It was January, a full week since Chase passed away and the Davenport- Dooley family were donating and emptying Chase's things in the lab. The family was organizing Chase's things until they heard Bree say loud and clear "There is something strange in the floor, in Chase's capsule". Donald then looked over at Chase's capsule floor to see a crack and he pulled the floor open. "What is this?" Donald said, as he found a notebook, pen, cigarettes, weed and rolling paper under the floor. Bree quickly took the notebook and opened to the first page, which was written of January last year. Donald turned to Bree, to see her crying and she super sped with the book to anywhere but in front of her family.
Bree's POV:
I went all the way to France to read this notebook, as I didn't want my family to see this notebook. The truth is I know what this notebook contains, but I didn't know that Chase was serious and ended his own life! How can I be so stupid to let this happen? I knew about this! I flipped through the first page and read what it contained. As I read one of Chase's examples of how Mr. Davenport completely ignores him, I quickly became guilty because I was in that example. I'M THE REASON CHASE COMMITED SUICIDE! I flip to the next page and read why Chase chose to drink in the bar that day. At this point I'm mad at Adam, Mr. Davenport and myself. WE KILLED CHASE!
It's been thirty minutes and I'm on the last page before his suicide notes and that is when I decided to stop reading. I super speed home and drop off the book on the cyber desk. I then see my annoying family and they say nothing to me. "Can I read it next?" Donald asked. "Sure, why not it just includes some horrible stuff WE did to Chase" I say crying in anger and super speed to the guest room and lock the door. It's horrible without my little brother here annoying me. I feel nothing but guilt that my brother has chosen to end his life! I could've prevented my brother from killing himself if I weren't selfish, because I knew of those letters he left behind.
Donald's POV:
It's been an hour since I read Chase's letters, and I feel like a total dickhead. Knowing I did nothing to help my son is unbearable. I then turn to his suicide letters and see a letter to everyone in the family and to someone named Shawn. I turn to my note and read it, and as I read the note I start crying. The truth is that I loved Chase, but chose to ignore him because I felt he wanted all the attention, but I never knew Chase was capable of ending his own life. I feel guilt all over myself and close the notebook. I feel devastated and I decide to rip out the suicide letters left behind for Adam, Bree, Leo, Tasha, a boy named Shawn and mines from the notebook. After I rip the pages out I grab a lighter, go outside and light the notebook on fire. I then hear Bree yell at me but I ignore her. I go upstairs to my room and lock myself inside. I hear Leo knock on the door and say "I know you set the book on fire, but is there anything left behind?" I reply with "Yes, there is a letter for everyone in the family and a boy named Shawn, now please leave me alone" as I do not want to speak with anyone and be ALL alone!
Everyone in the Davenport- Dooley family read the suicide letter Chase left behind for each and one of them and they were all devastated and filled with guilt. Especially Adam, Bree and Donald Davenport. Douglas came over as they set aside the family beef to be there for his family and KIDS. He already had lost one, he didn't want to miss out on his last "two". In reality the family was broken and everyone has been to themselves. They all missed Chase and feel broken without him.
A/N: this is going to be the final chapter. Thank you very much to everyone for reading this story, me and Pumkin very much hope you enjoyed it.
