Sexual Disgrace
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Chapter 14: Sayonara
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Do not own Do as Infinity!!! (Oh poo)
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(Sakura's POV)
I cringe as a searing pain shoots up my front side; I will myself to stay conscious for a little while longer... My emerald eyes are shown to the world as I am staring at the ceiling of a very familiar room...
I blink a few times before attempting to sit up right; cringing at the pain, I quickly fall back giving out exasperated breaths... I feel so warm all of a sudden that I can almost feel the sweat forming on my forehead and rolling down my face...
My vision begins to blur in front of my very eyes... My ears pick up the sound of shuffling feet and the knob of a door being turned; the hinges squeaking upon it being pulled opened...
"Sakura-chan..."
Deidara?
My eyes snap open as I am faced with Deidara's flawless face; a mixture of emotions present on his face; concern, happiness, sadness, worry...
His hand is placed on my forehead and he quickly pulls away upon touching the heated flesh... I look down at my fragile form before rushing out of the room and returning with cold cloth in hand which he places on my sweat covered forehead...
I whisper out a silent thank you and listen to his retreating footsteps and the quiet shutting of the bedroom door...
Why do I feel so sick?
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"She has a high fever..." Deidara explains to Kisame who is sitting casually with his arms crossed over his large chest...
"I see..." He inquires...
Both of their gazes meet Itachi's cold stare as he enters the room; Akatsuki attire taken off and only clad in a black shirt and a pair of grey sweat pants...
"What happened to Sakura-chan?" Deidara suddenly asked out of the blue...
Itachi sends the blond haired male a deadly glare as he replies with coldness...
"None of your concern..."
Before Itachi can leave the room and head into the kitchen, Deidara's voice causes him to stop and turn instantly on his heel as he slams the male against the nearest wall...
"It is my concern!"
The impact caused Kisame to jump a little as he watched the scene unravel before his very eyes...
"I don't want to here the kunoichi's name being spoken..."
The Uchiha removes himself from the stunned blond haired male and whispers out a few more words before totally leaving the room...
"No one is to see her..."
Deidara stiffened up and balled a fist; he didn't know why he cared about Sakura so much all of a sudden; it just happened naturally he thought...
Balling a fist, Deidara punched the wall good and hard as he spoke through gritted teeth...
"You can't treat her like an object..."
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My emerald eyes scan the room I am in; my vision is going and I can almost feel my body tightening up... I have just woken up from my slumber, but I still am feeling very tired...
I know that a window must be open, because a cool breeze is blowing into the stuffy room; smells like rain and forest musk...
I feel even weaker and weary than the last time I was up; but only for a while... A shooting pain erupts from my abdomen as the events of previous night rush into my head and I begin the recall each scene slowly...
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"No... Stop..."
"I said stop!"
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He doesn't deserve to die...
I do...
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"Please... Itachi..."
"Stop!"
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"Itachi!"
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Move Sakura!
Move!
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Blinding me...
Refraining me from being allowed to see...
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My breathing is shallower than before and I can already tell that I have come down with a fierce fever; it won't die down anytime soon, I know that much... His image comes to mind as my eyes slowly open; squinting from the sudden light that blinds my sight...
I try to sit up but I am unable and instead find myself gasping and cringing in utter pain...
Why!?!
I am not weak!!!
My body feels so fragile in its sudden state that I cannot even begin to explain... All I want is for me to get better so that I can resume my normal life...
If only my life were normal...
My life in Konohagakure?
Or, my life in Akatsuki?
I can't come up with a decision...
I can hear more footsteps and the sound of the door creaking open once again; the corner of my lips curve upwards into a small smile as I quickly glance at Deidara's saddened face... I don't know why he is sad though?
"Deidara..." I whisper out.
He places a cool cloth on my forehead as he kneels down beside the bed that I am currently lying on and dabs the sweat that has collected on my face with another cloth; I thank him silently as I relax against the bed and don't even bother to open my eyes...
I am quite startled though, to say the least...
A large boom erupted from within the room as I stifle back a rather loud gasp and quickly jolt forwards as I am met with Uchiha Itachi slamming Deidara against one of the room walls...
The damp cloth falls from its place on my forehead and now sits on my lap as I am observing the scene I am faced with... My heart rate has increased because suddenly I am sweating all over again...
Itachi...
Deidara...
I can hear Itachi whispering something into Deidara's ear as he throws the man to the floor, causing him to lose his breath for only a mere second... I am staring wide eyed as Deidara scrambles out of the room and Itachi stays for a second...
"You can't keep people from seeing me..." I shout at him with whatever energy I have left...
In less than a second I find myself pushed against the headboard of the bed, Itachi's eyes are burning holes in my very flesh as he breaths out words coated with venom...
"You are in no position to give me orders..."
"You're a bastard..." I whisper as he lets my sore body fall to the bed...
I don't bother to open my eyes; I can already hear Itachi's retreating footsteps as he slams the door shut... Tears unnoticeably begin to leave my closed eyes and roll down my cheeks as my entire body shakes...
I can tell that the wound done to my abdomen has opened; and quite frankly I don't give a damn, I'd rather bleed to death here then face years of heart ache...
And suddenly I find myself being surrounded once again in a thick blanket of darkness; casting my into a world that feels so much like reality...
Hallucination...
Fantasy...
Dream on...
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Voices fill my head as I feel searing pain shooting to my wounded abdomen... I open my tired eyes and look around to find Tazu Asami hovering over me, her expression is grave and her eyebrows are knitted together...
She pulls away with bloodied bandages in her hands and a few white ones...
I look around wearily and finally realize what's going on at the moment... I must have passed out while in Itachi's room and Akatsuki became alarmed by the bleeding of my abdomen...
I purse my chapped lips before parting them slowly and breathing out a few words...
"Asami, I need to go..."
Confused by my remark, Asami gently pushes me back down on the bed when I try to sit up and leave the room...
She shakes her head before speaking...
"You'll end up opening up your wound again..."
"You're lucky that Itachi even let me in here to treat you..."
She stopped before starting up again...
"Though, I was the only the one allowed in here..."
Shrugging her shoulders, Asami tucked a few strands of black hair behind her ear before giving me a slight smile and leaving the warm room... My mind is still in a haze as I try to contemplate what will happen next...
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Uchiha Itachi stood in front of his bedroom window with a sleeping Sakura in his bed directly behind where he was standing... He watched as the wind caused the cherry blossom trees beyond the low fence surrounding Akatsuki compound to dance...
Balling a tight fist, Itachi glared at the sleeping woman; she looks so peaceful when she is sleeping... Not a care in the world to have thoughts about whatsoever...
Taking you back to Akatsuki was a mistake...
And I will be sure to correct it...
Letting his obsidian orbs fall shut, Itachi walked up to his bed and then looked back at the open window where outside the sun was fast setting beyond the vast forest of trees... Gripping the bed covers, Itachi yanked them off of the sleeping kunoichi, causing her to awaken almost instantly after he did so...
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As I look at Itachi I can't help but feel immense sorrow for what I have done to him not too long ago... I went back to Sasuke which ended up in a major disaster on all of our behalf's...
As I am pulled into a sitting position, I can't help but notice that there is a red piece of silk string loosely tied around my wrist; I don't remember it being there before and I am completely baffled but decide to keep quiet...
My emerald eyes look up at Itachi who is hauling me up to my two feet, even though I wish against the sudden course of action and nearly lose my balance... He takes my arm tightly and takes one last glance at the darkened skies outside...
Akaku nijimu taiyou wa subete wo
Terashite kita ima mo mukashi mo
Kono yuuyami ni egaiteru souzou wa
Hatashite kono te ni oe nai mono na no ka
Now we are walking down one of Akatsuki's many corridors and I am totally oblivious as to what's going on and where Itachi is taking me at the moment... Though my eyes seemingly go wide as he approaches the front entrance to the compound...
Now the two of us are outside in the cool night air as it rushes by and causes my hair to dance along with the wind... Itachi seems so quiet as he continues to drag me along with him to God knows where!
Motto ima ijou ni hadaka ni natte
Ikite yuku sube oshiete yo
Hon no sukoshi dake watashi wo yogoshite
Sou yatte hitori kizutsuitari
Mawari wo nakushita to shitemo
Shinjitsu no uta wa kono mune ni nagare
We end up happening across a large clearing within the forest and finally the Uchiha stops from going any further and releases my arm where it falls back to my side... I look up at his stoic face and am confused when he hands me a small scroll...
His eyes are void of any emotion, he is standing in front of me; the direction Konohagakure is in... And my back is facing Akatsuki base; once a place I actually thought I could call home, now I know that I was mistaken...
Eien wo shireba donna kurayami mo
Itami mo itsuka kiete
Sou yatte ima wa watashi wo yogoshite
Zutto mukashi mita tenkuu no shiro ni
Itsuka wa tadoritsukeru
Shinjitsu no uta wo michishirube ni shite
My eyes dart down to where the scroll is rolled up in my left hand; A sad smile touches my lips as I finally have the strength and courage to look Uchiha Itachi in the face...
"Itachi..." I whisper and before I can finish he speaks in haste...
"I hate you."
There... it was simple and blunt, though it held so many emotions and meanings... The thought of him saying such words to me causes my heart to ache and nearly split into to pieces... I look down once again and it's as if we are both on cue; the two of us pass by each other without out further words spoken between the two of us...
Eien wo shireba donna kurayami mo
Itami mo itsuka kiete
Shinjitsu no uta wa kono mune ni nagare
Not a farewell...
Or even a goodbye...
It's as if we were strangers to one another; not exchanging anymore words than needed, not even giving the person a second thought or glance...
The wind blows from behind my and causes my long pink tresses to dance in front of my face, almost blocking my vision from me; unwanted tears slip from my now closed eyes as I will myself to keep going...
I don't even look back at the man that I thought I had fallen in love with... What an utter fool I must have been to actually believe that an S-class criminal would have any room in his heart for the emotion, love...
And as I walk on, I feel as if my heart is growing heavier and heavier the farther I walk away from Akatsuki compound...
Motto ima ijou ni watashi wo yogoshite
Hon no sukoshi dake watashi wo yogoshite
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I know that I am back home, the sun has yet to risen yet and I am so dreadfully weary... The wind is still persisting to blow; the scroll that Itachi had given to me was a map from Akatsuki to Konohagakure and if it wasn't for that I wouldn't have gotten home...
Ripping the scroll in two, I toss is into a nearby bush and before I think of taking a single step forwards, I pull on one end of the red silk string tied around my right wrist and slowly untie it from around me...
It waves magnificently in the breeze and I raise my arm up towards the setting sun as I release it from my hold; watching as the gentle breeze carries it gracefully into the horizon; disappearing from my view as I begin to slowly walk...
I don't want to be reminded of you...
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(Itachi's POV)
I am sitting in my chair behind my study desk as I jot down a few things for later missions Akatsuki have been assigned to just recently...
I put my pen down as I glance at my open window and gaze longingly at the rising sun far off in the distance; the wind is still blowing and it is then that I know that a storm is on its way and is ready to conquer and invade...
A cherry blossom floats with the wind and enters through the open window of my room; landing with such grace right on top of my study desk...
Shinjitsu no uta wo michishirube ni shite
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Author's Note
Hey, howdy, hello!!! Tee hee; I hope that you all don't want to kill me right about now, I might and might not promise that I'll make things all better (laughs) My wrist is feeling a lot better and that's why I have finished this chapter...
Wow, 14 chapters already... Crap! I didn't know that I would actually go through with making this story longer than 10 chapters; it was only supposed to be a short story, lol!
I'll try and update as soon as I possibly can XD
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P.S: The insert song that I used is called Shinjitsu no Uta by Do as Infinity
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