Kpov:
I lie here next to my little mate thinking about the last few hours, i was nervous on the plane but not because of being here but because i will have to tell isabella about my family and the coffins and i dont want her to think bad of me, which then makes me think of earlier she's not seen me that violent since the two shifters, but this is who i am so she will have to adjust,
i know its a lot for her now but she will get use to it, this is a big bad world and I'm the biggest baddest one around, and she's only been in forks, which makes me scoff cos that place has quite a lot off supernaturals there,
she was surround by supernatural beings she just never knew, and her being a werewolf herself makes me think i can change her into a vampire but i want her the same as me a hybrid,
i need to go and see my witch, cos there is a lot happening to Isabella that i dont think she realises is happening to her, like even being a werewolf she shouldn't of been able to take that cold one down, she's quick more than she should be she acts like a newborn vampire, with her heighten emotions and biting drinking my blood, cos werewolfs only bite once but its like she craves its and me biting her to,
this brings me back to earlier she didnt really react to that man but it's something we will talk about later, and then not submitting to me the first time,
i could see she was going to at first but then i seen her wolf come up in her eyes, and her wolf didnt want to submit, this is another reason i need to break my curse, even though her wolf knows I'm alpha male or her alpha mate, in human form she's going to keep pushing me, cos she wants me in wolf form, her wolf can sense me and feel my wolf there and her wolf wants him to come out to claim her in wolf form,
so while isabella will submit her wolf will keep pushing me and challenging me, that is why Charlie had a hard time with her cos he knew her wolf wanted out but isabella didnt know her wolf but now she dose and the both have come together is going to be even worse, not sure for who yet, me, her or everyone else,
thats why i was a little hard on her earlier, I would never off punish her but she didnt know that, it mite be the only thing keeping her in line, well not in line i dont want her in line but i dont want my mate hurt either,
thats another thing Isabella's not been near other werewolfs only her father and he dont count, it will be interesting to see how they react to her and how she responds,
After resting and thinking for a while i wake isabella up by kissing from her ear down to her neck as she moans waking up, when i lick her neck taking a deep breath of her scent and bite her neck pumping my mating essence into her as she hiss's out, when I'm satisfied I've put enough into her, i lick her neck clean and kiss her lips, she looks at me full on lust ready to pounce which make me smile down at her caressing her cheek and lips, as she tills her face into my hand purring in contentment as she nuzzles into my neck licking and sucking me,
which puzzles me again cos her actions are some some what her wolf with her nuzzling but she's sucking my neck and i know she wants to bite me any second now, which are vampire trates, I'm not sure if its cos I'm half vampire that she doing this or if something is wrong with her, but its like its natural thing for her to do, or like she doesn't know that she's even doing it, As she looks up to me still purring, kissies me looking in my eyes
"what's got you thinking so hard nik, i can feel your brain ticking" she wispers to me, kissing me again i move closer to her so we are talking with are lips touching,
"just thinking my love," as i kiss her she purrs and i kiss and nuzzle her face, i can feel how content and happy she is, and it make me happy to know, but makes me hards as hell to and she knows what it is doing to me as she wraps her legs around my waist and i slowly push myself into her hot tight wet heat,
"humm" we both moan out feeling the same thing this isnt about fucking or claiming, this is about us being close connecting, loving each other, connecting our souls together, we both feel it build and get more and more but we are still only moving slowly but we both are like we are running a marathon, till it is so intense we both cum at the same time, its like blinding white lights and the feeling of heaven with the pressure in my body suddenly goes though me from my head and my toes straight balls so hard and heavy bursting violently out of my cock into my mates wet tight warmth coating her womb filling her up,
"oh my god, what was that" she says as we are both still gasping for breath panting and purring to each other,
"i think that was us connecting are souls together" i purring out to her kissing her lovingly,
"wow if that happens every time we have sex we'll never leave the bed" she giggles out smiling up at me,
"humm as much as i would love that it might end up killing me my love"
"but what a way to go," she laughs out then moans and yawns
"i think your right nik, I'm so tired and hungry now i could eat a hoarse" she says as she rolls over hugging my pillow into her yawning closing her eyes again, 'humm I wonder'
i get up putting some sweat pants on and see how far i can go till we notices the pain, i leave the room, I'm ok i get to the stairs I'm still ok but i cant she her now but i can feel the pull in my chest and i can hear her moan,
"nik" she questions confused as to where i am
"don't worry my love I'm here,"
"where are you what are you doing," she asks, and i can feel her starting to panic though are bond,
"isabella calm down I'm right here love, dont move off that bed, i just want to see how far apart we can go now without the pain ok" i tell her
"hum ok nik i wont move but I'm not sure i like this, not being able to see you," she say but i know she is pouting now
"its ok love i dont like not seeing you to, now tell me how your feeling is your chest hurting and pain anywhere" i ask her
"no but i can feel a pulling in my chest, its like its telling me to get up and move closer to you"
"ok well I'm now moving I'm at the bottom of the stairs, i can feel it more but its ok" i ask her i think it helps me telling her to
"hum yeah me to I'm ok,"
"I'm walking to the kitchen now ok love" i say its pulling more now
"k, hum I'm not sure how much more i can take nik till I've got to get up and move to you" she says and i can hear it in her voice she trying really hard not to move
"I'm in the kitchen now love, how do you feel," i know we cant move any further away cos I'm feeling the pain now to so i no she is in pain
"hum no more please nik i cant take it please no more it hurts" she gasps out and it upsets me that she's hurting now but at lest we know no we can move apart a bit more not that i like it, i tell the maid to make isabella something for dinner as its now late and head straight back to her,
as I enter our bedroom i see her sat in the middle of the bed sheet around her waist, her big perky breast nipples hard but her face is tear stained her fists clenched and her hair looks wild but she's beautiful
"what's wrong my little mate" i ask as I climb back into the bed and nuzzle her neck hold her wrists to calm her down and unclench her fists
"i dont like that, and I couldn't see you either that pull and then the pain after to was to much I thought i was going to go crazy" she shudders as i pull her to me
"you did so well isabella, i know it hurts and you dont like the pain but I'm very proud that you did as you was told and not moved off the bed, i know your wolf wanted to but you didnt and that was some of the point of that, one to see how far apart we can be but the other was that i knew your wolf would want to come to me but you controlled it and stayed still, cos sometimes your wolf will try and control you but you have to take control and not let your wolf win, i know its difficult but but you will have to try especially when your around other werewolfs cos some will see you as a challenge and try and provoke you into fighting" i tell her holding her cheeks tilling her face up to me looking into her eyes
"do you understand me my little mate" i ask her as my dominant side cos it
"yes sir" she nods and whispered out
"good i know it will be difficult for you to control your wolf especially as you have never had to but please try for me to keep a lid on it" i ask her she pouts but folds her arms over her chest which pushes her breasts up and looks out the window the picture off innocence but i know her wolf is already raising to the surface, i can feel her so i harshly grab her chin making her look back at me, my eye darken my dominance coming out making her look into my eyes so her wolf can see my inner wolf
"Control your wolf my little mate, we just talked about this, i know your wolf can see and feel me control her," and she whimpers out trying to control her wolf but i see her wolf fighting it,
so i grab her wrist in one hand putting them above her head and pin her body down to the bed so she cant move and deeply growl not in anger but to show her wolf dominance as isabella whimpers out in submission and slowly getting control of her wolf, but i can see the fight her wolf is putting up so i growl out again isabella whimpers out again and even flinching but gets gets control off her wolf and her wolf backs down slowly
"good girl," I whispered to her and kiss her as she's panting and sweating cos i know that was hard on her to do, her wolf wanting to come out, she probably wanting her wolf to come out on some level but trying to control her wolf and not let her out, her wolf was probably thinking isabella was punishing her which was why she was fighting it cos her wolf could also sense isabella wanting her out and could sense me to,
i kiss her but just as I'm about to deepen the kiss there is a knock on the door, 'oh Isabella's food' i kiss her again
"humm come sit up love I order you some food when i was down stairs, cos you haven't eaten since breakfast and its late now" i tell her as i get up to answer the door
"Your right I'm starving now" she says as she sits up her top naked for all to see
"isabella cover yourself up i dont want anybody to see you not even the maid you no i dont share that includes anybody seeing your body" i stress out as she rolls her eyes at me covering herself up
"Sshhess ok I'm covered up, its not like your not going to eat the maid when your finished with her" she says and as true as that maybe i tell her its not
"isabella i cant eat the maid cos then i would have to find someone else to fill her spot and i have better things to do than do that"
"there is no need to lie to me nik i know you would eat the maid and then get one off your vampire minions to compel any other maid to replace her" she says to me with a raised eyebrow
"and what makes you think i would do that my love" i ask cos she right but I'm still not admitting it yet and she answers so casually with a flick of the wrist
"cos thats what i would do to" which makes me laugh but just shows the reason why where mates cos were very alike and different at the same time i shake my head and let the maid in and set up Isabella's dinner,
"come and eat isabella then we can shower" i tell her
as she eats i tell her were going to see my witch i know tomorrow and if everything is fine we can then go shopping after which she agrees once shes finished i take her hand and lead her to the shower i help her in and start washing her down which i notice bruises on her ribs i touch them making her flinch
"isabella how did these happen" i ask her
"hum I'm not sure they weren't there earlier i dont think"
when I realise how they happened I'm not happy my eyes darken and growl slightly
"what nik why are you growling and your eyes are darker, what's the matter" she says slightly panicked
"because isabella your wolf has hurt you" i tell her
"what how i didnt think that could happen, hum i don't understand, how" she asks confused
"earlier when you was fight to control your wolf she was fighting it, she must off thought you was punishing her and stopping her from coming out on top off you stopping her from coming to me when we was seeing how far apart we could be i think it pushed her to far and she hurt you in return for both" i say to her while trying to comfort her as i can see shes upset her wolf has hurt her
"maybe in future i will have to be the one to control her to stop her hurting you, but i can see she doesn't want me to control her she wants her wolf which i cant give her till i can break this curse and there is other things I'm not sure about to, I'm hoping my witch has some answers for us tomorrow" i say kissing her
As we clean up finish the shower and lie in bed she nuzzles me
"i love you nik" she tells me
"i love you to isabella, my little mate" shes the only person i have ever said that to
"let me show you and your wolf that i love the both of you, bring her up my love let her come out a little, let me show her i love her as i love you, i love the both of you so much, let me show you" i say as she moans out and i see them both and kiss her then show the both off them just how much i love them both,
hours later i have a tired, sweaty but very much satisfied purring little mate fast asleep next to me, as i clean her up, lie in bed next to her as she curls up next to me i wrap my arms around her and fall asleep to...