Chapter 13 Deepening Of Trust

Inuyasha, Koga, Miroku, Kagome, Sango, Shippo and Kirara were still traveling together to look for jewel-shards, but they had clearly split into two separate-groups.

During the day, the groups were Kagome, Sango and Kirara, 'The Girls', and Inuyasha, Koga, Miroku and Shippo, 'The Boys'.

When night came, Shippo joined 'The Girls' around their fire, being far to young to witness both the affectionate and sexual-actions of the older-males towards each other at their fire.

Miroku gasped loudly, moaning and arching up against Inuyasha, shuddering in involuntary-response as the half dog-demon thrust himself deeper inside his saliva-slicked entrance easily.

"Ohhhh god…" the monk groaned, panting, looking flushed and hot-as-lava as he writhed on his back beneath the other man. "I hope that I never get used to this…"

Koga smiled as he came up behind them, his long brown tail swishing through the long-grass as it moved since he was on his hands and knees.

Their clothes were scattered all over the clearing from when they had stripped earlier.

"If it would mean that we didn't get to see you looking like that anymore," the wolf-demon teased him. "Then I hope that you never get used to this either…"

Miroku flushed at his compliment, sweaty and dazed as he watched Koga move directly behind Inuyasha, his brown hands reaching out to part his mate's alabaster-cheeks, lowering his head to press his lips to his entrance almost worshipfully.

Inuyasha trembled above him, his silver tresses swirling in the light-breeze as he tilted his head back, his golden eyes closing nearly all the way, moaning blissfully as his lover's tongue started to slide and swirl over his hole.

Koga smiled inwardly as the dog-demon's entrance clenched beneath his attention, as though unconsciously begging for his cock.

"Uhhhh, Koga, please!" he pleaded, his claws lengthening as they dug into the grass and dirt in reaction, his slender but strong hips moving back into his caresses and forward into Miroku both. "I need you!"

"Soon," he whispered seductively, nibbling gently on one furry-ear before pulling back to slip his own fingers into his mouth, slicking them up thoroughly.

Then he moved lower again, rocking back on his ankles to separate Inuyasha's cheeks again, pressing one finger into him slowly.

His mate's slender and pale, almost-feminine body shook like a leaf in a strong-wind as he made a noise that was half-moan, half-snarl, tensing and relaxing when he added a second finger, his hips moving in an unconscious circular-motion that made Miroku shudder and groan beneath him.

"Fuck, Koga, just do it, please!" he pleaded, panting and gasping as the wolf-demon added his last two fingers at the same time.

His hole clamped down around them tightly, and then loosened, the muscles quivering and fluttering open for him eagerly.

Koga withdrew his fingers carefully and rose up above Inuyasha, placing his hands on his hips gently, aligning the head of his cock with his entrance and pressing forward into his lover.

He groaned loudly as Inuyasha's body embraced him with a warm, tight, and surprisingly soothing touch around his length.

He shuddered when the dog-demon pushed his hips back against him, placing his tan arms on either side of his torso, his hands over his where they rested over Miroku's weaker ones gently.

"Are you ready to move?"

Inuyasha nodded in answer, gasping softly as he did so, pushing him further inside the man beneath him.

The Monk whimpered loudly, arching up against him again, shaking with pleasure as Koga and Inuyasha got into a rhythm with each other.

The speaking stopped then, except for the occasional whispered exclamation of a name or declaration of love and commitment, the darkness only interrupted by the rustling-grasses, groans and gasps for each other in the glowing, red-light from the embers of the slowly-dying fire, their sweat-slicked bodies moving and writhing together beautifully.

Koga thrust forward one last time, coming inside Inuyasha quickly with a low-moan.

The silver-haired man quivered beneath him, gasping his mate's name as he found brilliant-release inside Miroku.

Miroku shuddered, nearly convulsing as he climaxed as well, his eyes drifting closed, smiling at Inuyasha weakly as he pulled back and out of him gently.

Then his eyes flew open as he heard the sound of Inuyasha turning around to pounce on Koga quickly.

He pinned him to the ground, kissing his mouth aggressively, moans and snarls escaping their lips as they clawed at each other as was the nature of most demons, desperate for more contact apparently.

Koga cried out then, arching his back with pleasure, feeling slick-fingers probing between his cheeks, raking his nails over his bare-back, his legs parting and falling open as he surrendered himself unconditionally to Inuyasha's care and love, finding himself hopelessly wishing that he could give this man, his heart, children to love him as the dog-demon had clearly loved his parents, and possibly even his older-brother at one time.

Inuyasha must have seen something of his slight-sadness in his face and eyes, because he started to press loving, tender kisses all over his face, neck and chest, making unshed tears glisten in his eyes at his actions.

"What troubles you, my beauty?" he asked softly, so that Miroku would not hear him speaking.

The wolf-demon flushed at his endearment, a single-tear trailing down his left-cheek until Inuyasha licked it away gently with his tongue.

"I… It's nothing. I love you… So much… Please, make love to me, Inuyasha, please…"

"I will, but we will be talking about this later, Ko," he said firmly, his tone of voice inviting no argument.

"Okay…"

Inuyasha drew him closer into his arms, one white hand moving to stroke and caress his cock, two of the fingers of his other hand circling his hole gently before slipping into him easily.

Koga gasped, panting quietly as his eyes dilated with pleasure and arching his back, an unconscious pleading sound escaping his throat as he tilted his head back to look up at his mate.

"In-Inuyasha!" he moaned loudly, his hips shifting up into the touch, pulling the dog-demon's fingers deeper inside his passage.

"Ahhhh! Oh gods…"

Inuyasha smiled down at him with soft, golden eyes, adding his other two fingers beside the first ones.

Koga whimpered, spreading his legs even wider, his hips thrusting with uncaring-abandon, his eyes and lips begging for more.

"Please-please-please…" he chanted, eyes dark and pleading as they stared up at him.

"Please what, my love?" he teased Koga gently.

"Need you… Inside me… Now…" he panted, crying out when Inuyasha withdrew his fingers and replaced them with something bigger carefully.

"Ahhhhh," Koga moaned, squirming beneath him as his inner-muscles contracted, tightening around Inuyasha's cock, embracing it the same way that his arms embraced his lover's body against his.

Inuyasha lifted Koga up as he moved into a sitting-position, still buried inside the wolf-demon where he sat on his lap now, staring into his eyes as he panted.

"Ride me, Koga," he commanded him, the order softened by the desperate-need in his golden eyes.

Koga shuddered, his thighs quivering where they rested above Inuyasha's knees, gasping and moaning as he started to move obediently, his hands moving up to kneed the dog-demon's strong shoulders like a cat would a blanket.

Inuyasha slid his arms around his mate's bare-back, pulling him closer so that every inch of their bodies touched, sliding his hands down to grip Koga's round, firm butt, feeling his tail swish over his hands gently in response as he started to move faster quickly.

The dog-demon smiled as his lover moaned, his hips thrusting back and forth on his lap eagerly, his beautiful face tight with concentration, biting his own lower-lip between his teeth, black hair swaying in the breeze as he panted loudly.

"Inu-Inuyasha," he pleaded, his breath hitching in his chest sexily as he squirmed on his lap desperately. "I can't- I need- Please!"

Inuyasha understood what he desired, despite his broken voice, reaching out to take his mate's hard cock in his hand, stroking the length gently.

Koga tensed, inner-muscles tightening around him as he continued to rock on his lap, coming with a strangled-sounding cry.

Then he melted against his lover as Inuyasha kissed him with a low-growl, thrusting into him a few more times before coming inside his warm, willing body.

"Gods, Inuyasha, I love you…" he whispered, trembling against the other man as he pulled out carefully.

Inuyasha drew him close as he pulled him down to lay with him in the grass long beside Miroku, the sweat drying on their skin as the monk moved closer to lay his head on Inuyasha's chest so that the dog-demon had one man on either side of his body.

"I love you to, Koga," he promised, smiling at him as he pressed his lips to his forehead gently, doing the same to Miroku's as well.

"I honestly don't know what I'd do without you now. Either of you. I'm glad that we have each other. I was so tired of being alone…"

"Mmm…" Koga hummed in agreement, smiling as he snuggled closer to them both.

"You never have to be alone again, my love."

"As long as you both want me," the monk added softly.

"I'll be here."

"You make it sound like we're going to tire of you."

"Wouldn't you? Eventually? What happens when I start to get old? You'll still both be young and beautiful, and… like this, and I won't…"

Both of the demons were shocked when they heard a poorly-muffled sob from the other man.

"I'm sorry… It's just… This isn't fair. I know that there's no Mating-Bond between us, but I love you both. So much it hurts. I just… I just wish that I had more time to give you…"

Inuyasha lifted a hand to touch Miroku's hair, shifting to lay on his side while Koga moved to lay on the other side of the monk, stroking his hair gently as the wolf-demon rubbed and caressed his bare-back soothingly.

"Shhh, Miroku," Inuyasha whispered softly.

"It's okay. I know that it's cruel, but would you rather have never known us this way at all? We love you, and we are not going to leave you. Yes, someday, it won't be the same as it is now. Everything changes with time, but we will love you. Always. Someday you won't be with us anymore, and we are not looking forward to that day, but it will happen, and we have to accept it and then let it go, or we will never be happy with the time that we do have with you. No, it isn't fair, but nothing ever is. My parents were murdered, as were many of Koga's Tribe-Mate's, and your father is gone. But we have each other, and we have love. We should focus on our blessings, not our trials. If we can do that, then we will be okay."

"I know that you're right, Inuyasha, but I…"

"Shhh," Inuyasha said again as he kissed the monk gently on the lips, still stroking his hair.

"Sleep, Miroku. Just rest. Everything will look better in the morning, I promise."

Miroku sighed, obviously still upset, but he closed his eyes obediently, drifting into dreams easily as he relaxed his muscles slowly.

As soon as he was out Inuyasha drew Koga back over to lie by him on the opposite side as the monk, slipping a gentle-arm around his shoulders, drawing him closer against him and kissing his lips briefly, lifting a hand to stroke his hair soothingly.

"I want you to tell me why you were crying earlier, Koga," he stated softly.

"I can't…"

"Why not?" Inuyasha asked patiently, feeling his mate squirm against him unconsciously, realizing that, whatever the reason was, it made him uncomfortable.

"Because I… It's embarrassing…"

"How so?"

"It… I was wishing that I could give you children."

He continued to speak in response to his mate's incredulous look.

"I know, it's impossible, but I think that you'd make a great father. You're so gentle and caring toward us. It's nice. It makes me feel safe and happy, because I know I am with you. That's what children want, too. But it doesn't matter, because it won't happen. I know that, but I can't seem to stop thinking about it."

Everything was silent for a moment as they lay there save for the wind rustling through the leaves of the trees and the hissing-flames of the nearby fire.

"Well, say something, Inuyasha."

"I don't really know what to say, Koga. I've never really given much thought to having children, even for the brief-span of time that I know now that I wasted with Kikyo. I suppose that it would be nice. If they would make you happy, then, for your sake, I wish that we could have them, to."

They both looked up with wide-eyes, gold and blue, as a shooting-star shot through the ink-black sky overhead, illuminating the clearing in beautiful, silver-light for what felt like a life-time, but what was really only an instant, before dancing out of their sight over the trees.

"Wow," Koga breathed, smiling as he snuggled closer to Inuyasha. "Beautiful…"

"Yeah," Inuyasha said, making Koga blush as he realized that his mate was looking down at him now instead of up at the sky. "Beautiful…"

He lifted his head up to kiss the dog-demon on his lips gently before laying his head back down on his chest and closing his eyes, yawning sleepily.

"I love you, Inuyasha."

"I love you, to, Ko. Sleep, love. I'll watch over you both until Miroku takes second-watch."

"Mmm… Okay. Goodnight."

"Goodnight."