p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"My crying dies out after what seemed like forever. I leave the shower. I feel like I scrubbed my skin off. Everything hurts and there are marks all over my body. I open the door carefully to double check if Fred surely isn't there anymore. I am so relieved the room is empty. I hate it that I am naked. I need to wear some clothes. I see Lana left some in front of the door, which I am thankful for. I put them on. I also find a pair of shoes of hers. I cannot find mine right now, so I put on hers. The shoes I find are those she wore yesterday. I flashback to the moment I saw her come on stage. I can't believe how much has happened./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"I see a post-it on the door: "Maria, here's the number of the driver, he's supposed to be waiting in the lobby. He will drive you anywhere you want, just tell him where to go. He won't ask questions." Next to that I find another one: "This is my number. Call me when you are ready". Both post-its include phone numbers./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"I take them from the door and see my backpack and my jacket are next to the door. I notice she put my clothes in a bag next to the bed. I decide to leave them there. I don't need that reminder right now. I take the key she left on the door and everything else and head to the door./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"I see a post-it on the door: "Maria, here's the number of the driver, he's supposed to be waiting in the lobby. He will drive you anywhere you want, just tell him where to go. He won't ask questions." Next to that I find another one: "This is my number. Call me when you are ready". Both post-its include phone numbers./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"I take them from the door and see my backpack and my jacket are next to the door. I notice she put my clothes in a bag next to the bed. I decide to leave them there. I don't need that reminder right now. I take the key she left on the door and everything else and head to the door./span/p