Jax woke up pretty much like he had been since Marci trusted him enough for playtime, on a couch with his arm wrapped around her. They hadn't made it back to a bed yet, at either house, but he was alright with that. Last night was a close call, for them both. He knew the time just wasn't right for that, but damn if he didn't want to fuck the shit out of her. After the day he drove the charger, the kiss, something had changed. He knew he was changing since before that, but she had too. He knew from talking to Chibs that maybe with her talking to Lyla and getting the confidence to try out some things on her own that was probably why. Jax felt her stir and kissed the back of her head.
"mmm, morning." she whispered, turning so she could see him.
"Morning."
"The kids up?"
He shook his head, "Nope, not yet. I have to get ready though."
"I know. You're going to be ok, right?"
He nodded, knowing what she was really asking, and gave her kiss.
"If I can withhold before I ever kissed you, I'm sure I can now. Chibs and Opie are on this rotation with me and one of them will not be fucking anyone as his wife would cut his favorite appendage off."
she smiled and kissed him, "Same for you, y'know. I don't wanna share."
He tucked some hair behind her ear, "I know. I don't wanna share either."
She kissed him again and then looked for his shirt, putting it over her head. He got up and went to shower before getting his things together for his run to Reno. They did monthly check ins with Jury and the guys and Jax was up to go. She walked into the kitchen to put some eggs and bacon together real quick so he could eat before leaving.
"Morning, mommy."
She smiled and turned to see her brother, "Hey, champ. Abel sleeping?"
"No, Jax wanted to talk to him."
She nodded and got the plates down for everyone. She didn't want him to go and knew that close call last night was because she was scared. She knew he probably did as well and that's why they both stopped. She didn't want to perform the grand finale because she was scared he'd fuck something else while on the run. She set everyone's plate on the table and then sit next to Bradley. Jax and Abel came into the kitchen and sat at their place. Everyone ate in silence, not wanting to talk.
Marci could feel the tension from him leaving in the room and sighed. She didn't know how to get through the next three days without him here. She'd grown very attached to him since she moved here, even more after letting all the lies go. The last week had been special for her, magical even. She never thought she'd get a chance to have an intimate relationship with anyone and now, she didn't want to fuck it up.
Jax kept stealing glances at the woman across him, trying not to think about having to leave her for three days. They had just started and he knew he was going to be held on trial, so to speak. His last run was different, they weren't doing anything. She was just the girl watching Abel. Now though, she was more, much, much, more. He didn't know how to explain it, the feelings that had been creeping up since she arrived into this town. He had a hunch on what it was, but he'd only known her about three months, surely it wasn't that.
He watched as she stood up and took her plate to the sink, filling it with water. The boys had went back to Abel's room to play and Jax just watched her. She turned and made to grab his plate, and he got her hand, pulling her into his lap. She straddled him and put her arms around his neck. "I'm going to miss you" he whispered.
She smiled and leaned her forehead to his, "me too."
He cupped her face in his hands and kissed her lightly on the lips. "Three days."
she nodded, "Three very long days."
There was a knock on the door, and Marci go up, going back to the sink. Chibs walked in with Opie as well as Tig and sat at the table with Jax. Marci listened as she did the dishes. They were discussing the route and the time, hoping they could be there by lunch. She let the water out and went to tell the boys to get dressed as they were meeting Lyla at the Park to let the kids run around. She turned to see the guys getting up from the table and leaned against the wall. Jax walked up and gave her a kiss. "Bye, baby."
She blinked a bit, trying to control herself. "Bye, be careful."
He nodded, going back to tell the boys bye.
"Take care of him." She whispered, looking at the three bikers in the room. They each gave her a hug and assured her he was in good hands. She nodded her thanks as Jax came back down the hall. He gave her another kiss and she watched as he mounted his bike and took off with others tailing him. She shut the door and walked down to his room. She went to his closet and pulled out one of his shirts that had the reaper on it and changed into it, tieing it under her breasts since she had already at her cuttoffs on when she woke up.
She padded back down the hall to see the boys sitting in the living room while putting her hair in a messy bun. She grabbed the blanket that they had been using and folded it, putting it up in the closet. She had told Jax they were staying at both houses while he was gone so that he knew they would be safe. Lyla and the kids were planning on staying tonight at Marci's so that the women wouldn't be alone. It wasn't Lyla's first time being without Opie while he was on a run, but told Marci the first time was the hardest and so knew Marci would need someone there with her. Gemma was coming for a bit that night to hang out with them. Marci was grateful to both women for helping her get through Jax's first run after everything that happened.
"You two ready for the park?"
She smiled as they hollered, jumping off the couch. She opened the door for them and Abel stopped, hugging her. She looked down at the blonde. "You alright, kiddo."
He smiled, "My daddy's gonna be ok. When he gets back he said he won't have to leave for a long time."
She knelt down and kissed his forehead. "Thank you, sweetie."
He nodded and ran to get in the car with Bradley. They drove to "Cherry Pie" turned up and the windows down. Marci laughed as the boys were pretending to play guitars as they pulled up to the park. Lyla was already there and laughing as they got out. Marci noticed everyone looking at her, but she didn't care. She needed to release some stress and she loved that song. She hugged Lyla and the two sat, watching their kids play.
"So how was it this morning?"
"Weird. I don't think either of us wanted to go. Not after last night, anyway."
Lyla turned to her friend, "Last night?"
Marci smiled as she told her friend about last night. How it had started out as always. Making out and clothes that went everywhere while they played together. She told her how they had almost played through the finale and Lyla hugged her close. "It'll happen for ya, hun. Don't let yourself do it though if you aren't sure, and definitely because you're scared for him to be gone."
She nodded, glad to have a friend like Lyla to help her through this. Knowing that Lyla was just as insecure the first time Opie left made her feel better, and they were already having sex by the time he had to go. Lyla decided to cheer her friend up and so told her about last night at the Winston house. Opie had set up the living room like a tent and they had marshmallows and watched TV. Marci smiled as listened to her friend.
Jax led the guys in silence all the way to Reno. They stopped once for a break and to fill up the bikes, and he was glad to finally be there. Jury and his men already had the sweetbutts there with food and booze, and they couldn't be happier...well Tig and Chibs couldn't be happier. Opie slapped his friend on the shoulder and Jax looked at him. "C'mon, you're my date for the next three days or our women will cut off our favorite appendage."
Jax chuckled, which was what Opie was looking for, as they walked in. Jax hugged his "Uncle" and they all sat to catch up on what the guys in Reno had been up to. The Tribe hadn't patched all the way over, yet. They were trying to though, and that was the purpose for the three day stay this time. Jax leaned back in the booth and looked around at all the guys with the girls, hoping he got through the next three days.
He did talk to Jury about him and Opie needing separate rooms from the sweetbutts as both weren't there for that. Jury had asked Jax about him as Jax usually enjoyed the playtime when he came around. Jax told him about Marci and how he really didn't want to fuck it up. He knew about the "what stays on a run is private" thing, but he knew he just couldn't do that her. She was putting enough faith and trust into him that he wasn't willing to jeopardize it for a few nights of being inside a pussy. He knew she was scared about him being here. Knew it last night when they almost finished out the night differently then they normally did.
Opie watched his friend, knowing he should have stayed. All the guys could tell that this was going to either solidify the president's relationship with Marci, or destroy it. Tig was even worried about. Tig had apologized to Jax for the way he was handling the whole situation and Jax accepted it. They both knew how Tig was, Tig just didn't think Jax was that serious about the bird.
"Hey..."
Jax and Opie looked over to see a couple of girls scooting in next to them.
"Hey."
The red head next to Jax, put her hand on his leg and he scooted over, closer to Opie.
"You got an old lady?" the girl asked, coming closer to him.
"Yeah, so I'm a no go, darlin'. Sorry, but she means a lot to me." he automatically told her.
Opie turned to look at his friend. He, of course, knew where the couple were headed; Jax just hadn't called her his old lady, yet.
"Pity." the girl stated, going up to find someone else.
Jax let out a breath and scooted back over.
"Sorry about her." the brunette stated, still sitting with them.
Jax nodded and than got up, going outside a bit. Opie watched him, knowing the air would probably do him good. The girl moved to sit across from the biker. "You just got married, yeah?"
"Yeah, and she would cut my dick if I did, sweetheart."
She shook her head, "I'm not here for that. My brother's a prospect and he doesn't like me home alone. He made me come up here. My old man too."
Opie nodded, "So what's your name, sugar?"
"Cynthia."
"Nice to meet, ya. I'm Opie. Could you do me a favor, hun?"
She nodded and he continued. "Make sure the girls leave him alone. It's complicated, but he really wants to not fuck while we're here."
She smiled. "I didn't think biker's cared all that much about their women back home."
Opie laughed, "Some of us don't, that's why most stay single. It's easier, for sure. That man outside had been that way for a long fucking time. This thing surprised him and it's his first time from her."
Cynthia nodded, "Got it. I'll help. Nice to meet ya, Opie."
Opie watched as the girl got up and walked back to some of the girls. He knew she wouldn't tell them what he told her, girls that weren't sweetbutts or croweaters had a respect from the guys, they held themselves different. The guys knew not to play with them or they'd get the fuck beat out of them.
Jax sat outside, on the ground. He thought about everything. He thought about how he was finally over Tara. He wasn't sure when it happened, but knew he was over enough to let his heart be with Marci. He couldn't wait to get home, get back to her and the boys. He already missed them. He pulled out his phone and sent her a text: "Hey, made it ok. Have fun with Lyla and Gemma. -Jax."
He flipped the phone shut and lit a cigarette. He looked over the hills and the land, thinking about her. How she moved with him, how she felt under him, how she kissed him, sucked him, "not going to help, Teller." he thought to himself, shaking his head to get rid of the thoughts.
"Hey."
He looked up to see the brunette that was at the table with Opie. "Hey."
She sat next to him and sighed. "So you're friend ratted on you. You have a girl that's special."
He looked out across the land, "Very special." he whispered as his phone beeped.
He opened it: "Ok, b safe and come back soon. I'm counting down. Missy you.-Marci."
Cynthia watched as his smile grew while he read the text on his phone. This man that she just met was in love with the girl back home, she'd bet her life on it. When a man was in love, especially a biker, they had a twinkle in their eye as they thought about the girl back home. They had a way they held themselves around others. She loved watching these me, that's why she was with one herself. He was on a run though, and she missed him.
"You're girl?"
"Yep." Jax smiled, putting out his cigarette.
"My old man is on a run. He just got his patch a few months ago. I miss him."
Jax turned to look at her, eyes big, making her laugh. "Opie thought I was just here for dick, also. I forgive you. My brother's inside."
Jax smiled, glad that at least for now, there was one girl here that didn't wanna jump on for a ride.
Two days and 14 hours, that was how long Jax and the boys had been gone. She had talked to him every night before going to bed until they both fell asleep on the phone. There were even times they woke up forgetting to hang up. Gemma was taking the boys so that Marci and Jax could have some time. Lyla and Gemma had been her saving grace and she loved them both dearly. She had sat down with Bradley and told him that her relationship with Jax was slowly changing, that they may start sharing bed soon. Bradley told her he was fine with that as the bed had more room then the couch did, that made Marci laugh, Lyla too.
Marci had texted Jax to let him know she was at his house and not to bother going to the other house when he got back when he texted her letting her know they were leaving. While he was gone, she had another Epiphany. Lyla called her on it pretty much like she did before and Marci couldn't deny it, no matter how she tried. She was in love with the biker on his way back. That was when she asked Gemma to watch the boys. She was ready, knew he was just waiting for her mostly. Lyla had taken her to Lodi earlier and helped her pick out on outfit for tonight.
She had dinner made and waiting on him. She had just changed into the outfit when she got a text from Lyla stating that Jax just left her house. She shut her phone off and then went to sit at the table. She was wearing a black sundress over the lingerie set Lyla helped her pick out, which was a dark green boy short and bra set. She put on her heels that he liked and had a garter belt to hold up the fishnets that Lyla convinced her to wear. She heard the Dyna pull up and go silent, knowing he was home.
She didn't have anything fancy in the kitchen, just her and the food. He walked in and set his stuff by the door, looking into the kitchen. He smiled as he saw her sitting there with his mom's meatballs on the table. He felt bad when she made them before and was going to actually eat them this time. He walked over and pulled her out of her seat. "Oh how I fucking missed you, baby."
She kissed him quickly. "I missed you too. Eat, you've had a long trip."
They sat and he told her about the run, how he and Ope had made a friend with one of the old ladies who helped with the girls. Marci was glad that Jax made a friend that helped them out, it meant a lot to her. She in return told him about what Abel had told him the day he left. She hadn't told him before as she wanted to in person. "I'm glad he said that to you. Now you get to sit and I will clean. No argument."
She sighed, "Alright, I'm going to change."
He nodded as she stood, noticing her heels and fishnets as she walked away. He let out a groan and she laughed as she continued on her way. He didn't see her miss the bathroom and go into his room. She walked in and quickly unzipped the dress, letting it fall and laid on his bed, heels still in place, waiting for him to come look for her. Jax finished up with the dishes and let the water run out. He thought back to his trip while washing up. He figured out what he was feeling with Opie and Cynthia's help. Chibs and Tig were, of course, taking advantage of all the pussy they got to enjoy. Jax knew he loved that girl and couldn't wait to tell her. He walked into the living room and noticed her not there.
"Marci." he called out, starting for the hallway. He noticed the bathroom was empty as he passed it. He walked into his room and stopped at the sight of her on his bed. She watched as his eyes took in what she had on and she waited for them to look into hers. When his eyes got up to hers, she smiled. "Come get your dessert, the boys wont be home till tomorrow after school."
She watched as he smiled back at her and took his cut off. She watched as he pulled his shirt over his head and his hands go to the button on his jeans, undoing them. She watched as he took his shoes off so he could step out of the pants now around his ankles. She watched his boxers as they followed his jeans down his legs. She looked back to his face, his smirk causing her to blush. He slowly walked over to the bed, and leaned down. They kept their eyes locked as Jax stalked up her, not letting his skin touch hers. He kept his arms extended as his face came up to hers, settling himself between her legs. She looked up at him and smiled, "Welcome home."
He leaned down and kissed her, tongues automatically coming out to play. She arched her back as he brought his hand around to undo her bra. His lips trailed down her jaw to her shoulder and followed his hand as he took each strap off her. She wrapped her arms around his neck, fingers playing with his hair, once they were free from the straps. His fingers lightly traced over her skin as he brought his hand back up her arm and over to her breast, cupping it in his hand. She moaned as his lips moved south and took her nipple into his mouth, lightly sucking. He gave his attention to both tits before heading further south.
Her hands laid in his hair as he moved, back arching at the feel of his lips on her skin. They had both missed this, their skin touching each other. He put his teeth to the clips holding up the fishnets and snapped them open. He leaned back on his knees and slowly took the net down each leg, stopping to remove the heels. He kissed each leg before slowly leaning back down to remove her panties and belt. She arched her back as he slowly worked his way back to her, claiming her lips with is own. His hand found its way to her clit and he stroked her expertly as two fingers found their way into her wetness, causing a hiss from the girl underneath him. "What do you want?" he whispered into her ear, licking the spot he found just behind it. He felt her shudder against him as she whispered, "Just you." He looked up into her eyes, "You sure?"
She nodded and kissed him, "I love you."
He smiled as she pulled from him, "I love you too."
The smile on her face was the best one he'd ever seen. He claimed her mouth again, tongues dancing. He kept his pace with his fingers and slowly kissed his way down her jaw.
"Show me." she whispered into his ear.
Jax looked up at her to see her holding one of the condoms from his nightstand. He grinned and took his hand from her, hearing her groan. He chuckled and took the foil packet, opening it. She watched as he ran the barrier down his length, a bit nervous. He knew she was nervous and cupped her face.
"It'll be easier if I just do it, not easing in. That'll hurt worse." he whispered, kissing her.
She nodded, not trusting her mouth. He slowly kissed her and brought his hand back down to help her relax and get ready for him. He felt her body relax and lifted up, his arms extended. He leaned on one arm, looking into her eyes, while his hand got him positioned. He rubbed his dick up and down her slit a few times to get her used to it being there, He never came close to her pussy because he knew his resolve. If he was that close, he would have went all the way in. She nodded at him and he kissed her, thrusting to the hilt.
He held her, feeling a tear on his shoulder. He lifted back up, careful not to move much and kissed her eyes. He kissed her face, slowly claiming her lips again. She knew it was going to hurt, but shit...that was bad. She was glad he just did it, if he tried to go slow, the pain would be longer. After a few minutes, she moved her hips and he looked into her eyes. She smiled and moved them a bit again, the second time not as bad as the first. She nodded up at him, giving him the go.
Jax smiled and kissed her, keeping his pace slow and not taking himself all the way out. As the pace picked up, he wrapped her legs around his waist. Her back arched at the new angle as he was pulling almost all the way out before plunging back into her. He could slowly feel his resolve breaking and knew she wasn't going to cum since it was her first time and girls usually didn't. He kept the pace slow to prolong his release, hoping to get her used to him before he came. Her back arched into him and her muscles were milking him with each push and pull of their hips.
The pace picked up a bit the closer he got to his release. She grabbed his face and kissed him. He pulled back and his head moved to her shoulder as their breaths came out as nothing but pants in the quiet room. She ran her fingers through hair, licking his ear. "Let go." she whispered and watched as he let himself go with her. She held him as he laid on her, trying to get his breath. She knew from talking to Lyla that she would most likely not come because of the invasion her body would feel, but that each time would get better.
Jax caught his breath and rolled over, pulling her with him. She laid her head on his chest, just enjoying him being back and in her arms. He kissed the top of her head. "Thank you."
She looked up at him, "What for?"
He put his palm to her face, watching her lean into his touch. "This, loving me. I know it's not easy."
She smiled and kissed his palm, intertwining their fingers, "It's easier than you think, Jackson."
He picked his head up and kissed her again, moving till they were sitting on the bed. She watched as he got up and went to the bathroom to dispose of the condom. She smiled when he came back and laid on top of her, kissing her. "You hurt?"
She shook her head, "Not really, Lyla gave me something that should help with it if I'm sore in the morning."
He nodded and kissed her again. She sighed as they rolled over and he spooned her to him, sleep claiming them.
Alright, the part you have been waiting on. Hope you liked it. Remember to leave me a comment below. Thanks to all the comments/follows/favorites, I really appreciate it! Until next time, Brianna