs looked in it. She pulled the tight new shirt on and then her heels. She smiled at her reflection. She looked good and she knew it. She walked down to where he dad was sitting looking at the table not moving. "You ok dad?" she asked and looked at him. He looked up at her and frowned. "That is what you are wearing?" He asked and looked at her. "Yes, why?" she asked and looked up at him. He frowned but didn't want to cause a fight he had too much on his mind. "Are you coming home tonight?" He asked. He knew that one way to get his head off this shit was to bring a girl back. "I can stay at Abel's if you want." She said and looked at him. He gave her a small nod.

Lucy stood up as Abel pulled up outside. He was driving his dad's truck. She smiled. "See yah dad." She called and walked out the door. Abel was out of the truck not paying attention to her as she walked outside. "Lucy, you look wow." He said when he finally noticed her. "Thanks." She smiled. They drove to a small diner. Sitting inside they made small talk and ate. "You gotta go home tonight?" He asked and looked at her. She smiled at him. "Why?" she asked and looked at him. The waiter brought the check and set it down, thanking them for coming, he turned to leave. "I was thinking that we could, go back to my house, mom is working till noon, and dad is staying at the club." He said trailing off; she smiled and looked at him. "Better pay fast then." She said with a wicked smile. He took his wallet out, paid and followed her out to the truck.

They drove home in silence. When they arrived back at Abel's house they sat in the truck for a few minutes. "You want to watch a movie?" He asked and she raised her eyebrows. "You actually think I want to watch a movie?" She asked and smiled. "What do you want to do then?" He asked and looked at her. "Get out of the truck." She said and opened the door. He followed her close and they walked into the house. "So you going to tell me what you bought?" He asked and she smiled at him. "Why don't I show you." She said and smiled at him. He grinned and lust filled his eyes. She knew what he wanted and she was more than glad to give it. She needed to forget everything that has happened to her. He was going to make her forget. He took her by the hand and led her up the stairs.