Okay so READINGISWATIDO yes I did finish the series. I cried more at Tobias' reaction though. So yeah that's why I wrote this.

Okay so I wanted to clear this stuff up; I called Chris a 'she' three times in one chapter but HE is a GUY that was my mistake. And Tris like's Zayn like a brother. She feels she needs to help him through this situation. Also when she was telling him she understood she was talking about how Tobias was abused and she wishes she could fix the past but she can't. Also at one point I said that Peter spoiled Tris' secret of being a Stiff but he didn't so just act like he never did...

Anyways please REVEIW it really helps. I decided to take a break from Tris' POV for now. I love you guys no matter how many times I torture you! -Sofia

Chapter Fourteen-

Alex POV-

Six walks into the training room and the first thing I notice is that Zayn is gone. She scans the room and scowls at us.

"Did we tell you to stop?" She asks in a bone chilling voice.

Her eyes are cold and hard. She looks at us as if we killed Lena. Maybe we did, but I doubt it. She walks over to Four still scowling. She's starting to scare me. Why is she acting like this? I can't like I know Six because I don't but the look in her eyes are so cruel they make me wonder why I ever had a crush on her in the first place. Her eyes transfer me to dark, stormy places. Her eyes tell her story. Her story is cold and cruel and her story changed her.

I try and think about something else but all that comes to mind is her. I had a crush on her when she helped me down from the net. She's pretty and she's Dauntless. Mark, Chris and Ian all have crushes on her. I'm surprised about Ian because she clearly scares the crap out of him. I know she'd never date me though. For one thing I'm a Stiff. And the other reason is that everyone thinks she's dating Uriah. The way she looks at him and the way he looks at her makes it obvious.

I can't help but let my mind wander to Zayn and Lena. I hope Lena's ok. I didn't know her very long but we were friends. I can't help but worry about Zayn too. He told me he loved her. He had said that it only took one day to fall in love with her. That is real love. I could tell she at least had a crush on him. She looked at him the way Six looks at Uriah. I don't know if that's love or some other feeling. I can't say that I understand what Zayn is going through. I've never loved anyone. I'm out of my league here. I want to be a good friend for Zayn but I think he needs to go through it alone. I know he loved her. He loved her and she could leave him any second. It's possible she already did. God I wish Six would tell us what happened!

Chapter Fourteen (Still)

Zayn POV-

I let myself into Tris' apartment and lock the door. I open the fridge and pull out a carton of orange juice. I do everything in my power to stop thinking about Lena but I can't. She could be dead! She probably is dead. That is my luck. I fell in love for the first time and a day later she's as good as dead. I want to talk to someone about this but the only person I really want to talk to is Lena.

I have to start thinking about something else. I force my mind to think about Tris. I can't help but wonder how she can possibly understand. She's frigid and emotionless. I wonder what or rather who did that to her. Judging by the way she broke down in the waiting room I think someone hurt her so badly she just stopped feeling. I don't know anyone who has the power to break Tris. I'd begun to think about her as rigid and dark, but maybe that's because someone broke her. I knew she was dating Four, maybe they broke up. But I don't see Tris as the sort of girl who would completely break over a guy.

I've always been a curious person; I mean I grew up in Erudite where you could find out the answer to any question. I never thought I'd miss it there but I miss knowing anything I wanted. I guess I'm just so used to the answer being right there. I don't really miss my family though. My dad died when I was eight. My mom basically thought the answer to that problem came at the bottom of a bottle so she was no help. I have a little sister who was six when my dad died. She's 15 right now and I wish she wasn't. On one hand I want her to be here in Dauntless with me but on the other I can't help but hate having my little sister choose her whole future in one day. That sucks.

Anyways I just really want to know what happened to Tris. She confuses me and I hate being confused. I like knowing the whole story but I know that Tris clearly hates the side of her that I saw in the waiting room earlier. I could tell she didn't want to talk about her old faction in the hallway too. I think it's possible that she had a bad childhood or maybe whatever broke her happened there. It's also possible she was like Amity and it embarrasses her, but she snapped when I asked where she was from so I doubt she's just embarrassed.

I'm actually kind of glad Tris is so complex because it takes my mind off everything to try to pick her apart. She is flawed like everyone I know but she chooses not to bury her flaws like I do, but instead wear them on her sleeve, waiting for someone to notice them. I suppose no one ever really notice's her flaws because she is so good at acting like they aren't in plain sight. She's short, weak- looking and completely and utterly broken. I really need to know what happened to her. Like so badly. I know it'll be a horrible story but I want to know. I'll probably regret my curiosity if I ever find out what really happened. What could've happened?

My thoughts are interrupted when there's a knock on the door. I get up and hope its Tris or Alex. I open the door to see a dark haired girl with olive skin. She's wearing all black; figures. I recognize her for some reason. Then I remember who she is; she trains the Dauntless born initiates.

"Who are you and what are you doing in Tris' apartment?" She asks and I can't help myself.

"I was just robbing her." I say sarcastically and she scowls.

"Well?" She asks impatiently.

"Tris gave me her apartment. She moved out." I say and she looks confused.

"Since when?" She asks and I shrug.

"Like an hour ago. I'm one of her initiates." I say and her eyes widen.

"Why would she give one of you her apartment?" She asks cruelly.

"I have no clue, you may want to talk to her because I may not know her very well but something's wrong with her." I say and she tilts her head to the side in confusion.

"What do you mean?" She asks and I shrug again.

"Just trust me." I say and she nods.

I close the door and sigh. What did I just do? She told me no one understood what she was going through. Why did I just do that? I hope I didn't just screw up everything.

Christina POV-

He shuts the door and I allow myself to panic now that he can't see me. What does he mean 'something's wrong with her'? What happened? Why is there an initiate in her apartment? I walk to the transfer training room to figure it out. When I get outside the door I hear yelling. This isn't good. I open the door to see Tris and Four yelling at each other. The initiates are nowhere to be seen.

"What do you mean?" He asks.

"I don't know I just think he shouldn't fight tomorrow because he's in love with Lena!" Tris yells at them.

I let the door slam behind me and Tris turns to me wide eyed. Four looks at me with a warning look that Tris isn't herself right now.

"How long were you here?" She asks shakily.

"Like ten seconds." I say and she sighs.

"Who's Lena? Why is there and initiate living in your apartment? What is going on?" I blurt out and Four shoots me a look saying I'm stupid for asking. Tris pinches the bridge her nose.

"I have to go." She says quietly and she pushes past me.

"Something's wrong with her." Four says looking down.

"That's what the initiate said. Why would he know though?" I ask and he shakes his head.

"I have no idea. She was gone with him for an hour and it was like she completely changed. All they did was take another initiate; Lena, to the infirmary." He says and I'm so confused.

"This isn't Tris. She looks like Tris but she isn't Tris. Did Lena die or something?" I ask and he shakes his head.

"No, she's alive, or at least that's what she told me. I could tell she didn't want to talk about it. I think she was crying." He says and I'm stunned.

"Ok that can't be true, Tris like grew out of crying. She never cries." I say and it's true.

"I don't know she just seemed, I don't know, it just seemed like, she just, I have no clue." He says trying to find the right word. Then I see a flicker in his eyes as he finds it.

"She seemed broken." He says and I sigh.

"We have to talk to her." I say and he looks me dead in the eye.

"I don't think that's a good idea. I think we should just let her do what she has to right now and when she's ready she'll tell us what really happened in the hospital." I nod but I don't like his response.

I just have this feeling that she'll never be the same.

I have this feeling that she won't every come back.

So I wanted to clarify what I was thinking when I wrote this chapter because I base chapters off what band's I'm listening to during the chapter so here's my line from Hear Me by Imagine Dragons-

Can Anybody Hear Me?

I've Got A Lot That's on My Mind!

I believe that this is what Tris is thinking during this chapter even if it's not her POV. Yes her and Tobias were fighting in the training room when Christina walked in. Love you guys -Sofia