Dean stared into the openly excited but apprehensive blue eyes and smirked dragging his hand into his hair and letting out a sigh.
"The first time I met you do you want to know what I thought?"
"Yes" Castiel murmured softly feeling a shiver run down his spine.
"I thought you were nervous, you looked like you were 10 seconds from crying and I knew you lied about your name but the one thing that stuck out was how good looking you are" he said carefully smirking when pink tinted Castiel's cheeks.
"You are also amazing in bed, seriously, it is and was bloody incredible" he said with a puff of laughter. Castiel groaned embarrassed pressing his forehead against his neck.
"I knew instantly that I wanted to see you again, I needed to see you again actually, and you called the next day" he murmured dragging his fingers through the curls at the back of his neck. "My heart actually leapt when I saw your number on my phone and again and again you called…you became like a little drug"
"Dean…" Castiel started but was silenced as Dean pressed two fingers onto his lips.
"When you told me you couldn't pay anymore and you couldn't afford it, I panicked. I actually panicked over losing a client and I lowered my price for you, I never would have done that for someone else"
"Should I feel special?"
Dean shook his head casting an eye around them as he looked down into the water for a long moment.
"Sleeping with the clients wasn't the same, it was different" Dean said looking up to him now and seeing a disgruntled look on his face. "I asked you to be my boyfriend for that weekend and I relished it more than you know, you didn't just get a glimpse of what life would be like, Cas, so did I"
"You did?"
"Yeah, it scared me to death" he admitted. "You were acting so strange and then that night on the couch was so different, so unlike what I was used to and then Sam and Jess instantly liked you. I knew then I was screwed"
"When you came back after splitting with Anna and told me all those things, Cas, I didn't know how to react, I didn't what to say, so I did the only thing I knew and it was to push you away. I had never felt so guilty in all my life but it was my job, I was under strict instructions not to fall for one of my clients and look at what you've gone and done"
Castiel smiled gently wrapping his arms around his neck and cocking his head at him.
"What are you trying to say, Dean?"
Dean hesitated feeling alarm bells sound in his head but he pushed them away placing his hands on Castiel's cheeks stroking them softly.
"I…I love you" he said quickly feeling his cheeks flush with the words.
Castiel bit his lip hard for a long moment looking down at the grass beneath them before looking up to him.
"Can I trust you?"
"Yeah, believe me when I say I am never, ever, going back to that job, Cas" Dean said moving forward and claiming his lips as his own. "I've found something a lot better"
Castiel smiled when he kissed him again but pulled away moments later.
"You took me to my favourite place, you threw away your phone ending that part of your life for me and your family and you've just told me that you love me…is this the real Dean?" he murmured jokily.
"Very real" he replied with a small smile. "I'm not good with feelings, Cas, I bottle them up, I turn them away, I overlook them and because of that I lose things that I care dearly about. I nearly lost you because I turned you away and I rejected you. I don't want to live like this anymore, I want to wake up with someone I can love and who crazily enough loves me right back"
Castiel wrinkled his nose when he poked it gently. "I guess that makes me crazy"
"Insane. But you can trust me enough to know that this is it now, no more clients, no more sharing me, no more lies"
Castiel stared at him for a long second taking in his earnest expression, his eyes filled with fear and love that made Castiel's heart beat ten times faster. Dean had outdone himself, he had never expected this to happen and couldn't resist leaning over and kissing him full on the mouth. Dean groaned gripping his waist tightly as he kissed him back pushing his tongue gently into his mouth sliding it against Castiel's tongue.
Castiel groaned rolling his hips catching Dean's arousal as he gasped pulling away and biting down on his bottom lip.
"We can't do this here" Castiel gasped out tilting his head back as Dean attacked it sucking hard on his pulse.
"Car" Dean breathed against the mark he had left on his neck. Dean gripped his wrist tugging him to the car quickly casting a look around hoping no one was around and thankfully no one was.
Castiel shoved him against the passenger door grinding his hips against his groin feeling the hardness underneath him; Dean groaned fisting his hands into Castiel's hair.
"Backseat, it's my turn" Castiel breathed harshly opening the door and shoving him inside. Dean slid in on his back staring up in awe at Castiel who slammed it shut pulling his t-shirt and jacket off in the process. Dean caught on quick as he removed his own clothing, kicking off shoes, pants, socks, underwear till they both fully naked.
"Open your legs" Castiel muttered breathlessly slipping in between Dean's thighs as he reached down kissing him hard. Dean groaned missing the skin to skin contact he hadn't felt since he had been with his last client but that was nothing, this was everything. The pressure of Castiel's lips left his and moved kissing down his jaw and around his neck. Dean groaned moving his hands down the length of his back till they reached his ass, he cupped them rocking his hips against Castiel's causing friction between their cocks eliciting sharp moans from the pair of them.
Castiel kissed slowly down his chest moving towards his left nipple and biting down on it softly getting a keening cry from Dean. He smirked against the skin as he soothed it with his tongue and sucked on the pale pink bud feeling Dean writhe and moan underneath him.
"Cas, please" he hissed gripping the top of the black hair and tugging him back up for a scorching kiss which sent shivers running down Castiel's spine.
"Do you have lube?"
"Jean's pocket" he hissed out when Castiel rolled his hips sending another wave of arousal and pleasure screaming inside him. Castiel leaned over to the passenger seat scooping it out and moving awkwardly down to the bottom of the seat spreading his legs wider squirting the clear liquid onto his fingers.
"Cas!" Dean begged when he slid a finger inside the tight hole knowing that this was his first time with someone on top and he would be the only one. Castiel let out a small moan at that though, he was his, all his. He slid a second finger inside him scissoring the hole wide enough to slip a third inside him.
"Shit" Dean hissed clutching the seat in one hand feeling a sweat break over him as he writhed and panted against Castiel's intruding fingers. "Cas, please, do it now!"
Castiel obeyed angling his hips and cock against the hole and edged the head inside him slowly. Dean squeezed his eyes shut letting out a gasp of pain not realising how much it actually hurt. It had been a very long time since someone had done this to him and he gasped feeling a wave of pain spread inside his lower regions start to dull and be replaced with something more pleasant, more bearable.
"Cas, move!" he hissed at him when Castiel gripped his hips tight enough to move and slid out of him before moving back inside him with one quick thrust. Like a puzzle they fitted together perfectly and rocked together. Dean moved his hands down Castiel's sweaty back gripping his ass and urging him deeper inside him. Castiel groaned leaning down to kiss him as he thrusted into him harder hitting the prostate in one thrust. Dean let out a cry feeling what felt like the car rock underneath him, Castiel reached down his hand and moved his hand up and down Dean's cock in three quick strokes.
Dean felt it building up inside him and something inside his groin burst as his toes curled inwards and he cummed hard into Castiel's hand. Castiel followed soon after shooting his load into Dean riding out his orgasm till he collapsed on top of Dean.
Dean grunted underneath his weight but shifted till he was comfortable and let out a long tiring sigh.
"God, I've missed you" Dean murmured kissing his forehead.
"Was that okay?" Castiel mumbled into his chest.
"Fantastic" Dean murmured not wanting to move ever again, Castiel still remained inside him and Dean found it strangely comforting, he felt so full.
Dean watched as Castiel raised himself up looking out the window and smirked.
"No one saw and if they did…we'll never know"
Dean looked up at him and bit his lip at how beautiful he looked. He felt like a big sappy girl for thinking it but with his flushed cheeks, his hair all sweaty and sticking up and now including a rather large hickey on his neck was enough to make Dean hard all over again.
"Come here" Dean whispered cupping the back of his neck and kissing him softly. Castiel smiled into the kiss stroking a hand into his hair.
"I forgot to say" Castiel murmured peppering kisses down his jaw. "I love you too"
Dean smiled feeling a small burst of what people call happiness in his chest and nodded pulling him down into a bone crushing kiss.
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The drive back was pleasant enough as Castiel dozed on and off against Dean's shoulder. Dean couldn't stop smiling throughout the whole journey and every time they stopped at traffic lights he would move his head inhaling Castiel's scent. Castiel smelled of citrus shampoo, sex, sweat and himself which made Dean shine with pride, Castiel smelled of him, it made him his in every sense of the word.
They arrived back at Castiel's place in quicker time then they did to get there and Dean turned his head pressing a small kiss to his forehead shaking him awake.
"Come on, sleeping beauty" he murmured stopping the engine.
Castiel opened his eyes blinking surprised. "We're here already?"
"Magic" Dean muttered with a twinkle in his eye.
Castiel smiled at him stepping out of the car and yawning as he stretched out his back. Dean's eyes flashed down as a bit of skin was revealed and his hunger inside him roared again. He wrapped his arms around him nestling his chin on his shoulder as he backed his groin against his ass.
"Don't tell me you are still up for it?" Castiel said stunned with a hint of a smile.
"You are too damn irresistible" Dean purred into his ear pushing him towards the house. Castiel opened it with a chuckle and pushed open the door before spinning around in his arms kissing him hard sliding his tongue against Dean's.
"Oh my god" a voice whispered and they both turned to see a figure in the hallway watching the entire scene in front of them. Castiel stared at the figure in horror for a moment before turning to look at Dean who sheepishly looked down at the floor swallowing hard not knowing what to say or do as they both turned back to the figure and prepared to face the on slaughter.
A/N: My shortest chapter but I like being evil and leaving you lot wanting more! Ahaha!
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