Happy New Year Everyone!
Ohh and everyone, please welcome Robert to this chapter/story...and remember just because he acts nice, doesn't mean he is... :)
Chapter 14 - Problems of the Heart
This chapter is dedicated in the honor of the fresh Gilmore Girls TONIGHT!
btw there were a few reviews i think i couldn't see, cause my number of reviews count changed but i couldn't get to the reviews... :S sryyy ppplz...
Chapter 14 - My Confused Heart
It had been a good half an hour since Logan had left Rory alone on the balcony. He had returned to a group of waiting friends but that didn't stop him from glancing towards the door every few seconds. He knew it was cold out there and he knew how she could just sit there, allowing the cold to consume her. He was sure that she was just wearing that dress that barely covered her skin, and probably wouldn't even keep the covered part warm. Logan also knew, that if he checked on her, it would show how much his actions were betraying his words and as evil as it sounded…he wanted her to suffer a bit. Logan had waited, through all her boyfriends for her…okay so it wasn't like he sat their waiting for her, he dated around, but it was just for show. Rory was the girl he wanted from the start…he just wasn't ever sure if she felt the same way until now…Besides she still couldn't admit that Dean had cheated on her, to him anyways.
But even with his hate towards her, he wanted someone to go check on her. His eyes scanned the room, Collin and Finn were bad choices, they'd cave as soon as they saw her tears and tell her that he sent them. Stephanie...Steph would straight out tell her given the looks she had been sending him all night. His eyes fell on Robert. No he couldn't. He wouldn't. He didn't want Robert comforting Rory because he'd take the opportunity to score points with her. It wasn't a secret that Robert liked Rory. Logan scoffed, Robert liked...wanted anything he had. Logan glanced at the balcony as he weighed his thoughts, did he still have Rory? She was vulnerable right now...but would she cave for Robert's charm? Maybe this would be a good test of her feelings…could he really do that to her? Test her? It was uncalled for her…Logan debated with himself as he turned to find Robert. The only thing is, that when he found him, Robert was turning the door knob to the balcony.
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Rory sat motionless, tears frozen on her face, in the cold night. She wasn't even thinking. She was just sitting, feeling the cold air blow through her. She knew deep down that she was going to get really cold and sick out here, but she couldn't feel any of it right now, so she didn't care. Rory stared out into the sky, she was pretty pathetic wasn't she? Waiting for a man that's never going to come...Logan was stubborn, more stubborn than she was, and right now she was scared that she was going to loose him. She also knew she should have told Logan about Dean when he was out here, but she figured he'd get mad and then it would make matters worse. Rory stared off into the night sky when she suddenly felt a jacket go around her. She inhaled, surprised that Logan had come. But that's when she smelt it…It wasn't Logan's cologne on the Jacket, leading her to believe that it wasn't Logan who came.
Did you expect him to Rory? He can't always be your knight. He said that both of us weren't ready…I guess he was serious about that
"You okay?" Robert. It was Robert. She sighed in relief, if it had been Finn and Collin she would have had to panic. They would dutifully report back to Logan. But Robert and Logan didn't really like each other, so she could trust Robert.
"Hey Reporter Girl" He said softly as he sat down. Rory was so depressed she didn't even bother to tell him that name was copyright Collin.
"Rory" He said again shaking her lightly.
Rory blinked and looked at Robert. She suddenly shivered, "God i'm cold" She mumbled.
He wrapped his arms around her and rubbed at her arms, "What are you doing out here?"
She looked at Robert, he was looking at her with concern, "I don't want to bore you" She said softly.
"Trust me, listening to you is so much better than being in their" He said tilting his head towards the door, "Plus your so much more prettier than Finn"
She smiled slightly, "Well you asked for it"
"I did"
And she told him. Everything. Beginning to End. It felt good to get it out to someone who didn't like Logan. Stephanie would consider both sides, even Paris would consider both sides now that she was happily married. But Robert would stick by her…he would give her what she needed right now…comfort.
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Logan sat on the couch surrounded by his friends and their cheerful chatter. He nodded his head and smiled at them as they spoke but his mind was fuming. Robert had went in to console Rory. Robert. He hated Robert. Hated. And now he was stuck here, in between what he wants and his pride, unable to haul his stubborn ass to that door and punch Robert off the balcony so he could have Rory.
Funny, you were prepared to make her wait. Now you can't wait for Robert to leave that room. He thought as he excused himself from his crowd of friends and wondered in the general direction of the balcony door.
"You know, instead of thinking of a million ways to kill Robert, you could have simply went back for her yourself you know" Stephanie said as she stepped up next to him.
"That's not what I'm thinking Stephanie" He said stubbornly.
"Yes you are Logan, god I'm so sick of you and Rory's stupidity! You guys have done this push pull thing for the longest time and now it'sgone to far!" She said her curly hair fuming as she sent Logan her own version of a death glare.
"Look Steph, Rory and I, and all our problems, is our business, not yours. So please stop appointing yourself director of advice!" He snapped.
"Well maybe I would if youtwo stopped running around the god damn bush Logan!" She hissed.
"What's it to you Steph!" Logan hissed back.
"What's it to me? I'll tell you what Huntz, she's my friend, just like you are, and believe it or not, I look out for the well being of my friends. She's in love with you, just like you're in love with her, and have been for the longest time!"
"How would you know?" Logan snapped.
Stephanie turned and tilted her head in the direction of where Collin and Finn were standing at the bar.
"Collin" She said softly, "I always thought he was just another friend you know? Like you and Finn. But I've loved him for far longer than I thought I did Logan, just like you've loved her longer than you can admit to yourself…I know what must have happened out their…you feel like you're the only one who had to wait…you waited through Dean, Jess and then Dean again…but that's not the reason you're making her wait for you. Because you know as well as I do that she's wanted you for as long as you've wanted her…and you both were way to shy and stubborn to admit it. No Logan, The reason you're making her wait is because you're mad at her for not telling you why her and her ex-boyfriend broke up. Her, Logan, your not included in that situation…why do you feel like she owes you?" Stephanie asked, "Because she doesn't, it's her business"
"God Steph, you couldn't possibly understand, I was with her ever since her and Dean broke up, but she couldn't come out and say it! I asked her, more than once, she gave me a feeble excuse that I let slip for the time being-"
"And why exactly did you let it slip?" Stephanie demanded.
"Because she was hurt and I didn't want to pry or make it worse!" Logan loudly.
"Which is kind of what you're doing now right?" Stephanie asked.
Logan froze mouth half opened at a retort that he knew wasn't going to come. Stephanie was right. Stephanie Elizabeth Anderson, self appointed fucking Director of Advice, was right.
"Oh my fucking god" Logan said under his breath.
"And you know, the only reason your forcing it out is because she told me before you right? But we're girls Logan…it's what we do…we talk"
Logan looked away. She was right. Damn her.
"Shit, Shit, Shit, Shit" He said slamming his hand down on the table.
She shrugged, "Guess I'm not too bad for self appointed Director of Advice huh?"
He sighed, "I'm sorry Steph, I shouldn't have said that" He muttered, "You're a good friend just trying to help"
"I know" She said smiling a little, "So what are you going to do?"
"Talk to her" He said, "Maybe I can fix things up a bit"
"Yeah…uh" Stephanie said distracted as she looked pass Logan.
"What?" He said turning. His eyes widened. Rory and Robert had stepped out of the balcony and were walking towards the main door.
"What the hell?" Logan said his eyes daggers again.
"Logan, calm and cool" Stephanie said softly.
But her words fell on deaf ears and Logan walked, scratch that, stormed towards Robert and Rory.
She knows I hate him, and she's leaving with him! His mind thought wildly, Dammit i love her and she's leaving with another man!
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"I can't believe he could be so…" Robert said drifting off in lack of a descriptive enough word. He leaned his head against the wall next to the balcony door, "iunno..."
"Cold?" Rory finished.
Robert shrugged, "Sorry Rory, I feel really bad for you…this just can't help me think that…uh never mind"
"What?" She said softly.
"I don't want to make your mood worse"
"Trust me, it can't get any worse" She said sadly.
"Well maybe he…look don't take this the wrong way…but maybe he doesn't care for you as much as you do for him"
Rory blinked, "What?"
"Look at you, out here, tears in your eyes, heart broken, freezing to the last bone…and he's in there, drinking cheerfully with his friends, kissing random girls left and right, and not even bothering to come out here for you…he didn't even send a friend out here for you…I mean if the situation was reverse wouldn't you come out here for him?"
Rory blinked again as his words sunk in. She felt her heart break again. Shit, I guess it can get worse.
"And I mean, its not really any of his business is it? Why you and Dean broke up is the two of your business…not Logan's…Logan just needs to feel like he owns everyone…like he is the master and I dunno…"
"Commander…" She mumbled.
"What?" He asked.
"He's like a master and commander" She said softly.
He smirked, "A pompous one"
She looked down.
"Look Rory, the way I see it, your in love with a guy who doesn't give two shits about you…you know he's a player right? You're probably just another notch on his headboard."
Rory blinked away tears as she looked down. "How could I have been so stupid?" she muttered.
"Don't worry, its not the first time I've found a girl crying over Huntzberger, and it probably won't be the last" Robert said with a smirk that Rory couldn't see.
Rory sobbed softly.
"Come on, lets get out of here…I'll drop you at your dorm"
"Could we go to my dorm, pick up my clothes and then…go to yours? I don't want to see Logan tonight"
"Of course" He said smiling.
She nodded and the two walked out of the balcony with Robert's arm around her. Rory quickly glanced around the party. She found Logan and Stephanie in a heated conversation, with Logan pounding on the table. She looked away.
Forget him. She thought to herself.
Robert and her began walking towards the main exit, This is it, I'm leaving you behind Logan. I'm not, ever, ever going back to you and the pain you cause me. I thought you were the one Logan Huntzberger, but i'm just anothergirl to fuck to you...I can't believe it was Robert who set me in line. Rory glanced at Robert Maybe he's my knight in shining armor.
They were almost at the door when she heard angry footsteps behind her causing her and Robert to turn.
"Get your hands off her Robert!" Logan hissed angrily, "She's mine"
Okay so i was going to go for Rory pursing Logan for awhile, but then i began typing and well...now we're back to Logan going after a not so happy Rory. I know the events are becoming more and more upsetting to my wonderful readers but please don't get mad at me. Just think, if this is how much pain i put into them finding each other, imagine how wonderful them being together will be like... :) hopefully i don't have you guys wanting to throw stuff at me. No I will not be making Robert and Rory a couple, i assure you that much, though Robert may or may not take Rory out one night...I may do a slightly more intense version of Finn's birthday party.
btw again with the C2 thing...i still don't know what exactly they are...can anyone be a doll and let meh noe?
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Okay Review Reponces:
PolkadotBanana
So update already! you're killing me with suspension! it's not fair! UPDATE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
Review Responces: lmao yeh...im sry...lol...hope u liked the uppy
livs1230
Please update soon! I love your story! You capture the emotions and detail extremely well!
Review Responces: Thanks very much...sometimes i get into a rush to finish and don't do so well in the details/editing...glad 2 noe u still like it though
nemo14000i saw that you asked about C2 communities on one of you author's notes. well, i'm a little slow also. if you ever find out what C2 communities are, please e-mail me on the link on my profile. i am fairly new to the site and have no idea what anything means. all i know is that one of my stories is listed in one and i would like to know what that means. thanx. if you don't want to e-mail me, you could always leave a review in one of my stories too. i wouldn't mind! sorry for the long 'review'
Review Responces: lol no still don't know what C2's are...when i figure it out i'll post it at the top of the chapter...u can read and discover :D
lullaby41
this is such a good one. and im not even that big a fan of rory/logan pair. but this one is really good. update.
and i think logan is being a butt...rory should get in a car crash..except not in the death sort of way, just a minor one so logan can freak out a little.
Review Responces: lol yeh love the dramatic Emergency room love :D lol i love it wen ppl who aren't rogan fans read my fic and say they like it...makes me feel happy that an anti would like it...thanks for readiinng
RavensWritingProphecies
this is so sad...update for new years?
Review Responces: sry hun i tried for update onnew yearsbut i couldn't cause of these review responces..not that im complaing lol
tink
this is a great fic i can't wait for the next update.
only thing is logan is beign so pissy maybe rory should just leave and make him wonder where she went...
what will rory do when she finds out that logan actually did go and beat the stuffing out of dean
Review Responces: lol Rory is going to be a new type of Rory in the next few chapters...lol nuff said i think
Iceprincess954
Sad but good, Chapter 9 was completely wicked. Amazing, and can't wait for the update.
Review Responces: lol thanks
riotgirllina
woah
love the story
but oh my goodness
that fight was intense
update soon!
they need to make up
Review Responces: yes they do, here and on the show
aCharmedOne
Hey,
I just today found this story and wanted to tell you that I realy like it. I'm from Germany and I saw just this weekend (yes on christmas) the episodes of season 5 that have been new on TV in Germany. I cant remeber Logan from a season prior. Should I? Anyway I find him so cute and your story is realy cut too. Hope you will update soon. By the way I think you should't let Logan fail Rory this time. Shure she lied to him, mor or less. But he promised she could count on him alway. Let him keep this promise.
Bye aCharmedOne
Review Responces: no you shoulnd't regongnize Logan...he's a newbie in season 5...lol yeh he's dreamy...i almost went with him keeping his promise...but then my cousins convinced me 2 go against it.
FrustrertSommerfugl
Aw, this story is just brilliant. You surely know how to play with pictures and emotions (in a good way, that is). Amazing!
Update soon. Merry Christmas!
Review Responces: thanks so much! i'm glad you're enjoying this
paulanka1
omg i absolutely love this story. i love the line
"You said you'd always be there...but I need you now more than I ever did...so where are you?" update soon. i like how both rory and logan have to fight for what they want. i like it
Review Responces: lol thanks sooo much for reading and quoting...its appericateddd...
cancat90As much as I like the angst, it was such a sad chapter, a great chapter, but sad. Please update soon!
Review Responces: lol sry for the sadness pplz!
fallingforGGguysGooD! But how much longer are you gonna make us wait until they are actually together? And are you going to continue the story when they are? Thanks!
Review Responces: lol im coming to the big finalee soon :D
KraziKimmieYes, I did love you for the double update, and while I didn't like what happened between Rory and Logan, I agreed with it, it just seemed to fit. Not that I didn't think he was a jerk to act the way he did, but he had every right, in my opinion. His contradicting feeling on loving her and hating her at the same time, great!
And Whitney bothers me, she always did, dunno why though, especially since we only saw her once.
She just blurted it out to Marty! And he really didn't show all that much emotion, oy with the poodles already! LOL. But I liked Rosemary's reaction, oh and the last chappy where she pulls out the flask and shot glasses and someone, I think it was Rory, commenting that you could definitely see that she was with Finn, she's with Finn, yay!
Now, YAY! Logan beat Dean up, wonder if/when Rory'll find out about that. Hopefully it won't be after they've gotten together and cause a rift between them.
Oh man, sad ending, but I can't wait for what happens next!
Review Responces: OMG hunny thanks SO, and i mean it, SOOOOO Much for this lengthy review, it touches my heart that you took the time. I can't respond to all of it, but i'll comment on your last point...and my comment will be simple... 'yes it would cause a rift wouldn't it'
lol that's all i can say for now..thanks soooo much
melako17rory and logan should be together. soon.
Review Responces: lol yeh thanks for readin
Ninaaawow I loved this chapter:D When when when are they getting togetherjumps
Review Responces: soon tyme hun, patience is virtue :P
AmericasweetieOMG I feel her pain! I feel so sorry for her! Aww I feel sad I hope he forgives her! ZGreat chapter! Can not wait for more! Amazing Job!
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Happy Holidays!
Review Responces: thanks for reading! happy holidays 2 u 2
toomanyobsessionsI so love this story and u need to feed my addiction cause its growing...I really liked how Logan didn't just give into Rory it made it seem more believable and not cheesey like some stories... I also like how u respond to the reviews it makes me feel special
Review Responces: lol i love writing. I also love reading. Sometimes i'd be reading a great fanfic and i see something that i didn't like. Like the couple got together 2 fast or something...so i work to make sure my writing isn't like that...i'm glad u don't think i'm cheesy :)
brown-eyed-beauty87I cried. That's how much your writing moved me... consider this a giganormous (is that even a word?) compliment.
Review Responces: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW You cried! AWWWWWWW hun thats sooo sweeet :) aww your such a babe thanks so muchhhh! awwwwww! (btw, its a word if you can say it :P)
non
this story is so captivating. love it! keep updating!
Review Responces: Thanks soooo much!
SydneyMorgan
Oh my this story is amazing. The depth of emotions that you show with ROry and Logan is fabulous and yet so heart wrenching that it's so captivating. Update soon please. I absolutely am in love with this story!
Review Responces: lol very big beautiful words you've used! lol. Thanks so much! i really love reading these!
roxygrl694
Thank you thank you thank you for the double chapters your such an awesome author and these were great chapters talk about intense rory/logan can't wait to see how this turns out. keep up the great writing and Merry Christmas !
Review Responces: lol merry xmas to you too...happy new yearrr! thanks so much for reading!
HPHGKCroar
UPDATE SOON...It was a great chapter as always...write more soon
Review Responces: thanks so much!
cosmopolitan
luv the fic it is so good plz update it asap
that is 1 hell of a xmas gift
Review Responces: lol yeh thanks so much!
CoCaCoLa29
it was a coolieo chapter! it was soo sad tho... but a great christmas presant! UPDATE ASAP!
Review Responces: omg love that word, Coolieo! lol. Sry for the sadness, hopefully it'll get better...
elowe4
OMG! Please update really soon! I can't believe that Logan turned Rory down! I want to see a broken and jealous Logan so he can see what he caused her and can realize that they are read to be together:)
Review Responces: Jealous Broken Logan coming right up...lol...in this chapter actually buh yeh...he'll return next chappy 2
BTVScancer
Since it is the holiday time I think we deserve a glimmer of hope or happiness in the next chapter... but i love the story
Review Responces: Sry i couldn't fullfil your wishes...just need to go with the flow of my fic, hope u still like it...
sapphirestar11
guess rory's getting her heart broken again. poor rory. i hope she and logan get together soon.
Review Responces: awww yeh dun wry soon tymmme
FairyGirl07
I'm such a dork, that last part made tears slip. But I'm a sucker for this story, I really like! It's so great...please update soon!
Review Responces: awwwwwwwwww lol i'm so sry you're the second i've made cry :P lol. so sorry! thanks for reading thoughh
meg
i have no words you have been building this up and know it's all coming together these two chapters WOW! Great job please update soon.
Review Responces: lol thanks so much hun!
citygrl
well that's just even sadder. i knew that was going to happen but still. very sad. so sad.
i'm curious to see where this goes now.
Review Responces: much more to go, i assure you that much!
ladyro7
Okay, so I accessed it. Great story, it is. No offense, but, do you need a beta? The errors are distracting sometimes. Contact me if you want.
Review Responces: lol very bold aren't you? lol don't wry i appericiate the honesty...umm i think i'll wait till i get a couple more complaints...then i'll take you up on that beta thing okay? it's just i'm not ready for one yet lol/
mal
Wow that was a good update: Logans being kind of a ass Rory is a girl and has emotions Godd Writing UPDATE!
Review Responces: thanks soooo much!
gilmore15girl
Wait, I'm confused.. Logan doesn't know about Rory sleeping with Dean when he was married? Did I miss this somewhere? Update soon, please.
Review Responces: Okayy i kinda changed things around. Rory and Logan were friends for 5 years, intruduced by Stephanie. Dean was never married...him and Rory were dating on and off over the years. When they were off she was either alone wanting Logan or On with other guys. Logan wanted Rory whenever she was with someone but when she finally broke up with that person he'd be persuing another girl...on and off emotions for each other finally break when Rory finds out Dean is cheating on her and breaks up with him. She doesn't tell Logan in the fear of him beating Dean up and because Logan will then think she's 'a little girl' and 'cheatable' lol so thats it reallie...