What would you do if everything inside you would tell you to let go and move on. What would you do if the best thing for the woman you love is when you are not a part of her life. Could you leave that easily? Could you let go? Would you be able to live your life without her in order to prevent being an obstacle in hers. Could you manage to disappear in order to give her the best chance to live out her potentials. Would you have the strength to be that selfless? There's was a reason Will Traynor never truly loved before Louisa Clark, there was a reason he used to be happy alone never truly opening to anybody. It was not only that before her there was no one really worthy for him to share his love with but what frightened him the most was the thought of loving someone so deeply and than everything falling apart. That thought used to make him more scared than his accident ever did. Before her it was so much easier to be alone, but now he learned to love and he knew he needed her love, but could he really have it. Losing love is worse than the damage his accident left behind. He knew now he could easily survive another accident, but could he survie letting her go?

The choices seemed so simple. Stay or leave. But the soft touches of Louisa Clarks lips on Will Traynors neck made things everything but not simple. He was broken until her comeback, now he felt mended, but his head was screaming to let go. His heart was telling him to stay and hold on. Could he do that to her. Could he really bind her to him and not allow her to grow. His life was complete now that she was here, everything seemed brighter and full of color. He never wanted to let go, he wanted her forever to sit in his lap and rub her back. He wanted to smell the delicious flavor of her shiny hair until they grow old and taste the salty tears that were running down her silky face. He wanted to kiss her forehead, her lips, her cheeks, every part of her body. He never wanted this moment to stop. But could he do it. Could he really allow himself to be that selfish?

His heart broke once again in million little pieces when he pushed her away and whispered ''Clark, you have to go''

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12 hours later

It was late at night. Not many sources of light were illuminating the shabby old street. Most houses were already swallowed in the darkness of the night. Outside it was chilly, you could easily feel autumn in the air. The night sky was clear in his glorious dark blue color with sparkling stars shining next to a remarkable full moon. The street was empty except for a weary young woman holding a little boy in her arms that was already sound asleep, making her way up home.

When Katrina Clark entered her house with her sleepy son in her arms, she wasn't surprised when the shadow that was sitting in the living room appeared to be her sister. She was excepting her since yesterday.

''Where have you been all day?'' the cold tone of her sisters voice didn't suit a usual joyful Louisa.

''I took Thomas to a country excursion before we leave for college tomorrow morning. Let me take him to bed. I don't think this is a conversation we both want to have in front of him'' Katrina knew where they conversation would lead to. She left the living room and took Thomas upstairs. When she returned she changed into her pajamas.

''So, I really want to hear what excuse can you give me for knowing the truth all this time. Knowing where I am, knowing that he was alive and making improvements but making a decision to keep it from both of us. What excuse do you have for potentially destroying both of our life's. Mine and Wills.'' Louisa jumped on her sister immediately.

''I wish you wouldn't see it that way, Lou. I really wish you wouldn't blame me. When you called me, at first I wanted to tell you. Even mum and dad wanted to tell you when you called the house but you didn't let them. But, I decided to keep quite cause you seemed so happy. You said it yourself. You were independent and happy and I didn't want to take this opportunity away from you''

Louisa just angrily smirked at her sister words. ''But you could have take away the opportunity from me to be happy with the man that I love. Do you even know how miserable I felt thinking he died? Have you any Idea how terrible it felt to wake up every single morning in tears from nightmares about Will?'' she raised her voice but manage to get some control of herself in order to not wake up her nephew.

''I know my sorry won't mean anything to you. Believe me when I say that I wish that I could have share the pain with you. When I saw Will and realized how miserable he was I regret my decision instantly. I wanted to make it right. But I won't regret giving you your freedom for at least a month'' Katrina came closer to her sister hoping she would accept her words. Louisa moved away not accepting her sister gesture.

''Katrina, you didn't give me anything. Except pain. And what do I get from it. A Will Traynor who doesn't want to have anything with me cause he wants me to live out my potentials and according to him, he would be just a burden in my journey''

''But he is right, Lou. You should live out your potentials. You have been stuck to long in this old town. You should go and live. See the world, take crazy trips, try weird food and experience other cultures. You have always been aimed for bigger things than this. And you know that. I know that.'' Katrina took Louisa's hand and didn't let go even when her sister tried to fight it off.

''But I don't want to do any of those things if the price I have to pay is to never be with Will again''

''Than go, Lou. Go and tell him that. Go and fight for it'' Louisa looked at her sister and took a moment to register her words.

''GO!'' Katrina yelled at her again.

Louisa stormed to the front door and opened it but then she suddenly turned around.

''Treena. I know you meant good. But please, don't ever do anything that you think is the best for me'' And off she was into the dark night leaving the front door wide open behind her.

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By this point of his life, Will Traynor was used to sleepless nights. It wasn't the lack of sleep that bothered him, a lifetime ago before his accidents he never used to sleep much either. He thought of it as a waste of time. There were too many things to do or learn that he would rather do than sleep so he thought his body to function with less sleep. What bothered him were the endless thoughts that he was unable to silence. The thoughts of Louisa and the life he would and wouldn't life with her. The liquor used to help with it. The truth is the liquor wouldn't really silence his thoughts or make him think about anything else but at least it would make him forget for a while. But there was no liquor around for days, Nathan made sure to hide everything he possible could from him. So, all he could do was to get lost in his thoughts while staring at the picture of them that was placed right across his bed.

While with every knew thought of her beautiful face the level of pain inside him raised all he could do was to push through it, a loud noise thankfully disturbed his thoughts and an out of breath Louisa entered the room.

''No'' she shouted out immediately ''No, Will. You will not make this decision for us. You will not push me out of your life again. You want me to live out my potentials? Live my life fully? See the world? Make a career in fashion? Fine. I'll do it. But with one condition. I'll do all of that with you by my side''

Will pushed himself up with his hands to a sitting position and tried with all his strength to stay like this and not slip. He was so happy to see her, but he looked away. He couldn't agree to her condition, he knew he would just be a constant burden in her life.

Louisa came closer. Working all this month's as his carer she knew exactly how uncomfortable he felt so he adjusted his pillows to give him a support from behind so that he wouldn't have to hold himself.

''I won't leave and you know that'' she said while gently touching his cheeks.

''Don't you ever listen to me, Clark? You don't know how to except a 'No' for an answer'' Will said sarcastically and took her hand into his.

''There is someone who once told me to never accept a 'No' for an answer'' She kissed his forehead.

''What a foolish man that must have been'' Will closed his eyes and enjoyed her gentle touches.

''Do we have a deal?'' she said while coming closer to his lips.

''Yes'' Will managed to whisper before he got lost into her kisses.

Louisa carefully climbed on top of him and kept kissing his neck. He gently rubbed her back and in a slow and delicate gesture he took of her dress. With the same delicateness she took off his shirt and pants. She kept kissing his neck that gave him Goosebumps on his whole body. He desired her so intensely, he desperately wanted to taste her. He run his fingers down her breastbones. She slowly moved down kissing his muscular torso. With every knew kiss his heart raised a little higher. He touched her perky breasts and massaged her nipples gently while she moved closer and closer more down. She lifted her head and locked deep into his eyes while she moved his boxer shorts away and started to slowly climb on top of him letting him enter her. She let herself drift away in the distinctive and magical feeling of Will Traynor deep inside her. She leaned forward while ridding him first very slowly but with every knew move the passion in both of them raised so she stared to ride him faster and faster while he was kissing her breast. He grabbed her soft ass and helped her with her movements by lifting her smooth ass with his hands until they both didn't reach the high point of the beautiful climax that overwhelmed them with joy and pleasure.