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Been Dazed and Confused for so long it's not true.
Wanted a woman, never bargained for you.
You hurt and abuse tellin' all of your lies.
Run around sweet baby, Lord how they hypnotize.
Sweet little baby, I don't know where you've been.
Gonna love you baby, here I come again.
Don't know where you're goin', only know just where you've been,
Sweet little baby, I want you again.
Been dazed and confused for so long, it's not true.
Dazed and confused By Led Zeppelin.
...
A moment of silence passed neither Dean nor Nick talked sipping their beers.
"Well Dean," Nick started. "I was planning that when I see you I will make you pay for what you did to Josie."
"Really, with what right? You're NOT her boyfriend anymore!" Dean growled.
"That doesn't mean I don't care anymore, I'm not like you Dean!" Nick said calmly. "I still can't understand how you let such a great woman, Josie is one of the ...no she is the most beautiful and great girl I've ever seen, you're such a fool!"
"You left her too Nick, that makes you an ass, don't you think?" Dean said crossing his arms against his chest.
"No," Nick growled. "I didn't, she was the one who left, because she was still in love with you, you asshole!" he finished angrily.
"Well I'm adorable you know!" Dean smirked.
"But an idiot bastard!" Nick said angrily. "She loved you and you left her, and then what, she can't recover from it yet, because of you!"
"Well Nick, if you were a man enough maybe you would have made her forget about me but," Dean shrugged.
"You son of a bitch!" Nick snapped taking a swing at Dean.
"I think the truth really hurts!" Dean said punching Nick in the face.
"Truth my ass!" Nick said hitting Dean in the gut making him drop on the floor.
Dean stood up angrily jumping on Nick and both of them were involved in a fight, kicking, punching and both of them were angry. Not long after when the bar owner and some guys from the bar broke Dean and Nick apart before they kill each other, and they got kicked out too.
"This is not over!" Dean said to Nick.
"I'm ready to take it outside, you wuss!" Nick challenged.
"If any of you started a fight in front of my bar I will call the cops!" the bar owner told both of them.
Dean and Nick kept glaring at each other but as they didn't want the cops to get involved they preferred to leave. Dean made "I will keep my eyes on you" to Nick before getting into his car, Nick flipped him the bird before getting in his car.
...
Nick went back to the motel and he was boiling form anger, he was pissed at himself more than anything for making Dean get on his nerves, and tonight he was going to ask Josie to leave with him.
"Shit! What the hell happened to you?" Josie snapped out of bed when she saw Nick's face and how he looked like from the fight with Dean.
"Nothing, never mind!" he said taking off his jacket. "You're naked so let's take advantage of the situation!" he said leaning to kiss her but she took a step away.
"You had a fight with Dean, right?" she asked. "Fuck Nick!"
"Josie, he was being an ass and…," Nick said but Josie cut him off.
"He has always been an ass, which is not new!" she said. "But I'm too drunk to argue now," she huffed. "Shit Nick, seriously you shouldn't have done that!"
"Punish me then!" he said holding her against him.
"I'm thinking of something better!" Josie said taking off his shirt and pushed him on the bed getting on the top of him. "You will get my crazy drunk loud sex now, I warn you!"
"And I'm up for it!" Nick said switching positions getting on the top of her leaning down starting to kiss her body.
...
Dean was still pissed from what happened at the bar and if it wasn't for people that broke him and Nick apart he would have taught him the lesson of his life. But Dean knew that it wasn't the last time him and Nick will meet and sure one day he will.
Even though Dean was too angry to sleep he went to bed seeing his little brother already asleep on his bed and he didn't want to wake Sam up so he just laid there thinking, thinking of Josie. Dean had to admit to himself that he misses her, taking the bed for himself for the second night now wasn't that great, he got used to her sleeping next to him. "What the hell is happening to me?" Dean thought. Does he have feelings for Josie? No he is not! Why he misses her then? She is a friend! Friend my ass!
Dean's thoughts were killing him, and just thinking of Josie and what happened, his sense of guilt and Nick and everything was just torture. And as that wasn't enough, Dean had another type of hell to deal with, way worse. He now was hearing Josie's loud moans from the other room, her wild, crazy and loud screams as she was having sex with Nick.
"Come on, for fuck's sake!" Dean growled getting out of his bed, he looked at Sam but Sam was deep asleep with his headphones in his ears. Dean didn't know what to do hearing Josie having sex with the man that for the moment Dean hated the most, Josie was getting louder by the second making him more angry and he couldn't take it, he got out of the room hoping he won't hear her anymore but he was wrong.
Once Dean got out of the room he could hear Josie's voice even louder coming out of the room next to his room, he decided to go and ask them to keep it down, he wasn't thinking clear at all hearing her like that, anger was messing his judgment to go "ask them to keep it down". Dean was about to knock on the door when he froze.
Nick and Josie's room had a big window and that window wasn't completely closed and Dean saw them, Nick and Josie, he saw them having sex and seeing the way Nick was pleasing her Dean hated him even more.
Outside-from the window-Dean was watching. Hating Nick to get to have Josie to himself while he was the one who should be with her now, and the way he was taking care of her, Dean never did that to her. But once again Dean thought, thought that the longest time he spent with Josie was a week, the one week they had all to themselves on their first time and her first time too, he knew that he never really got to be with her like "that" more than one week while Nick got to be with her for almost a couple of years in the time that Dean was the one who should have and he was able too if he wasn't stupid blind jerk. And that was another reason for Dean to hate Nick and to blame himself too.
But the real question was did he want Josie because he likes her? Or just because he couldn't have her and now she was with Nick? All those questions made Dean to have a conversation with himself.
Did you ever love her?
Whoa, whoa who said love?
You thought of it Dean, don't lie to yourself, you know, you know that Josie was never been your friend like you always pretended, ask yourself that question, if she was your "friend" why did you have sex with her in the first place?
I had sex with a lot of girls!
Yeah, but you always said she is your friend, and part of family …,
Shut up!
You felt something towards her and that's what made you do it, or you just took advantage of her.
I didn't!
So you like her!
But Dean didn't know, he liked her or he just took advantage of her. He didn't use her, he didn't.
But still he didn't know, he was just confused and couldn't think clear seeing her with Nick when she was suppose to be with him. That's all what Dean was thinking about that he was the one who suppose to be with Josie not Nick, holding her in his arms, kissing her and doing his best to please her to cry out with his name not Nick's like she just did. And he had to leave not able to watch Josie like that making him hate himself more and more, he needed to clear his mind, he had to go.
Josie and Nick were done now cuddling in bed, Josie was resting her head against Nick's bare chest, she was exhausted, drunk and ready to fall asleep, her mind was already shut down.
"Did you like it?" Nick asked.
"You're asking?" she exclaimed. "Man, that was freaking awesome! As usual!" Josie said. "Only hope you had fun!"
"I definitely had fun!" Nick said kissing her head. "Now you get some rest, okay?"
"Okay," Josie said hugging him tighter, she was half asleep already. She muttered something Nick couldn't hear.
"What did you say Josie?" he questioned leaning closer to hear what she said.
"That was great, I love you Dean!" that was what Josie muttered.
"Dean?" Nick was SHOCKED hearing Josie saying Dean's name after all that, saying that she loves him too but when Nick looked at her she was asleep. And now he knew that Josie will never be his, not now not ever. Nick was over the edge, mad and frustrated and for the moment he hated Josie, Dean and himself.
Nick gently moved Josie aside placing her head on her pillow and he got out of the bed getting dressed ready to leave. He gathered his stuff but not before writing Josie a note telling her why he left and asking her not to call him again, not ever.
...
"Josie,
I left, and I don't think you will ever see me again. You probably don't remember but after what you said last night it will be so humiliating for me to be with you ever again. Saying Dean's name after having sex with me calling me his name and telling him you love him, that's too much for me Josie. I always knew you loved him but calling me with his name after all that, no Josie I can't take it anymore. I loved you but you never cared being in love with that jerk, for the moment I hate you, you don't deserve what he did to you and you don't deserve my love too.
I want you to lose my number, from now on act like you never met me ever in your life. Don't call me again, not ever. I'm really sorry for you, your love for Dean really ruined your life, you can't get rid of him and you can't move on and as much as I hate you now I feel sorry for you. Only one last thing, I don't want to see you or hear you again, please lose my number.
NICK… not Dean."
That was the note Josie found by her nightstand when she woke up the next morning, and she couldn't believe she did that. She wore her silk short white robe quickly and went outside the room maybe Nick's car was still there but he was far gone, he left last night not this morning. She went to sit on her bed angry trying to call Nick to say sorry but his phone was off, she couldn't blame him for what she did and now she only has herself to blame, Nick hates her now and he don't want to see her again.
It was around 8am now when Dean parked his car outside of the motel after the long ride he took. On his way back to his room he couldn't help but to look checking on Josie's room and the room's door was open he could see Josie sitting on her bed with her head down, Dean walked to the room knocking on the door.
"Is everything ok?" Dean asked Josie.
Josie raised her head looking at him. "No, everything is not ok!" she snapped. "Because of you!"
"Hey, your boyfriend was the one who started the fight not me!" Dean yelled at her. "You should be angry at him not me!"
"No," Josie paused. "Well, you can be happy now, he left and he will never come back!" she said standing up.
Dean's eyes were locked on Josie's body in her sleek robe that was fitting every inch of her naked body under it and he hardly took his eyes off her body looking at her in the eye. "Well, you didn't expect him to stay with us right?" Dean said. "And how is that my fault, looks like it's only yours cause last time I checked you were on top of him and both of you were happy!" Dean snarled.
"What? You were watching us?" Josie was shocked.
"Baby, your voice was so loud; I think the whole state heard you already!" Dean teased sarcastically.
"That doesn't give you the right to watch me!" Josie snapped getting closer to him.
"I didn't want to hear you either but your loud voice…," Dean started but he was cut off by her yelling.
"Fuck you Dean," Josie snapped. "And for the record I was loud cause it was so good!" she said angrily.
"Really?" Dean mocked.
"Yeah really, it was the best I ever had," Josie yelled. "Better than you DEAN!" she added.
Dean got so mad, and he went to shut the door, checking on the windows closing them too. Josie wasn't sure what he was doing as they were in the middle of a fight.
"So, he was better than me huh?" Dean said getting closer to Josie but she didn't answer glaring at him angrily. "Answer me!" he demanded putting both of his hands on her hips pressing her against him in a harsh move.
"Yes!" Josie growled still glaring at him, she felt him unwrapping her robe from around her. "Stop!" she demanded but Dean didn't stop and now her robe was undone.
A tense moment of silent passed only the sound of their heavy breath. And when Dean took the robe completely off Josie she didn't say anything, seconds after he got closer to her and Josie closed the gap between them and they started to make out, roughly. Josie took off Dean's shirt and he carried her to the bed getting on the top of her. "Now, I WILL show you the best sex you will ever have Josie!"
...
Two hours later Dean and Josie were on her bed panting, both of them on their side on their back.
"Damn Josie!" Dean said gasping for air.
"Angry sex is always the best, I was mad, like pissed!" she said. "Honestly Dean, we're so screwed up here, that wasn't supposed to happen!" Josie told Dean.
"You're not the only one here who was pissed," Dean started. "Seeing him eating you out like that last night was…,"
"What? Shit, you saw that!" Josie exclaimed cutting him off. "Dean you're a perv!" she said.
"Hearing you, seeing you and you telling me he is better than me Josie, I had a point to prove!" Dean told her.
"Yeah, and you proved it, three times too!" Josie chuckled lightly. "I hate you!"
"And I hate you too!" Dean said and both of them laughed.
"But I was serious, cause of you everything is messed up now; Nick doesn't want to see me again!" Josie said. "And don't ask why!"
"I won't." Dean said. They were silent for a while. "I'm sorry!"
"For now? Nah its ok, it was stupid but I was there too you know." She said.
"No, not about that," he told her. "About what I did to you before, Sam told me everything and I'm truly sorry!"
"Whatever!"
"I'm telling you I'm sorry and you just say whatever?" Dean said angrily.
"Look Dean, don't get angry because I really don't have much energy left to have another round, ok." She said sarcastically. "And its little too late for that sorry of yours, but if it will make you feel better and make you sleep at night, okay, fine, you're sorry I heard, consider me cool!" Josie said in a calm cold tone.
Dean didn't know what to do or say he just didn't talk at all; he couldn't blame her for the way she was acting. "Well, I'm sorry Josie; I have nothing else to say!"
Josie looked at him and she saw it in his eyes that he was really sorry, but she still couldn't take it, it was too little and already too late to apologize. "That is the last time you gonna ever touch me Dean, we are not going to have any kind of sexual activity again, ever. And Sam cannot know about this!"
"Fine," Dean said. "Don't you wanna go for another round?" he said grinning at her.
"NO!" Josie said. "And please now get out of my room!" She said getting out of the bed. "I'm going to take a shower, and you can go now Mr. I had a point to prove!"
"This is not fair!" Dean whined seeing her walking to the bathroom naked.
"Life is not fair sweetie; you're old enough to know that!" Josie mocked. "Now, get out!"
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