Nani looked at the door where her husband was on the other side of, she took a breath conquering some fear she swallowed the hard lump threatening to choke her. She let her long finger nails touch the wooden door before pushing it open. When it opened she saw Sesshomaru standing before her shirtless he glared at her and sighed "What are you doing here, Nani?"

"I am your wife and though we could share a room, we haven't rutted once."

"We never will." He said plainly and coldly, making her wince and feel bad. She looked down at her body tears wanting to fall she was beautiful and tried to do everything for him but nothing worked "Do you prefer men then?" He had started to walk away but stopped mid step and spun on his heel and looked at her "No, I prefer females. However I do not prefer you in here."

She walked over to him and looked up at him "But how will we ever have an heir with that attitude?!" He looked down at her and moved his hand to clash with her cheek; she looked up at him holding her red swollen cheek "W-Why did you?"

"Never raise your voice to me, ever."

She winced back and casted her eyes to the floor "What have I done for you to hate me so?" He looked at her and sighed "I never wanted to marry you." Nani's head jerked up at this she couldn't believe his words that she felt liked crying until she died "So why marry me!?" He narrowed his eyes and she winced closing her eyes only to feel nothing, she raised her voice and he didn't slap her this time?

"I did it so my lands would be fine while I was away. When I was away I mated, and now have an heir on the way. You are to move out of the palace and I will choose a nice mansion you may remarry and live the rest of your life."

She felt like a dagger went through her chest "What. But…I'm the lady of the west, the queen, your wife, and also-"He cut her off before she could finish his voice was harsher but still the same calmness to it "Yes, and soon my mate will take those titles. You are free to live in luxury at a mansion I pick far from here."

"Don't trust me?"

"I trust no one around my mate and our pup."

"Speaking of pups what about ours?"

His eyes narrowed has she lost her mind and slipped into insanity "We never rutted… you said so yourself, how could we have a pup if we have not done so even once?" She took in a big breath of air she knew this was a bad time but it needed to be said "When you were away, I picked up a blood stained yukata you had in your closet and took it to a sorcerer who told me. With your blood and some special expensive herbs and a life threatening spell I could be given a child that was created when both of our bloods mix and it attached to a fertilized egg, the egg was fertilized with a soul to make it alive. Then our blood was soaked up creating our child."

His eye shot to her stomach in disgust "You went behind my bad to create a child with our blood without my knowledge or permission." He turned his back and started to walk off and waved his hand "Keep the child I have no need for it here and no desire to ever know it."

She stormed to him with tears in her eyes as she held her hands to her side in fist so hard blood was trickling from her fists "He needs a father!" He looked behind him to see his wife with longer fangs, blood red eyes with blue irises and her long blond hair flowing around her "He needs you! He wants a father!"

"So what, just tell him he is a bastard child that was not created with love, nor happiness in it at all. He was just created because his mother was desperate to have a child that her husband hadn't even wanted."

"Sesshomaru he was already born! He lives here!"

Sesshomaru' eyes widened hearing this, those words he heard made him nearly lose all control and slaughter her here and now. His voice dropped drastically and his eyes went fully red no blue irises in them at all his fangs half way down to his chin his hair fanning out in the energy of his unreadable raging aura his claws nearly two inches long and his stripes jagged with a loud growl in his voice "WHERE!?"

She shook her head "I won't tell you like this you'll kill him." He growled and grabbed her throat with his hand squeezing it "Tell… me." She felt fear and shook her head crying her inner beast left her back to her normal state the blood vessels in her eyes broke having her eyes blood shot, her skin started to turn purple and her face blue from lack of air. She moved her hand to claw at his hands pleading to let him drop her anything just take his hand off of her throat.

He growled and his hand shook with fury she was a minute from death and said nothing, he raised his hand with her throat still in his grasp as he threw her hard against the wall. Her side hit the wall hard making a snap echo and her body fell to the ground leaving her in pain as she quickly in took breath that she desperately needed. Suddenly she must of took to much it with her ribs hurting her even more now with each breath was full of pain, she grew dizzy and yet was still awake. She took another breathe seeing him walk towards her, her breath stopped…

She sat there looking around starting to panic she couldn't breathe! She couldn't breathe! She couldn't take any air in or let any out, she sat there with tears in her blood shot eyes. Nani was scared beyond anything she ever felt before…

He left the room slamming the door breaking it off the wall it was attached to and left her lying there in pain, he walked to the doctor's room and opened it without knocking waking the doctor instantly "Lady Nani is in my room, she needs aid."

The doctor nodded he was speechless and stunned his lord hand blood on his arm and scratch marks, the old doctor hoped that his lady was not to hurt. He and the others in the palace had heard some loud sounds but couldn't make them out it sounded like either fighting or rutting but now it looks like it had been fighting…

He walked to the room and saw the door on the ground broken in half and a chunk from the wall blood on the floor and broken glass with a bloody picture of a flower and his lady in the middle of the mess. She was trying to get air but got nothing, he looked around and found a vase letting a liquid from a vial pour into it and held it too her mouth.

Her breathing calmed until she was out cold, he caressed her head and sighed looking at her. Huge black and purple bruises on her neck blood shot eyes, cuts on her palms, her right side seemed to have a shard of glass and he could guess he rib was either fractured, or completely broken altogether and surely there was more untold damage on her body.

'They fought… A very violent fight if he had not gotten me when he did she would of died." He heard a gurgle and removed the vase to see blood escape her lips, it would be long and hard and take all night but he could have her alive. Perhaps awake in a few days or so…

"What could of angered my lord so that he… he had done this."

Sesshomaru walked through the halls to the one he needed to see safe and happy to calm his raging mood right now. He stopped just in front of Rin's door to only smell an unrecognizable scent… His eyes widened and he threw open the door to see Rin asleep hugging her pillow as if cuddling it with the scent of tears in the room, he walked closer to see her nose buried into it and she had put talisman on her ears for some reason.

He sighed and sat on her bed "Rin." He said calmly hoping to speak with her, she didn't move an inch. The lord waited for a minute and called again, he noticed her eyes let another tear fall and he put an arm on her to gently shake her. When he did she jumped up hitting him with her pillow and she screamed "Intruder!"

He dodged the pillow with no emotion and not even moving from where he was sitting on her bed, and spoke she opened her eyes and saw it was her mate and sniffled wiping her eyes with the backs of her hands like a child would. She ended up just smearing the salty water, she used her sleeve to finish the mess her hand only made worst. She saw his lips moving without a sound reaching her; she pulled off the sacred paper over her ears.

"Rin have you heard a word I said?"

She shook her head and he sighed she could tell by how his shoulder's moved if he sighed even if it was a mute sigh. He spoke again "Rin, I wanted to check how you were. But I smelt an unknown scent outside of your room, explain."

She huffed and turned away from him "Why should I?"
He looked at her shocked his eyes widened at her remark "Rin." She growled low and started speaking knowing he wanted more of an answer "So, you hop from your bed with her to come here and ask why you smelt something new at my door? That you came to check on me? You just came to check on the pup, you couldn't care less about me I'm sure. You just got me pupped by accident now you got to live with it. God you're so cruel you know that?!"

He just sat there and blinked a moment of shock at her outburst then reminded himself she is with his pup and her attitude is flaring because of it. He took a deep breath calming his already hyper active nerves and looked at her back "Rin, I am actually worried. I don't want anything that can hurt you near you. I found out something that could destroy our idea of a life together, now I am here to see if you the one I have mated and yes the one I have pupped if you are fine."

"Yes. I am."

"That was short."

"So?"

"Rin. Speak with me."

She huffed crossing her arms with her nose in the air and he back still toward him "I am!" He grabbed her shoulder and tugged softly only to have her slap his hand away, he then smelt something else… tears.

"Rin, It was not a mistake to pup you. I care about you, more than I have about anyone. Yes I care even more about you now because you are caring something that I treasure. Something that means more to me than everything else I own. A part of you that is mixed with me and the only reason it is there is because I love you."

She turned around and threw herself in his arms and her head into his bare chest sobbing and muffling noises were all he heard from her, he let out an amused sigh "Rin, mate I can't hear you when you are like this." Rin pulled her head away and wiped her tears with her sleeve and took a breath before talking really fast "I'm so sorry, it's just I'm so emotional. I'm so unsure, I'm finding out new powers, talking with my inner demon and getting so confused with the love triangle thing not to mention I get lost around here and don't know anyone, and everyone thinks I'm something I'm not. I met a stranger and was so rude to him, now I'll never make friends here and I'm so so tired, and hungry. And I heard you and her rutting ti broke my heart to hear you and her…I love you and I hated you the moment I heard that and it hurt. God I even wondered today if I would have been better off with my dead family if they were still alive!"

He held her his hands on her shoulders as his blinked and his eyes narrowed hearing the last of her rampage of confessions "I did not rut with her, I fought with her and things got physical and I lost my temper. You seriously don't want to be my mate after all? Rin I thought you loved me all those years ago and now so…why are you having these thoughts?"

She shook her head and cried "I don't know! Please I'm just so scared and confused and i-I I need you to sleep with me tonight please, just hold me. If people ask say I have nightmares from my previous deaths that keep me up sometimes."

"Only if you promise to stay by my side and to be my loving mate forever. Rin promise me. This."

"I promise my mate, Sesshomaru."

He laid her down under the covers and scooted in beside her she curled up to his naked chest and breathed in his scent it slowly calmed her and got rid of all unwanted and frightened thoughts. His hand came to caress her hair as he slowly spoke one last question "Who was here earlier?"

She sighed and shrugged she just wanted to sleep now that she was calm "I don't know, some man with blonde hair and golden eyes. He said his name was Senuka." She heard his famous 'Hn,' saying he was satisfied with her answer and then he kissed her hair "Get some sleep now, Rin."

She let out a long yawn as she said "Yesss, SesShommmmaru."

He chuckled hearing her yawn an answer back and he let his arms curl around her bringing her close, he closed his eyes knowing now that she was safe from everything in his arms. With that they both fell peacefully into a wonderful sleep.

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AN: OMG! Sesshomaru has a son he never wanted and never willingly made. OMG can Sesshomaru lose his tempt, Nani is lucky this time. I wonder if she will get better, actually I wonder a lot of things… One thing is. Who's soul do you think Nani's sorcerer used to fertilize the egg that later became Senuka and how is he a 18 year old adult?!