Okay, I'm just randomly doing any story at any time. So I'm doing Catboy's right now but I assure you that I'll do ALL OF YOURS, eventually. XD. Enjoy~! You can skip the chappies until I write your own ficcehs and such. I'm allowed to cheat. It's my fic, XP!

Together Forever
Summary: Evan is supernatural and has the power of shape shifting. Matt is completely human but when Evan uses a certain power on Matt for the first time by slipping into Matt's brain, he realizes that there are some secrets about Matt that make him quite an interesting, girly person.
Part: 1/6

Evan Bourne was born a shape shifter.

Just not a very good one.

In fact, his Father told him that in order to be a good shape shifter, he had to be able to fix his other powers first. Evan had the chance to invade a person's privacy, from their mind, to their memories, to their dreams and wants and needs, so if they shape shift into that person, they know how to act like them, in almost every way…

Evan Bourne did not find it appealing to slip into people's minds and see their private thoughts.

But now, he was the only shape shifter in the entire clan that couldn't even pull of the simplest of images because he couldn't act fully like the person. He couldn't capture their characteristics in any way and now, they were thinking of stripping him from his power. They'd given him one last chance and he'd already chosen his client.

Evan was holding Matt's picture between his hands.

Matt Hardy, off set, was one of his best friends. They were closer than ever before. Matt was Evan's pineapple slice, as Evan would call him, then slowly lick Matt's face but Matt would push him off. Evan had developed a sort of crush on Matt, Matt was such a beautiful person that had an ever more wonderful soul, but Evan knew that Matt couldn't see it. It wasn't like Matt hated himself, but he wasn't fond of himself either. He thought that he can do so much more but there was nothing else he could do…

He wanted to adopt children and raise them up but Matt lived with Evan and Matt was waiting for Evan to agree, which was why he was doing so much for him. Evan would wake up to a coffee with sugar and cream, a clean house when he got home, and a lovely night of movies and a homemade dinner that Matt insisted that Jeff made with all the love he could fathom.

Evan slept peacefully and was still debating on whether to say yes or no. He was sure that Matt would take care of a baby but then again, he had to go through all the bottle-feeding and the crying and the pooping at some times, no? It wasn't like Matt was completely going to handle the baby by himself…still…it seemed to couple-y for them to do so.

Evan walked towards Matt's room, watching his face plaster in peace.

He didn't want to do this but he had to. He held Matt's shoulders, closing his eyes, and imagining himself inside of Matt, inside of his mind, all of his flesh felt irrelevant and suddenly, he felt his body feel like it was traveling through wind. A beautiful turquoise energy was holding him tightly and strongly, binding him to Matt's inner being and when he opened his eyes, he was in an all black place.

Then in a rush, a bunch of doors were all around, pink, green, blue, purple, gray, white…ever color of the spectrum. Evan looked around for a moment before deciding to walk into a gray door. He felt his heart beat with fear as he walked through it. He saw a young Matt eating a lollipop. Matt stopped and put down the lollipop only to walk towards the doorway, in fear…

Fear. Gray was for fear in Matt's mind.

But why the color gray…?

Matt slowly stepped into a place where Evan's heart gave a jolt. Myles? Evan was staring at Myles! Myles was Evan's brother that ran off at three and was never found. Evan's Father wouldn't stop blaming himself…and now, there he was. Myles, with Evan's eyes and Evan's hair but such a dark soul and such a dark gaze and he was wearing a gray sweater and dark jeans. Myles grabbed onto Matt's arm and kissed him roughly. Evan's face dropped. Myles was his brother…

Myles wasn't a shape shifter.

The look in his eyes said that Myles was working for an eviler, higher, darker power. Myles grabbed onto Matt's shoulders and pushed him down, kissing him as roughly as he could. Myles was staring down at Matt…wait, maybe Myles was a shape shifter…and this wasn't his pure form. Myles didn't look like Evan the last he remembered…Myles was pretending to be Evan to get away with all of this.

"Evie…?" Matt whispered softly.

"No, Myles." Myles smirked, softly weaving through Matt's hair. "Evie's more dangerous than me. You should know. He's an evil little one…worse than me…and I can't believe you trust him!"

Matt was just staring blankly at Myles. "You're lying to me…" Matt sobbed softly. "Evie loves me!"

"He sure does. He loves you so much he wants you dead!" Myles screamed horridly, staring down at Matt's pale, shocked face. Matt wasn't so used to hearing that his best ever friend really wanted him dead. Myles reached in to touch Matt's face, slowly seeing the paleness of the flesh. Myles then grabbed onto an object from his pocket, a stapler…Evan's heart was doing jolts as Myles stabbed Matt stared at him blankly, just slowly shutting his eyes. "…Evie…" he just couldn't believe it. Myles was using some sort of calming power onto Matt's brain so that this would go by painlessly.

Matt was so scared…his eyes were horrified. He didn't know why his body wasn't responding to anything he wanted to do. Matt wanted to run. Evan was sure of that. Evan watched as Myles stapled into Matt's flesh. Evan could almost feel Matt's veins rupture…but they didn't. It only felt that way. The stapler only touched the surface of the flesh, blood seeping from the wound and then quickly, Myles took it out, making Matt sit upright in a surge of pain and horror.

Evan realized why Matt was afraid of staplers and even if he didn't want to admit it, sometimes, he couldn't look at too much blood…he'd put a brave front in horror movies and Evan just thought that Matt just didn't like horror movies. Then real memories of Matt panting and crying after a horror movie clicked through Evan's mind, Matt, in his black hoodie, with tear tracks and salty mascara down his eyes.

Mascara…?

Evan watched as Myles stapled onto Matt's pants and his heart gave a jolt. Myles tore the pants apart by trying to take the stapler out of him. The staple was touching his pants and flesh at once. Taking it out was hard and painful. Matt's stomach had a little cut with blood smeared on it but the pain was still there…so bad. Myles tore off his already torn pants so that Matt's boxers were shown.

Matt was now crying…and he couldn't move to save his life. Evan watched Matt's tiny green boxers get torn to shreds so that he was naked and crying but still laid down, his body in ease and nothing coming out of his mouth. He wanted to scream. He wanted to fidget. He couldn't.

He saw as Myles kissed Matt's face. "Evan would laugh at you. He really would…"

Matt was still crying silently before Myles's cock was shoved inside of Matt's body. Matt couldn't move. He could only let the tears silently fall as Myles panted and worked over his body, shoving in and out, until he came. Evan was just staring at Matt…how old was Matt? Eight? Nine? Ten at most.

Myles watched as a spider was walking towards them. Instantly, Matt's eyes were filled with fear through the tears.

"Aw, scared of the spider?"

Myles grabbed onto the spider and force-fed Matt the spider and almost instantly, did Matt feel the legs crawling up his throat…he threw up horridly. Evan just realized why Matt was so scared of spiders. He remembered that Evan brought a spider cage and Matt lied about how spiders and him didn't get along since Jeff used to be scared of him. Evan was always sure, there was a hint of fear in Matt's eyes whenever he saw a spider…not just "I didn't like spiders".

Matt lied down silently as Myles left the boy to slowly sleep…his eyes softly shut and his body slowly regulating its breathing techniques until he was hyperventilating.

Then a whimper drew from his lips.

Then sobs with the tears and Matt was holding onto his own head, sitting up. The tears rolling down his eyes.

Evan felt a pang of pain. He leaned down to curl Matt into a ball, to hold him close but he couldn't. His hands and arms went through him…this was Matt's memories. He couldn't tamper with them. Evan just stared as Matt cried and cried, until he passed out from so many tears. So then he was just a bloody, pained pulp on the floor, with blood surging from his legs and pain on his face.

Evan stepped towards another gray door, opening it. There was another scene now. More recently…Evan remembered this one. It was one after that day. Matt was sitting onto the floor, with a bunch of white paper onto his lap. Matt looked up as Jeff approached him, holding a soccer ball into his hand.

"Matty…I'm bored!"

"I'm not gonna play ball with you! We played just an hour ago!" Matt simply said, holding up a picture. "This is Danny, my imaginary friend! He's a tiny baby that watches over me and hurts bad people with grey sweaters…" Matt shuddered, remembering yesterday. He could feel tears swell up.

"You're such a geek," Jeff suddenly said.

Matt nodded his head. "I like it! I like it! You're just a little mean brother!"

Jeff sighed. "I see you've been eating a lot of chocolate. Aly told me that only…girls who PMS do that so are you PMS-ing right now…? They say you need to bleed out of your down-there…"

Matt's eyes widened.

Yesterday…he was bleeding…after Myles 'played' with him. Matt bit down his lower lip. Matt was a girl! He wouldn't believe it. He felt tears wanting to fall down his eyes.

"You're crying!" Jeff laughed.

Evan was heavily breathing. Why was this a fear…? Was Matt intimidated by Jeff? Matt didn't really believe it, did he? Evan could see images of Jeff growing up overprotective over Matt, who was slowly and slowly getting more and more distant, curling near Evan's arms. Evan could hear Jeff snarling as he walked past Evan, who would usually be holding Matt. Jeff always made sure that Evan didn't have anything that could hurt Matt and Matt always said that he was older and that he could take care of himself when on the inside, Evan always thought that Jeff always thought he was more responsible than Matt…but he saw it now.

After that day, Matt was more distant. He was more girl. After that, he would go towards Ellie Fernado's house, and tell her that he needed girl clothing and in his own little world, with the doors locked, Matt would wear girly panties, polka-dotted underwear with Daisy Duck on the left hip. Ellie was pretty overweight and younger than Matt, but she'd given Matt the things that wouldn't fit her anymore. Ellie always thought that Matt was giving it to his sister. Matt lied to get clothing from her. He couldn't face to go to a department store and steal there since he barely had any money…

Evan just realized, that after all these years, Matt still thought he was a girl.

Myles kept on raping him…a week in a month or so. Didn't Matt know what rape was? Not… Myles would tamper through his mind, so that Matt would feel the pain but didn't know he was being raped…he'd think that his period hurt…or so…he thought he was a girl. Evan's heart was smashed to pieces at the next few scenes.

Matt was scared of Evan.

Matt was scared of Evan…because he looked like Myles.

Evan felt like crying when he figured that out but he realized why Matt was suddenly getting more and more distant. It made Evan feel like there could never be any type of love between him and Matt. That was why Matt wanted the baby. He wanted to think that Evan wouldn't hurt him ever if Matt had a baby in his arms.

Evan felt horrified.

Betrayed.

And all in all, ashamed. How could he not have seen that? He pulled himself out of Matt's subconscious, seeing as though he'd seen enough. And once out of his subconscious, Evan slowly traced his hand through Matt's waistband and he'd caught the sight of the purple satin underwear he was wearing underneath. Evan looked through drawers and found mascara and make up and even a bit of lip-gloss that faded away too quickly. How could Evan not notice?

Evan looked back at Matt and kissed his forehead. "I'm gonna keep you safe, baby…" he wrapped his arms around Matt, holding him tightly.

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X Sam.