Part 14 – Harry-
By the time we got in, the competition started. I didn't understand why Blair wasn't talking to me. We were getting along so well, this morning but ever since the guys turned up it's like we were strangers all over again.
We piled onto the stage readjusting our microphones. "Hi. We haven't got a name yet so we'll just say our names." I started.
"I'm Harry…I'm Louis…I'm Liam…I'm Zayn …And I'm Niall." We went down the line introducing ourselves. Liam queued for the music and it was time, for my solo;
"Circles we're going in circles dizzy is all it makes us, we know where it takes us we've been before, Closer maybe looking closer there's more to discover find out what went wrong without blaming each other" I started to sing still dazing over at Blair but changed it to Zayn who was next to sing.
Zayn: Think that we got more time
when we're falling behind
Gotta make up our minds
All: Over full play, play, play all the same old games
And we Wait, wait, wait for the end to change
And we take, take, take it for granted
That will be the same
Harry: But we're making all the same mistakes
Liam: Wake up, we both need to wake up
Maybe if we face up to this
We can make it through this
Closer, maybe we'll be closer
Stronger than we were before
It made this something more, yeah
Niall: Think that we got more time
Louis: When we're falling behind
Zayn: Gotta make up our minds
All: Over full play, play, play all the same old games
And we Wait, wait, wait for the end to change
And we take, take, take it for granted
That will be the same
Harry: But we're making all the same mistakes
Yeah, yeah, that's what crazy is
When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix
And you pray, pray, pray that everything will be okay
Why you're making all the same mistakes
Louis: Don't listen then,
But if we don't mind then,
Niall: We're only running then,
Out of me, cause ain't this
Same mistakes again
All: So we play, play, play all the same old games
And we Wait, wait, wait for the end to change
And we take, take, take it for granted
That will be the same
Zayn: But we're making all the same mistakes
Yeah, yeah, that's what crazy is
When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix
And you pray, pray, pray that everything will be okay
"But we're making all the same mistakes!"
We got a standing ovation but not from Blair, she did give us a round of applause but stayed down next to Will, we ran back over to her where she gave Liam a hug and a 'Well Done'.
Blair –
There performance was fantastic! I wanted to hug Harry but I stopped myself, I couldn't get any closer to him, Lola could be watching and she would tell him my huge secret which would kill me if she told anybody especially Harry. He kept glancing over at me hoping I would return the gesture I did I smiled and then I would stop and stare down at my thumbs.
-Liam-
The results were being read out. We sat down with our fingers crossed.
"Let me just start with, thank you for performed tonight, you were all superb! But there's only A winner, A runner up, and lots of jealous people!" the judge said.
2nd was some guy called Lucas. We could still have a chance.
"And first is… Harry and them!" He called out as he pointed at us.
My eyes widened and I jumped off my seat and screamed with excitement, we piled back on to the stage saying 'thank you' over and over again.
Harry-
I psyched we won, honestly, but there was one person who I needed to help me excited like the rest of the guys. And that person was Blair. She wasn't speaking to me and I was crushed. We were getting our picture when a guy came over to us offering us to make a CD.
"Yes!" Louis screeched. "Harry's written loads of songs we sing, right Harry?" he smiled putting his arm round me elbowing me.
"Yeah definitely!" I agreed glumly
"Right here's my card, hope to see you soon!"
I pulled myself out of the crowd to be alone for a while.
"Harry?" I heard a familiar voice come from behind me.
Lola.
"Hi!" I didn't bother turning my body to look at her.
"You alright?" She joined me stroking my arm. I moved over.
"Fine!" I answered.
"Um okay want to hang out tonight, I could help you write a song for your album!" She smiled trying to make me smile with her.
"No, I can manage on my own thanks!" I didn't mean to be rude, but when I was in bad mood. My rude side showed.
"Oh okay, see you" She walked off upset that I wouldn't accept her invitation, but I wasn't feeling right.
Because of 1 person! She was over there having fun while making me be miserable, but why? I needed to know.
"Blair!" I tapped her shoulder. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing, Why?" She enquired.
"You're ignoring me, I've tried to get over it but I can't, how can you stand here and be pleased that you're making another person miserable!" I snapped.
"Harry" She sighed calmly trying to explain.
"No!" I cut her off
"I thought we were friends! But I can't keep up with your moods! One minute your fine speaking to me and next you're all pissed with me!" I shouted.
I could see the anger build up inside me "Yeah well, you have no idea what's going on in my head! So you have no right to question my moods. Yeah I may keep things bottled up and that explains my moods" but you have no idea!" She screamed back at me picking Will up and getting into the car and getting the taxi home.
I clenched my fists searching around me. "Lola" I shouted. "You still free?"
She smiled opening her car. I smirked and got inside and we drove off to hers.