Clary's POV
"I-"
I what? What the fuck Clary? You what? Want him back? Want him apart of your kids lives? No and Yes. I don't fuckin know.. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!
I just sat there staring at him while I am at war with myself. He's just sitting there staring at me patiently. Fuck me..
I sighed, "You don't have to keep quiet. You can stay with the band and I if you want to stay with your kids or we can discuss a custody agreement for when they are a little older..."
"Done" he said.
"BUT you have to explain to me what happened. Because if for 1 second I feel you are unfit for whatever reason you will not be alone with my kids."
He sighs," Kaelie and Aline drugged me.. They set this whole plan up and it ended with you catching me in bed with either of them and you leaving me and I was supposed to fall for one of them and be with them."
"Excuse me? What kind of lame story is that?" I was fuming.
"No listen it's the truth. I left that morning to Taki's to get us coconut pancakes and since it was my birthday I got a strawberry milkshake. Kaelie was the waitress who took my order and she tried to get with me again but I rejected her and she was pissed. I didn't think she would drug me! Spit in my drink yes but drug me? No. She came back with my order and I paid. I started drinking my shake and I remember the walk home started to become fuzzy. I got home and wanted to lay down so I put the food in the kitchen and went to bed. You and Izzy were gone so I figured whatever no one needed me. Then later someone was crawling on my bed and I opened my eyes and I am still out of it. I don't remember much but I saw a red head and she looked like you and I don't remember much but Izzy kinda filled me in... Then I heard the door slam open and then you know the rest... Clary I am so sorry but I. Did. Not. Cheat. On. You."
I didn't know what to say so I said," I need sleep. I am going to bed." I got up and walked to my room leaving him there dumbfounded with my response. I didn't know what to say. Drugged? Didn't cheat? Well willingly.. What happened to Aline. That's rape isn't it? I ran and have been gone for almost 2 years now. He missed 2 years of the kid's lives because I didn't stay and figure shit out. Does that make me just as horrid? I made it to my room stripped to just my shirt and underwear leaving my hair wild and down and got into bed and just cried. Cried for the loss of time, cried for my kids missing their dad that they don't even know, cried for the lost relationship, just cried. At some point during my crying Jace had came into my room and got into bed with me and just held me. I cried even harder for that until I fell asleep.
Jace's POV
I need sleep. I am going to bed? That's all she had to say to what I just told her? Seriously? I watched her walk to her room. I didn't know how to respond. Then I heard her. Crying so hard I was afraid she wouldn't be able to talk anymore. My heart broke just hearing her cry like that. She sounds...so...broken... I got up and gently walked to her room. I opened the door and saw her lying there in a fetal position just crying. I slowly get undressed to my boxers and slip in bed behind her and just hold her. She doesn't fight me just cries harder. I don't try to talk or rub her arms.I just hold her tightly to me and just lay there with her. After a while she starts to quiet down until she's finally asleep. I just lay there spooning her. Nothing about this is sexual just me comforting the girl that I love. After an hour she turns in her sleep and snuggles into my chest. I just hug her more tightly and fall sleep listening to her heartbeat.
I wake up groggily to sunlight streaming into my face. I hear children giggling and am confused until I remember everything yesterday. My heart starts to speed. What if I am a horrible father? for Christ sakes I'm only 21. I look over to see Clary still asleep but had rolled over onto her stomach. I quietly got out of bed and dressed quickly. I softly walk out of the room careful to not wake her up. As I softly close the door and turn around I stop. I am greeted with the entire gang sitting in the living room staring at me with mouths wide open.
"For once this is soo not what it looks like. She and I talked when I told her what Kaelie and Aline did she left and went to bed and started crying her heart out. I just held her until she fell asleep. That's it." I said quickly.
Before anyone could respond the kids start laughing and held their hands up to me. I just stared at them then after a few heartbeats I walked over and sat on the floor with them. Nyx crawled over and just laid with me on the floor and Jaxon started crawling all over me.
"So you slept with my girlfriend and that's the answer you give mate?" Will said. He doesn't sound mad at all though so I wonder why bother asking.
"No I did not sleep with your "girlfriend" since she was in a different trailer but I did share a bed with Clary in a nonsexual way" I shot back. Tessa gasped and Gem just shook his head. Will just stared at me and after a few moments nodded his head and I nodded back.
"What the fuck just happened? What do you mean Will's girlfriend was in a different trailer? What is going to happen now? Are the babes yours?" Izzy exclaims. I go to answer when I hear a soft voice behind me cut me off.
Clary's POV
I silently walked out of my room without anyone noticing and heard Izzy's questions. I sighed and cut whatever Jace was about to say.
"Will isn't my true boyfriend. Yes the kids are Jace's. I told Jace he is welcomed to stay in the little demons lives if he would like." I said quietly. Everyone turned and stared at me. Will, Tessa,and Gem just stare at me incredulously I just look at them hoping they can see it in my eyes saying we can trust them. Tessa does and just nods. Maia and Jordan just stand in the kitchen, while Isabelle, Simon, Alec, and Magnus stare at me like I'm a ghost.
"Tessa is dating both Will and Gem. They share a relationship. It is not for us to judge I for one think its beautiful but we don't know what the rest of the world would think. And we all knew that I can't keep the kids quiet forever so we came up with the story of me dating Will." I explained.
"Why don't Jordan and I make breakfast and we'll answer any questions you may have" Maia stated handing me a cup of coffee. I thank her and glance at the clock... 8 fuckin am.. I hate you all..
I glare at the kids knowing they wouldn't have let me sleep in anyways. They just laughed at me. I sit on the floor next to them and Jace. My trailer seems too small with everyone here. "So who wants to go first?"
A/N Hi lovies.. sorry its been forever and a year. But I hope you like this and it answers some type of question. They babes are about to be 2 and they will start talking soon. Clary is almost 20, Jace 21, Isabelle and Simon 20. Alec 22 Magnus 24. Maia is 27 and Jordan 30. Will, Gem, and Tessa are 22. Just wanted to give ages cuz I don't think I did. This chapter is almost 2 years after Clary left New York when she was 18. She had the babies at 19. I think i'll be ending the story here in a few chapters... sad I know but I think its a good time to end I have different stories going through my head that it makes me continuing this story difficult and confusing sometimes. Anyways I'm sick and stuck in bed this weekend so hopefully i'll be able to update throughout the weekend. Much love mwah 3