Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry its late! This is my first 2012 post, enjoy :)
»'Why doesn't life has a rewind button?'«
Sometimes we fail, and other times we commit mistakes. Then we regret every stupid move we've done, and to know you'll never forgive yourself for that is the worst feeling ever.
Sometimes you just wish you had a time machine, so you could get back on time and undo things up.
But again, how would we've know when things aren't going to end up as planned?
Sometimes we wish we haven't done something, because if we'd made the wrong choice, we'll be doomed.
'It is like playing with fire, if you're not smart enough, you'll get burned'
And that's what happened to me.
I got burned.
I stood there, in my crow form by her bedroom window contemplating her sleep.
It wasn't easy getting to the human world, well or at least not by myself. There was only a path to cross from the Dark Dimension Kingdom –or vampire world, whatever- to the human's world; if Stefan didn't explain to me how to get here, I probably got lost. He even told me not any vampire could cross, even with a ring like mine; you needed to be strong and powerful enough to be able to cross.
But it worth it, I came here in one piece.
She was like I remembered her, her golden hair was spread all the way on her pillow, her flawless skin was always glowing, she looked so pretty...
But something in her facial expression was wrong, she seemed disturbed, something in her dream was bothering her, she was constantly moving and her porcelain face was contorted in worry.
She was having a nightmare.
Unable of keeping from guessing, I started trying to read her mind as I was taught so I could discover what was disturbing her so much.
She was dreaming -rather having a nightmare- about me.
On her dream, she was at a dark forest, running and screaming my name with all her might.
Elena was looking for me, she was turning more desperate with each passing second, running until her legs gave up and she fell to the ground sobbing.
She was hurting because of my fault; she can't even sleep in peace without worrying about me...
I couldn't take it anymore, I wanted to comfort her and tell her I was ok.
I turned back to my human form and opened her bedroom window, before I knew it; I started entering, when suddenly an invisible barrier was blocking my way in.
What the-?
I tried entering again, but something just couldn't let me get in.
"Elena!" I whispered quietly trying not to scare her, but still, she snapped her eyes open and screamed the moment she heard me.
Maybe because it was too dark for her human eyes to adjust, or maybe she was still asleep, she didn't see me instantly, she was looking everywhere but the window, with a confuse look on her now pale face.
"Over here" I said finally getting her attention; the moment our eyes met, her confused pale face turned into a shocked one and then to a euphoric one in just a couple of seconds.
"Damon? Oh my god! What are you doing there? Where have you been all this time? Why haven't you answered my calls?" Elena gasped as she climbed off the bed and came closer bombarding me with her questions.
I almost smile at myself, I had forgotten how talkative Elena was, she was nothing like Bonnie...
Oh shit! I had forgotten about that too... I had to come back early before someone-
"Why are you standing out there? You want a frozen ass or something? Come in" Elena said cutting my thoughts while she grabbed onto my arm and pulled me inside.
Strangely, when I thought I wasn't going to get in, the barrier that was blocking me no longer existed.
I frowned looking at the window like it was the weirdest thing in the world.
"Damon you're so cold, are you sick? Here have a sit" Elena said pulling me to her bed and then turning a lamp.
When she turned to me and was about to continue lecturing me for disappearing, something she saw in me made her stop dead on her tracks.
"What?" I asked feeling awkward with her watching me like that.
"Yo-you look different... And hotter" She mumbled, titling her head to side so she could have a better view.
I laughed at her reply, I have been missing her this few days.
"What are you laughing at? I mean it, you look hotter" She replied pouting her mouth.
I gave her a smile before reaching out for her and pulled her into my arms.
"Aren't you going to tell me where you were all this days?" She asked frowning with those bluish eyes glistening.
We were now sitting on her bed, thank God her parents were out on vacations, otherwise I'll be dead, HIPOTETICAMENTE, because I'm already dead.
"Come on, they were only two days since we last saw each other" I replied unable of keeping from smiling, sometimes Elena's exaggeration blew me away.
"No, it was almost a month Damon, I had been thinking something really bad had happened to you" She replied with shimmering eyes caused of unreleased tears.
I was about to argue back, when her words suddenly hit me.
A month? No way! It had been only two days...
Let's see...
My death day doesn't count, my first day at the vampire world was when I was at the hospital, and the next day was my engagement day, and today is the third day. Ok so they were three days.
"They were only thr-" I never had the chance to end that sentence because of a loud shatter that came from the window I had entered from, that in those moments was scattered in million of pieces everywhere on the floor.
I turned instinctively, my depredator skills blazing up.
I heard Elena gasped as we both saw the horrendous monster before us.
It was a big shit werewolf.
Fuck! I thought they only existed in cheap movies!
The monster was standing in his half human, half wolf form with its snout full of hanging saliva, its fur was kind of gray -because of the dirtiness, thought- he or it had large paws and large dark blue eyes.
In short words, it looked disgusting.
"Hey hey, what do we have here?" It said or rather growled in a guttural sound, it sounded so nasty.
Half animal and half human wasn't the perfect combination of voices.
"Mutt?" I couldn't believe my eyes, wasn't it suppose that Matt was a vampire?
"You know it? I mean him, or that?" Elena grasped looking like she was about to faint.
Her porcelain face was turning from red to green and then to blue.
"Kind of," I muttered to her with my eyes still glued to the mutt before me, "what are you doing here?" I demanded to him.
"I came to finish some business" Before I had a chance to reply, the mutt suddenly transformed into his complete werewolf form and jumped straight to where Elena was standing.
"Elena watch out!"
"Ahhhh!"
"Shit!"
I had jumped between the beast and Elena just in time to achieve the impact and we both -mutt and I- fell to the floor.
Fuck! This doggie is so freaking heavy.
When I tried to take the wolf off me, he shoved me hard to the nearest wall, which I ended up breaking.
"Arggg!" I groaned shaking the dust from my head; I was breaking a lot of things with my body lately.
I stood up quickly -thanks to my vampirism speed- and headed for Elena, while the mutt was busy trying to get up.
"Come on Elena, we have to go now!" I grabbed her arm roughly -which was shaking violently- and started heading for the door.
I could feel my whole body shaking too, I haven't had a fight with a beast like these before, neither have I learned how to use my vampire powers against them.
"Damon what's going on? What was that? What happened to you? What are you?" Elena was struggling to get free from my grasp while looking at me as if I was the beast and not Matt.
I narrowed my eyes at her "I'll explain everything you later ok? But we have to go right now"
"I'm not going anywhere until you tell me what is going on!"
"Come on! We don't have much time! The mons-" Again I didn't have the chance to end that sentence.
The monster was now standing behind Elena, with hungriness written all over his obnoxious features.
"You are my dinner for tonight, pretty girl" It said watching Elena with narrowed odd eyes.
My blood started boiling.
"Get out Elena, now!" I shouted as I shoved Elena away from the big wolf, which only made him angrier.
"No one messes with my food!" Mutt growled at me spitting saliva everywhere.
"You-are-so-disgusting" I growled back looking up to meet the mutt's eyes.
Maybe it's not a good idea to disturb an already angry and hungry werewolf. A little voice in my head told me.
It is not like I care. I replied to it shutting it off.
Errrrr! Rule number one; never get distracted when you have a big ass wolf near you.
Without another word -or growl-, catching me off guard, Matt giant paws punched me furiously across my right side sending me flying across the room.
"Damooon!" I heard Elena shout somewhere. Shit! It was a badass punch; I'm seeing stars, thought.
"Run Elena, run" I mumbled with my eyes closed, I felt tired and couldn't stand up.
Besides, I think I have broken my arm... And other few things.
"Noooo! Get away from me! Damon!"
I snapped my eyes open and turned just in time to see how the beast started attacking my girlfriend.
"Nooooo! Get away from her!" I shouted, but it only came out not less than a whisper.
I struggled to stand up, she needed me.
The beast is going to kill her! And it's my entire fault!
Why can't I get up? Fuck I MUST get up!
I must protect her!
"Elena!" I mumbled with nonsense several times, I couldn't even keep my eyes open, I felt as if someone was immobilizing me, it was the weirdest feeling ever, I felt as if someone had tied up my whole body, and now it was making me grow weaker so I'll faint.
I couldn't fight it anymore... I let the darkness take me.
If Elena was dying tonight, we were dying together.
I'm so sorry Elena...
I shouldn't have come...
The last thing I saw before passing out was a strangely familiar shape standing outside the window the mutt had destroyed.
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