Disclaimer: Some of this part of the story you may have heard from the actual criminal minds program with Spencer and that girl with the stalker.

Spencer's POV

"Garcia how come you never cared to mention that Lauren has a freaking older brother?!" I asked a little pissed.

"Reid we have been over this I don't that much about my sister family because she is always busy, but your right in way I mean I just kind of forgot because nobody brings him up…." She got really quit at the end.

"Garcia what's up?" I asked curiously.

"I can't talk about….it's a really big family issue type of thing…." I could tell she didn't want to go on.

Stacie and I have been talking a lot lately since our last date. She's really smart and has a bachelor's degree in neuron science. She is also into practically everything I'm into…which is probably why we clicked. But there is one book in particular that we bonded over that nobody would know about anyways. It's like our couples secret.

Anyways I really like it and she really likes it so…since we have been going out for like three months ow I'm going to give it to her as a gift on our next date.

Haha I just remembered Lauren is hilarious she says that if we ever get married she has it to be the flower girl otherwise…she'll tase me in my sleep.

So our date is tonight at a park because we never had a simple date like that yet so I hope everything goes well.

5 hours later

"Hey Stacie you look pleasant tonight." Pleasant tonight who says that? I thought to myself.

"Great let's just go ok?" She says kind of weird.

"Um is everything all right?" I asked her.

"No everything is not alright! We cannot go to that park!" She says to me but, unfortunately we took the short cut so we can't go back now.

"Stacie why can we go to the park?" I asked pulling over to park.

"There's someone out there watching me and Lauren!" She tells me starting to shake.

"WHO STACIE WHO IS THIS PERSON!?" I asked trying to get a hold of her.

"I don't know her I don't know her I don't know her." She kept repeating over and over again.

Once we got out of the car there was the person….a women holding a gun to my love.

"WHY DID YOU FLIRT WITH HIM WHY?!" The women asked now stepping on top of Stacie.

"I I didn't know Spencer is mine hes mine." My girlfriend tried to explained but, I had to step in … I could connect something to this crazied girl but had to convince her first that I was her one love.

"Listen Alyssa what do you want from me?" I asked her. This girl the BAU captured a long time ago and things happened between her and me. But she was put in jail because she was essentially a physco.

"I want you Spencer say that you love me!" She say still with he gun in her hand and her tonge going up my neck.

"I love you Alyssa and never loved Stacie." I say wanting to die.

"Ok let's make it more memorable then." She started kissing me on the lips but I didn't kiss back.

"LIAR LIAR LIAR!" She shrieked taking the gun know from where she was standing with my tied up over to Stacie.

Somehow the BAU figured out something was up and they showed up behind me after but couldn't do anything because it was too late.

"She's going to die!" Alyssa says in a rage.

"NO I'LL TAKE HER PLACE!" I screamed back.

"I can't live with this." And no matter how much I tried to persuade her to stop, she took her life and Stacie's.

I slumped to the floor and balled my eyes out with the book still in my arms and the team coming around me.

I can't describe the pain I felt I couldn't even sleep for a week.

The team was there for me though. They helped me organize my apartment after several days of not doing anything.

Then came my bookcase and I held our special book in mine hands and put it in the last open slot. But my heart is still has an open slot to be filled.