Shilly One-shots,

You Found Me

Lilly's Point of View

I said, "Where've you been?"

He said, "Ask anything"

I walked along on the corner of Second and Comistad.

On the east where it practically owned it.

I was walking alone.

Then I saw him, all alone,

Smoking his last cigarette.

"Where have you been, Shane?"

"Ask anything, Lilly."

Then I began.

And all I needed was a call

But it never came.

"Where were you when my world was falling apart?"

I didn't even give him a chance to answer.

"I sit by my telephone, waiting for your call, it never came."

He was about to protest but I continued on.

"All I needed was a call, Shane. That's it. Just one call or text. Anything. But it didn't happen."

I felt tears coming, but it couldn't happen here.

Especially in front of Shane.

Just a little late,

You found me.

I was lost and insecure…and laying on my bathroom floor, with blood coming out of my wrists.

I needed Shane.

He was my best friend.

I started to sob.

Then, Miley came, followed by Nate and Jason, then Taylor.

Soon I was surrounded by my friends trying to stop my bleeding.

"Lilly…" Shane whispered as he came over to me.

I laughed, I was getting loopy from losing so much blood.

Shane laughed through his tears.

"What are you doing to yourself, Lil?"

I shrugged,

"You were just a little late…but you found me."

Who I'm not, and who I want to be.

No way to know.

In the end, everybody was left only.

Since Shane left, the only one who has ever known.

Who I am, and who I'm not, and who I wanna be.

No way to know.

How long until he will be next to me.

You got some kind of nerve,

Taking everything I want.

Shane and I have been standing in the same spot that I approached him in.

I was still asking him questions, but not letting him answer.

"And you didn't even call, Shane!" Tears starting to fall freely now, "You never left any messages, and you didn't even send one stupid letter!" I started to yell hysterically.

"You have some nerve taking everything I want."

"What do you mean taking everything you want?" Shane asked, "I didn't even take anything."

"Yes you did, Shane, you took you. And I want you because I love you!" I didn't really care what I was saying it was like a bomb let out inside of me, and I was taking it all out on Shane.

Where were you?

Where were you?

"I had absolutely no idea where you were Shane! You don't know what it's like to fall asleep with your crush, but then you wake up, and they're gone….without even saying goodbye too."

I started to sob again.

"Where were you Shane?"

I missed him.

I needed him.

I love him.

You found me,

You found me.

"Why Shane? Why?" I started to yell.

"Lilly…"Shane said as he wrapped his arms around me.

"Why, Shane, why'd you have to leave and leave me all alone?" I said, tears starting to soak his shirt.

"Because Lilly…" Shane said as he lifted my chin to face him, so that I had to look into his eyes, and they had some hurt in them…and tears. "Lilly, I was lost without you. No, correction, I am lost without you. But you found me, and I love you too for doing that." Shane said as he kissed me softly. It was our first kiss, and when I kissed back, I could feel him smiling.

Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? You found me.