Maria's POV
I was taking a break from my "Daily Diva" photoshoot. I decided to kill some time by calling John.
"Hey baby" I greeted as soon as he picked up.
"Hey baby girl! How've ya been?" He asked. God, I love hearing his voice.
"Nothing much. I'm doing a photoshoot at the moment." I said
" I can't wait to see the photos. I bet you'll look absolutely stunning." He said flattering me. I giggled.
" I miss you."I said lovingly.
"I miss you too." He said and I can feel sincerity in his voice.
"Maria! You're up!" one of the crew called
"I gotta go or else my head will be fried." I said jokingly.
"Bye. Love you." I said clutching my phone tightly
"Love you too. Be careful. For me." He said
"I will. I promise."I said and hung up.
I took my place in front of the camera. I began making poses. Giving the camera my best sexy smiles. I was wearing a black cropped top, denim jeans and high heeled boots that went up until under my knees. Kesha's We R who we R is blasting through the speakers. Adrenaline began kicking through my veins. It's amazing how music pumps you up. Just when I was doing my final poses, I noticed Wade leaning on the door. Arms crossed over his chest and smirking. He had been watching me. My photoshoot had ended. I pushed my way through the camera and some crew men.
"You looked gorgeous out there." He said when I was finally up close. I pushed my way through him and out the door. He began following me.
"What do you want Wade?" I asked while walking not acknowledging his presence behind me.
"I just wanted to talk." He said grabbing my elbow wheeling me around.
"Let's talk about this somewhere. Not here. We'll attract a lot of attention out here." I said. I walked down the hallway and pulled him to an empty lockerroom.
"Okay. Talk." I said letting his hand go. I turned around and crossed my arms. I furrowed my eyebrows.
"I just wanna say that, I really like you Maria. I've thought about it these past days and realized how much you mean to me. I've never met anyone like you before. You're one of a kind and that night that we had was special. It was epic. Nobody has ever made me feel the way that you do. I really care about you." He said. I was very touched by his revelation but it's not right. I love John.
"I really like you too Wade but I just can't…" I said softening a bit not sure of how to continue my sentence. I can see disappointment on his face. I feel guilty for making him feel that way. I closed my eyes and sighed.
"I know that what we did might mean something to you but I was intoxicated when we did that 3 days ago. I was not thinking straight. It was a mistake. I'm sorry." I said as I turn my heel and started heading towards the door. I was surprised when he grabbed my arm. I looked at him in confusion. Anger filling his eyes.
"Just look at me straight in the eyes and tell me that you don't have any feelings for me." He said with clenched teeth as his eyes bore through me. At that moment, I don't know why, but I know that I can't do that.
"I-I…"I started but cannot finish my sentence somehow.
He pulled me by the waist. His mouth crashed over mine. One of his hands was holding my nape. He is kissing me angrily. I tried to pull away but he was way too strong for me. I tried to shove him away but to no avail. I tried pushing him again but no luck. I was tired of trying that's why I just stood there with hands on my sides and let him finish his business. Finally he pulled away.
"Done now?" I asked. Then I shoved him violently which sent him staggering backwards. I raced out the door. My eyes were brimming with tears. I stopped infront of the Divas lockerroom. I figured out that I cannot go in there looking like this. I ran to the nearest rest room. Holding my bare stomach.
I was so mad at myself. Why can't I answer a simple question? I felt so used. I felt so dirty. Why did I let him do that to me? I am crying uncontrollably now. Even worse, I feel so unfaithful.
No one's POV
Wade was grinning when he stepped out the door. He knew it. Maria also has feelings for him. He will never let her go now. Only one thing's bothering him. What's keeping her from admitting it?
