Hey! I'm back for now. Drake finally let me in Monday afternoon after almost 4 damn days. He is getting better, he just lost some weight and it's kinda scary. But In case you haveing heard, Cory Monteith Died Saturday and if yo don't know who he is, he played Finn on Glee. Anyways he was one of my favorite actors and I honestly think that's why drake let me in. So now we are both sorta depressed and we have been laying in his bed all day. I'm probably staying here over night and all just cause he doesn't want to be alone and I don't either. So I'm not sure how long this story will be but your gonna get some more Auslly soon. There is one chapter that I can't wait for you guys to read. It's my favorite! Anyways I'm sorry you have to wait so long for this chapter I just want to spend some time with drake and I'm kinda scared to leave him. He has never done anything like this and I don't really know what to do. Anyways I hope you like the chapter.

Austin's POV

I haven't felt this protective over a girl since Cassidy. I don't know why but Ally reminds me of her. It's December now. Ally has been with us for two months. She's more open now. She goes out a lot with Trish and Anna and I'm out with Dez a lot too. For me an Dez it's like old times.

"So this Ally girl, you like her"? Dez asks catching me off gard

"What? No! She's just my friend." I tell him.

"Are you sure about that"? "Of course! I mean yeah she's pretty, hell she's gorgeous! And she's really sweet and nice and she's like so mysterious, I like it. And when she hugs me, it's like the best feeling ever. And those nights where she doesn't want to be alone and sleeps in my bed, those are my favorites. I get to wake up with her beside me, and occasionally I wake up with her in my arms. It's like I'm holding the world in my arms. And then when she wears my shirts. See I only like her as a friend" Damn. I got it bad. I mean I already knew that I liked her a little bit but I didn't realize how much I did untill now.

"Austin, me and you both know that you like her. Actually I think your in love with her. " what? I can't. But what if I do.

" I know. " it's all I say before walking off telling him ill talk to him later. I got alot on my mind so I go for a walk. Adam is comeing down for Christmas. This is also Ally's first Christmas. I don't know why but she seemed really confused when she walked in and we were putting up the tree. I've been walking for about 25 minutes and I ended up at my house. It's only 2pm on a Saturday but I need some sleep. All this thinking gave me a headache.

I wake up and I can feel someone watching me. I open my eyes and Anna is standing at my bedroom door. "Ally is asleep too". She walks over and sits on the edge of me bed. "You gonna get her something for Christmas"? She asks me. "Yeah. I plan on it. I'm not sure what yet". "Well, we went shopping today. There was this necklace in that store beside the peirceings place. It was white gold with a music note heart. She was looking at it. Just an idea". She gets up and walks out and I start thinking. Maybe I should get her that. Obviously I like her, but my mom would never let us date. I just have to let ally know.

I was walking down a sidewalk. I could feel the stares and I could hear the words they were calling me. Psycho, freak, serial killer, socio. I walk home like this every day, I'm use to it by now, but that didnt mean it doesn't hurt. People stopping me and asking me if it was true, if I really did kill them. I just push by everyone and head inside but stopping dead in my tracks am dropping everything in my hands. I could feel the hit tears in my eyes but I refused to cry. Only about three feet infront if me was the lifeless body of my brother. I ran out the house as fast as I could and ran and ran untill I was on the front steps of the moons porch. I opend the door running up the stairs. "All where are you going"? Mrs. Moon asks. "I gotta talk to Austin" I scream. " Ally wait"! Alexis yells. I push past her. I keep runnin up the stairs untill I get to his room. I push open his door and run over to his bed expecting to see him sitting there playin his guitar like he always does after school. "Where's Austin"! I scream running to Anna's room. "Ally, Austin died 6 months ago. Don't you remeber"?

I wake up in pure darkness. Did I mention I'm scared of the dark? I climb out of bed and run down the hall and into Austin's room. He's not not not in there. I start to get scared, when if he's gone. I run down the stairs and into the kitchen. "Ally, are you okay? To look really pale"? Alexis says to me. I ignore her and run back up the stairs. "Anna! Where's Austin"! Here it comes. He's dead, I just know it. "He's out back swimming, is everything okay"? I hurry back down the stairs and out side to the pool as soon as I get there Austin is climbing out of the pool. I run up to him and throw my arms around his neck. "Ally, are you okay"? He asks while wrapping his arms around my waist

Austin's POV.

"Ally are you okay"? I ask while wrapping my arms around her waist. "Just promise me your never goin to leave me Austin. Promise. Everybody that loves me leaves me. Please don't ". She whispered into my chest. "I promise Ally, I'm never leaving you. " I whisper into her ear.

Mimi's POV (1)

I look out the kitchen window and I see Austin and Ally in a very 'friendly' hug out by the pool. There getting to close and I don't like it.

(1) do y'all want more things in her POV?

Also I've never ever had a bad dream so I'm not sure how they go or whatever. Austin admired he likes ally! Just so you know he doesn't get her the necklace. Also I know he is swimming in December but it florida! I dot live in Florida but where I do live it's really hot all year round so I literally swim every season. This chapter toke forever to write! Also you might get a chapter or 2 tomorrow and anywhere from 2-4 chapters by Saturday cause tomorrow I have to go to my Asthma doctor and it's a few hours away an then Friday I'm going somewhere with Drake and it's a few hours away so that means I got plenty of time to write in the car. Also I've had people ask me why I don't ever use like italics when I do song lyrics or flashbacks and stuff by I can't read anything that is in italics so it would be a mess. If you have any questions about anything just ask! Ill most likely answer! Thanks for reading and don't forget to review!