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Caroline(present time)
''Tyler? What are you doing here?''I asked confused by his arrival even though I knew that sooner or later I was gonna have to face him.
''You are awake and you didn't come to me! I saw you walking with Kol and now you are ready to enter Klaus's house. The better question Caroline is what are you doing?'' he said and tighten the grip in my hand.
''I wanted to tell you Tyler, i was just afraid of how you'll react...of how you will feel.''
''What do you mean? What's gotten into you?'' he said and let go of my hand with force.
''It's a long story Tyler about things that happened before we were together, before i was even born.'' I said and reached from his hand trying to calm him.
He pulled away.
I was losing my courage but this had to be done so i told him everything.
For the second time today my whole life story was being told like it was a fairytale.
I watched his face hardening and his eyes turning cold with every word i uttered.
He hasn't talked to me the entire time.
I had anticipated screams, denial, begging but not complete silence that frighten me more than anything..
I couldn't understand what he was thinking.
''Tyler say something. I know you probably hate me right now but i didn't want to hurt you. I really loved you, i did,'' i said refusing to spill tears.
''But now you don't? What happened? You remembered all of this and your love for me was gone like that? Just because you were together before doesn't mean you should be together now. You have a choice.'' he said sounding more angry than hurt.
''I do have a choice and I picked him. He isn't a compromise Tyler. I loved him all along. Even before i remember our history i felt a pull to him. I tried to deny it all along but when Bonnie did the spell and sealed him to the coffin, i snapped. I run to him Tyler even before i knew our whole story. I ran to him and screamed that i love him, i wanted him. He is my soul, he understands me and completes me in a way none else ever did. I am so sorry, I still care deeply for you but my love belongs to him.'' i said holding my breath waiting for his response.
He started laughing and the sound sent chills to my spine.
''So i lost one more.'' he replied looking at me like he saw me for the first time.
''What do you mean?'' i asked confused by his behavior.
This was not the Tyler I knew.
''Are you sure you choose him?'' he said and something like hope glittered in his eyes.
''Yes'' i said looking down.
''Then I'm sorry...'' he said and disappeared from my sight leaving me with more questions than before.
Caroline (first life)
''Revenge, that's what i want.'' she said and i felt the fear rushing through my veins.
I would not let them take me out like this.
I haven't fought my whole life, endure all the pain, fall in love only so i can die from a crazy, jealous bitch.
I tried to fight back but Caleb's hold was too strong.
''Why are you doing this? She is plain crazy but you?'' i asked trying to gain time and i heard her laugh.
Klaus would come and everything will be fine, keep them busy.
I repeated this inside my head like a prayer.
''Because i want him to suffer as i suffered, to know what is like to always be second. He always took what was rightful mine. I was from a prestige family, i was supposed to be the leader here. But no, it was always Nicklaus. Nicklaus was the best hunter, every boy came to him for advice. They feared him and respected him. I tried my best but he always won me when we fought and everyone laughed. A bastard bested me! And then it was you. He always had girls chasing him but he rarely made any move. And then i watched him with you. You were always together, laughing. I wanted you more than any girl and he had you again. You barely gave me a second glance, all that came out of your mouth was Nick, Nick, Nick. I hated that you called him that, i hated that he called you Care like you had your own special world and language. You gave me a chance just to tease me and then run back to him the moment he called you back. I didn't deserve it and neither does he. He would not have you.''
''I cannot be the one to pay for this, I never told you that i felt something for you. I'm sorry if you thought i lead you on. But this is not the way to deal with it Caleb. Everyone has their demons. Me, you, her , him. We all have a past that is capable of making us monsters. We all felt that way like life was cruel to us and full of pain. But the sad truth is that that's how life is. It's not a dream, it's a nightmare most of the times. And the path we choose define us. Don't do this, don't be a destroyer.'' i said and watched as his eyes filled with doubt for a moment as my words sank in.
''This is boring, I am thirsty and the only thing i want coming out of her mouth is blood.'' she said and i saw her teeth again that looked like they belonged to a wild animal.
''Tatia... maybe we shouldn't...'' he started to say but she stopped him.
''Could not what Tyler? You want to let her go and live her fairytale with him, maybe you want to watch them fuck infront of you too? He is a monster now, like me. Do you want that for her?'' she said and i could she that this was what she was good at.
Fooling people, making them little soldiers to her plans.
And it worked. I saw all the doubt and kindness leave his eyes as he looked back at me once more.
''I am doing this for you. You will be born again and then you will be rid of him and Tatia promised me that she would find a way to bring me back and we will be together again even if it takes centuries.'' he said and for a moment he loosed his grip.
I didn't waste any moment as i freed my hand and turn around to punch him in the face as hard as i could.
He fell back and i started running but she got infront of me.
''Going somewhere? The fun just started.''
''Leave me alone.''
I tried to attack her but she pinned me to the ground with inhuman strength.
''Beg me little one.'' she shouted and i could she that there was something off with her.
I could sense that whatever she was turned into had damaged her, made every part inside her that was human disappear.
''Never.'' i screamed back.
If i go down i will not go pleading.
''Not even for him?'' Her voice was now calm and dangerously sweet.
I gasped and i felt tears in my eyes for the first time since they caught me.
''You know he will die inside when you do. You are his whole world aren't you? The reason he still walks among us and has this ridiculous smile in his face. I can't wait to see his expression when he finds out.'' she said and i heard her over the edge laugh again.
''I will do anything you want just spare me for him. You loved him once.'' i said i had to save myself.
I had promised him i never leave him.
''I did and he pushed me aside like i had no more value than a toy! He is going to pay, I will rule his life, i will have the control. Every happiness and misery he gets will come from me.'' she pointed out and stand up dragging me with her.
Caleb was up too and watching us as we headed to the lake.
''Tatia he''ll come in any minute.'' he said and i heard the terror in his voice.
Nick was coming.
''Don't worry wolf. She will be long gone by then.'' she said and pushed me deeper into the lake.
The water was reaching my waist.
I tried to fight her but it was useless.
I couldn't move her and every scratch i gave her was healed in the next second.
''Goodbye Caroline. See you the next time i kill you.'' she said and the last thing i saw was her face before she shoved me to the water.
I gasped and i realized my mistake as the water entered my mouth.
She was holding my neck and pushed me even deeper.
My body was urging me to scream and i tried to fight it.
But the water was already filling my lungs and burning my insides.
The light above me called for me to reach it but she was holding me firmly.
Dark was all around me and i felt the water pressing my head.
I tried to open my eyes but it made no difference.
My arms and legs moved uncontrollable at first but now i felt my strength leaving me and i started to feel numb.
I felt tired, burn out and i knew it was ending.
I tried to think of him before i it was all over.
I remembered me and Bekah running as Kol was chasing us laughing.
Elijah secretly teaching me to hunt.
I saw myself as a little girl in my mother arms singing together and my father sleeping with me because of my nightmares.
I saw Nick and me grown up in a small house with children around us.
He was holding a little blond boy in his arms.
''Mommy came home Henrik.'' he said and the little one reached his little hand to me.
I hold him in my arms and Nick kissed me softly smiling.
''Welcome back Caroline.'' he said and my whole world fell apart as i draw my last breath.
Caleb
''Is she dead?'' i asked as i watched Tatia pulling her out of the water.
''Very.'' she said and dropped her dead body in my arms.
I saw her pale face and i felt like i had really committed a sin like she had told me.
I thought i will feel victorious seeing her dead but it only made me disgusted with myself.
What have i done?
''Take her to Ayanna. Klaus must think she killed her and I am dead. Do you understand? You never saw me. I died when Esther used me for that spell, know must know i am a vampire too.'' she said and looked one more time at Caroline's face before she was gone.
Klaus (present time)
I was making breakfast when i heard her screams from my room.
It was not happening again?
No, she could not lose her, not now.
I run to her room using every vampire strength i was blessed with.
I almost smashed the door as i walked into the room.
''Care?'' i said with worry in my voice.
I notice her sitting in the bed clutching her chest trying to control her breathing.
Thank god she was okay.
I collapsed to the bed beside her not moving trying to control my breath now.
''One of these days you will give me a heartattack.'' i said and run a hand through my hair.
She lied back in the mattress and snuggled beside me, her head on my chest.
I pulled her closer and wrapped my hands around her.
''What happened love?'' i asked as i stroked her hair.
''The nightmare.'' she said her voice weak.
It was that again.
She saw that nightmare more and more these days.
She was dreaming of her death, her first death.
She remembered the feeling of drowning but never who did this to her.
I kept telling her it was Ayanna but still everytime she could not see the face of her murderer only hear her laugh.
''It just felt so real this time. I couldn't breath. I was underwater. Why can i not remember my own death?'' she asked and rise up looking angry.
''Maybe because it's your death. You know maybe your mind wants to protect you. You loved Ayanna, it's natural to not want to believe she killed you.'' i said and tried to calm her.
''You probably right. It's not the first time one of my parents tries to kill me anyway.''
''Caroline...'' i said and she looked back at me.
''That's your parents fault, you are the one that told me this. And you have me. I have always see you as the most interesting, kind and amazing person in this fucking planet. This must count for something.'' i said and smiled at her.
''Are you try to cheer me up?'' she said and i saw a hint of smile in her lips.
''Is it working?''
''It was a good try'' she assured me and wrapped her hands around my neck resting her forehead on mine.
''I wish we could find a way to break the curse. Then i wouldn't be scared anymore.'' she whispered.
''I'm sorry i destroyed our only hope to end this. Some years after you died, a witch told me that in order to break the curse you had to drink the blood of the one that bound the spell. But i had already killed Ayanna and she had used her blood to bring this nightmare to us. If i had controlled myself we might have a chance.'' i said and sighed thinking of my stupitidy.
''You didn't know Nick. Don't beat yourself up. We'll find another way i know it.'' she said and i wanted to believe her.
For once time in my life i wanted to not live in fear of losing her.
''I'm sorry i couldn't protect you.'' i said and I hugged desperately.
''You are here now and in every life we spent together you did nothing but sacrificing everything for me. I was dead and oblivious but you were living every moment, felt the pain of losing me again and again and i didn't know, i didn't remember. I wish i could keep my promise of never leaving you too.'' she said and fell deeper into my embrace.
Klaus and Caroline
Somehow his lips found hers and he kissed her so sweet like he wanted to erase all the bad things they've been through.
''Is this breakfast i am smelling?'' she said smiling into the kiss.
''I was going to surprise you but you screamed.'' he said and attacked her lips again with more passion this time.
''I want it.'' she said but continued to kiss him and run her hands through his curls.
His hands were starting to explore her hips trying to reach her core.
''The breakfast...'' she said almost moaning.
''I'm hungry for something else.'' he replied enjoying the smoothness of her skin against the roughness of his hands.
She laughed and her strength pushed him back onto the bed.
He already didn't wear a shirt and she enjoyed the hard muscles of his chest and how he groaned every time she caressed him with her hands.
She moved her hands lower to his abs and then to the hem of his pants teasing him.
He was ready to throw his pants away when she got up and run outside the room.
He stared at the door startled.
''What the hell Care?'' he screamed frustrating, his erection craving for her touch.
That girl was going to be the end of him.
She came back holding the tray with his attempt of a breakfast.
''I told you i wanted it.'' she said smiling playfully looking at me with innocent eyes.
''You little witch.'' he teased her remembering that he used to call her that before.
He took in her in her appearance.
She wore his shirt and his underwear and that made him even harder.
He liked it that she was all his, that he wore his clothes.
Mine...he thought and reached for her dragging her back to bed.
She took a strawberry for the bowl and brought to his mouth urging him to eat it when all he wanted was to devour her.
He bit it, licking her finger in the process making her sigh.
''I want another one.'' he said and his eyes were dark from desire.
His hands reach her underwear and he tore it apart.
His finger reach her sex and he started moving inside her finding the spots that made her squirm
Caroline tried to concentrate at having the control but his delicious finger made her lose focus.
She grabbed another strawberry, took a small bite and kissed him.
He opened his mouth and her tongue darted inside passing him the strawberry.
Their kiss was mixed with that taste.
She passed him another one and he added one more finger inside her.
Her hips backed against him wanting him deeper, wanting more.
Caroline took the chocolate syrup and pour some on his neck before sucking and licking here knowing he loved it.
Klaus's mind had stopped working.
When she teased his neck, he withdraw hir finger and her moans were replaced with his.
He pulled her shirt over her head and she pushed hir pants and boxer-briefs down quickly.
He turned them around wanting her underneath him and she sighed as she felt his weight on her body.
They were both naked now and the touch was more intimate, burning them as she felt her breasts crush against his chest, his erection at her stomach.
She whimpered and Klaus kissed her slowly, pouring all his passion into the kiss.
When she couldn't take it anymore he felt him grab something from the tray and pour chocolate on the front of her body.
Caroline shivered as she felt the liquid spreading to her chest and lower.
He stepped back and looked at her not believing that this goddess was in his bed.
Klaus wanted to please her as much as she did.
He wanted her falling over the edge from him, wanted to erase all the past lovers from her mind.
He wanted his image to cross her mind everytime she though of sex.
''That's my kind of breakfast...'' he said and dipped down to her catching her breast with his mouth.
Caroline gasped and the only word she could pronounce was his name over and over again.
He cupped her other breast, teasing it with his thumbs while he was sucking the other one licking the chocolate from her.
He moved inside her breasts cleaning every spot and going lower following the chocolate path.
He was near her belly button and she was done waiting.
She felt she could literally pass out if he wasn't inside her.
''Nick, please...'' she begged him tugging his hair so he would look back at her.
He moved up and his face was above her, his lips an inch away for hers.
''What do you want love?'' he said in almost a whisper.
''I want you to be where you belong to.'' she replied her breath rapid.
''And where is that?'' he asked but she felt his tip already against her entrance.
''Inside me.'' she said and moved her hips up.
Her words broke the last restrain of his controlling nature and he buried himself inside her.
The both screamed as they felt their union.
He filled her up completely like he was made to pleasure her.
She rocked against him urging him to go deeper.
He groaned as he felt her walls clenching around him made him harder it's time.
He was kissing every part of her body from her neck her navel.
Her hands explored his backs leaving marks of her passion behind.
''Nicklaus...'' she sceamed and he knew she was close to the end when he called him by his full name.
He quicken his pace, hitting the spot that made her go crazy.
The bed started to move uncontrollably underneath them and they knew it was near breaking.
Caroline came this moment realizing all her passion and feeling her whole body lifting from the ecstasy.
Klaus followed shortly as his head dropped back and he called her name like a prayer.
Klaus (first life)
I was running, running and running.
Running to her before it was too late.
Every part of this night was brought us closer to closure.
I didn't know what i was, what his father done, why i was feeling an urge to kill, why my feelings were almost all vanished...
The only thing i could hold on too was her.
Her image was what kept me going ignoring the thirst.
She was waiting for me.
Today was supposed to be the day my life will start not the day it will end.
Because i had died... Michael had killed me but somehow i was still able to breathe.
I needed Caroline.
I reached our place in the lake waiting for her to turn and smile at me.
But she wasn't there. She was nowhere to be found.
She couldn't have left. She would have waited all night for me, she wouldn't leave.
Something had happened.
I had to find her, I had to before it was too late for me.
Her house was only place I could think she could have gone.
Ayanna was there like she was waiting for me.
''Is Caroline here?'' I said and truing to enter the house to look for her but I couldn't.
Something was stopping me from entering.
''Ayanna what is this? What have you done?'' Where is Care?'' I said almost screaming to her.
''I haven't done anything. This is all your mother. You can see Caroline if I don't invite you in.'' she said calmly but her eyes were filled with tears.
''She is inside? Care! CAROLINE. Let me in. Please Let me In.'' he never begged but now he would do anything to see her, anything.
''Come in Nicklaus.'' she said and moved aside.
I was startled by her compassion.
He hated me so why was she letting me in.
''She is in her room.''
I didn't hear her anymore as I moved towards the love of my life hoping she had a solution to all of this.
But why was she coming to me?
Why didn't she call me back?
I entered the room and I saw laying in the bed unmoving.
Pale, wet, I couldn't hear her heart like I heard Ayanna's.
''No, no, no,NO, no..'' I went to the bed and hold her in my arms, pushing her hair from her face, caressing her body so I could warm it .
''You're not dead, you're not dead.''
''Fix it, do something.'' I screamed to Ayanna.
''I will do anything please bring her back.''
''Nothing can bring her back.'' she said and she was crying.
''Tell me it's not true, tell me it's a spell. Lie to me. Say something.'' I urged her and move closer to her letting down Caroline.
My face was full of tears but she took a step back realizing my anger.
''Who? Who did it?'' I said deadly calm.
''I did it to protect her from you. You are a monster. You would have killed her or turn her. I had to protect her.'' she said with a weak voice trying to persuade herself.
''You, you killed her. You drown her, you watched her as she was fighting for a breath?''
''It's not permanent. She will be born again, she just won't remember anything of you. She will everytime she dies except if you turn her.''
''I will find her everytime. Me and her always and forever and you will burn in hell.'' I said not believing that this was the person that raised her,
''Everytime you'll go near her she would die.'' she said and looked at her trying to reach her.
And that was her last mistake,
''Stay away.'' I said and pushed her to the wall.
''You have no idea what you took for me. You took her, you took my life, you took our children, you took my future so I will rip yours.'' I said and shoved my hand into her chest.
Her eyes opened and she screamed as a squeezed her heart while it was still inside her body.
She fell to the floor but I didn't touch her blood, I didn't want any part of Caroline's killer inside me.
I went back to her and took her in my arms again moving her outside before I put fire to the house.
''It's fine my love...'' I said and kissed her lightly on the lips.
''Everything's gonna be fine..''
I smelt something on her then that I didn't expect, Caleb.
How was that possibly?
I had killed him.
''Nooo...'' I heard a scream and Rebekah came to me and she screamed in agony.
Elijah came beside her and saw Caroline dead in my hold.
She hold Rebekah with his arms as she fell to the floor and screamed at me to bring her near her.
I went near her.
''Take her to the Lake Elijah...I will come shortly.''
''Klaus who?'' he said and his voice cracked.
''Ayanna.'' I said and moved to find the other person who was responsible for her death.
I found him saying goodbye to his parents leaving like a thief.
''Nicklaus...'' he said and started to run.
''Leaving so soon?'' I shouted and snapped his father's neck at the same time.
He turned back.
''No please not them...'' he said and moved closer to me.
''Not who?'' I said fed from the neck of his mother until she was lying dead beside him.
''You bastard...'' he said and try to attack me.
I shoved him aside.
''Oh, I am. I'm such a bastard that I will leave you alive to suffer. I will leave you to live in fear knowing that one day. I will come back and kill you. Every noise you hear at night you'll think it's me until one day it really is.'' I said and started running to her.
Running to the lake again but this time I knew she would be there waiting for me.
She would be there cold, dead and I will never again see her smile again.
So I run.
Klaus (present time)
I was on the bar drinking while Caroline was out with Bonnie trying to make Elena accept their relationships.
I didn't not give a damn what Elena Gilbert thought.
She didn't even deserve them.
But it was girls problems and he wasn't going to meddle.
She had her again and this time he let himself dream it was forever.
''Drinking alone Klaus?''
It couldn't be.
Not that voice.
''Tatia...'' he said and turn to look at her.
That bitch was alive, that fucking bitch was alive.
''You haven't change a bit...'' I said the sarcasm hanging on my tongue.
''Well your father was kind enough to turn me you see. I am the first made up vampire. You know I always wanted to stand out.'' she said with that fake sweet tone.
''What do you want? And give me a good reason you will walk out of here alive.'' I asked already thinking of ways to kill her.
''Well if the past is any indication, i'm very good at making people kill Caroline. You see if I died they're a thousand people that I have compelled, manipulated to put an end to her. You know you are not fast enough to kill them all. So how about a drink?'' she said and winked at the bartender.
''I ask you again.. What do you want?'''
''What I always wanted. You and her suffering.'' she said and had the nerve to smile.
''So you gonna break up with her.'' she told me.
''Yes sure... Why would I do that?'' I asked trying to restrain myself for struggling her.
''Cause you want me back.''
''You're crazy.'' I said and was ready to go when she grabbed me.
''Klaus I want her to believe you left her for me, Make that happen or I you'll find her dead in the morning. I promise you this. Are you ready to risk it?'' she said and before I could answer she had fled.
And I stayed here unable to move.
Hope you like it! This is the end of the flashbacks ( I like writing them). Please review and tell me what you think! A good review is as good as Klaroline sex.
