-:When the moon goes down:-
-:Chapter fourteen: I wonder:-
Midnight.
My favorite time of day, the day when I can be myself.
The day I can be out there, stopping time.
That time ain't now...
Sure, it's dark and the clock is 12pm.
But it's not my time... not today.
Why?
Because I can't do anything. I can't think, I can't sleep, I can't work.
I can't be myself.
I'm just laying on the hotel-room, wondering.
Who am I?
Who is Roger "Moon" Woodstock?
Who is "Jumper"?
Who am I...?
You are probably asking why I'm thinking about this, and now of all times.
Well... after my little short meeting with Sonic I went to talk to Amy.
I got away quite easy... yeah I did.
But... for some reason...
I feel like...
I feel like I'm 11 again.
Confused and alone. But I know I'm not alone.
I'm not. But I still feel like it.
Why?
It's been three weeks since my first date with Amy, three weeks.
Sonic stopped talking with me, the guy obviously think something is wrong with me.
I know he's just jealous... right?
…
Is he?
Is he just jealous?
Maybe I am more different then I thought, maybe I am more alone then I hoped.
Maybe I'm just in a teen crisis or just being stupid, but I feel...
Empty, somehow.
I mean... look at this.
I am The Jumper.
A hero with two identities.
The good thing? I don't have to worry about my friends being in trouble if a enemy wants me.
The bad thing?
…
It's hard getting friends.
First, nobody knows what you do.
When you walk on the streets, you are just the normal nobody.
Second, heroes can't always live a normal life.
I...
I...
I don't have high-school.
Nope.
I don't.
Why?
…
I don't know...
But as I said, heroes can't live a normal life.
I had 3 more dates with Amy.
Guess how they end.
…
Yup.
I keep ditching her, hearing that scream for help.
Eggman is out of jail, should have expected that...
Guh... I'm the hero and I can't even think. Geez...
He's been around, looking for me.
Jesus, the guy even ignores Sonic.
SONIC!
His nemesis!
And I keep ditching the girl I happen to like, because some psychotic professor wants to fight me!
ARGH!
I... fuck...
*Sigh*
Sure... I have friends here.
I keep contact with Cherry. She's nice to talk to.
The girl seem to... I don't know...
Understand me?
She study a lot, she doesn't have that much time for friends.
The people in school think she's a nerd.
Heh... idiots.
But like I said, I have friends here.
But still...
I'm missing something...
…
Love.
Will I, the lonely wolfdog, find love?
Probably...
But I just can't... wait...
But I'll do it.
For now.
Deep thoughts of a deep person.
Hope that was good, tried my best there. Always do.
Great thanks to SugarhogRose for still reading and reviewing my stories even though there is better ones out there.
:) Thanks.
Until next chapter people!
LATAH!