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BPOV

My body was trembling as Jasper led me into the house. I couldn't control my sobs. He pulled me to his chest and sent me some relaxing vibes.

"Shh darlin'," he tried to soothe me. "I won't let him hurt you."

"He's worse than you ever were," I cried. "What happened to the two of you?"

"I don't know," he said. "I can't remember, and I'm sure Edward doesn't either."

"Try Jasper," I pleaded. "We need to fix this."

"Bella, don't you think I would if I could. Do you think I like being this way? On the verge of snapping at any second?"

I felt sorry for him. I wanted to make this right for him, but I didn't know how. And what about Edward? Did he feel the same way? He was trying to help when this happened to him. He may not realize it now, but eventually he would want to come back from this dark place, too.

Jasper quickly let go of me and stared into my eyes. His were so dark and they seemed to be filled with fury. "I feel your guilt and remorse."

"Of course I feel guilty," I said. "Edward went to try and find help for you, and this is how I repay him?"

He backed away from me, and if I were smarter I would have left him alone, but I needed to make him understand that I did love him, but a part of me would always love Edward too. I needed to help him, too.

"Jasper," I took a step toward him. "You're the one I want, but…"

"No, Bella," he held his hand up. "Don't do this now."

"You have to understand that I love you both. It may be wrong, but I can't abandon Edward anymore then I could you."

He growled, and before I knew what was happening glass and furniture was flying around the room in a whirlwind of destruction. Jasper was moving around the room so fast that I couldn't tell where he was from one second to the next. I dropped to my hands and knees and crawled to the corner of the room. I pulled my knees into my chest and waited for him to stop. The noises finally stopped, and the next thing I felt was his cool breath on my neck. I didn't expect him to be so close, so fast.

"Get up!" he growled.

My eyes widened in fear and I knew he felt it. I didn't want to go anywhere with him, not in this moment. He pulled me to my feet and leaned into my ear.

"Do you still want to save me, Isabella?" he asked.

I swallowed hard and nodded in response.

"Answer me out loud," he whispered.

"Yes," I managed to get out, but it was a weak attempt.

"Yes, what?" he asked.

"Yes, Jasper," I whispered. "I still want to save you." My knees were beginning to buckle, and I knew my legs weren't going to hold me up much longer.

He grabbed my arm and led me to the music room. "Maybe I can't be fixed. Did that ever occur to you?" He pushed me toward the piano bench, and I fell to my knees. "Perfect," he laughed.

I turned to face him as he dropped to his knees. "What should I do with you now?"

"Jasper," I said. "Please, not like this. You need to clam down and gain some control first. Please." I wanted to trust that he wouldn't hurt me, but he was so angry. Edward's presence set him off, and I only aggravated him even further.

He took my face in his hands and pressed his lips to mine. I shivered from their coolness. "Edward's right," he said against my mouth. "I go dominant on you to gain some control so I won't kill you."

I tried to pull away, but he wouldn't let me. "Do you still trust me?"

I didn't answer because I wasn't sure if I did trust him right now. He roughly kissed my lips as he tangled his fingers in my hair. He was rough and fast, but I liked it. Was there something wrong with me? I was in love with a crazed vampire who had admitted on more than one occasion that he wanted to kill me, but I couldn't stop. I needed him.

He pulled my head back and began kissing my neck, lingering at the one place where he shouldn't be. A part of me wanted to scream for him to just get it over with, but I knew if he turned me now I would be in no condition to help either one of them. I shifted my body, hoping that he would snap out of it.

He spun me around and pushed me over the bench. He grabbed my arms with one hand and held them tightly against my back. I felt his other hand slid up my dress and then I heard the tear of my panties. He ripped them right off my body.

I gasped as he slipped his hand between my thighs and rubbed my wet sex. He pressed his lips against my ear and whispered, "I can feel how much you want me, but I won't force you. I'll never force you. Regardless of how it seems right now, I love you too much to ever hurt you."

I pushed myself back against his hips and I felt how hard he was.

He let out a low growl and then he licked my neck. "Tell me you want this," he said.

"I want you," I moaned. "Please take me."

He tightened his grip on my wrists and with his free hand he unbuckled his belt. I shivered from the anticipation as I heard him lower his zipper. He pushed my arms hard against my back and the feeling of being restrained only made me want him more. "You naughty little girl," he whispered against my neck. "The last time you didn't like it like this, but I'm not stopping this time." He inched his body closer to mine and spread my legs apart with his knee. "I want you to feel how much I want you. Can I show you with my power?"

"Yes," I moaned. "Just get inside me, please…" As he quickly entered me I felt my lust and desire intensify. He was projecting his feelings on to me, and it was incredible. I felt his need take over every ounce of my body. I was tingling with desire.

"Do you see what you do to me," he said. "This is how I feel every time you're close to me." He reached around and slipped his fingers inside me and began massaging my clit.

"Oh, Jasper," I yelled. "That feels so good."

"Cum in my hand," he ordered. "I want to hear you scream."

I started to rock with him, causing him to slip deeper inside me. I swore I could feel him in my stomach. He was so big and he was moving so fast that it did hurt, but the pleasure I was getting was far outweighing the pain.

"Jasper," I screamed. "Don't stop! Oh, I'm going to…oh…" I came harder than I ever had before. I was sure it had to do with him projecting his lust onto me. I dropped my face onto the bench as he continued to move inside me. I shuddered with aftershocks. He released my hands and forcefully grabbed my hips. I knew I'd have a fresh set of bruises there in a few hours, but it would be worth it.

"Oh, fuck…" he grunted out as he released deep within me. He collapsed onto my back and gently kissed the nape of my neck, working his way down my spine. He kissed his way back up the same path he had just taken. I heard him pull his pants back up and the he scooped me up in his arms, and carried me up the steps and to his bedroom.

He placed me at the foot of the bed and unzipped my dress and slid it off my shoulders and let it fall to the floor. He raked his eyes over my naked body and then slowly kissed my lips. I moaned against him. I was sore and tired, but I would do anything he wanted.

"I'm sorry," he whispered and I knew he felt my confusion. "You'll have a new set of bruises tomorrow."

I started to speak, but he pressed his fingers to my lips. "Don't you dare tell me it's okay," he said as he grabbed my robe from the back of his door and put it on me. He sat on the bed and pulled me into his lap. I could see how sorry he was. I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed his jaw.

He looked away from me. "I don't deserve you," he whispered. "I'm a monster and I'll continue to keep hurting you if you let me."

"No," I said. "Please look at me."

He looked down at me.

"You didn't hurt me. You were in control."

"No," he said. "This isn't right. You're eighteen years old. You can't handle this. This isn't normal or healthy."

"What are you saying?" I started to panic. Was he going to leave me? "Please, Jasper, I want to be with you."

"And I want that more than anything, but I continue to risk your life. I don't treat you the way you're supposed to be treated."

"You can't help it," I said. "I know that."

"Do you think Charlie would want this for you? I wouldn't want this for my daughter."

"It's my decision." I said as I pressed my lips to his. "I know you love me."

"I do, Bella," he kissed me back. "But, maybe it's better if I leave you alone."

"No," I started to cry, hysterically. "If you leave me, you really will hurt me. How could you think that I could live without you? Please Jasper…" I continued to sob.

He pulled me closer to his chest. "Shh, sweetheart," he said as he calmed me down. "I can't leave you, but I need to go to Texas and figure this out. I have to find away to be better for you."

"I'll go with you," I said.

"No," he said. "I'll send you to Carlisle and I'll take Edward with me."

"That's not a good idea," I said. "I don't mean to sound like I don't trust you, but there is no telling what kind of trouble the two of you could get into in your current condition. I won't lose you to the darkness. You need me to ground you."

He shook his head, but he knew I was right.

"Jasper," I pleaded. "I'm the only thing that can pull you back when you get like that."

"Bella," he said. "I can't risk taking you to Texas. I don't know what we'll find there."

"I'll just follow you," I told him.

"Do you know how angry that would make me?"

"Then don't put us in that situation. I need to be close to you."

"You're so stubborn," he said.

"You're stuck with me."

"I love you," he said. "No one has ever had this much faith in me. You're too good for me."

"No," I said. "I know you're a good man. I can see it, Jasper. I can feel how much you love me."

"I really wish you could," he said as he kissed my head. My eyes began to flutter.

"Hey," I said. "Are you doing that?"

He smiled. "You've had a long day. I need to hunt and you need to sleep. I won't be long."

"Charlie?" I said as Jasper tucked me under the covers.

"I'll call him and tell him you fell asleep watching a movie. He likes me."

"You'll dazzle him?" I said as I yawned.

"I will," he leaned down and kissed me. "Sleep well; I'll be back very soon."

"I love you," I said as I drifted into a deep sleep.

EPOV

I decided that I had run long enough and turned around to head to the house to see what my Bella was doing. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me and I only stopped when I reached the edge of the forest behind the house. I was surprised to find that Jasper wasn't home.

Of course, him being gone was a great thing for me. That meant that I could have her all to myself. I ran across the yard and scaled the side of the house. I pushed the window in Carlisle's study open and climbed in. Once the window was closed, I made my way to the door.

I silently entered the hall and inhaled her luscious scent. My mouth filled with venom and I swallowed it back. My mind reeled with the possibilities of having her in Jasper's room, on his bed.

I quickly made my way to his door and opened it to find her lying in the bed sleeping. I walked over to her and pulled the sheet back, and all she was wearing was a robe. I stroked her cheek and she slowly opened her eyes to look at me.

She blinked a few times and then jumped up and scooted away from me. I just stared at her for a few minutes, drinking her in. She was truly beautiful and soon I would see how beautiful her whole body was.

I moved closer to her and sat on the edge of the bed, all the while maintaining eye contact. What was it that she told me happened when she would look into my eyes? Ahh yes, she would be dazzled.

Well, let's hope that I was still able to dazzle her. I held her gaze and slowly leaned forward until we were barely touching. I skimmed my lips along her jaw and her breathing hitched.

I moved my kisses across her cheek and soon found her lips. I pressed my lips to hers in a hard kiss. I quickly plunged my tongue into her mouth and she kissed me back just as hungrily.

I untied her robe and pushed it open. I kissed down her neck and sucked on her pulse point. I moved to her collarbone and began trailing kisses down to her breast when all of a sudden she pushed me away.

What the fuck? She quickly pulled her robe closed, covering up her glorious fucking body and climbed out of the bed. She had tears rolling down her cheeks, and she was scrambling to get to the door.

She was fucking cockblocking me, motherfucker. I stood up and started walking towards her. Only I wasn't walking; I was stalking my prey. She was my prey and I was finally going to get what belonged to me. She had begun walking backwards, in a futile attempt at getting away from me.

Like she could actually get away from me, but I had to admit a little chase sounded like fun. She made it to the door and fumbled with the knob, finally wrenching the door open.

She turned and ran out the room, but I grabbed her by the arm before she could get too far away from me. I spun her around to face me and she tried to get out of my grip.

"Edward, please. Let me go," she pleaded.

"I need you, Bella." I knew if I wanted to fuck her I would have to play the part of the injured party.

"You need help, Edward," she spoke in barely a whisper.

Had I not been a vampire, I might have missed what she said. "Help me; I don't want to be like this."

I mentally rolled my eyes. I wanted this and I wanted her, well I really wanted to fuck her and had she not cockblocked me just a few minutes ago; I'd be pounding into her right about now.

She backed away from me until she hit the wall behind her. I walked towards her slowly and the venom began to pool in my mouth once again. I was stalking my prey and this time she wouldn't get away from me.

I pinned her up against the wall and breathed in her scent. I ran my nose along her slender neck and licked the path that my nose had just taken. Her chest was heaving rapidly with her breathing and her heart was pounding.

"Edward, don't do this. Please, let me help you." The tears continued to pour down her cheeks.

"Just one taste, Bella." I kissed her jugular.

She looked into my eyes and I dazzled her yet again. She slowly nodded her head and I grabbed a hand full of hair and pulled her head back; revealing her neck to me.

I leaned in and kissed and sucked on her pulse point enjoying the feel of it on my mouth. She moaned softly and I ground my erection into her heated core. I nudged her legs apart with my thigh and continued to grind my hardened cock into her pussy.

She was completely exposed to me in this moment. I sunk my teeth into her neck, being careful not to inject any venom, and the blood rushed into my mouth. I groaned at the taste; it was better than I ever imagined. I continued to pull her blood into my mouth, relishing in what I have wanted all this time.

I was enjoying her blood so much that I didn't even hear him approach. Before I knew what was happening, I was flying across the hall where I hit the door and went completely through it. Motherfucking, son-of-a-bitch.

If it wasn't that bitch cockblocking me, my fucking brother stops me from enjoying her taste. I jumped up and bolted through the door and into the hall where I found him lifting Bella into his arms. She looked paler than normal and her eyes were closed.

He turned to me and glared, "What the fuck is wrong with you? Were you trying to fucking kill her? You bastard, you will pay for trying to fucking drain her."

"I wasn't trying to drain her and she let me," I growled.

"She let you? You're fucking lying. Empath remember? What did you do, dazzle her?" he spoke through clenched teeth.

I smirked, but drank in the sight of her in his arms. Her breathing was shallow and there was some blood running down her neck. I watched as he carried her into his bedroom and laid her in the bed.

He stood by the bed, guarding her and glaring at me. She finally stirred after a few hours and he turned to face her. I watched as her eyes fluttered open and she looked from me to Jasper.

He had her in his arms faster then she could blink and I could hear in his thoughts just how much he loved her. If I could vomit, I would. That feeling quickly passed when his thoughts turned to him and her fucking on my piano bench.

His eyes met mine and he raised a brow at me. He could surely feel my emotions; I was seething and ready to rip his fucking head off.

Stay out of my head if you don't like my thoughts.

I growled and Bella shifted closer to him. Great, she was fucking scared of me. I could see the fear in her eyes, smell it in her blood, and hear it in the way her heart was pounding.

Jasper wrapped his arms around her and stroked her hair. "Bella, it's okay. I won't let him hurt you ever again."

He turned to me and spoke menacingly, "Get the fuck out of here, now."

"It wasn't his fault, Jasper," she whispered while looking down at her hands.

"What do you mean, it wasn't his fault?" he asked.

She shook her head, "I wanted to help him, and I didn't think he would hurt me. I just wanted to help him."

She had begun to sob while she was explaining what happened. "Did you want Edward to drink from you?"

She gasped, "No, but I looked into his eyes, and I couldn't tell him no, even if I wanted to."

He turned to me yet again, "I knew it, you fucking dazzled her. What the fuck is your problem?"

I rolled my eyes, "What the fuck is my problem? I don't have a fucking problem; I wanted a taste and she let me have it."

"No, you fucking took it; she didn't let you have anything."

I shrugged; I didn't have time to listen to his shit or her crying. I turned, opened the window, and jumped. I hit the ground and took off running. I could still taste her on my tongue; feel her warmth on my body. Soon, very soon, I would have her.

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