Monday, December 18
8:30
Dearest Diary/Journal,
I can't believe what I did, Diary/Journal. I KISSED Roy! On his lips! While he was EATING! snails!! I can't believe..I'm just gonna kill myself. I told the brothers and they just laughed and laughed and laughed and had a jolly good frikin time. Anyway they gave me advice on how to approach it so I wrote it down.
Al said that maybe I should try to figure out how I TRULY feel about him then convey my feelings in a positive manner. I should take small steps and not LEAP into it. I should ask him how he feels and go from there.
Thanks Dr. Phil..good advice.
Ed said HAHAHAHA I don't freakin believe you attacked him like that!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
...yeea that so helped...
I'm so confused now! I think I LIKE him like him. Cuz everytime I see him I get the jitters and get really..mean. Is that weird to get MEAN? That's such a high school thing..oh my! Maybe that was my problem in high school! I was mean! Oooh gosh.
I am determined to avoid him at all costs. I can't face him after sprinting away like I did. It wasn't even graceful. I wore heels so I hobbling more than running.
Your favorite loser,
Riza
PS. When I kissed him food ran down my chin in an unattractive manner. But then again stuffing snails in your mouth isn't exactly attractive in the first place.