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Never say never

Chapter 14 : so wrong at the same time.

Clare couldn't help but notice the stares she got as she rolled her way around the school. the other students thought she would notice the stares and the whispers and the comments but she did. and some of the things that were said hurt her more than words can describe, she heard some kids say she deserved it or she had it coming to her.

Becky walked with her, giving the many rude teenagers dirty looks for her. Clare didn't remember much about Becky but something inside her told her she could trust her and that she was only telling her the truth. K.c has been M.I.A since Bianca's funeral, which Clare doesn't like to say even happened because it hurts her to know she's lost two best friends now.

School has been hard for Clare, the first day back she didn't know where any of her classes were, or locker -which she can't reach a thing and usually has to wait for someone to help her_ and she didn't remember a thing they were doing in class.

Putting her locker combination in she opened the locker door and sighed wishing she could just walk again. of course therapy has been a bit of help but not enough help. she can barely stand up without help and stay up. she threw her math binder in and her text-book before hearing someone ask.

"Need help?" Clare looked up and saw the boy with raven black hair and green eyes that she secretly loved but wouldn't tell anybody.

"No, I can get my stuff myself." Clare stated stubbornly looking away from him trying to reach for her next class materials.

Eli let out a breath and grabbed her books and binders out he knew she needed then pasted them to her.

"there." he said.

"what do you want, Elijah?"

"I just wanted to know how you are." he told her.

"I'm fine, now can you go?" she shut her locker door and locked it back up before looking at him. she noticed the hurt in his eyes and the blank look on his face.

"I was just trying to help you, Clare." he said quietly

"I don't need your help! I never did, never will." she said shaking her head and rolling away, but that didn't do her much help, he caught up to her in a matter of seconds, now she really hated the wheelchair.

"Clare, stop." he walked in front of her, making her bump into him

"I don't understand why you're bugging me." she started "Just leave me alone!"

"You see Clare, that's the thing...I can't."

"Why not." she said.

"Cause Clare."he paused and knelled down in front of her, before she knew what was going on, Eli had pressed his lips to hers. When shook wore off she kissed him back only for a little until she remember it was Eli, that boy she hated was kissing her. she pulled away quickly and looked away from him.

"It's hard to look at the one you love and not have them look back at you the same way they once did before." he stood back up.

Clare snorted. "Where did you read that?"

Eli shook his head as the bell for second went off "My number is still in your phone, call me when you remember what we had." he said and walked off to his class.

Clare felt her lip when he was out of sight, that kiss felt so right to her but so wrong at the same time.

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