It all started when you placed me in that ice. The moment the beam hit my body everything began to feel numb. Slowly limb by limb the feeling of touch disappeared. Eventually I was completely consumed, and everything went black.

It took me a moment to realize what had just happened until I first opened my eyes back up in a different land. The moment they opened, everything that I saw flashed straight back into my eyes. I remembered everything from my parents giving me up to the day the accident with little Jack happened.

The place I was at was peaceful. At first I thought I was dead but in truth I knew I wasn't really gone. There was nature all around me and the place looked like the mountains at Arendel. The ground was crystalizing from every step i took meaning I still had magic. The air felt thin, and well there was no dark feeling hiden around.

When I saw people running around I decided to follow them. I followed them passing many tall tree trunks and up a mountain. It took a lot of my energy to catch up to the people I saw. When my legs would get tired of running, I'd use my magic to bump me up a mountain make piles of snow to jump from one to another. Atlast I stopped running behind them, when I saw something astonishing in front of her eyes.

There was a plaza on the bottom of the mountain. The floors were crystalized and children slid across the ground. Everything got cleared up when someone there noticed me by appearance. They were a couple, a very familiar one, after they started to talk to me I realized who I was talking to.

They were the past king and queen of Arendel...My Parents.

Mother told me about the place and father answered my every question. It was odd at first every question I had was about me. Where am I? Why do I still have magic? I'm not dead, right?

But as they continued to answer, more questions arose off the topic. We walked over the garden behind the palace. We sat but I kept my distance. My magic spread leaving small snowflake figures on the already crystalized ground beneath us. I hugged myself to keep my arms out of reach, everytime they attempted to touch me I'd move away or simply just tell them not to touch me.

They actually started to explain to me everything that has happened from the very beginning. In the end I was right, my parents truly were pathetic. All they cared about was keeping the kingdom safe. At the time their only daughter was a danger so they gave her away to a place where they said was a school for kids like me. Next thing you know they never come back. Then you find out they had another child to pass the kingdom to incase they ever reach their time.

As if to make things worse they made everyone in the kingdom believe the first daughter was kidnapped like a princess from another kingdom. Then they say that the first daughter never really was their daughter, they made some believe that I was simply a baby who had no home so they took me in temporarily.

I looked at my parents in the eyes, all I could see was regret. No matter how many times they apologized I never accepted it. They continued to attempt to comfort me but they reached my limit. I jumped up and aimed at the ground shooting a blast of ice that spread on the floor then arose a wall of ice. I separated myself from them as I never bothered to shed a tear.

Before I decided to storm out of their sight I mumbled something to them. They lip read me correctly. My "mother" simply rested her face in her fathers shoulder as she cried. My "father" watched me from the other side of the ice. He never took off the look of despair from his face. He knew he completely lost something he would never have back. His daughters trust,love, and loyalty all gone.

I was gone from sight. I ran from the village back into the mountain. From there I could watch my wall fall and "mother" ran as if she knew where I would go but "father" stopped her as if telling her "Don't do it, you know you'll be hurt even worse".

I turned my back to them as I walked deeper into the mountain. I accepted the feeling of being alone with my arms wide open. While I walked around I stumbled across a cliff. Of course I couldn't jump, but my magic came in handy. I swirled around some snow in my hands building 2 giant snowmen guards to protect me from outsiders.

With a hard stomp on the tip of the cliff, I extended my arms, and took the risk of running off. A beautiful crystalized bridge was formed under every step I took, until I reached the other end of another mountain near by. I knew I was free from whatever was going outside my iced coma body. In the mean time I was going to enjoy what it was like to feel free from everything.

I walked a little bit more and when I found a good place surrounded with a good foundation, nature, and view. My true power was unleashed.

One hard stomp formed a base that was eventually lifted abit by hard Ice forming a staircase. A few skip steps formed snowflaked walls all around me, thin enough to see outside. A beam of ice targeted to the tip of the walls created the roof to the top. From there I started to add more design all around me. A grand staircase in the center that went half way up then split to the 2 sides of the whole palace of ice. A huge snowflaked designed changelier hanging above in the center of the cieling

A separate staircase that was past 2 huge thin iced doors that led a long way upstairs into another room with 2 huge thin iced doors. Past those doors was my big wide room. A queen sized bed with curtains tied to the poles at the right side of the wall. A giant chandelier hung in the center of the cieling. Almost like the one downstairs but more deliquetly designed with points going in all directions.

At the end of her room were again another pair of huge thin iced doors that led to a big spaceful balcony. From there she could see everything. Mountains, sunsets, and even the village which from there seemed like a small dot with ants crawling all over the place.

Everything seemed to be well but one side of me didn't enjoy the fact that I was alone. If I were to be alone then my biggest wish would be to be alone with the one I loved... Jack. I missed him dearly. That night I cried myself to sleep, but sadly no one was there to comfort me until I could stop the floods.

The next day I walked out for a bit. I wanted to see what more I could do with my magic. There was a small area full of weeping willow trees, to my liking the trunk froze and the small branches that fell to the ground lost the green and were replaced with beads of ice. It was gorgeous seeing the beads clink one against another making a soothing sound with the winds help.

I created a small bench there in the middle of it for me to sit on and simply just let the soothing clanks calm me down. I'll admit there were cases where I got lonely, so to fix that issue I created life to a small hug loving friend.

His name was Olaf, he became my friend when I accidentally gave life to a snowman with a big funny sized head and small body. The issue was he had no nose. As time came by Olaf was my only friend who understood me with everything I told him. He did joke about a few things but that's simply his personality. Whenever I didn't want to face anyone he would do me the favor of going down into the village and come back to deliver any form of essentials.

Sometimes he'd sneak a carrot from a carrot shack and use that for his nose. It suit him well, and he truly was helpful. Olaf was always there, he comforted me every time I needed a hug. He even dealt with my anger when I'd be informed that people from the village tried to get into my castle. Most cases those people were sent by my "mother". Thanks to Marshmallow and Jumbo they never set foot into the castle nor the staircase to the palace.

I never wanted to feel that I was some sort of evil queen but in a way that's what I was. If people couldn't accept me for being different then why should I let them in. If everyone thought I couldn't do any good then why should I attempt that. If you've been isolated your whole life, then you'd understand why being alone is the best cure. But still the second best feeling. The first would be being loved and understood.

There came a day where I started to feel weak. Olaf thought the people somehow made an effect on me. He set out to defend me with help from Jumbo and Marshmallow, but as weak as I was I stumbled after them to stop a war they'd accidentally start. If not war then the harm they'd cause. They were only made of snow but they still gave me sympathy.

I spent most of my time in bed, but when I heard a voice in my head telling me something about what was happening, I stood. Tripping along the way I got to the bench over by the weeping willows. With little strength I ordered my friends to stay with me, to take away the worry of Marshmallows I shot a strong beam of Ice that created a giant unbreakable wall of ice at the enterence to the stairs leading across the cliffs edge.

Olaf held my hand in his branches, my 2 giant guards crumbled down into a small pack of snow. They all stood next to me as I laid on the bench listening to the clanking and explained to the 3 of them the fact that I wasn't going to stay much longer. I explained how I was trapped in a coma for a reason, what the world I've been in is really to me, and how I would miss them so much. After thanking them for everything my voice faded and in a slow motion my body started to disapear in a low light.

Once I was gone, I felt magic come back to me, my best thought would be that everything I created in that realm started to disappear the same way I did, then came back to the creator. Then again I was already gone, I didn't see what happened, all I can do now is simply go with the best opinion I got.

When I awoke I saw a place that was covered in light, and more peaceful then the "Arendel" I was at. All I could see was a light. I stood from the soft ground under me to start making my way to the light and see where it'd take me. Although I stopped when I saw 2 different people standing close to the light. I walked over to them when I noticed they wouldn't stop staring at me.

There was a woman who had tears flow from her eyes. Next to her a man stood close giving me a smile. They started to talk to me, apparently they knew who I was. But I didn't get to know who they were until I walked into the light. That's when I heard the woman say something that took my breath away.

"Our little Jack is so blessed"

those words never left my mind as I was consumed in the light. The feeling was so warm, but it all went cold the next when I suddenly felt something new.

Something I haven't felt in forever...

My real body.

I looked around to see blue iced flowers all around me and before I knew it I was down on my knees holding a flower to my heart, and simply letting every tear flow out of my eyes...

I was back, truly back. I was real again.