A/N: Last chapter was pretty much a transition chapter, things are gonna start happening really soon:) Outfits on my profile! Go vote on my poll!

This chapter skips ahead a week. This one's short but the Halloween chapter will be long:)

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BPOV

The last week passes by far to fast for my liking. The days flew past when I was with Edward, it almost scared me how much time we had been spending together.

After the movie we spent the rest of the night cuddling and talking about our pasts. The next day Jake tattooed my foot and Edward was right there with me. He sat silently beside me, watching everything Jake did.

Since then he's been taking care of my foot for me, making sure I keep it clean and covered. I've been checking on his piercing for him, making sure it's not getting infected. We were taking care of each other like we had been together for years instead of weeks. It felt nice to have someone treat me this way, to care enough to hold my hand while we walk down the street.

I've never had that with anyone, not even Jake. He wasn't exactly into showing affection in public. Thinking about it now makes my stomach twist, like he was embarrassed to be seen with me or something. I was so young before, I thought that was normal behavior. Now I know that he just isn't the relationship kind of guy, and that's perfectly fine.

He's been spending time with Nessa a lot this week, taking her out a lot. He never brings her to the shop, and he never asks any of us to hang out with them. It surprisingly didn't bother me, I'd been spending so much time with Edward that I really didn't have time to hang with Jake.

It saddened me to think about it, that we were growing apart rather than staying close. It sucks that our relationships get in the way of our friendship, that we couldn't even keep our lives balanced.

Edward was such a large part of my life now, my entire day revolved around seeing him. I no longer looked at the boys that come into the shop, they're just another face in the crowd. But Edward, Edward's face stood out like a god amongst insects. His eyes bore through me, right to the very core of who I am. Cheesy as it sounds, it's like he's staring into my soul.

The feelings that I have for him are completely overwhelming, they scare the shit out of me. I try to suppress them, to drown them out. It rarely works, most of the time it just makes me think of him even more. Which makes the feelings burn right through me, like a white hot knife.

Half of me is screaming to run, to run as far away as possible and forget all about Edward. The other half is begging me to spend the rest of my life with him, to never let him go. My ovaries scream at me on a daily basis, telling me how beautiful our children would be, making me picture the perfect wedding followed by an amazing honeymoon.

It scared me how much I had been having conversations with my various body parts, clearly I'm going crazy.

That pretty much catches everything to today, which is the day before Halloween. I already have my costume ready, I ordered it online months ago. I'm pretty excited for our little party, pretty much all of my friends are gonna be there. I'm mostly excited to introduce Edward to everyone, to show him off to all my friends.

Edward seemed just as excited as me, he was inviting some of his friends that were coming into town as well. I have to admit, I'm pretty nervous to meet his friends. To see the kind of people he hung out with before he moved here, surely they'd be the complete opposite of me.

I pictured clean cut guys who wore cardinals and played golf. I shuddered at the idea of those people, the people I imagined scared me half to death. For some reason I felt like I needed to make a good impression on them, to show them that I was worthy of being with Edward. I'm pretty sure they'll run back to Chicago and tell his parents all about me, which made me want to hide every tattoo I have.

I realized that I can't hide who I am just because they intimidate me, they'll either love me or hate me. I can't control how they feel about me, and whether they want me with Edward or not I'm going to be with him. I wasn't going to let this turn into some teenage movie where the parents separate the love birds.

I crossed my fingers that they would like me, and that they would see how happy Edward is here.

I could see the happiness in his eyes, they were much brighter than the first time I'd seen him. Even if I couldn't see it, he tells me everyday. Everyday he makes a point to tell me how much he loves having me in his life, how happy he is now that he found me. I can't do anything but agree with him, I feel the exact same way about him.

I through on a cardinal and some jeans, I slid my feet into my boots and grabbed my bag before we left.

We laughed together as we walked down the street, it felt like some sappy love movie. I enjoyed it either way, I could be this way with him forever.

Tonight we were going to be decorating the shop for the party tomorrow. Edward waited in my living room while I dressed for the night, I opted for comfortable clothes. I'd be up on ladders all night long, I can't exactly do that in heels and a skirt. Although, I'm sure Edward wouldn't mind staring up my skirt all night.

I laughed to myself at how insane that would make him. His piercing had been ready to go for two days now, but I hadn't told him that. I wanted to surprise him on Halloween. My costume is extremely sexy and I know that he might spontaneously combust if I don't give him some. I've been teasing him a lot over the past two days, which is extremely cruel, but so fun for me. I can't help it, he looks like a sad puppy when I tell him no.

I, however, have been in just as much pain as him. It's hard to refuse someone sex when you're a sex addict. Even harder when I see the bulge in his pants grow, it makes me want to rip his clothes off. But I've held out pretty well, I don't want to ruin my own joke.

I'm half scared that he'll be mad that I didn't tell him sooner, I'm hoping he finds it as funny as I did. If not, I can always offer sexual favors in trade. I'm pretty sure he'll go for that.

I've been curious of what he's going to dress up as, he's been hiding it from me all week. I've snooped around his entire apartment and found absolutely nothing, I even asked Alice and Rose. They seemed to be completely clueless, but I suspect that Alice helped him pick it out and she's lying to me.

She's been spending almost every night at Jasper's house, but she comes into the shop everyday to visit with us. Edward and Jasper seemed to be getting along great, except when Jasper gets a little to touchy with Alice. Edward's ears turn bright red when he sees Jasper touching Alice, it doesn't help that Alice touches right back. Most of the time he calms down as soon as I touch him, like my fingers contain something that he just can't fight against.

Rose has been spending every night with Emmett as well, and I've never seen anything like what they have. Emmett can't do anything without consulting her, he's like a child again. It's funny to watch such a large man ask a girl like Rose for permission to do something. Rose likes it though, she wouldn't have it any other way.

I have a feeling she could seriously hurt him if she wanted too, which made me laugh.

I feel extremely overprotective of Emmett, like a mother lion or something. Edward calms me down though, I don't know what I would do if he wasn't there.

I just care to much for Emmett, he's like my brother. I couldn't bare to see him get hurt by her, and Edward had told me just how many guys she's hurt before him. It scares me to see how attached he's getting to her, I could see the love for her in his eyes.

His blue eyes sparkle when she's in the room, and he can't take his eyes off of her. I've never seen him so smitten with someone, so completely engrossed by a single person.

I keep telling myself that he knows what's best for him, that he's a big boy. He can handle himself. I can't help the instinctual feeling to protect him, to shield him from any pain that comes his way. He's been so great to me since I've known him, now is the time for me to look out for him.

I strangely don't feel protective over Jake. I guess it's because he never brings her around the shop, I can't see how she is around him. She seemed nice enough the first time I met her, but people can hide who they really are. I guess I just can't really take his relationship seriously, he's like me in a lot of ways. Especially in the relationship area, he's never spent more than one night with a girl. I'm almost expecting him to come to the shop one day and tell me that it wasn't anything serious, that he just wanted to get laid.

As much as I cross my fingers that she'll work out for him, I have this feeling in my stomach that something isn't right. Something is off about the entire situation.

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