It Seems like my time with Rin and the others is coming to a close and I never thought that it was going to be so emotional. Agent Yamanaka came to me about an hour ago and told me that I couldn't stay here anymore that I was to get my things together and not take too much time saying goodbye. From the look on his face and the tone of his voice I knew that he was serious that something was wrong. As I gathered my thing Rin cried and the others complained that I had to leave
" It's not fair why do you have to leave." Rin sobbed as she asked me the question. To be honest I wasn't sure myself he didn't say all I know is that he talked to Keade and then told me I had to go with him.
" I don't know Rin I was told I had to leave and I don't know why." I said fighting to keep the unshed tears from flowing. With Rin crying the way she was it was getting really hard to hold the tears I don't want to go I have come to like it here and the people and kids aint that bad most are nice and I feel torn cause im losing my friends.
It didn't take long for me to finish packing I didn't have many things the only thing I had left to pack was a picture of mama and Sota. I wanted to pack them last I wanted them to see the great people standing before me the ones I called friends I knew that if they had been here they would like them. As we continued to stand there and exchange hugs my foot began to burn really bad like I stepped on hot coils. I realize now that everything had run through my head that I forgot that I stepped on glass when one of the FBI agents broke a picture in my house. As I looked down I noticed that there was blood smeared on the floor from where I have walked around the room. How long had I been bleeding ? even though it was a little bit the scarlet tint that the floor had from where I had previously been standing started making me sick to my stomach. I eased my way to my bed and sat down I felt light-headed.
"Kagome your bleeding are you alright." Shippo asked as he came closer
" I.. I'm fine Shippo I just cut my foot on glass back at the house that's all." I told him I just wasn't ready for the next part. Ayame walked close and grabbed my leg she examined my foot why koga stood there looking at me with a very strange look on his face.
"Kagome... why did you go there when you ran off? why did you run to begin with? He asked bluntly Koga sure knew how to ease in a conversation did he. what do I tell him my dead brother and mother was trying to kill me in a dream and when I woke up everyone was staring at me and it freaked me out. Well I guess that would work actually because well it was the truth I want to tell them my secret I do but I don't want them to hate me or think im a freak or blame me.
Every one was looking at me and I felt like I owed them an answer after all they have been here for me since I got here and I know so much about them and they know nothing about me. I have to give them an explanation,
" I need to tell you guys something I... I want to explain why I went to the house. You see," I stopped what am I doing can I truly relive the gruesome memory and actually tell them. I took a deep breath to calm myself ," The house that I went to is mine. you see I had to come here after some things happened there. I've tried so hard to forget it all and try to move on but the memories are too much and im haunted by it each and everyday. One day after school I got chased all around town by some random people and when I lost them I headed home. when I finally got home I found my mother and brother..." I started to cry I had to finish telling them so that they would understand what I was going through so that the didn't think I was some kind of freak or anything. " I found them on the kitchen floor they were killed and I just did escape and I see them in my dreams. they follow me and that's why I space and freak out sometimes and I wanted to share that with you so that you guys wouldn't think im some psycho or something.
