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Disclaimer: Twilight and all of its characters belong to S. M. I just like to play with them and make them do dirty things.
*WARNING* This chapter contains some lemony goodness, so if that offends you, please skip it!
Chapter 14
JPOV
Dawn was just breaking, and thin slivers of light came through the bedroom window shining across Bella's still asleep face. I held her close and watched the peaceful look of her features as the light danced across them.
It had been four weeks since Bella came to stay with us. Four amazing weeks with the woman I loved more than anything in this world. And Bella was happy, eating and sleeping much better than she had been. The dark circles under her eyes long gone. We took a lot of walks down on the beach holding hands like we used to. We watched our crappy antenna T.V. most nights, snuggled up on the sofa. And she would cook all the time, something that I was sure Billy was glad for, I definitely was.
Bella called Charlie every day, and he came over often. Using the excuse of Bella's great cooking, but we all knew it was really because he missed her. It always went well, with all of us laughing and joking in between bites of Bella's delicious food. I know it made him happy to see how well she was doing.
Charlie and Billy would exchange knowing glances like two old gossips, when they thought Bella and I weren't looking. They looked at each other as if they had known all along that Bella and I would end up together, and they would get big grins on their faces.
We still hadn't told Charlie or Billy about the baby. Sometimes I felt like I would just blurt it out, but Bella wanted to wait. It was still early on in the pregnancy and she was scared that something might happen to the baby, or babies as she thought.
Edward had kept his promise (for the most part) and was giving Bella some space. Still, he would call sometimes, and Bella would get that look like the time he had left her in the woods. Thankfully, I could always pull her out of it, and before long It was as if he never called. I wished he would just leave her alone altogether. And I couldn't help but think he was just waiting for the right time to make his move. He was never going to let go of Bella that easily.
Bella stirred in my arms, not fully awake yet. I shifted myself so my morning wood wouldn't poke her.
We hadn't made love since we actually made the baby, and it was hard, pun intended. Times like these I wanted to kiss her, touch her, feel her cool skin against me, but I didn't want to push her. So I would be patient and wait for her to make the first move. I was just happy to hold her in my arms, for now.
Bella gave a small moan in the back of her throat. At first I thought she was having a nightmare, but it was quickly followed by a raspy, "Jacob…"
She was still asleep, but this definitely didn't sound like any nightmare I'd ever had. This sounded like something very different, and I smiled to myself that Bella was dreaming of us together.
Bella was turned towards me, with her arm resting across my chest. And before I knew what was happening Bella lifted her leg letting it rest over my hip. Her knee grazing my hardening member.
I bit back a groan, as I laid there on my back trying to decide what to do next.
"Mmm, yes…" Bella muttered as she now rocked herself onto my hip.
I could smell her arousal, and it was taking all the control that I had not to roll her over and make her dream become a reality, but I didn't want to ruin this, or stop her either. She really was trying to kill me.
Bella moaned again as she rocked her center on me. My erection strained as I wished it was another part of my body she was rocking on.
Bella's brow creased and her mouth opened a tiny bit as she increased her slow pace. She ran her hand over my bare chest and down my stomach, causing my hard on to twitch and goose bumps to rise wherever her hand trailed
It was all I could do not to touch her, as the scent of Bella's arousal filled the air around me.
I couldn't take the sensory overload of the touch, smell, and sight of her any longer, so I shifted my body ever so slightly and snaked my hand underneath my boxers. I slid my thumb over my already weeping head, spreading the moisture down my length. I stared at Bella, imagining it was her hand working me as I gave myself a firm stroke.
"Fuck, Bells." groaned softly as Bella's rocking motion turned into a more frantic grind. I worked myself faster, mimicking her pace.
Bella moaned again, and then bit her lower lip. She looked so innocent, but sexy at the same time, with her hair spilling down over the pillow and my shoulder. I knew I wasn't going to last long, and I could tell she would soon find her release too.
I closed my eyes and went over all of the things we had done together that seemed so long ago now; Bella pumping my arousal in her hand. The taste and feel of my tongue running over her dripping folds. Bella surrounding me with her warm, wet, tightness. The look on her face as I made her cum.
I pumped myself faster as I felt my groin tighten.
Bella ground onto me again as she dug her fingernails into my shoulder and panted, "Oh, Jacob." Before her whole body shuttered as she came.
Hearing Bella call out my name pushed me over the edge. My cock twitched and I gave myself one last firm stroke before I came hard and spurted all over my hand and stomach.
Coming down from my own high, I looked over at Bella who had now stilled. She had a faint blush covering her face, and her breathing returned to normal. "Beautiful," I sighed.
Gently I pulled my arm out from underneath Bella's shoulders, trying my best not to wake her. I quietly slipped out of bed and headed to my room and grabbed a pair of fresh boxers. Then went into the bathroom to clean up. I realized, and not for the first time, that Sex, even the kind you have with yourself, is messy. Very Messy.
After a quick shower, I climbed back into bed and laid on my side, with my head propped up on my hand. I pushing a strand of hair away from Bella's face.
Bella's eyes opened sleepily and she smiled as I beamed down at her.
"Morning, beautiful."
Bella chuckled. "Do you always do that? Watch me sleep?"
"Sometimes, got a problem with that?"
"No, its just that I look horrible when I first get up, so I don't know why you'd want to."
"Ah, Bells, always underestimating yourself. You really have no clue how beautiful you are, do you?" I asked, as I ran a finger along her cheek.
"Sure, sure," Bella replied. "If you say so." She started to sit up and stretch. Bella didn't have a baby bump, but that didn't stop me from checking every morning. "I should go get breakfast started."
"Okay, we'll work on you self esteem later. But there is something that I wanted to ask you."
"What is it, Jacob?"
"It's just that Emily invited all of us over for breakfast next week. The whole pack and the imprints, so…I was wondering if you'd like to go? It'd just be breakfast, Bells." I said, sitting up more.
Bella felt uncomfortable around the pack and the other imprints, she was the vampire girl after all. She thought they all hated her, and wouldn't understand how she could choose a bloodsucker over an imprint.
"Jake…I don't know…" Bella mumbled.
"Oh, c'mon Bells, they won't bite." I tried.
Bella rolled her eyes. "They don't like me."
"Honey, that's not true. You know my sister loves you, and Seth is cool. Well, you know what I mean." I chuckled.
She didn't see my humor. "Yeah, and what about the rest of them? They all see me as the 'Vampire Girl.' I won't fit in, they don't trust me, Jake. And really I can't say that I blame them, with all that I put you through, AM putting you through." Bella frowned.
"It'll be fine. You let me worry about them. They won't say anything to you, I'll make sure of it. And besides, Emily has been bugging me to bring you over. You can't just stay holed up in the house cooking and cleaning. But if you really don't want to go - "
"Fine," Bella grumbled. "What time?"
"Whenever we get there. But we shouldn't be too late, there's never enough food when the pack is involved." I grinned, winning the battle. Bella just sighed.
"I'm going to go get a shower." Bella said, climbing out of bed. She was wobbly as she stood, so I reach out and grabbed her around the waist. "Whoa, head rush."
"You okay?" I checked, as I helped her to sit on the end of the bed.
"Yeah, just the hormones again." Bella sighed.
I smiled as I knelt down and put my hands on her knees, with my face close to Bella's still-flat stomach. "Hey, kid, stop making your mama so dizzy. She's accident prone enough as it is."
Bella laughed and swatted lazily at my head. "Don't blame the baby, this is all your fault as I remember."
"Hmm, I seem to remember you being there as well, Bells. And VERY willing." I winked at her, and then placed a soft kiss on her belly.
I looked up at her to see her face turn red as her heartbeat sped up. "You have a point." She said a little breathlessly.
Bella's arousal flooded my senses again and my inner wolf went wild.
"What are you thinking?" I said as I moved my hands to her thighs.
"N..nothing…Why?" Bella's breath caught in her throat.
"Because, Bells, I KNOW what you're thinking." I said as I slid my hands further up her thighs. " And it's the same thing you were thinking earlier."
"When?"
"When you were dreaming."
"Oh God, I was talking in my sleep again? What did I say?" Bella squeaked.
"It's not so much what you said as what you did." I grinned.
Bella's mouth popped open suddenly, but she didn't speak.
"Don't worry, Honey. You made my hip very happy."
"No…" Bella said disbelievingly.
I just shook my head, and moved in between Bella's open knees.
"Jake, I..I'm so sorry." Bella stuttered.
" Bells, don't be. I might never wash my hip again, I want your scent all over me." I said as my hands traveled around her hips, and under the shirt she wore to bed.
Bella's breathing hitched as I pushed the fabric up, feeling the smooth skin of her lower back. My fingers traced patterns along the edge of her underwear.
"It was just a dream." Bella protested, but she placed her small hands on my chest and let them wander a trail down my stomach.
"We can make it real." I almost growled in her ear.
Bella let out a low, breathy sigh, as I began to kiss my way down her neck, taking time to pull her earlobe into my mouth and softly nibble.
Bella groaned and scrapped her fingers through my hair. I almost growled at how good it felt.
"I can smell how turned on you are, Bells. And it's driving my wolf crazy." I moaned into Bella's neck.
"Your sense of smell is really unfair." Bella panted.
"I think it comes in handy." I said with lidded eyes, as Bella claimed my lips with hers. Our tongues stroked and caressed each others.
"Air," Bella was barely able to get out as she finally broke off the kiss.
"Shirt." I said as I pulled Bella's top up, she held up her arms so that I could quickly slip it off of her.
I grabbed Bella's hips and pushed her up the bed. Then I stared at her lust filled eyes as I climbed up to hover over her.
It had been too long. This mornings earlier activities had not been enough. I wanted to be inside of her, to claim her as mine.
"Is this…is this okay." I asked her a little worried. I had been reading up on pregnancy, especially sex and pregnancy. And all the books said the same thing, It was fine and even beneficial sometimes. But the last thing I wanted to do was hurt Bella or the baby.
"It's okay, Jake. I'm fine, the baby's fine. Maybe I'm a bad person for wanting this… I'm cheating…but I want you so bad, Jake…..Please…"
"No, Bells, this is anything but bad. Anything but wrong. This is all kinds of right." I said huskily, as I gave a soft kiss to the corner of her mouth before my lips began their descent.
First I kissed along her jaw line, down her neck and collar bone. Then I pulled one of her taught, pink nipples into my mouth, swirling my tongue around her hardened peak. Bella moaned and arched herself into my mouth before I went to give her other breast the same attention.
I bit down gently on her nipple and Bella squeaked, her hands roamed my body leaving goose bumps in their wake.
Bella moaned my name, and then froze underneath me.
"Jake? Jacob, what was that noise?" Bella said in a hurried whisper.
I raised my head to meet her eyes. "Just you moaning my name." I grinned.
She sighed. "No, I mean the noise coming from out there." Bella motioned to the closed bedroom door.
"It's just Billy getting up." I breathed into her skin.
Bella stayed still for a second before she started to push at my shoulders. "No, Jake we can't…"
I looked up to see Bella's panicked face. "Sssh, Honey, we can be quite."
"No! I…I can't do this with him right outside." Bella stuttered as she push my shoulders harder.
I groaned and rolled off of her, sitting up at her side. Bella Crawled over to sit in my lap. She placed her forehead against my chest, as I stroked her hair.
"I'm sorry, Jake. I want to, I REALLY want to, but he'll know something is going on."
"Bells," I chuckled, " We're imprinted…not to mention we sleep in the same bed most nights. I'm sure Billy thinks we get into all kinds of kinky things." I laughed, running my fingers up and down her arm.
Bella looked up at me shocked, before she covered her face with her hands. "He probably does." She groaned. "But we don't have to confirm his suspicions."
"Okay," I sighed
Bella got up to retrieve and put on her shirt.
I just sat there and shook my head. "Cock-blocked by my own father," I mumbled.
Bella giggled as she turned towards me. "Did you just say, 'Cock-blocked?'"
"S'oaky, I'll just have to make a date with Miss Right."
"Miss Right?" Bella creased her forehead.
I raised my right hand and gave her my best jazz hands.
"Oh!" Bella blushed. "You've been hanging around Quil too much." She laughed.
"One of the many job hazards."
I shifted off the bed and went over to her, as she was putting on a pair of sleep shorts.
As she stood up I ran my hands along the tops of her shoulders. "Later then?" I checked.
Bella looked up at me with a smirk. "I promise as soon as Billy's out of the house I'll make more than your hip happy."
"Oh, baby," I groaned.
"Mmm," Bella sighed. "Miss Right will be disappointed."
"She'll just have to get over it."
Bella stood up on her tip-toes and kissed me passionately. I grabbed her around her waist and lifted her up as I deepened the kiss. Her hands roamed from around my neck to tug and fist in my hair.
Suddenly Bella made an unhappy noise in the back of her throat and pulled away. Her eyes as big as saucers.
"What's wrong, Bells?"
"Bathroom!"
I quickly, but gently put Bella on her feet again as she cupped a hand over her mouth, then she made a mad dash to the toilet.
"If I didn't know better, I'd take that as an insult, Honey." I chuckled as I followed her into the bathroom, shut the door and held her hair back.
Ever since the night Bella came to stay with us she had been getting sick. But at least she had given up on trying to make me leave when it happened. I couldn't think of leaving Bella when she was sick, even if it was just normal morning sickness. I wanted to be there for it all.
"Better?" I asked as Bella sat down next to the toilet.
"Yeah, I think so."
"You wanna go lay down some more?" I said as I filled a glass of water for her to rinse her mouth out with.
"No, I think I'll stay here for a minute, just incase. Then I'll take a shower."
"Sure, sure. Do you want me to bring you in some crackers and gingerale?"
"That'd be great. Thanks, Jake."
"Anytime, Bells." I leaned down and kissed her on her forehead as I placed a hand on her stomach.
Bella put her tiny hand over mine and gave me a little smile.
"Be right back," I told her before making my way down our narrow hallway and into the kitchen.
Sure enough Billy was sitting there at the kitchen table drinking his morning mug of coffee.
"Morning, Dad," I grumbled.
"Son," he said nodding his head.
Something was off, he couldn't bring himself to look me in the eyes. And he seemed like he was deep in thought. Whatever it was I knew he'd tell me soon enough, if something was bugging him he usually couldn't keep his mouth shut about it. That was one of the biggest differences between us. So, I just went about my business, getting the Saltines out of the cupboard.
"Bella's sick." Billy stated.
I grabbed a glass and filled it with ice before purring the gingerale. "Yeah, she can't seem to kick this stomach bug." I lied.
Billy put down his mug, just as I was closing the fridge door.
"Jacob," Billy sighed. "I know she's pregnant."
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