A/N: Hey! So I've decided to go ahead and change the rating to M for chapters to come! Lots wanted it so why not.

Warnings!: Uh, mention of suicide and vulgar language from Magnus.

I don't own TMI

"Hey" Magnus looked up from the spot on the floor, smiling slightly.

"Magnus! What the hell are you doing? You could've fallen.. How'd you get up here anyway? It's the second floor."

Magnus just grinned and winked, then sat up slowly, Alec stepped forward helping him up. "What're you doing here?"

"I wanted to talk to you."

Alec sighed, walking to sit on his bed, "It couldn't wait until tomorrow?"

"No"

Sighing again Alec motioned for Magnus to come sit next to him. As Magnus walked over Alec spoke, "I'm sorry."

Magnus shook his head and sat down, "It's okay," Alec open his mouth to tell him that it wasn't but Magnus continued before he could. "I should've just told you. I'm just afraid you won't want to be with me if you know what happened."

"Magnus that would never happen. I lo- … Like you too much to not want to be with you." Alec looked away blushing, had he almost told Magnus he loves him? Surely not, there's no way he love Magnus. Not this soon at least. Right?

Magnus continued on as I nothing happened, Alec figured it was because he didn't hear him or didn't care. Probably the latter, Alec thought. "I've never told anyone before.. You'll be the first."

"Look, Magnus, you don't have to tell me. I'm sorry, I over reacted."

Magnus picked at his finger nails nervously. Alec had never seen him so out of character, he was always so confident. Right now he looked so small and drawn back. "I'll tell you. Might as well get it over with, I mean, if you don't want to be with me after you know then there's no point in dragging it out. I'm sure I can try and move on.. Eventually."

"Mags," Alec scooted closer, "It's okay, really. You only have to tell me if you want to. And I'm not going to leave you. It's not like you killed somebody."

Magnus flinched, "I kind of.. Did." He spoke quietly.

"What?" Alec looked at him in shock, unable to believe his boyfriend could even do such a thing. Magnus sighed, preparing himself.

"When I was little my parents loved me. At least they acted like it."

"Magnus, really you don't have to do this." Magnus only held his hand up and continued.

"As I got older I started wearing makeup, and I never talked about girls. One night when I came home I brought my boyfriend. I wanted them to meet him, but they made him leave. My step dad shouted at me. Told me how wrong I was and how much I disgusted him."

As Magnus talked Alec moved closer, "That's awful! How could he tell his own child that?"

Magnus merely shrugged, "My mom was convinced I wasn't normal. That I came from the devil and that I'm not hers. She was so upset, never talked to me. Hardly to my step dad."

Throughout talking Magnus had tears build up, threatening to spill over. Alec told him to stop, that he doesn't have to tell him but he didn't listen.

"I came home from school one day and couldn't find her. I went out back, checked the barn just in case." Magnus sniffed, "She hung herself. In the barn behind our house." A few tears escaped but Magnus made no move to wipe them away, "It's my fault. It's all my fault."

Alec wrapped his arms around his boyfriend holding him tightly, "It's not your fault Magnus." The elder turned, placing his head on Alec's shoulder. He cried and gripped his shirt tightly. Afraid that if he let go Alec would leave. After Magnus called down slightly he pulled back to finish, Alec's arms still around him.

"When my dad came home and saw he blamed me.. H-He tried to drown me. It the fountain in our back yard." Alec gasped quietly, "I got away, lashed out at him and ran. Called the police and they took him to jail."

Alec hugged him tighter, whispering soothing words as Magnus cried. "I was supposed to live with aunt and uncle, but they didn't want me. I got money from my mom when she.. Died. And from my step dad when he did… So I moved here. Alone."

Magnus pulled back and stood, walking back to the window. "Magnus wait."

Alec jumped off the bed going after him. Magnus turned to face him, wiping the tears away.

"You're not alone. You have me."

Magnus looked up shocked, "What? Y-You're not appalled by me?"

Alec smiled a bit, "Of course not. It's not your fault. Your mom made a choice and your step dad wrongly blamed you.." He stepped closer, hugging him tightly. "You're not alone. Never again."

Magnus sobbed, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend's waist tightly. Alec pulled back a bit, pressing his lips to the taller. Magnus kissed back, tears still running down his cheeks.

"Alec! Who the hell are- Oh." Isabelle stood in the doorway, looking tied.

The two broke apart, Alec blushing and looking at his sister. Magnus looking down, wiping furiously at his eyes. She smiled at the two, "Sorry.." She closed the door softly.

"I should go home.."

Alec looked at him, "Oh, yeah, right." Alec walked to the window to close it, he didn't see his boyfriend's car, "Magnus? Did you walk?"

"Yeah. Why'd you close the window?"

"I was going to let you go out the front door.. But you're not walking home. Not this late." He went back to his bed, climbing in and patting the spot next to him, blushing.

Magnus smiled and walked over slowly, kicking his shoes off, then bending down to take off his socks. He took his shirt off quickly then moved to get in next to him. Alec blushed deeper, "Uh.. You can t-take your pants off. If you want. I mean, those can't be comfortable to sleep in."

"Not really, but I doubt you would want me to sleep naked."

"What?!"

Magnus chuckled, sliding under the covers. "Believe me Alec, a cock as big a mine does not fit into skinnies, especially with underwear in the way."

Alec turned red all down his neck and his ears, pulling the covers up over his head. "Aww," Magnus grinned, pulling the covers down. He pecked his boyfriend's lips quickly, laying his head on the pillow.

"Do you have to say things like that?"

"Like what?" Magnus teased, "Like.. Like what you just said!"

"Hmm.. Which time?"

Alec groaned, "Never mind.."

Magnus smiled and pulled Alec closer, closing his eyes. "Good night.."

"Good night, Magnus." Alec closed his eyes, glad Magnus is back to his regular self again.

A/N: What'd you think? Let me know if you liked it, reviews are much appreciated.