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J.P.O.V

I got Bella home safely. But the lingering thoughts inside of my head were not good. I knew that Mike did this to her and I wanted to kill him. I wanted him to suffer the same kind of pain he inflicted on Bella. She did not deserve what he had done to her. I placed her down onto the bed gently. There was a blanket on the bed that I placed over her. Bella didn't have a television or radio in her room. I sat on the edge of the bed as she stared at her finger admiring the ring. She had a wiry look on her face as if she was coming into realization.

"What are you thinking right now?" I asked

He eyes met mines and I could see her lips tense as she tried to form her words.

"What changed Jake?" she asked

"What do you mean?"

"I mean before all of this you had made up your mind that you were done with me. Your happy here with your other fiancée and your career are you sure this is what you want?"

I sighed and slid my body up onto the bed beside her. I wrapped my arms around her slightly.

"My mind was never made up about anything in my life besides loving you. I was just upset but you disappearing again sent me back to the way things used to be. I realized nothing compares to you or what we have together."

"Jake I never meant to hurt you. I cried endless nights for all the words that I didn't say. I abandoned you. It was the wrong thing to do and it was a mistake I made when I was a teenager. I'm an adult now and I know just how much I love you," She said.

I watched the tears fall from her eyes, "While I was chained to a bed wondering when he would just get on with it and kill me all I could think about was you. I felt like I was reliving a tragedy again."

I wiped the tears from her eyes and kissed her softly on her lips. It felt so good to have her with me. This was something I dreamed about for many years. I yearned to be beside her and to be inside of her.

"Bella I love you so much."

She wrapped her arms around my neck. I could see the pain in her eyes from the soreness of her body. I tried to resist her because I was afraid I would hurt her but she was not having that.

"Jake don't…" she whispered into my neck.

The heat from her warm breathe was making my body ache in need. I needed to feel her so badly. I needed that connection.

"Bella I might hurt you," I murmured.

"You are the only thing that can hurt me. Jake please so I'm so wet right now."

That was all it took for me to react. Bella knew me inside out. She knew if she told me what she wanted I would give it to her. If she wanted to feel me I would let her feel me until she could barely breathe.

I began to suck on her neck as she wrapped her hands around my waist. I remained still in-between her legs trying to decide the best way to make this comfortable for her. I kissed her lips harshly leaving wet trails along her jaw line and down her neck. Bella laid her body out flatly as I took her breasts into my mouth. She moaned slightly and pushed her legs up until they were wrapped around me again. I took her wrists into my hands and pent them down at her sides. She arched her back as my tongue began to explore her body in all the way possible. Bella twisted her wrists in my palms but I didn't let go. I felt her legs weaken around my waist and her moans turned onto something else. I looked up at her and her eyes were shut tightly.

"Let go of me," she yelled.

I did what she asked and sat up. She opened her eyes and curled up into a ball. I rubbed my right hand on her thigh and she flinched. The tears came harshly as she cradled the pillow that I wished so badly was me.

"Bells are you okay?"

She shook her head no, "I'm sorry Jake."

"Did I hurt you?" I asked kneeling in front of her face. "Babe if I hurt you I'm so sorry I didn't mean too."

"It wasn't you Jake. I just can't do it. I wanted too I really did but then when you held my wrists I just wanted it to stop. All I could see was dilated blue eyes and blonde hair. That's not how it's supposed to be."

"Bells we can wait until this is over. I'll wait forever if I have too."

"Thanks Jake."

I watched Bella close her eyes and drift to sleep. The rage was beginning to eat away at me. He had not only hurt her physically but mentally. I wanted to make love to her but all see sees if him. It hurts her and it hurt me like hell. I could hear the phone ringing. I exited the room and raced downstairs to answer it. It was Charlie and he had the most terrible news. Mike Newton had been found dead yesterday morning by his dad. He died from an overdose and Jessica was nowhere in sight. I slammed the phone down completely pissed. Sure he deserved to die but in the most foul way possible. But it was a good thing someone like him was off the streets.

Even though mike was dead that still left Jessica. No one was looking for her and Bella had not mention Jessica doing anything to her. My guess was Bella still had a heart for her old friend. But I didn't. I had a feeling I knew where she was and she was going to deal with the damage her boyfriend had caused.

I wrote Bella a note and left it on the nightstand. I ran to Jessica's mother's house as fast as I could. I remember her saying whenever her daughter was lost or wanted help she returned. Her mother was the only family she had and I knew this was where she would be. I knocked on the door. After a few minutes of pacing back and forth the door cracked and Jessica peaked her head out. Her eyes were blood shot red like she had spent the entire day crying and her hair was pulled back into a neat ponytail. Her eyes widen with horror as she opened the door completely.

"We need to talk," I said taking a step back.

Jessica stepped out onto the porch. She had on just a tank top and jeans. I noticed the bruises on her body and there was even a knife mark on her shoulder. She sighed before she spoke. The tears filled her eyes as she looked at me. I didn't really feel bad for her. We all have the option of choosing the path we take the only thing we have no control over is the fate those paths lead too. But I was interested in what she had to say.

"I know why you are here Jake. I'm an awful person."

"Jessica you are worse than you think. Bella was your friend. She still loves you so much that she didn't rat you out to her father. But I know that you were there and I know damn well you knew what he was doing to her. Bella was violated, abused , and left to die in the ice cold rain in the middle of the road. You are just as guilty as Mike."

She shook her head, "I didn't know what he was doing to her. Mike would only let me near her when he had to leave. I didn't know he raped her repeatedly until we left her for dead. When we got back to the house he cried. He cried and then told me I had killed the love of his life. He blamed me forever thing and then he beat the shit out of me. But it was not the first time. He loved Bella far more than he loved me and I kind of knew that since we were teenagers I just didn't want to believe it. I had no idea just how deranged he was. He cried for her after all that he did to her. How can you do that? You can't hurt the people you love and now I know that he didn't love me. He forced me to use drugs. Everyone thinks I did it voluntarily but not one knows the pain I went through. Mike shot me with Needles while I was asleep. I had not control over the urge. I was alone and he was the only person I had. The person who was beating the hell out of me and drugging me up was the only person I had. I blamed Bella for leaving me. She was the only friend I had. But it was my own stupidity. I didn't need anyone to walk away from him and never look back. I just wish I knew then what I know now, "She said wiping the tears from her eyes. "I'm sorry for what I didn't do. I should have called the police or I should have freed her myself. I'll deal with the consequences. I'll turn myself in."

I sighed. Jessica had been through hell and back. A part of me wanted her to suffer but I knew that she would suffer whether in jail or not. She was alone and she had to carry all of mike's burdens. That made me smile.

"Bella loves you. I don't know how after all that you done but she does. I'll let her decide your fate. I am disgusted with you and you could hang yourself for all I care. Have a nice life Jessica."

I turned away and headed back towards Bella's house. When I reached there everyone was back. Charlie, Bella, Oliver, Sam and Emily sat in her room. Bella reached out to me. I joined her on the bed and cradled her in my arms.

"Where did you go?" she asked

"I went for a run."

Emily smiled and grabbed Sam's hand, "We'll be back tomorrow. Sleep tight kiddies."

I watched them disappear. Oliver sat on the edge of the bed with a peculiar smile on his face.

"My bee is back," he smiled.

"Of course. As soon as I'm well we are going to have the time of our lives.

"Yes mam well good night love," he said exiting the room.

Charlie was the last to go but not without a few words.

"Bella are you sure Jessica had nothing to do with this?"

"I'm sure dad. Well goodnight."

Charlie pecked her on the cheek and exited. Bella turned to face me with a light smile on her face.

"Don't ever scare me like that again babe," she said wrapping her arms around my neck.

I kissed her passionately and she moaned into my mouth as my hands trailed down her spine. It was nearly impossible to keep my hands off of her.

"I love you jay," she smiled.

"I love you more bee."

She laughed under her breath, "Jay and bee are we like the new Bonnie and Clyde?"

"More like Beyonce and Jay-z," I joked.

Bella smiled lightly every time she smiled my world lit up.

"Goodnight," I said turning out the light on the nightstand.

"I don't think so," she said crashing her lips onto mine.