You're not going to like where this is going but don't worry I'll throw in a few surprises which will hopefully make it a better read, unfortunately we're nearly at the end now. But I will get started on a new fic ASAP. Reviews would be muchly appreciated. :)
Sophie's P.O.V
I stood on the top of the bridge, my feet dangerously close to the edge. My brain was trying to think but I wasn't capable of thought. My right foot slid forward and my whole body nearly fell forward, I quickly stumbled backwards trying to regain my balance. That's when I heard her. "Soph no! You've got one chance at life. One chance! Don't throw it away." She screamed. She was hear. I turned around, there she was being held back by police officers. When did everyone get there? I could see that she was still screaming but I couldn't hear anything else. One chance rolled around in my head. "Sian." I whispered. She was right. I needed to run towards her, every time I tried I slipped further back. There was no more ground left and I was falling. The silence was suffocating me. I hit the water and I was completely submerged in water. I woke up gasping for air. It was a dream. Where was I? I blinked a few times. "She's awake. Nurse, nurse she's awake!" Soon enough my memories came flooding back.
"Miss Webster you've lost a lot of blood so you'll be feeling very weak right now. I want you to get as much rest as you can until I send down Dr. Renard. She specialises in youth self mutilation so it would be good for you to talk to her." The doctor who's name escapes me said to me in an incredibly patronising way. I nodded. He turned around pulling the curtain away as he went. Before he could pull it across to shut it Rosie bounded in. "Rosie! You came to help me." I said with such delight. A frown appeared across her face- which I noticed had a lack of make-up. She shook her head slowly. "No Soph, I couldn't find you. I didn't know where to look. I searched for hours." Tears glistened in her hours. I didn't understand how did I get here? "Soph, you need to stop doing this to yourself. It's not right. And Sian, she's distraught." She took my hand and stroked my knuckles. "I love you Rosie." I couldn't say anything more.
Sian's P.O.V
After hours of searching for Sophie, I was certain she was dead. There was no way she'd survive and the night was freezing cold she wouldn't have survived outside on her own. I was so thankful that Jason found her. He was on his way to pick up his wages and he saw her. In a field he said. When I saw her I fell apart Nothing in this world means more to me than Sophie, and seeing her like that almost killed me. I sat with her all night holding her hand hoping somehow that she'd sense I was there. "Sian." She whispered. I was stunned. "Soph, Sophie wake up." I said shaking her ever so slightly. Her eyelids sprung apart and I was so thankful. "She's awake. Nurse, nurse she's awake!"
I felt two heavy hands on my shoulder. "I'm going to have to ask you to leave now." It was one of the doctors. "NO! I can't leave her, look at her she needs me! Get off me, now. Sophie. Sophie tell them." I screamed, but Sophie didn't tell them. She didn't even look at me, her eyes were focussed on her arms. "Sophie, please." I whispered as two men lifted me off the ground and carried me away.
When I got to the family room, I was met by Rosie and Sally. They both nodded at me knowingly. "She's awake, but we're not allowed to see her." I whispered throw my tears. Rosie threw her arm around me as I sat next to her. I hugged my knee's but I think I was more holding myself together. She didn't want me any more, the reality of that hurt. "Why didn't she fight for me Rosie? Why didn't she fight? She needs me now, I know she does." My voice was muffled by Rosie's shoulder but I was pretty sure that what I said was still understood. "I'm going to go see her, I need to see she's okay." Rosie spoke for the first time since we found Sophie. Me and Sally both just nodded not knowing what to say.
Sophie's P.O.V
"Where's Sian?" I looked straight into Rosie's eyes. "I need to see her." Rosie swallowed hard. "Sophie, I don't think Sian's in a fit state to see you. She won't stop crying. Don't get me wrong she wants to see you, but she's still beating herself up about everything that happened." Rosie had obviously practised this line over and over in her head. I picked up my tea and drank the rest of it all the sugar was at the bottom, I ad to have three sugars in my tea because of the blood loss, or something. "Go get her now. I need to speak to her, on her own." I needed to say my goodbye to Sian.
"Soph." Sian whispered from behind the curtain. "Come in." My voice was completely monotone I had expressed too much feeling lately I seemed to have nothing left. "Sophie, I'm really sorry-" She began. "STOP!" I shouted and startled her. "Sian, we need to talk. And I'm sick of hearing 'Sorry' I've had enough of it from Rosie. So just sit down and listen." She obeyed and sat down on the plastic chair that my sister just evacuated minutes earlier. "I need to stop this pain. You were like the only painkiller I needed. You made me forget about my mum's cancer. About how my sister was always the centre of attention. You numbed the pain of having such a mundane life. Then Sian, I fell for you. I kissed you and made the biggest mistake of my life. I love you Sian, and I always will. But being with or without you is killing me. A wise person once told me that you only have once chance at life, and I don't want to waste my chance on all this hurt. I need you to leave me, I need to leave. Goodbye." I couldn't believe my own words.
Sian took my words on board and showed no emotion. She didn't speak, she just stood up and walked over to the bed planting one final kiss on my lips. It was soft yet I could feel her passion. I needed her to hate me to make it easier. I planned everything in my head, I knew what to do. She kissed my lips again. "I love you Soph." I closed my eyes trying to rid myself of feeling. "What's going on here then!" My mother shouted bursting in.